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KathyBlue - Wednesday Mar 02, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 184.1

Good morning, Ladies!

I have been to tennis today - and the coach didn't appear. Oh, YEAH... appeared were two rookies and wanted to play with me on the empty court but I skipped it and opted for a combo of Pilates and BodyBalance. I was hoping to re-establish my inner peace with this combo but I am not very bright today. Must be the period. It didn't come last month, most probably because of the stress. But now it's coming for sure because I'm hungrier than usual and my mood is low...

Meanwhile, the railway announced a month of strike, between 26th Feb - 31 March. Lovely. Wonder if we'd opt for a strike ourselves and wouldn't buy the monthly ticket... we'd save 80 euros, now that's worth to try... Well, seriously, we need the monthly ticket because it's a bus + underground + train combo, so we wouldn't be able to pass the doors on the buses nor underground. Dang! A good idea have just gone astray...

Talking about saving, I'm having sweetpea's words constantly in mind about coupons. I started to look out for coupons and discount prices. I have the monthly ticket (sigh...) and Lisbon's small so I can reach all the different supermarket brands and use the coupons/discounts... yayy... hooray for Sweetpea and her brilliant mind! 

Today's menu:

06H10 - LF greek yogurt w/ cereals (250 kcal)

10H00 - an apple and LF milk w/ coffee (100 kcal)

12H30 - veggie soup, cooked veggies w/ some chicken meat, cooked, a LF yogurt and some milk w/ coffee substitute (550 kcal)

16H00 - LF yogurt w/ a banana, an apple, 4 salty cookies (350 kcal)

19H00 - an apple and a natural yogurt and some organic rye bread (320 kcal)

23H30 - a kiwi, greek yogurt w/ rye bread (300 kcal)

Grand total: 1900 kcal

Tonight: badminton, YAYYYYYY....

OFF -TOPIC: http://www.puzzlersparadise.com/

Progress as of today: 142.1 lbs lost so far, only 39.1 lbs to go!

waydesmommy on 03/02/2011:
Sounds like it's time for a cup of hot relaxing tea and some quiet time. I would say not paying for the monthly ticket would be worth a try too. I mean if you can't ride it anyway for a month, no use in paying for it. Just keep thinking possitive and things will begin to look brighter for you! Take care.

loveray on 03/02/2011:
my hormones always do weird things to me and my moods - but yoga/pilates definitely takes the edge off. why are the trains having a strike this month?!

emmy'smom-mom on 03/02/2011:
lol! Thanks for the chuckle! Have a great day Kat. I hope everything works out with your man's work/pay situation :)

tangalyn on 03/02/2011:
hope u feel better :) have a great day! xx

V on 03/02/2011:
Have a wonderful day Kat, sorry that instructor didn't show up :( Want me to rough him up for you???

sweetpea1977 on 03/02/2011:
yay!! Couponing and only buying sale/discount items really does save money! It does take extra effort and time, but its totally worth it!

Sorry about the tennis coach. Why is he so so unreliable??

Hope you feel better!

legcramps on 03/02/2011:
LOL, I started checking out coupons too and when I bought my groceries I saved around $30. Cool!

I think you should coach tennis - at least you show up!

Umpqua on 03/02/2011:
Congrats on entering the world of couponing! Now if only you could teleport and didn't have to rely on the railroad you would be all set ;) Have a good one.

geevee on 03/02/2011:
So glad the box arrived. Pretty fast, huh? Did the jeans fit?

nita51 on 03/02/2011:
Hoping things get better for you soon. I'm sending positive vibes your way. Somebody needs to tell that coach to take a long hike. :) maybe then you'll get a more reliable one. xoxo

Umpqua on 03/02/2011:
The pregnancies affected my gums, I was told they were in bad shape during and directly after pregnancy. Something to do with the hormones I think. But I continued brushing and flossing (I'm not regular with flossing, I do it whenever I think of it) and they were back to normal within a year of the last pregnancy. I have been very very lucky with my teeth!

moogy on 03/02/2011:
Bad luck on the strike but good luck with using coupons. I hope that you are able to sort out your tennis for tomorrow!!

emmy'smom-mom on 03/03/2011:
I always look at your monthly averages chart for inpiration. You have had a steady decrease for over a year! AND you're in the blue!

KathyBlue - Tuesday Mar 01, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 184.1

Good morning, Girls!

