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InnerPeace - Thursday Jan 28, 2016

Weight: 316.6

Last night we had baked chicken and brocoli and cauliflower. It was Ok. Ffinished off the night with 1733 calories. I was up last night with the feeling that I was suffocating. My sinus was draining something awful and of couse this affects my throat, so it is raw. I sat up for a few hours last night just because of this drowning feeling.

I did get up and get ready for work only to leave an hour later. My eyes were so weepy, I think I stressed myself into sickness.

I stopped by the durg store for sinus medicine which stated non drowysy, but as soon as I took it I was out. I slept from 10:30 to 2:00.

DH went to pick up the little girl, I helped her with adding fractions with different denominators, I tell you this stuff is refreshing and sometimes, I don't remember doing it...ever!

B: Multi grain cheerios, milk, iced vanilla latte

L: half chicken breast

D: baked chicken, corn

S: fruit, nuts, cheese - finished the day with 1674 calories. I am ok with this.

My friend wants to meet in Columbia City, Indiana for a Veteran's Day 1/2 marathon! She is so funny. I will think more about this after I survive the NY trip. This trip is the only thing on my mind. I think once I actually get there I will be ok, but getting there is what is stressing me out!

Have a great night! PEACE

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

grannyannie on 01/29/2016:
Good job on the food and calories. I get occasional sinus problems, usually due to allergic reaction to some scent.


Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/29/2016:
You are so sweet to your little girl! She is blessed to have you in her life.

I am sorry you are stressed about the NY trip. I understand how it's the main thing on your mind - the main thing stressing me is my sister's upcoming wedding (still 2 months away & i'm already crazy about it!)

Eating is well. Proud of you! Keep up the great work lady!


Awesome50 on 01/29/2016:
Your food and calories were great for the day. Hope you feel better soon.



InnerPeace - Wednesday Jan 27, 2016

Weight: 316.6

Left work about 1:00, went home to get the mail (I was expecting a check) picked up the check and met my DH at the little girl's school. We walked in together and his exwife and ex mother-n-law flagged us down and say, sit here! So much for me being across the room from her. I introduced myself to the little girl's grandmother and I was very cordial. We waited until the little girl's teacher made his presentation. The little girl was cute and we were happy. I asked my DH if he was uncomfortable, he says a little, but he stayed. Afterwards the ex asked DH if he just wanted to get the little girl because school was almost out and it was our evening. He said yes, we had about 30 minutes to kill, so he went to the back with me to deposit the check I have been waiting on for a few months. All this time I have this tickle in the back of my throat and not feeling very happy about this.

Anyway, he picked up the little girl and she was in a celebratory mood so for the first time this year we ate out. I had a chicken cordon blu panini and ate a 1/3 of it for dinner. I also ate some fries, but DH ate the majority of them. But I totally caved and we took dessert to go and I ate a piece of peanut butter cheese cake. I enjoyed it very much, but of course I felt guilt afterwards.

Ended the night with 2365 calories, this is more then I've had the entire year...bad decisions!

Get home, both DH and the little girl take showers (DH because he's filthy from work and the little girl because she doesn't get a shower everynight at her mother's house - I don't know why) and then we head out to go to our Nebula in a Bottle craft at the library. We had a lot of fun until the little girl started ****ing (yes there is no other word for it) that she got food color on her hands because she had a hole in her plastic glove. OMG, I can't get dirty, this will be on my hands for days and days. Seriously though, this is from the same girl who wears those nasty ass temporary tattoos all summer long and will never wash them off. This really gets under my skin and times like these I am so glad she doesn't stay at our house full-time. Still have the tickle in the back of my throat and I am trying to cough to get it to go away.

Watched my OU sooners play a basket ball game and started to notice the tickle more and more, DH gave me some sore throat elixer and I went to bed, only to wake up and have a sore thoat, knew it was coming and still couldn't hold it at bay with the medicine. So welcome! Very hoarse and scratchy today, hopefully it will only be here a few days.

B: Multi grain cheerios, milk, iced vanilla latte

L: the rest of my cordon blue panini

S: Sargento healthy break nuts, fruit, cheese

no idea for dinner, still have the chicken I didn't cook last night, so I'll look for some recipes and do it justice.

T-4 days until the flight of "I hope I fit"
 

NOTE: if you ever plan on going to the city with the RNC will be held, ,be sure to make hotel reservations the next day after the announcement!! We have forecasters trying to come in and assist during the convention and can't even find a hotel room and it is six months away. Unless of course you want the SleezeMotel in slumsville, just saying!

