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Horn_Of_Plenty - Monday May 21, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

exercise: 80 minutes (30 weights, 50 elliptical)

well...my streak was slightly halted this morning.

I had a binge. But, it was strange...I was eating slower than normal. Maybe I can overcome this. I felt like I had a bigger choice...and I was making a VERY CONSCIOUS decision to keep eating. Usually, I am more shaky and my mind can't get food off it at all. I was calmer this morning.

anyways, calories for the day are 2625.

Donkey on 05/21/2007:
I slipped up Sunday, kinda throughout the whole day myself. I do believe that you can overcome this. I really do. I have faith in you.


weightlossyoyo on 05/21/2007:
You had a great exercise day, wish I had the energy to do that! Weights take the energy out of me so I usually only to 25-35 min of cardio on weight days.


borntocry on 05/22/2007:
I agree with Donkey. I also think you will overcome it. I am speaking from experience because my binges used to be totally out of control affairs, with me literally consuming mountains of food as fast as possible, as if possessed! Now, I can actually stop myself before I get to the point where I physically cannot stuff anything more inside me. And I also do try to eat slower so that I can at least enjoy it a little too! Although I still have the occasional 4500+ calorie day, usually it is because of big meals out, not binges. And I am so happy about that!

You'll see, things are changing for you too!


smiley2 on 05/22/2007:
Well sounds like you had a "good" binge. When start thinking about what you are eating/bingeing on, its a definate step in the right direction.


hollybelle on 05/22/2007:
Remembr this day and this post. You CAN overcome binges. You have already begun!


tourguidebarbie on 05/23/2007:
80 mins! Awesome! Great job!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Sunday May 20, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

total exercise minutes so far this month: 550

1550 cal.

no exercise.

long day of playing at commencement ceremonies.

goodnight, all!

tourguidebarbie on 05/21/2007:
550 mins! Wow! That's awesome! Keep up the great work!


monet0239 on 05/21/2007:
JUST A QUICK HELLO TO YOU :).. HOPE YOUR DOING WELL.. AWESOME EXERCISE.. !! kutgw!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Saturday May 19, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

Calories: 1735.

Exercise total: 80 min (30 min weights, 50 min bike)

i actually messed up my car even more today. I'll just say that the driver's side mirror is wrecked. so, the sunroof (not by my own fault) and now the side mirror (completely my own doing) need to be fixed. I am hoping that the side mirror can be fixed at the same time as the sunroof which is getting fixed next week. It definitely takes awhile with insurance. As for the Honda dealership by me...they are TERRIBLE.

the concert went pretty good. I did play a nice solo. everything else could have been better, though.

i've been very depressed bc of the car...and totally was a total wash. I was leaving my house at 8am and being very careful as I backed up...not to hit the car to the back side of me as i left the garage. I usually don't park in it because my sunroof is usually fine! but, i wasn't watching the bush, which i drove by as it cracked my mirror! so, it's just not my month! May 2007 is something I wish to do over! haha

goodnight.

smiley2 on 05/19/2007:
Roll on June!!!! ;)



Horn_Of_Plenty - Friday May 18, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

well, total calories turned into 1790. that's perfectly ok with me.

ahhh...another good day...it feels good.

exercise: 60 min yoga

calories: 1630....and very healthy.

I'm so glad I got everything right today.

Tomorrow I'll be doing some elliptical trainer and weights...with a concert at night. i also plan on some waxing and a manicure and possibly pedicure. tomorrow will be as stress-free as possible. lucky me.

lafemme_loca on 05/19/2007:
Good to have a pamper yourself moment ! Keep up the good work and exercise. I need to get onto the elliptical more. 50 minutes is amazing from yesterday !


mcwoo40 on 05/19/2007:
Hi,hope you did have a stress free day in the end.I wish there where more of those around here!!Stick at it,Julie


Donkey on 05/19/2007:
I'm glad to hear that things seem to be going better for you lately. Keep up the positive attitude and the good work!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Thursday May 17, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

hey all...i promise to comment on your diaries more this weekend.

today: 1620 calories.

exercise: 30 min weights, 50 min elliptical

weightlossyoyo on 05/17/2007:
YEAH on the exercise! Hope you are feeling better!


greengirl on 05/18/2007:
Congrats on the cals and the exercise. Doing good, girl!!!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Wednesday May 16, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

no exercise.