Well, let's see how the day develops. Yesterday was a bad one for me and for my man (read yesterday's entry). Today, I'm still having muscle pains but it's the least. I've been to tennis today, life's getting back to normal. I have the money put apart for badminton (tomorrow it is, yayyy), and I made my decisions where to cut. It will be on food mainly, and we are not going to eat out this month. Good for the diet, LOL! The cats will eat a cheaper food when this pack is over, no problem... and let's hope we won't need medical care. I have to cancel my medical apptm. for 7th, and will go only on the 10th. I have analysis to do by the end of the month, and one more medical appt. but by that time we can see our status. I want to avoid asking money from the company, because there's no guarantee for April either. Man has his eyes open at least, let's hope he finds something soon. It's difficult for him, and for me, too. I have a troubled past, a trouble mother who was never right on paying the bills and my life is haunted by this... I'm extremely cautious to be able to pay the bills, and only then comes luxury. I opted for a man who's responsible and safe, and now this safety is away for a while. And I keep blaming him, too, I am unable to understand why does he wait for so long. And he keeps waiting, saying "I'm going to see on Friday how things develop". But why, things have already developed for the worst, so what the hell are we waiting for? It's been instable for months, the Christmas salary wasn't paid either, but now he didn't receive a coin! Working for free? What's the objective?

Well... Could have been worse!

Today's menu:

06H00 - a kiwi and a soy yogurt (150 kcal)

10H00 - LF milk w/ coffee and cereal drink (100 kcal)

11H00 - a small apple and a LF yogurt (100 kcal)

12H30 - veggie soup w/ broa de lavrador (rye bread) (400 kcal), an apple and LF milk w/ coffee (100 kcal)

16H30 - an apple w/ LF yogurt (200 kcal)

20H00 - veggie soup, broa de lavrador, food sampling and a kiwi (600 kcal)

Grand total: 1800 kcal

 Note: I'm going to do Pilates at home today... Determined to do it! :-) Also, I want to do a veggie food with paprika + tomato + black rice for lunches for the rest of the week... I plan to prepare a big dose of the base and add other small ingredients daily to make it different, like zucchini, mushrooms...

If you crave your daily cup of coffee (or two) but have been turning to decaf instead, you may want to take a second look. Research from the University of Alabama suggests that women who drink more than four cups of decaf a day are at higher risk of rheumatoid arthritis. Why? It could be because of the chemical processes used to remove the caffeine from coffee. - source: iVillage

Here's a picture my colleague made for the "Feel Special" photo contest at the company... They wanted me to be the center, don't know why...

Progress as of today: 142.1 lbs lost so far, only 39.1 lbs to go!

V on 03/01/2011:
It seems that you have it all figured out and i know you can't help not to worry...Is it too late to get the position at the other place you was interested in hiring you? I know you said the pay would be higher....Hey I hope you have a good day despite your financial woes..

legcramps on 03/01/2011:
Ikes, doesn't sound like you're having much fun these days. I'm glad you still have your daily workouts though - at least you can vent your frustrations on something other than the man! Hope things look up soon.

waydesmommy on 03/01/2011:
When things get bad it means that there are better things coming your way. It may not be the way you want them to come, but that's the way it always goes. I can understand you being worried about the bills. But keep your head up and look for the good in every situation. If you can find good in it that's how you know it's going to be ok. Take care and stay strong!

chidogs on 03/01/2011:
That is a very stressful place to be, I know we have been there too. You sound like you have got your action plan in place to manage what you do have, so good for you! Now, did your man not go to work for your company? Or did that not work out? Anyway, I wish him luck in getting paying work. That isn't right to not get paid. Hugs.

V on 03/01/2011:
Super cute pigtails, I wear them all of the time :) They put you in the middle cause you are the center of the universe! Love you :)

LOLLA on 03/01/2011:
You look so cute! How nice to work with so many handsome men!

LOLLA on 03/01/2011:
I just realized you are in Portugal! Eu sou brasileira, quem sabe podemos falar em portugues uma hora dessas? Eu moro em Los Angeles. beijos. Boa sorte com tudo!

moogy on 03/01/2011:
It is all a matter of priorities when things get tough. I really do hope that things work out for you medically and for your man with his job. Sometimes life is too tough and we just have to do the best we can with what we have. Hugs Kathy!!

KathyBlue - Monday Feb 28, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 184.1

Monday ...

My quote is from Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy! :-)

"Good morning," said Deep Thought at last.
"Er ... Good morning, O Deep Thought," said Loonquawl nervously, "do you have ... er, that is ..."
"An answer for you?" interrupted Deep Thought majestically. "Yes. I have."
The two men shivered with expectancy. Their waiting had not been in vain.
"There really is one?" breathed Phouchg.
"There really is one," confirmed Deep Thought.
"To Everything? To the great Question of Life, the Universe and Everything?"
Both of the men had been trained for this moment, their lives had been a preparation for it, they had been selected at birth as those who would witness the answer, but even so they found themselves gasping and squirming like excited children.
"And you're ready to give it to us?" urged Loonquawl.
"I am."
"Now," said Deep Thought.
They both licked their dry lips.
"Though I don't think," added Deep Thought, "that you're going to like it."
"Doesn't matter!" said Phouchg. "We must know it! Now!"
"Now?" inquired Deep Thought."Yes! Now ..."
"Alright," said the computer and settled into silence again. The two men fidgeted. The tension was unbearable.
"You're really not going to like it," observed Deep Thought.
"Tell us!"
"Alright," said Deep Thought. "The Answer to the Great Question ..."
"Yes ...!"
"Of Life, the Universe and Everything ..." said Deep Thought.
"Yes ...!"
"Is ..." said Deep Thought, and paused.
"Yes ...!"
"Is ..."
"Yes ...!!!...?"
"Forty-two," said Deep Thought, with infinite majesty and calm.