 

 

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/27/2016:
Hmmmm…Glad you received the check that you were waiting for. Always nice when some money comes your way LOL! I’m glad that everything went down both cordially & peacefully when you went to see your step-daughter at school. Why don’t you call her that? Is she your step-daughter? She sounds sweet. And perfect attendance is so impressive. Good for her. I used to get perfect attendance often when I was in elementary school & middle school & even high school. Not every year, but pretty often! Anyways, but to what I was saying. Your step-daughter seems sweet but I don’t get a good impression of her mother based on what you write. Her mother sounds like she really doesn’t do right for her little girl. Mother sounds lazy and careless especially when taking care of her daughter. It’s important for kids to be clean. I hope that you take care & teach the girl to brush her teeth every morning & night. By brushing teeth 2x a day, you will be helping her big-time down the road. Taking care of teeth is so overlooked by kids & the results are very visible once those kids become adults and need tons of work done on their mouths do to years of negligence. Don’t feel bad about the dessert as once in a while it’s good to go over calories & enjoy a treat. But, I do have a tip. And this is a good tip even for kids. Instead of “deserts” make fruit a dessert. Offer cut up fruit only after meals. That and tea. Or coffee. Or Seltzer. With fruit. Even baked apples once in while are good. If you can change your ways into realizing you don’t ever need dessert and replace it with something else, you can be so much more successful in lowering your calories. I do NOT eat desserts. Instead, an after-meal indulgence for me is usually veggie chips. I eat a meal of all veggies and protein, and have the chips after. They have a little salt & fat which is satisfying as well as the carbs that I need. But not a ton of sugar. And also, chips have potassium. Many times, I feel I like potassium. So, all in all, even though some people don’t agree, I eat the chips instead of other grains or something else, and to me, they are a “healthy indulgence!” Even for the little girl, eating veggies is important. Growing up, my mom made a salad that we always started dinner with. As a child, I never had a weight problem. Only when I turned 17 did I start to have problems when I started eating less healthy options. Especially in college. I had to re-teach & re-train myself! I now overindulge in vegetables. In order to be very full – but still manage a lower weight. Without the vegetables, I would not to maintain my calories or weight as well. What you do for your “daughter” is wonderful. Sorry about the mess on her hands though! Sometimes dairy bothers the throat. Maybe limit the milk until you feel better! Feel better!

innerpeace on 01/28/2016:
Yes, she is my step daughter. And you hit the nail on the head with her biological mother. She is the most awful person I know and have never had a lengthy conversation with her. I took the little girl (just habit) to her first dental appointment last year. The dentist suggested she see an orthodontist, but her mother refuses to let her. She told her that wearing braces would be 'ugly'! We also do a lot of activities at the library, her step-father told her the library is 'stupid'! Who says these things. It has been very hard I know the poor girl has to live two different life styles, depending on whose house she it at the time. Thanks for the vegetable tips, I have learned the last 27 days we do not need sweets at all.


grannyannie on 01/27/2016:
Hope you aren't getting sick. I understand not being able to resist the pb cheesecake. Sometimes the urge is overpowering.


Awesome50 on 01/28/2016:
Hope you're feeling better soon. I have a blended family as well and some times the dynamics that go with it can be very frustrating. My kids are all grown now but with weddings and grandchildren there are still events at times where ex spouses are involved and it can be strained. I think being a parent is difficult at times and being a step parent can have its own set of challenges. On another note I've never had peanut butter cheese cake but just the thought of how good it sounds tells me to stay away from it because I'm sure it would be a struggle to resist indeed!



InnerPeace - Tuesday Jan 26, 2016

Weight: 316.6

I put in leave for yesterday to leave at 1:00 to see the little girl's award ceremony. She made merit role and gets a perfect attendance certificate. She had told me it was on Monday, but I received a text from her mother telling me it was on Tuesday. The little girl informed me over the weekend, if I did come, please sit on the other side of the room and not by her mother. Why? It's not like I will tell her she is a horrible mother and she should really help me get rid of her daughter's head lice. I would never start anything in public! Or I should say...I haven't yet.

