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Horn_Of_Plenty - Monday Jun 29, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 137.0

was a great weekend, no overeating. my modem died so i had to wait until i came to school to go to the library to get on the internet!!!! all is good.

breakast: light yogurt, whole wheat roll 160, egg white 15, avocado 100 total: 370 (6:30-7am usually)

snack: waters of the flavored, more satisfying variety...haha.

lunch: same as above, with coffee, and no yogurt: 330 nice....(at 12 which is my preferred, not 1pm lol)

snack: too late, almost 5:30pm.... very small banana w. a special hemp fiber drink (12 grams fiber). made with ice and unsweatened almond milk.  was a nice chocolate flavored shake 200 cal. due to my uncle being here and just leaving after 4 days as well as going to the funeral and just making sure i was around for my family somewhat i got nervous i guess to the point of not really going #2 very well the past 4-5 days!!! this almost never happens. another reason to eat MUCH more fiber and quit eating all the refined, fiberless things i have been munching for the past 2 months or so. i was on a potato chip kick every workday for lunch with coffee. you can safely assume i will not be continuing this pattern. I miss eating all the healthy fibrous breads i had before i started eating whatever was in my house, which is usually healthy, but obviously not always healthy enough. so i may have to purchase some bread/rolls later if none are left. and you can safely assume they will have a nice bit of fiber!

dinner: i will write this early as i still have no internet service. so i stopped by my town library. veggies and something microwavable.  350-400 cal.

total calories will be 1200s-1300s. nice.

EXERCISE: ehh, i will keep it light as my day is later than i planned.  tonight will be easy, like 30 min on elliptical or a bike ride if the weather improves.

exercise was fantastic all weekend, especially yesterday.  i walked for miles then did the elliptical for 40 min as well as pushups, back, and abs.

taking tuesday off from school to get ready for my israel trip next Monday! excited.  and, looking foward to the 4th of July weekend.  :)

have a good day...will comment at lunch on your diaries.

Progress as of today: 3 lbs lost so far, only 17 lbs to go!

nenak on 06/29/2009:
you are totally in the aone! well done you!


evaopala on 06/29/2009:
I'm glad someone likes my menu! hehe I've never tried egg and avocado before, so i must try it soon. Good work on sticking with it. I hope you have a wonderful trip!


midwest50 on 06/29/2009:
You make exercise sound so easy. I look forward to exercise becoming a habit/second nature to me. Have a wonderful and safe trip!


loveray on 06/30/2009:
you sound amazing- so refreshed and full of positive energy and life!!! keep up the momentum! xo



Horn_Of_Plenty - Saturday Jun 27, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 137.0

defintiely somewhat tired this morning. body is a little bit sore, too.  otherwise, doing good. i changed my weight again, lowered it about a pound. the scale didn't exactly say it but i weighed at night and after eating a lot - so i can assume this is my new weight.

breakfast: 2 light yogurts, blueberries 260. good. almost reached for more but i realized it was more anxiety and feeling tired than hungry!

snack: not sure if i will.

lunch: a pizza place with my friend....i'll get a LARGE diet soda and a small something or other! lol.

snack: later...no clue, with my friend...

dinner: not at all sure! :)

exercise: walking around today at a nature place with a visiting friend.

today is obviously up in the air!

Progress as of today: 3 lbs lost so far, only 17 lbs to go!

Donkey on 06/27/2009:
You are doing great! I really love reading your diary. You inspire me :-)

Have you started seeing the psychologist yet? Don't answer until I write a more recent post. I'm coming back to DD soon.

Enjoy your day!


nenak on 06/29/2009:
have a great time with your friend. hope you feel more awake soon



Horn_Of_Plenty - Friday Jun 26, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 137.0

edit: Great day today! i'm really proud of myself, actually. usually, i will totally binge and screw up after going to some kind of outing or gathering, especially if it's with people that aren't my "best" friends. well, i DIDN'T screw up today! no. i'm so pleased and content with how this day went. then i had a bbq with family and ate really healthy. yeah, lots of cals. but really healthy. a hamburger and then TONS of veggies. around 800.

total cal today: 1800.

exercise: bike 20 min, 2.5 mile walk, 10 min elliptical, back, pushups, abs.

wonderful, successful, day.

cheers to many more.

tomorrow i'm giving my friend a tour of some of Long Island. should be a wonderful weekend.

cheers to continuing my journey and being the best i can be!

today's a new day right!? 