I'm in paaaain.... muscle pains, ARGH!!! I can hardly move. Today my muscles were screaming "no, no, no, no please noooo" during the individual tennis training. But this is OK, it's because of RPM day bf yesterday. That's something really hard.

I couldn't force myself to BodyBalance afterwards. I'm going at 6pm instead, LOL... and I'm not sure, as I've been to HP already and did 20 min steps. Not much, but it made me sweat.

Meanwhile (I write this at 4 PM) my man received bad news at work - the boss has no money to pay the salaries this month (we receive on a monthly basis). So, we'll have to live on one salary, mine. I'm going home today instead of badminton so we can do some counting, to see if I have to or not sacrifice badminton this month. If so, next month will be the same as he won't be able to get a job so soon. My workplace has already contacted him, and he's been rescheduled for March 8. Let's see what happens.

I have mixed feelings "skipping" badminton today because it can easily be the last chance for the next 2 months at least to play. But I think I will be able to afford it, even if I have to eat bread and water during the following months. I still have 90 euros per month to pay for the rest (tennis, swimming, aquafitness, etc) and there's no way to escape from that, as it's a year's contract. Thank God (and my salary of course) June and July had been paid already...

Today's menu:

06H00 - soy yogurt w/ Nestlé Fitness cereals, and 2 prunes (250 kcal)

10H00 - LF milk w/ coffee (100 kcal)

11H00 - an orange (100 kcal)

14H00 - veggie soup and grilled salmon, a LF yogurt(650 kcal)

16H00 - LF milk w/ coffee, broa de lavrador (250 kcal)

18H00 - an orange (100 kcal)

20H00 - veggie soup (200 kcal)

21H00 - a Danone LF chocolate dessert (70 kcal)

Grand total: 1700 kcal


Progress as of today: 142.1 lbs lost so far, only 39.1 lbs to go!

waydesmommy on 02/28/2011:
Sorry to hear that your having muscle pain...hope you get to relax your body a lil bit today. Veggie soup and grilled salmon sounds good! Have a great day!

V on 02/28/2011:
Oh Kat not again!! I hope you get this resolved soon! Have a good day, I hope you feel better :)

Umpqua on 02/28/2011:
Don't Panic! Love me some Douglas Adams. Sorry you're in pain again, I hope you get things sorted out. Don't overstress your muscles, you don't want to do any major damage. I hope you feel better later!

sweetpea1977 on 02/28/2011:
Aww, I hope you get to feeling better!

chidogs on 02/28/2011:
I hope your sore muscles get well soon. And I'm very sorry about your man and the job problems. That can cause so much stress. Do what you have to do and hang in there! Hopefully things will get better soon for you both.

liza36 on 02/28/2011:
I'm sorry to hear about the reduced money and job loss. Hope you don't have to cut out too many of your beloved activities.

moogy on 02/28/2011:
I am sure anyone who has watched Monty Python will know that the answer is 42. I watched the orginal and remember being dissapointed and laughing at the same time. Funny bunch of men. It sounds like you could use a laugh at the moment. I am sorry things are so difficult and belt will have to be tightened. Hopefully, it is a short term situation. Hugs to you Kathy!!

KathyBlue - Sunday Feb 27, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 184.1

Yeeee... new weight! Well... not strange, after these two crazy days, hahaha... and I'm intended to continue on Monday.

Yesterday I could make it to RPM and BodyBalance, but no PowerPool. I got exhausted, and I wanted to be with my man.

RPM was odd, I got mad b/c I haven't had the bike working properly and I was doing the easiest level most of the time. By the time the professor gave some attention to this fact, the class was about to end. I'm going to do RPM on Monday, and this time I'll make sure the bike is set correctly. I just didn't know, it was my first RPM class yesterday.


I don't know if you know this Les Mills method? http://www.lesmills.com/
This is a BodyBalance image:

"Les Mills is a community of like-minded people, with a culture that celebrates passion, energy and good health. We pride ourselves on being the ones who turn up their sleeves when it comes to hard work. The ones that ‘dig it in’, scream ‘hell yeah’ when the instructor barks ‘ten more’. Those who view sweat on their brows like a crown of achievement. The ones who don’t just step up, they turn it up."