Got home and got the dog. Walked him a little, but he still didn't produce the stool sample, so I took him anyway. We waited on the Dr. and because my little dog, don't really care for him, he had to be mussled. The doctor looked him over, pushed, prodded and pulled on my little dog and then he tells me...Your dog is fat! OMG. He weighed in at 14.8 pounds. The Dr. said he should be between 9-11. He suggested I pick up his food bowl and not leave it out all day. OK I will try this. I will also bundle up and walk him like we do in the summer, it's just so hard sometimes to make myself go out in the frigid temperatures, good thing he has a jacket.

My legs and thighs are feeling my zumba from Sunday so I didn't even attempt to do it. I got caught up in watching the X Files and biggest loser.

D: grilled chicken with quinoa and brocolli

I finished the day with 1820 calories.

B: special K, iced vanilla latte, milk

S: Sargento healthy breaks

L: turkey, swiss on italian bread.

After the ceremony I am going to the store and then back to the little gir's house to get her and then we will go home.  I am cooking something with chicken again. Haven't figured out what yet. We do have an event at the library at 6:30.

I did see an dressing recipe yesterday I want to try with 1/2 avocado and 1/2 plain yogurt with cilantro and other spiced. It looked like and creamy. I want to use that for something.

Have a great evening. PEACE!

 

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

grannyannie on 01/27/2016:
Enjoying the zumba? A good workout. Good calories!


cybermom4 on 01/27/2016:
Great meal plan for the day!


Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/27/2016:
Sometimes when the body is sore, a day or so of resting of the sore body parts is worthwhile. Continuously exercising sore muscles can cause weakness & injury as I experienced for a couple years. I am so bad with tv watching – as in, it’s hard for me to commit to any show at all. At home, it’s like I have ADD. It’s hard for me to remain on any task for a long time when I’m home. This is why I love the gym! I am out & about. I love working out in a gym environment. I’d not be as successful if I were to work out at home! Very nice calories. 1820 is surely enough for weightloss! Lol, I’m constantly back & forth to the store buying vegetables. In order to be successful, myself, I always need cooked veggies on hand in my fridge. If I don’t have them, I’m far less likely to make good choices. I have learned, especially since early fall, how I do need to take extra steps and make extra trips and be diligent to make sure veggies are always around. Actually, I have needed to unfortunately throw vegetables away lately because I bought too many. But honestly, this seems a better case than not having enough! I hate throwing away, but I love knowing I have them on hand when I need them! Yep I guess dogs are just like us people. They can also get fat with less physical activity. So, by you walking it a little in the winter too, it’ll help both YOU AND THE DOG! Physical activity is good for all of us! That’s why pet owners have a plus of needing to walk their pets because it also helps them get some much needed exercise too. Dressing sounds healthy & tasty. I also have half an avocado (hope it’s still fresh bc I cut it 2 days ago!) to eat with my lunch!



InnerPeace - Monday Jan 25, 2016

Weight: 316.6

Shortly after posting last night I thought I was dying. I say that because I've never been prone to upset stomachs, nausea, indigestion or heartburn. It hurt to breathe and I felt like there was an air bubble in my heart or something. I thought I was having a heart attack. They say women symptons are different than mens so I really wasn't sure. I asked DH if he had tums or anything, he said he used them all to take some pepto, which I did. I must say this alleviated most of the pain, but it still felt sore going to bed. Thankfully I woke up feeling much better.

I was describing it to DH and he said it was heartburn, so now I know, but it was scary anyway.

MONDAY roared it's ugly head this morning. I had to turn in time cards and made one mistake after another, so I just had to do my work twice instead of once. Usually it only takes me over an hour, today it took almost three...good thing there are only 1.5 hours to go.

Then I must run home and get my dog for his appointment, that I still don't have a stool sample for. Oh well he will just have to miss this test this time.

B: left over breakfast casserole

L: turkey, swiss on flat bread

S: key lime yogurt

D: grilled chicken, brussel sprouts

 

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

puddles on 01/25/2016:
Glad you are feeling better. Have a pleasant evening.


OhioRaven on 01/25/2016:
I'm glad to hear you pulled through.


grannyannie on 01/26/2016:
I rarely get heartburn but when I do I think I'm having a heart attack! It is painful and scary. Red wine will do to me if I drink it within a couple of hours before bed, so I don't.

Good menu.


Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/26/2016:
I am so sorry you were feeling so badly. Also, sometimes, when we feel sick, a person can have a tendency to make it even worse by adding in worry & anxiety to the situation...glad you are better!



InnerPeace - Sunday Jan 24, 2016

Weight: 316.6

Sunday, Sunday!