1640 calories.

I've been abnormally tired and shakey these past few days. calories have been fine. i wonder why?

No exercise. I'm letting muscles recover so that perhaps on Thursday I will be able to workout extra well! I know my body needs the time...but then I will try to make my workout on Thursday the best it can be.

i will update with calories for the day when the day is done!

weightlossyoyo on 05/16/2007:
Hope you feel better! Have you checked your suger lately? Maybe it is too high or too low.


maria777 on 05/16/2007:
Yes, it could be a low sugar thing. OR it could be a need-salt thing.


borntocry on 05/16/2007:
Oh my, same here. Maybe you're starving to death. At least that's how what it feels like for me!


greengirl on 05/17/2007:
If the shakey feeling persists, you should have it checked out, just to be on the safe side. Take care of yourself :o)



Horn_Of_Plenty - Tuesday May 15, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

hi. total exercise: 75 min

exercise: weights = half hour

elliptical = 45 min!

calories = 1790.

weightlossyoyo on 05/15/2007:
Very good day today!!!


hollybelle on 05/17/2007:
WOW - good day!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Monday May 14, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

edit: no exercise. instead, bed on time and i'll get some practicing in.

exercise tomorrow...no matter what!!!

hey all.

it's true. i guess we all have family conflict from time to time. you see, my mom's side of the family holds major grudges. she doesn't speak to anyone at all on her side. so...in some ways it could turn out that way for me. i'd rather it not....but my mom is doing nothing to stop it. she just pushes me out more and more.

anyways, i still didn't get my car fixed....it seems nobody will give me a loaner free of charge....not even honda. i'm having my case worked on...so we shall see. hopefully things will turn up by tomorrow!

calories: 1850. i wanted lower, but breakfast was almost 600...

exercise: hopefully i'll get in 20 minutes later...

Donkey on 05/14/2007:
If it's any consolation, my relationship with my mother was very toxic until after I moved out on my own. I had a year or 2 where I didn't go to any family holidays because I wasn't strong enough to handle any **** she might give me.

Honestly, if I didn't have kids, I don't think we'd have a very good relationship at all.


geevee on 05/14/2007:
I had the same problem with my mother, and in retrospect I realize that it wasn't me that was causing the problem but it was between her and my father. You never know!

Anyway, you're getting a strong message that it's time for you to leave, and you should. It would be best for everyone.

Find a friend or stranger who you could room with. It's time to go out on your own.

My mother did exactly what your mother is doing, and I finally figured out that my life would be a lot easier if I wasn't at home. ANd it was!


weightlossyoyo on 05/14/2007:
I hope things get better with you and your mother soon! Calm down and take a yoga class you will feel better :)


borntocry on 05/15/2007:
It's true, my relationship with my mother was also terrible until I moved out. Now she adores me - but notice how it didn't take her long to start nagging at me again after I made a special effort to spend more time with them this past month. So I guess nothing ever really changes. If you can't move out right now, just try to stay out of your mother's way as much as possible. The less the two of you cross paths, the easier it will be for both of you. And try not to let her attitude towards you affect you too much. I know that's easier said than done. I am a very sensitive person myself and even if I tell myself I don't care what my parents say or think of me, it does affect me. You've just got to try to develop a thick skin about it.

Thanks for the comment you left me. Unfortunately my husband is depressed these days too, about something else (an exam he's taking in a couple of weeks, which he's sure he's going to fail). So I guess we've just been weighing each other down. But we're planning a holiday together next month. Hopefully that will help cheer both of us up! Do you have any suggestions? There are three options: Corsica, Holland or Scandinavia. What do you think?!


greengirl on 05/15/2007:
Whan I said it was time to move on, I meant time to move out and start out on your own. I know it is difficult (and expensive!!) but if you can manage it, I'm sure it would be good for you. I hope things have cooled down for you at home :)



Horn_Of_Plenty - Sunday May 13, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

hey all!

the good news is that is will not be raining in the next two days...so i don't have to worry about the sunroof being broken! I hope Honda has a loaner for me tomorrow!