Eight different classes to choose from, latest moves and music to ensure you never get bored! :-)

Today's menu: CINEMA with my man. Hopefully we won't fight over the snacks again. I cannot imagine cinema without CocaCola and popcorns - or at least some snack. He dislikes all snacking noises (however this is something that one cannot avoid, naturally) during the movie. And now my diet doesn't allow me sodas and popcorn so I eat apple or pear... now that drives him extra mad.

Today's menu:

09H00 - LF milk w/ coffee (120 kcal)

12H30 - cooked chicken, veggies, some white bread, a LF yogurt (650 kcal)

14H00 - LF milk w/ coffee (50 kcal)

17H00 - a kiwi (50 kcal), 2 prunes, and a mango milk shake (200 kcal)

19H00 - home made veggie soup (300 kcal), an orange (100 kcal)

21H00 - a Danone vanille-chocolate LF dessert (120 kcal)

22H30 - grilled salmon (YAY!!!)

Grand total: 1900 kcal

New weight deserves this classic photo from today (these pants now are thrown out, they were torn between the legs):

Progress as of today: 142.1 lbs lost so far, only 39.1 lbs to go!

sweetpea1977 on 02/27/2011:
Wowie, look at that weight! You go girl!!

Sorry about the bike experience. Hopefully, you have a good working bike tomorrow!

What movie will you be seeing today? lol at your man getting annoyed by snacking noises during movies. Not much you can do about that unless he watches movies at home. :)

sweetpea1977 on 02/27/2011:
Body Balance looks awesome and challenging!

I've heard lots of good things about the new True Grit movie. I think you will enjoy it!!

Thanks for the sweet comment. Im tired, but all smiles. Im so ready to meet this baby boy! Im happy he will be arriving early, unlike his big brother who arrived a week after his due date. lol

Speaking of Ethan, I posted some pictures of him flying his kite on my FB wall. I think you will like them!

love you! xo

loveray on 02/27/2011:
i have heard of les mills - i have a few friends who did his program. i am so happy for you and hope you have a wonderful sunday!

Umpqua on 02/27/2011:
Snacking during the movies is mandatory, good for you for bringing healthy snacks. Your man will just have to deal with it! Congrats on the new weight, you continue to zoom along!!

moogy on 02/27/2011:
I am afraid that I agree with your man, who would have thought that would happen?? I only allow quiet snacks, noise of anytype whilst at the movies drives me up the wall. Great new weight Kathy, that was a hard week!!

biscottibody59 on 02/27/2011:
Dayum! Keep up the good work!

V on 02/27/2011:
OMG!!! Wowsers!!! You rock out loud girl!!! Wooooohoo! 170 here she comes :)

chidogs on 02/27/2011:
Goodness! You are awesome. Those exercise pics above, you lost me on that first one. If I tried that, you would have to call the fire department to get me "undone". :) Movies require coke and popcorn. They do. I will skip 2 meals if I have to to fit the coke and popcorn into the diet. Take care. Hugs, and keep doing what you are doing!! I am glad you are having some nice quality time with the man. :)

waydesmommy on 02/27/2011:
Ummm...looks like your going to need a belt for those pants...lol. Great job, you look awesome. Hope you had a good time at the movie and didn't annoy the hubby too much..crunch crunch. lol.

nemogirl on 02/27/2011:

KathyBlue - Saturday Feb 26, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 187.3

Hello, girlie girls!

It's 3h30 pm in the afternoon and I'm at work. I'm going to leave in an hour so I can grab a ticket for the free RPM class starting at 5h30pm.

Well, girls.... YESTERDAY WAS ... well... something extraordinary, in terms of exercise. I had tennis at 7h00 am, then BodyBalance at 8h30. THEN, we made it to a class called BodyStep at Holmes Place from 7pm to 8pm. Ohhhh my God. Never again, never never never never!!!!!! I hated it. Absolutely hated every single moment of it. Coordination of legs and arms at the same time?!! Only if it's something with rackets, please... Now this gym was an overcrowded, highly commercial, disgusting thing... DISGUSTING, bahhh... or am I too badly used to the small, 3-4 participant classes with professors that care and watch your moves and correct you if you're doing it wrong??? I think so. Holmes Place is a €€€ -oriented company, the university campus stadium (where I pay those 90 euros per month) belongs to the Portuguese state, and it's people-oriented. Huge difference, believe me. Well, then! I went to badminton, highly accelerated and I didn't feel any tired, nothing. My colleague was exhausted after the class, and me, I had some sweat but it was very hot in the room. LOL... Well, well...! Then.. I arrived to badminton, I sat a bit.. HUGE MISTAKE. Hehehe... By the time the training started, my legs were rubber, I was walking like Popeye's Olivia, LOL... anyway, my team has lost but I managed to win 2 games... hehehe... And today, I was there at 9h30 am to attend Pilates, then swimming at 10h45 then at 11h15 a very hard arm-concentrated class of PowerDeep. Still, I want to go to RPM at 5h30 pm, BodyBalance at 6h30 pm and PowerPool at 7h45 pm....