darn this damn picnic i have to go to with my class. but best part, i live the closest, in walking distance. some people will drink, but not i. not during the day. i'd absolutely ruin my day doing that. then, exercise might be difficult later, etc.

breakfast: peach 60, yogurt 80, bread 110, avocado 100, egg 60, black pepper. total: 410. i needed something substantial....glad i had this breakfast, made it so i didn't binge at the school bbq at the park! :)

snacking: at bbq? LOTS of coke zero, veggies from the veggie platter i brought (thank gosh...it was the ONLY healthy thing on the table!!!!  :) happy about that!) 100, shot of tequila 100, mikes hard lemonade bottle 250 total at the bbq: 450 or so.  (what a lunch, right!?) haha

snack:?

dinner: lol, another bbq back at my house....will be healthy.....i obviously cannot have a 1200 or really low cal day, which is fine. (i need to remember that not succeeding in having a VERY low cal day does NOT mean that it is a wasted day....will still be a good day without binging today. i guess anything below 2200 or so is good for today....)

hopefully exercise later, maybe watching a movie at home tonight with my uncle who came in from CA.

Progress as of today: 3 lbs lost so far, only 17 lbs to go!

evaopala on 06/26/2009:
dont feel bad if you go over, like you said its not a wasted day. good on you for sticking with it. :)


h82bfat on 06/27/2009:
Sounds like you are successfully making lifestyle changes. You can stop dreading "outings" becus you now know that YOU ARE IN CONTROL. Congratulations - I am so happy for you!!!!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Thursday Jun 25, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 138.0

2100 total....had a yogurt and a few extra things with dinner. off 2 the park soon!

i've been reading more which is good. it's nice to be able to put your mind into a book and concentrate on things besides facebook and tv, lol. ...and i need to return these books to the library before they become overdue!

last binge was june 6th i believe. that was almost 3 weeks or 21 days ago. i can break the binge habit. it's getting easier, definitely.  there's NOTHING stopping me. you'll see, the weight is gonna be OFF by the end of August.  I WILL BE 120. and i cannot wait. (but i will wait, bc the pounds don't melt off in ONE DAY!). i'm gonna do it, you watch!

best part about my weightloss: i still have TWO WHOLE MONTHS. it's still JUNE, and progress is being made!

early breakfast: yogurt, peach: 160

late breakfast party at school: medium wheat bagel w. some buttery spread stuff (noth much spread, so i'm guessing around 400 and bagel was not too large) one small chocolate chip muffin maybe 150 or so, coffee 60? with stupid fatty milk that's all there was, and a diet drink to help fill me which worked: total here approx: 610 not too bad.

lunch: cape cod potato chips (made only with oil, potato, salt), diet drinks blah. 200

snack: clif bar 260, then i also took some tofu at home before cleaning the bathroom i hate cleaning it lol 100....and i want to exercise after. so 360 on snack

calories before dinner: 1310...i guess i'll try to keep this day 1600s-1700s which is good. i almost forgot i had that small breakfast this morning when i was figuring my calories out so far! lol .

dinner: 2 red peppers100 , eggplant rollettes350,  servings pretzels 220 total here: 670 fine.

total approx calories if i stick to this: 1980. whatev. can't be perfect everyday. walk after dinner or gym later.

gym:definitely going to BIKE there...no rain today (we had a whole month of june rain EVERYDAY except today and one other! wow. so happy to exercise a bit outside too.

not sure if i REALLY lost a pound more, but 2 out of 20 lbs is already 1/10th of the weight I want to lose gone!!!! that's a lot!

Progress as of today: 2 lbs lost so far, only 18 lbs to go!

katiegirl on 06/25/2009:
2 pounds! excellent :)


h82bfat on 06/25/2009:
The pounds are starting to add up!!! Great job!


nenak on 06/25/2009:
well on the road!


mcwoo40 on 06/25/2009:
Doing good HOP,stick at it,Julie


grumpy on 06/25/2009:
Good for you, you've been consistent, I love that!


midwest50 on 06/25/2009:
You inspire us all!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Wednesday Jun 24, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 138.0

total cal: 1370. had 600 for dinner. still fantastico!  gym was great.

breakfast and lunch combined: egg white 60, avocado 100, sandwich cut in half 200 for bread, included a peach around 80 for breakfast and coffee 70 at lunch: total so far: 510.   (was going to eat more this morning but time started to fly and i missed having a snack. cool.)