Woke up at 8:00 and was up doing the crossword puzzle. Had my addicting vanilla iced latte. DH made a breakfast casserole with canned biscuits, eggs, turkey bacon and cheese. It was very good but probably not the healthiest option.

I treated the little girl with another lice treatment, I still couldn't get all the nits, I worked on her hair for over two hours. Probably another treatment, if only her mother would do it again tomorrow, to help, but she will not!

I got the laundry finished and watched some Tv. i did do some Zumba which kicked my butt. I then walked the dog, because he has a doctor's appointment tomorrow and I needed a stool sample. Yeah, he didn't have to go.

DH and little girl when to the store to buy a new mouse for the laptop. I am going to be taking it on the NY trip and wanted to be able to go online, while I'm in the hotel room. He also bought a new case for my phone, which I've had for almost three weeks and have dropped like ten times already. I'm so disgusted with phone prices I've made the decision I'm not upgrading again. I'm not putting out anymore money on electronics.

B: vanilla iced latte, breakfast casserole

L: Amish salad

D: left over chicken chili, sour cream, cheese

S: macadamia nut protein bar - (I think I am finished with this one, I think it makes me constipated)

I went over on my calories today, getting up to 1963 - good think I did some kind of exercise!

Bring on the MONDAY! I'm ready for it!

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

puddles on 01/24/2016:
Wishing a great week ahead.


grannyannie on 01/24/2016:
I always have a heavy case for my phone - costs too much to break! Good for you trying the Zumba! Calories sound fine!


Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/25/2016:
Lice is def hard to get rid of. when my younger sister had it so long ago (I remember back maybe it was 22 years ago now!) I remember she was crying because my mom was scrubbing and messing with her head so much trying to remove the bugs!

If you have any questions about NY or Long Island, feel free to ask me. I grew up on Long Island & lived there until I was 30yrs old. I'm 33 now. It's a big island - around 2 hours without traffic to get from east to west of it. but, I can tell you basic things if you have any questions!



InnerPeace - Saturday Jan 23, 2016

Weight: 316.6

Total calories for FRiday was 1644, not too bad and I ate a lot of the salads we made for dinner! This is the Amish salad and the detox salad. I even had the little girl help, she made most of the detox salad.

After dinner, I treated the little girls hair for her critter infestation, this will have to be repeated again on Sunday. She says she can't feel them, but I believe I would be able to feel stuff crawling around on my scalp, just saying!

DH was up at 5:30 making his way to work, me and the little girl did not get up until about 8:45, this is late for us. And the dog let us.

We puttered around the house. I put on some chicken chili and then ventured out to Wal-mart where we picked up a few items. I got a new bra to try out and I picked up the Zumba instructional box set with instructions and four CDS, will try this tomorrow.

We came back home and had lunch of sandwiches and then took Steve (the dog) to get his nails trimmed. Afterwards we made it to the park. The deck was made of the vinyl wood stuff and was so slick. Steve would not even walk on it, he just layed there in the snow and wouldn't move. I had to carry him down. It was ery blustery down by the water so we didn't stay too long.

DH got home about 3:30, we hate the chicken chili and watched some TV. We had tickets to see the Odd Couple play so left and got back about 10:30 so it was a pretty full day.

Tomorrow, must tackle the laundry and some house work, maybe a walk its supposed to warm up to 34.

B: white chocolate macadamia nut protein bar

L: turkey swiss on cheese bread

D: chicken chili, sour cream, salad

S: DH brought me a chocolate chunk cookie at the play with a bottle of water, I did eat the cookie and did not feel bad.

Total calories for this day was right at 1600.

 

Have a great weekend!

 

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

grannyannie on 01/23/2016:
Sounds like you had a really nice day! Enjoy your Sunday.


grannyannie on 01/23/2016:
Well done on the salads - they look good!


Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/24/2016:
Is that your "little girl!?" she looks like she is 13 years old??

Great photos, I love seeing glimpses of other people's lives here on DD because we all have such different ones :) so nice to share.

What damn is that!? it's beautiful with the snow.