I had lots of food already, imagine. :-) I had a good breakfast, a nice lunch and three balls of ice-cream at my favorite ice-cream shop in Lisbon, where the lady makes ice-creams without milk/creams and without added sugar. Today she didn't have anything without added sugar, but nevermind that. I'm feeling great.

Today's menu:

08H00 - a whole cereals bun w/ LF soy margarine and a cup of coffee & LF milk, 2 kiwis (350 kcal)

12H30 - an orange (100 kcal)

13H30 - chicken curry with indian bread and salad and a low amount of rice (600 kcal)

14H30 - ice creams (500 kcal ?)

16H00 - LF milk w/ coffee (50 kcal)

19H30 - a banana (50 kcal)

21H30 - veggie soup (200 kcal)

Grand total: 1900 kcal

Progress as of today: 138.9 lbs lost so far, only 42.3 lbs to go!

Umpqua on 02/26/2011:
The BodyStep sounds like a nightmare! Good job getting all that exercise in though. As for my chicken, the place we go to uses only fresh, never frozen chicken. They do all the breadings and sauces themselves, wings are their specialty. I definitely avoid the pre-frozen stuff, I don't want us or the boys eating it. They do say they fry it in the same oil as their breaded chicken, so that may have been the problem, plus salt.

biscottibody59 on 02/26/2011:
I couldn't get the hang of those types of classes either--I'd have to go several times (**before I'd get into the routine of it**) and it just seemed like too much of the same thing. Supremely boring.

BTW, you're likely getting in quite a bit of jogging/running with your racket sports, so keep up the good work!

panda22 on 02/26/2011:
Ugh the potty training is on hold for now LOL...while he gets excited at the mention of "going potty", he will just sit on it for 15 minutes and not do anything even if he has had a dry diaper for hours and we know he has to pee. He doesn't understand yet, so we are going to keep encouraging him, but not try to force it on him at the moment. The good news is he has stopped pulling his diaper down and off and peeing all over, so I guess that was just a phase he went through LOL. Have a great weekend! Sounds like you have a busy one full of activity...good for you! =D

legcramps on 02/26/2011:
Wow, woman! That's some long hours of exercise you're putting in today! You must be full of energy :) Keep it up!

hollybelle on 02/26/2011:
Wow you put me to shame on exercise this week. I'll do better this week. I don't like those really commercial type gyms, either. The one I go to lately is owned by a hospital and started out for their employees, but now opened membership to public, too. I think they will need new save soon as some classes are crowded. I may join only for a month more and go to zumba classes at a church near my house. There are lots of classes in churches here. The instructors are independent. Then there is bike riding season coming up! Keep up the great work, Katlin!

nemogirl on 02/26/2011:
Nice job!

chidogs on 02/26/2011:
Goodness! you are just loaded with energy aren't you! Made me tired just reading about it. I am so glad your health problems seem to have gone away, and you can enjoy yourself again! Hugs

moogy on 02/26/2011:
Well, now I can understand why you go out and exercise so much. I wonder if you would be happier if you were to return home to your family. I am glad that you had a good day today:) Donna wore her new top to church today and looked very nice, she is finishing off a novel at the moment and I am sure will read the book you sent her next.!!

KathyBlue - Friday Feb 25, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 187.3

Hello girls!

I'm fine, really! My man's having issues now, he's very sad because of work issues and now he vomits a lot which is worrying. I hope he gets out of his emotional ditch... I told him yesterday that he should come with me tomorrow, as I'm going to the "New CDs Launch" of BodyBalance, BodyPump, RPM and PowerPool. These are free of charge activities once a month when the Les Mills method changes its choreographies and I could take him with me. But he doesn't want to come. I told him exercise would help him big time but he doesn't listen to me...

Tomorrow will be very cool, I'm going to my usual routine of Pilates + swimming + PowerDeep... But then, I'm going to participate on the Launch of the new LesMills CD's of BodyBalance and PowerPool. I'm not sure about RPM and BodyPump.

Meanwhile I won a free golden membership to Holmes Place between 24th Feb - 4th March and I'll use it well. Today I will try BodyStep and on Monday I'll try their aquafitness class and RPM with colleagues who have memberships.