snack: 2 yogurts 160, blueberries 1 cup 100

total before dinner: 770 or so NICE. wowsers. i WILL eat around 1250....damn good day!!!!!!!!!  tomorrow i have a breakfast to attend....ugh...but i will enjoy it, duh - and bring a LOT of no cal drinks (probably 2 of them...) to fill me so i don't overeat.  that is my recent trick - eat the food, fill up after on low cal (coffee at lunch usually) or no cal drinks.

dinner: i plan on a eggplant rollettes (microwaved by celantano foods, love this dish...) 350, salad, a red pepper, yogurt key lime pie flavor. should add up around 450.

gym: will be back, abs, pushups, elliptical for ONE HOUR or 45 minutes if i have to tone it down...which i might have to. was on my feet most of today.

Progress as of today: 2 lbs lost so far, only 18 lbs to go!

thinnside40 on 06/24/2009:
Ahahahahahaahahahaahahahaaaaaaaaaaa..... I did egg/avocado today too...YUMMERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good day to you!


loveray on 06/24/2009:
it must be avocado day!! xoxo


evaopala on 06/24/2009:
That eggplant thing sounds soo good !! Good on you for the exercise. thats quite a lot. :)


nenak on 06/25/2009:
cress is a herb that we grow and then cut all the heads off....tastes nice with egg! wow your definately in the zone well done you



Horn_Of_Plenty - Tuesday Jun 23, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 139.0

i am completing my journey towards weightloss as we speak. no more "tomorrow i'll begin" or "tomorrow i'll make up for today." each day is a continuation of this journey and i WILL be successful in my weightloss each and every day.  i have no tests, i'll i have to do is watch tv and study on commercials all summer. i can totally do this. no stress here. and once this summer passes i'll be ready to continue my progress throughout the year.  this summer is what i need to "change my life." i need to get healthier, leaner, stronger.

need to sleep better tonight!

breakfast: 2 yogurts 160, banana 100: 250

snack: egg, avocado, bread: 250

lunch: chips, coffee 260

snack: full bar, drinks: 200

total so far: 960 great.

dinner: microwave amy's meal 260, tofu 100, japanese cucumber 50, tomato 20, lettuce 20, dressing 40, yogurt after for dessert 80. total: 560 ehh. higher than i wanted, but still decent.

total today: 1520. higher than planned but totally acceptable, obviously. i still burned at least 1750 or higher today.

exercise: NONE. exhausted. bed early tonight....showering now. 5:30pm.

Progress as of today: 1 lbs lost so far, only 19 lbs to go!

thinnside40 on 06/23/2009:
Aha.... Seeing your egg & avocado make me think I need to fit in my 1/2 avocado today... It was a beautiful avocado I sliced open yesterday......

Doing good in continuation of your goals.... Great job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


greengirl on 06/23/2009:
Hey HoP, its wonderful to see you so confident and positive in your attitude.... go for it :)


loveray on 06/24/2009:
you did SOOO great, and exercise! go you. love love



Horn_Of_Plenty - Monday Jun 22, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 139.0

hey all!

hey thinn! thanks so much for your comment on yesterday's entry. I do plan on total success this time around. there is simply no other choice! :)  I am not perfect but i am happy with the direction i'm headed!

breakfast: 250: 2 light yogurts, one cup blueberries.

snack: i made it at home and brought it to school. one slice crappy wheat bread (has like no fiber yuck!), 1/4 large avocado, 1/4 cup eggwhite, black pepper flakes. 230. (not bad for something so balanced and healthy, despite a lack of fiber.)

lunch: eh. diet coke and subway veggie sub. around 250. eh. lacks protein. not great, not terrible.

snack: full bar 170. many drinks. 30. total: 200

total before dinner 930 fantastico.  goal for today: 1350. go me!

dinner plan: microwavable, veggies.

exercise: after i relax a little. was on my feet about 1/2 the day....

doing ok. :)

Progress as of today: 1 lbs lost so far, only 19 lbs to go!

loveray on 06/22/2009:
love you!


grumpy on 06/22/2009:
Hey girl, thanks for your support today. Mom is here and it does help. The foods are fine so far, I am eating many more veggies and salads and fruits (all fresh) than before and I dint get hungry. Plus everyday they include a treat on the menu, today was a cheesecake. very tasty and only 150 cal, low fat, etc. I feel bloated though, hopefully it will get better when TOM is here soon. I'm glad to see you doing so well. Feel proud and remember how good it feels to do the right thing for you! xoxo


nenak on 06/23/2009:
youve broke throught the 140 barrier........next stop 130's. go go go