Calories are great, nice job. That will definitely help with your weight loss. 1600 would be excellent for me as well. Lately, I keep maintaining bc I am not going low enough in calories for a change. I am trying to teach myself to be satisfied with less (particularly in the mornings at work) and it's a struggle. Weight loss is a struggle I think for the general population lol!

nice of the dog to let you lucky ladies sleep in a bit. sleeping in is so healthy I think especially in wintertime on weekends when I can!

salads look tasty :)

and darn lice! I remember my sister got it when she was in elementary school. it can happy to any kid no matter what. I hope you get them all out of your daughter's hair! sorry you both have to deal with it...spreads so easily in the schools.

innerpeace on 01/24/2016:
This is my step daughter! She turned 11 in December, she is very healthy. We have been fighting lice for awhile. Her mother, who she stays with most of the time, does not help to get rid of it, it is a nightmare. That little fall is on the Black River in Elyria, Ohio.



InnerPeace - Friday Jan 22, 2016

Weight: 316.6

I'm glad it's Friday, but for the first time in a long time, I'm not looking forward to the weekend. The weather guys are making the NE go crazy. I'm still a "see it to believe it" type person and what if, what if everyone is kinda over reacting. I mean it is the NE where they usually get all the snow anyway, - remember the 6 or 12 feet Buffalo got last year, why is this snow storm so much different? No, no, we'll just close everything now and wait and see!

I just remember the storm they predicted and everyone runs out and buys up everything at the store and then...nothing. A little rain, a little wind and that was it! Why? because some hi/lo thing didn't or wasn't as cold as expected so...sorry! Really though, how many of you can be so wrong at your job at times, and still be able to keep it? Just saying! I work here and don't trust them.

Right now I'm in a mood where everything irritates me. My DH was breathing too loud last night, I poked him and told him to roll over. Other than that the dog slept all night, which is a good thing. Must deal with the little girl this weekend, I'm not looking forward to for some reason.

B: special K, milk, iced vanilla latte (this adds 60 calories to my milk -it is a habit) I did give it up for lent one year, I may again this year as well.

L: turkey, swiss on multi grain bread, key lime yogurt and wait for it...the real reason you are getting snow...I ate an apple!!

S: honey almond protein bar

D: scheduled flat bread pizzas - this is what the little girl wanted. I was going to put turkey bacon on mine and some vegetables - we'll see how this works out. I also want to make the Amish cauliflower/brocolli salad, again, will see how this works out.

Will post my calories tomorrow, so you all have a nice, warm, weekend and again, I hope you stay out of the snowmageddon!

PEACE!

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

grannyannie on 01/23/2016:
I take weather forecasts with a grain of salt. Good for you eating an apple!


cybermom4 on 01/23/2016:
You are so funny - I am the exact same way and it drives my family crazy. I think the weather news and the grocery stores have a conspiracy - when the shelves are overstocked, they call the weatherman and ask him to 'mention the possibility of snow' and the crowds come running.



InnerPeace - Thursday Jan 21, 2016

Weight: 316.6

Today was a some what better day. I was up at 2:00 with my stupid dog, and was watching my 600 pound life, OMG...I will continue to do what I'm doing so that will never happen to me.

DH has his knee surgery scheduled for 2/5 the Friday after I return from the NY trip. I must make a decision to drive or fly by tomorrow COB, so will be rethinking that tonight.. It is a little girl weekend and DH saw she had lice crawling in her head again last night. OMG I am so sick of this. She has had this lice on and off for the last three years (it will be three years in June). So I guess I will be nit picking this weekend, which sucks.

Three weeks into the new year and 5 pounds down, it's not exactly what I was hoping for, but it's a start.

B: special K, milke, iced vanilla latte

S: honey almond protein bar

L: turkey, swiss on multigrain bread

S: 100 calorie almond walnut pack

D: black bean burger, avocado and a bun found a bag of soggy, slimey ruined lettuce and wrinkled tomatos in the back of the refrigerator - I will put it in the refrigerator next time The lettuce was so far back, some of it was even frozen.

FInished the day with 1544 calories.

I hope snowmageddon misses where you live...I was hoping it would come further west to dump on Cleveland, maybe next time.

PEACE!

 

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

grannyannie on 01/22/2016:
Well done on the menu! I remember when my boys were little they would get notes from school to check for head lice. They never got it but I know that stuff is gagging!


Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/22/2016:
Great calories and sounds healthy. sorry about the veggies that went to waste. I also struggle sometimes buying veggies that are fresh and not cooking them in time! what a waste on my part!

yeah, we got the snowmageddon coming too! (NYC)



InnerPeace - Wednesday Jan 20, 2016

Weight: 316.6

Everything went wrong today! I had a training class scheduled from 1-5. I also had a beading class scheduled for 6:30. The plan was to cancel the class so I could get the little girl before 5:00 get home and get dinner started and ate and head off for the beading class. I canceled the class because a lot of the stuff will be covered during my trip to NY. However, my boss scheduled a staff meeting a 3:00 and it lasted until 4:30, so I was late getting the little girl anyway. And then, the guy who said he would drive me to NY said that the Regional office didn't need him so he didn't have to go, so...I'm stuck flying. What a nightmare this will be.