Yesterday I told my man that I'd like to get a new tennis racket. He told me to get lost. LOL... Men. They don't understand their women's feelings. Sniff...

Today's menu:

06H15 - a kiwi, a soy yogurt (150 kcal)

10H00 - LF milk w/ coffee (50 kcal)

12H30 - grilled chicken, a veggie soup (600 kcal) w salad, a nectarine and LF milk w/ coffee (200 kcal)

16H00 - an orange (100 kcal)

17H00 - a small banana, a kiwi, an apple, a LF natural yogurt  (250 kcal)

23H00 - veggie soup (200 kcal)

Grand total: 1600 kcal

Exercise: tennis (YAY..) , BodyBalance (YAYYYY)... BodyStep (planned for 18h55, ugh...), badminton (20h45 --> 22h30)

Progress as of today: 138.9 lbs lost so far, only 42.3 lbs to go!

V on 02/25/2011:
Hey girlie! How is it going??? I am hoping that you will get in a painfree workout! Have a good weekend :)

nicolette on 02/25/2011:
That sounds like a lot of excercise. Awesome, have fun :) I'm jealous about the tennis. I wish there was a tennis court in my school gym :( The only ones I know of are outdoors and it's winter, boo. Only squash here. And that game is terrifying hahaha.

Umpqua on 02/25/2011:
I'm glad you get to exercise today, have a good one!

legcramps on 02/25/2011:
Whew, that's quite the day you're gonna have! I wish I could go with you, I wouldn't pass up an opportunity to take some free exercise classes!

liza36 on 02/25/2011:
How many hours of continuous exercise is this? Sounds exhausting, but I know you really enjoy it. Have a great weekend.

KathyBlue on 02/25/2011:
not that continuous :) Pilates at 9h30, PowerDeep at 11h15, in between swimming. THEN, BodyBalance at 18h30 and PowerPool at 19h45! :) If I'd get in RPM and BodyPump, it would be 16h30, 17h30... I won't do that, I guess (!) I'm not that crazy. HEHEHE...

chidogs on 02/25/2011:
Wow, that is a hugely busy day! You may have scared your man off with all of that physical stuff! :). But, I hope he feels better soon. Job stress is no fun at all. You take care also. I am hoping your episodes are gone for now. Hugs.

geevee on 02/25/2011:
Love all that fruit!

moogy on 02/25/2011:
I would imagine that your man would like to have you home a little more if he is feeling stressed out and actually vomiting because of his concerns. However I know that he is lower on your prorities than your exercise so I hope that you enjoy what seems like a whole day of fun and working out!:)

KathyBlue - Thursday Feb 24, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 187.3

Busy day, huh?! I've been to the ear doc already, obtained a prescription for 5 medical exams. LOL... money keeps rolling out in all directions! Each Dr's appt. cost 10 euros, just for the record. Even if he says: "This is not with me, this is with an other specialist." Ka-Ching.

But, exhale, iiiinhale... breath deep...and say: health above all. (They abuse on this fact though! Private hospitals... pff..).

Today's menu:

06H30 - a pear (100 kcal)

10H00 - a yogurt (50 kcal)

10H30 - MF milk w/ coffee (100 kcal)

12H30 - veggie soup, a yogurt, an apple (300 kcal)

13H30 - a MF milk & coffee, 80gr bread (300 kcal)

16H00 - an orange

18H00 - a LF yogurt w/ 100% DDR Vitamin D (Densia) and a slice of whole toast

Grand total: 1000 kcal

Note: going to eat out tonight, request of my love. I'm going to behave, but I am hungrier than usual... I suspect TOM's arrival.

Progress as of today: 138.9 lbs lost so far, only 42.3 lbs to go!

emmy'smom-mom on 02/24/2011:
Hi Kat,as I haven't been on here much over the last week, I have just caught up with your last few posts and I am so sorry to hear the troubles you are having. The worst thing is not knowing what is causing the black outs. I hope it is discovered soon and is nothing too serious that can be fixed easily. Sounds like you have a good attitude about dealing with your health. Lots of people just ignore it and hope it goes away. Your are doing the best thing by looking into it thoroughly and speaking to more than one Dr. I wish you all the best xxx

nemogirl on 02/24/2011:
I think you were right about TOM. thanks for the tip!

liza36 on 02/24/2011:
I hope you discover the ultimate cause, even if it takes going to a few doctors. You have the right attitude, that health comes first. Hang in there.

nita51 on 02/24/2011:
Sorry you have to have 5 medical exams. I can understand how costly this could become. I hope the Specialist can quickly get to the root of this problem, CORRECT IT, so you can get this all behind you. Sis, I don't like to see you stress over anything. Love you & Hugs

moogy on 02/24/2011:
I am so sorry that you are going through such a difficult time at the moment Kathy. Sometimes life just throws it at us and all we can do is roll with the punches. Just keep doing the best you can and keep up with the deep breathing - that really does help keep us calm you know!! I am sending you a very gentle hug and lots of good karma!!:)

chidogs on 02/24/2011:
I am glad to hear you are seeing the doctors. I very much hope that they will put things right for you. And I'm sure they will! Until then just be patient and take very good care of yourself. I am sending my prayers and positive thoughts all your way! Hugs too. Gentle ones, like Moogy.