Donkey on 06/23/2009:
You now weigh less than Donkey.


loveray on 06/23/2009:
cant wait to read more on the hemp shakes. you are really listening to what your body needs and i am so happy for you. xoxo



Horn_Of_Plenty - Sunday Jun 21, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 139.0

about 830 totally healthy, veggies and all!, calories before dinner.

family went out for an ITALIAN dinner but i actually ordered some great foods....lots of grilled veggies, and my dish was shrimp and beans!! how cool. in a light sauce. i did eat a LOT though...it was sorta worth it. and i stuck with coffee for dessert, didn't start in with the baked goods, thank gosh!

so, if i have to stretch it, i think i may have eaten up to 2200s today. not bad like 4,000....i am very happy with this amount. healthy foods all day. happy.

weightloss is coming, slowly. but, there is really no rush...i will just be happy if by the end of the summer there is a difference. that is all i am wishing for. and i'm really, really trying. i may not be perfect with limiting the foods i eat, but i am still progressing with the weightloss efforts.

i am thankful for the health god has granted me and in my ability to be able to exercise and have the time to get healthy. there is nothing preventing me and i have already STARTED and am ready to continue this challenging journey into weightloss all summer (and for the rest of my life...).  when i do lose the weight, this SECOND time around, it will be for good. I will NEVER let this happen again.  I don't think, after i get through all of this, I will EVER let myself reach over 120 again....i can't wait for the day i reach that weight. it will be a marvelous day. especially if it is in August and not later. but what will be will be....

exercise today: 25 min bike ride, 15 min elliptical, back, abs, pushups, walk with grandma (we got SOAKED as i did not bring an umbrella - now i will ALWAYS have one when we go walking...).

goodnight. take care for now.

Progress as of today: 1 lbs lost so far, only 19 lbs to go!

grumpy on 06/21/2009:
i think you are one of the people here who makes the healthiest choices of all. both workout and food-wise. Your only challenge (and a big one) is the binges. Maybe you wanna incorporate some of those foods you binge on into your menu? That may not solve it, but could help. Just an idea. I haven't seen you binge in a while though and I see the weight coming off which is great. I love your attitude about it on today's entry too. Thanks for inspiring me and being so honest and sane!


tata on 06/22/2009:
I sometimes think that I should look at this process the way my husband looked at his process of not drinking, one day at a time. He wouldn't say that he would never drink again, but he would say that he wasn't drinking today. He's been sober for almost 12 years, he did it one day at a time. He is drinking something constantly, but it isn't alcohol. So...today we are making healthy choices for what we eat and how we get our bodies moving. One day at a time! Good for you!


thinnside40 on 06/22/2009:
Oh goodness...... I am so excited to see you back in the 130's...You have had a long haul of trying & now your making it...... Yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Saturday Jun 20, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 139.0

once again, i'll be nice to myself...and guess that the calories for today were 2250 or so. i had tortilla chips that probably amounted to 2 servings, singapore shrimp rolls (not fried), lettuce wraps for dinner. ate all of everything pretty much. so dinner was probably 1200 or so cals...(hopefully not more!!)

total today: 2250. whatev. it's the weekend, you know!? better than staying home and binging on 4000.....

only exercise: 45 min elliptical, abs, back, pushups...i wonder if all that helped me burn  2,000 calfor the whole day today....prob not. but at least i got off my ass!

 gooood morning all.  just doing some laundry and putting some away before heading out to the park in a bit. i'll take a long walk....then who knows. the gym. lol. today is going to be a big exercise day no matter what. then headed out to dinner and a movie with some friends. going to see The Hangover. yay.

I've been learnig that by eating meals with a bit more carbs, i can get satisfiend faster - as long as the carbs are the healthy fibrous ones. for instance breakfast:

Breakfast: 1/2 lg banana 60?, cup fiber one 120, 1/2 cup milk 40, light n fit yogurt 80. total: 300 and i was full,satisfied. lately, i've NOT been having enough fiber, i used to never have this problem, and i can feel it when going to the bathroom. lol, i know, TMI. but fiber is important, it shouldn't be a struggle to go #2. so i must increase fiber somewhat.  maybe i will have to generally stop eating chips and coffee as my lunch during work! lol.  fell back to sleep after breakfast today...sheesh. it was a busy week and i was TIRED!

snack:   peach, light n fit watermelon yogurt. 150 or so.

lunch: healthy, avocado, egg white sandwich w. a red pepper and a plum tomato. 280 or so.

total so far: 730 :)

snack: 90 cal special k bar, sodas 10

total so far: 830 very nice. now, out 2 dinner. i have enough calories left over to have a nice dinner...i'll try not to go too overboard. but if i wanted, i could easily eat 1,000 calories for dinner and not have to worry. so there!   =-)

dinner: out to dinner. maybe a salad at the california pizza kitchen. i'm excited to go out for dinner and eat something tasty.

exercise: lots....?

have a great day everyone.