Picked up the little girl late, got home and DH had stuck the chicken, spinach pizza in the over, so we eat the pizza...again. We head off to the beading class and it is no where to be found. What the What? I looked everywhere for this class and we couldn't find it, I guess I wrote down the wrong library or something, but anyway, we got back home and we are here!

I think my left ear is plugged up and it is annoying me, making me very irritable.

B: special K, milk, vanilla iced latte

S: macadamia nut, protein bar

L: ham, swiss on multigrain bread

D; pizza

S: fruit and nut snack

Total calories for the day 1829, a little higher than I would like. I will reevaluate my eating planning tomorrow. Struggling right now, kicking and stomping like a brat at the candy store!

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

puddles on 01/20/2016:
One thing for sure tomorrow will probably be a better day. Hope you have restful sleep.


grannyannie on 01/20/2016:
Sorry you're having a really sh*tty day! Hope things improve tomorrow.


OhioRaven on 01/21/2016:
Good on your calories, Peace. You're doing good at being good to yourself.


Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/21/2016:
You don't have to fly. YOU CAN DRIVE to NY. It's whatever YOU want to do! Make the right choice for YOU!.

well, your calories are not bad overall today. You will LOSE weight with 1830 calories.

Don't worry and have a nice day! Take each day one at a time.

innerpeace on 01/21/2016:
I could drive, I'm just 'afraid' to drive. I haven driven all of the world - Germany, Saudi Arabia, Korea, Japan, LA from Wilmington, NC (across country) I am just having a mental block about driving through, into, New York for some reason. I don't trust the weather and have to drive through mountains to get there and my dear sweet DH is worried because I will be my myself. Drive or Fly, drive or fly, I do have to make a decision by tomorrow COB.


Awesome50 on 01/21/2016:
I can feel your frustration in your post. I hate days that go that badly. Tomorrow is another day and I hope it's an easier one for you.


liza36 on 01/21/2016:
What a bummer of a day! Hope tomorrow is better!



InnerPeace - Tuesday Jan 19, 2016

Weight: 316.6

Might as well be Monday!

Had the hardest time getting to sleep, actually I don't remember sleeping at all. I tossed and turned and then got up for about 30 minutes and then tossed and turned some more, before I knew it was time to get up. I don't remember going to sleep, but I guess I did. It was a whole 7 degrees when I left for work this morning. Brrr.

DH and I need to go to the library to return some books the little girl checked out. I tried to renew them on the internet but someone put a hold on one of them so I need to take it back. I asked if he just wanted to go out and eat, as we haven't this year yet, which is a great accomplishment for us.

One of the electronic technicians approached me at work and asked when I am supposed to go to Region (New York) I told him Feb. 1. He said he will know more later this week if he has to go and he will drive the suburban and I can ride with him. This would be my ideal solution to get there. If not then I will have to stick to my flying plans which is stressing me out. I'm not afraid of the actual flying, I'm afraid of not fitting in the seat. I haven't flown in a few years and I'm a few pounds heavier than I was the last time I flew. I fit then, but it wasn't my ideal situation. I worry more about the people sitting next to me, than my discomfort. It just sucks for now.

B: granola cereal, milk, iced vanilla latte

L: ham, swiss on multi grain bread, pickles, halo tangerine (2)

S: white chocolate macadamia nut protein bar

D: TBD - if we stay home it will either be a blackbean veggie burger or a turkey burger.

 

Progress as of today: 5.3 lbs lost so far, only 16.6 lbs to go!

Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/19/2016:
lately i'm also having microwave burgers and such. today was chicken sausage. I forgot how salty these things are. I was chugging water all afternoon!


puddles on 01/19/2016:
I hope you get to drive would be more pleasant for you and less stressful. Have a great evening.


grannyannie on 01/19/2016:
Veggie burger is a good choice, especially black bean.


Awesome50 on 01/20/2016:
Hoping that you are able to drive rather than fly. I feel your anxiety about that. I always worry about how much or should I say how little amount of room the passenger beside me has. My fingers are crossed for you for the suburban drive.



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