KathyBlue - Wednesday Feb 23, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 187.3

I need my conscience to keep watch over me
To protect me from myself
So I can wear honesty like a crown on my head
When I walk into the promised land...

(from song: Dead Can Dance - American Dreaming)


Morning, Ladies!

Apparently, it's not the spine anymore. I have to go to the ear doctor. I booked for tomorrow... SIGH. Money's rolling out. I also booked a spine specialist for 10th March to discuss my spine's grave transformations. I may need surgery on this, because Dr. said an eventual pregnancy would make me crippled. DANG I'm so sad. I hope this can be fixed somehow. I don't know about NOW but what if for the future we want a kiddo or two...? Also, how can one explain to hubs... "we cannot have a kid because I'm at risk of becoming crippled"... I'm so very sad.

By the way, as I'm not that giving up easily type of person, I will gather more Dr.s' opinions and sort things out. It's my life, after all.

I had an individual, exhausting training today morning at tennis. Looks like the sun is here to stay (AMEN). I didn't go to BodyBalance after this... I was dead. LOL.

Good news is, as it's not the spine causing blackouts, I'm going to badminton tonight!!!

Today's menu:

06H00 - LF greek yogurt w/ Nestlé Fitness cereals (250 kcal)

10H00 - LF milk w/ coffee, an orange (100 kcal)

11H15 - a LF yogurt (50 kcal)

13H00 - veggie soup (150 kcal) + 8 cereals bread, 100 gr (250 kcal) + a LF yogurt (50 kcal), LF milk w/ coffee (50 kcal)

15H30 - an orange (100 kcal)

17H00 - a LF yogurt with a really small banana, a kiwi and an apple (like a fruit salad) and 2 whole grain cookies (300 kcal)

18H00 - LF milk w/ coffee (50 kcal)

Grand total: 1350 kcal

I'm having lots of real coffee today, and food. I'm so filled now... it's because of the stress I'm experiencing. Hopefully it goes away. And then again, looking at my menu I can say I didn't eat anything harmful and I'm not in binge eating either so... I'm going to behave now, and will have only my usual veggie soup (a smaller dose) at night.

Progress as of today: 138.9 lbs lost so far, only 42.3 lbs to go!

nita51 on 02/23/2011:
I'm keeping you in my prayers. There are some miraculous things happening these days. Medical Technology has advanced, Hopefully when that times comes, everything will work out just fine. Keep the faith and keep hope alive. xoxo

V on 02/23/2011:
Good to hear that you are gathering information and the news may seem a little disheartening but you will persevere! With more information and research perhaps this can be resolved...I am wishing you the best and thank you for keeping us posted! Love You <3

loveray on 02/23/2011:
oh no kathy! im so sorry to hear the news but i know that you will come through it all with ease and grace. i hope you can have a good day today and get lots of opinions!! xo

sweetpea1977 on 02/23/2011:
Wow, what scary news. Do you know if the surgery is a guarantee to cure your spine issues? Regardless of your thoughts on having children, I do think that having a healthy spine should be high on your list. You dont deserve to suffer from pain needlessly.

Anyway, I am glad you are getting more opinions on this! Keep us posted! xo

Umpqua on 02/23/2011:
Well you have a good attitude about gather different opinions and going to the various specialists. I hope your dizziness and balance stuff is something simple related to inner ear, hopefully it can be cleared up easily. Take care, I'm thinking of you!

tangalyn on 02/23/2011:
aww kathy, thats horrible, i am so sorry u had to hear that kind of news! breaks my heart :( hopefully a 2nd opinion will be better.. plz keep us updated... love u girl! xx

legcramps on 02/23/2011:
You're looking at all sides of the equation, which is the best thing you could be doing right now. Luck to you today!

chidogs on 02/23/2011:
((((((((KathyBlue))))))))). I hope you can find more opinions than that one. Keep looking for sure. I am no doctor, but as someone else said, there are a lot of new breakthroughs in all sorts of medicine. Maybe talk to an orthapedic specialist if you haven't. Hopefully the dizzy is inner ear, which in most cases can be fixed with medication. Take care, please. More hugs.

chidogs on 02/23/2011:
LOL, thanks for the laugh. I can picture you loaded down with all sorts of junk, and the man just waltzing along waving his arms freely. Yeah, what happened to chivalry? :)

newme24 on 02/23/2011:
Kathy, I hope everything works out for you and you get some better opinions. I wish you the best!!