exercise: nada. that's ok - busy day.

calories: 1720. good.

i'm hoping for a good week. so far, so good!

i did buy my mom mother's day flowers...the night before because today i had an obligation to play at a graduation all afternoon and then see a student's performance tonight. my mom knew about all of this in advance. plus, we don't do big celebrations for holidays in my family.

so, she saw the flowers and hardly said thank you. the first things out of her mouth this morning were really rude and nasty sounding to me. so, mother's day was not as pleasant as it could have been. i was a baby and threw out the flowers after seeing how unappreciative my mom was. i know, i should have kept my mouth shut and just yessed her to death about everything.

my mom is pissing me off sooooo bad. everything i eat smells...from tuna to peanut butter, beans, microwable meals, the shirtaki noodes, kelp noodles, mac and cheese...you name it! if it has a smell, she doesn't like it!!!! insanity.

today, i made myself some beans, vegetables, and packaged teryaki salmon and my mom made a huge grumpy frown at it as i went to sit down and the table next to her. my grandmother was visiting...and i was only going to be home for a couple hours before going out again. so, i took my food to my room. my mom is so "immature." it's not everyday my grandmother is here. it's not like her food doesn't smell. she takes everything like its gonna hurt her. its only food. eh. annoying, annoying, annoying. its frustrating to have to walk on eggshells and feel all frustrated when i prepare food, any food. her comments drive me up the wall. i would move out if i had a steady job. once i do...i will! trust me on that!

also, i am not talking at all to my sister. i feel that she never does anything...and when she actually does do some work...she thinks we should all celebrate and commend her. whatever! i hate it when she tells my parents on me as if she were 3 yrs old. she holds us all to such high expectations...like me cleaning the bathroom...but she never has to do anything. i just cant believe that she really thinks she does literally anything for the good of the household. she sleeps all day when she doesn't need to do anything...almost NEVER gets anyone anyhting....not even a card for holidays/celebrations. she didn't get my mom a mother's day card or flowers. what the .....! i don't get it. she sucks up to people when she wants something...and NEVER does a favor for people unless there's something in it for her. once, i needed a bunch..like 70...pencils sharpened with an electric sharpener. i didn't have time. I knew she wouldn't do it just because. so, i offered to pay her. I paid her 20 bucks. I've also paid her to clean the bathroom when it gets so dirty that i can't stand it...but don't have time to clean it. i think that only happened once. she'll never put the dishwasher on or clean the sink of other people's stuff. she is lazy. she annoys me. sorry guys for this rant!

smiley2 on 05/13/2007:
Hi there! I think when you move out the relationship with your mother and sister will become less stressful on you. Sometimes when we live with family our personalities are very different from when we live apart from them. Maybe you and your sister are just in a certain stage where you clash and when you see each other less it will become better. Until then, try and accept your situation, but do speak out if you feel like it, also keep silent when you think its best. Good luck! Wx


greengirl on 05/14/2007:
Having a bunch of adults living in one house is always difficult!! For the sake of your own sanity try to ignore the comments about the food smells. My husband gets a bit like that sometimes. I think it's because he has got nothing better to occupy his mind because he no longer goes out to work whereas I do. Sometimes I have to bite my tongue before I say something hurtful to him!!! I think it's time you moved on :0)


borntocry on 05/14/2007:
Gosh, your family sounds so mean. I'm in no position to give any family-related advice. But you can come and vent here any time, and know that we are on your side!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Saturday May 12, 2007
(calorie counting, all foods, LOTS of veggies)
Weight: 0.0

1520 calories. 60 min yoga!

well...interesting story to follow:

I go to the car wash and when i get in my car and close the door i hear something crackle. so, i open the door; and close it again. i hear the same sound. i get out of my car to take a look; and the sunroof is shattered!!!! yeah! the glass is a mess!

so, i had to go to the dealership...and they couldn't give me a loaner car. so, i still had to use mine...but if it rains, i can't drive it and will have to leave it in the garage. i usually don't use the garage because my parents do.

how strange. the insurance covers it. the car is only 1 1/2 years old! its a honda civic coupe.

greengirl on 05/13/2007:
Bad luck with the sunroof!!!! Keep up the good work with the cals and exercise :o)



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