Progress as of today: 1 lbs lost so far, only 19 lbs to go!

grumpy on 06/20/2009:
Yay, sounds like an awesome healthy day for you, and being able to save so many cals for dinner is great! enjoy the movie too! xo.


grumpy on 06/21/2009:
it's really not that bad, especially, besides the chips the quality of the foods were good. i love those rolls! yum! im sure you can find the calories for those meals online, no? i like your attitude though. much much better to maybe have a few hundred more than you planned and get out, have fun, do something!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Friday Jun 19, 2009
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 139.0

i think i'm finally below 140: 139. feels good. and it's just gonna get lower. i can't handle the weight anymore, it takes too much of my energy away...

you know what's cool, i'm 1/20th closer to my goal. 19/20ths doesn't sound like much....so, it's TOTALLY achievable.  i'm sooooo not worried right now. how could i NOT accomplish this by summer's end!? i can do this. it is easy. i can do it. i will not be defeated ever again. ever!

1560 cal.good!

today i've been feeling down. perhaps i should do as rlovell does...and just think positive. just right positive things here and not always be so negative.

i did made a few mistakes today during clinical and i just feel i've been embarassing myself too much with one of the administrators...and i'm just trying to do my best...i don't want this attempt at a new career to be worse than when i worked as a teacher...so i'm frustrated with myself right now. and i'm trying to see what i can do/how i can act to make my situation better rather than worse.

breakfast: 2 yogurts, sliced peach: 240

snack: bar: 140

lunch: coffee, sandwich i made at home and brought with me: 1/4 avocado, one slice bread, 1/4 cup egg white. this is a filling and totally healthy sandwich. although the bread doesn't have the best amount of fiber (i didn't buy it..., usually we have a better bread in my house!) 280

snack : bowl of fiber one, half cup milk. and 4 light n fit yogurts, LOL...big, i know. 500

total so far: 1160. sticking to the 1500s....was on my feet most of the day....gym later this afternoon/evening...nap and resting right now...

dinner: definitely a bunch of veggies and something microwavable. 400

tomorrow i'll be meeting up with friends, looking foward to that. need my mind off of school, i'm TOTALLY burned out right now. my trip to israel in approx. 2 weeks should be good for me.

take care and thanks for all your comments even though i've been slacking...it's somtimes hard during the week....i'm gonna comment now...

Progress as of today: 1 lbs lost so far, only 19 lbs to go!

loveray on 06/19/2009:
you dont have to stay positive, but just be with your feelings. if you feel down, its ok- just know that the feelings will pass and try not to give them too much power. i love you very much- get some rest and some calm.


midwest50 on 06/19/2009:
Thank you for your kind and encouraging words. I look forward to my own gold bar moving towards my goal!


grumpy on 06/19/2009:
Hey girl, we all have those days, maybe be a little easier on yourself and expect that you won't always be perfect. No one is. I understand the work issue, though. That is something you can work on, analyze those mistakes and learn more about them. Nice to see that even if you felt bad you have a good healthy day! xo


grumpy on 06/19/2009:
Hey girl, we all have those days, maybe be a little easier on yourself and expect that you won't always be perfect. No one is. I understand the work issue, though. That is something you can work on, analyze those mistakes and learn more about them. Nice to see that even if you felt bad you have a good healthy day! xo


h82bfat on 06/20/2009:
You sound a lot like me. I feel that I need to "be the best" & I beat myself up when I'm not. Maybe that's why I've "created" this body suit to hide under - that way people can readily judge me on my size & my weeknesses will become less noticable.........

As I tell my daughter, NO ONE is perfect - Some one may be better at hopscotch, but you may be better at hula hoops. Just do your best. Take back control of our lifestyle (which you are doing - exceedingly well) and everything else will fall into place. Success in one area inevitably translates into success in others......it's all just a state of mind. Feel good about yourself and goodness will follow. You're already starting to feel it - Embrace it!!!



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