geevee on 02/23/2011:
The more weight you lose, the less stress there will be on the spine. I bet a lot of the problem will be resolved with continued weight loss. The doctors don't know either. A wait and see attitude is the best.

nita51 on 02/23/2011:
I agree with Gee Vee, The more weight lost, the stronger the spine will become. You've come a long way,,,please don't feel sad. Just as I quoted in my poem "Believing, gives her the hope for tomorrow, as she strives to reach her goals". Keep striving and believing. "All things are possible to them that believes" Hugs

moogy on 02/23/2011:
I am so sorry Kathy, that is terrible news to deal with. I think that a second opinion is called for and that you still have a way to go with your weight loss and things may change. Hang in there, nothing is written in stone yet:)

biscottibody59 on 02/23/2011:
It will be so good when you get some definitive answers for how to proceed with your spine. For myself, I don't tolerate at all the not knowing, when it comes to health. I'm sorry you're having to go through this.

Meantime it's so good that you're not slacking on the exercise.

RYC: You made my day and week with your comments:-)

Age really is just a number. It's something I have to practice, but it works. Sitting around and thinking, "Good god I'm 51!" and acting like my hair is on fire and it's the end of the freakin' world doesn't work for me:-)

nemogirl on 02/23/2011:
YOu are smart to keep investigating and talking to more doctors. The month after the doctors told my mom she would never have any more children and she needed a hysterectomy she was pregnant with me. And, she never had the hysterectomy.

waydesmommy on 02/24/2011:
I am very happy to hear that it's not your spine causeing the black outs and it's good that you are seeking more than one opinion to take care of yourself. I hope your badminton goes well for you. I am sorry to hear that you may not be able to have children. I hope that you will find a way to be able to without being crippled. Have a wonderful day.

KathyBlue - Tuesday Feb 22, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 187.3

Good morning, Girlies!

Yesterday I still had some issues before falling asleep, but then I had a tranquil night... I deserved it, huh..?! I was all sad because of being absent from badminton. A perfect opportunity was lost again. But, have to move on, LOL. Moving on, today morning I had tennis FINALLY!!!! Yeee.. I gave upon the Pilates class, partly because of these "seizures" and partly because I had to attend a conference call at 10 AM and I wouldn't be able to arrive in time... Tomorrow is an other day, Scarlett.

Today's menu:

06H00 - greek yogurt w/ a kiwi and Nestlé Fitness cereals (300 kcal)

09H00 - LF milk w/ coffee (100 kcal) and a whole cookie (20 kcal)

12H00 - a peach (80 kcal)

12H30 - veggie soup and a whole cereal bun (400 kcal), an orange and a LF yogurt (100 kcal)

13H00 - LF milk w/ coffee (100 kcal)

16H30 - two slices of Whole toasts (70 kcal) + kiwi (30 kcal) + banana (50 kcal) + LF yogurt (50 kcal)

20H00 - grilled beef hamburger meat with asparagus cream & salad w/ vinagrete (500 kcal)

Grand total: 1800 kcal

Dunno about tonight, where my man wants to go after the Dr's appointment. Maybe we go to the shopping mall and eat out...

Progress as of today: 138.9 lbs lost so far, only 42.3 lbs to go!

Umpqua on 02/22/2011:
I'm glad you got some sleep Kat! I know it's frustrating but you need to take care of your back, you made the right decisions. I hope your appointment goes well today!

Umpqua on 02/22/2011:
Apple is the lowest, but it's still pretty high carb, I'd blow most of the day's carbs on it if I had one. At least I can get a good amount of veggies in, and the wheat bran and nuts should help with fiber. That's why this is temporary, no way can I give up or even cut back on my wonderful fruits for the long haul.

V on 02/22/2011:
Yes tomorrow is another day! LOl Good luck at your appointment! So how are you feeling after tennis?

liza36 on 02/22/2011:
Seizures? Did I miss something - are you alright? I've been gone a few days, so I have to catch up with everyone. Hope you are doing ok.

chidogs on 02/22/2011:
I'm glad you got some rest, so your decision was a wise one. Good luck on the Dr. appointment. Hugs.

geevee on 02/22/2011:
All righty! Jeans are on their way to Portugal, finaly! You should get them this week. I do hope they fit.

moogy on 02/22/2011:
I do worry that you should find out what is wrong before throwing yourself into your exercise. I hope that you get some answers from the specialist. I will await anxiously the update on what is wrong with you. I was thinking that because of all your weight loss your back may just need to be realigned. I shall be thinking about you!!

legcramps on 02/22/2011:
Have a wonderful day today!

nita51 on 02/22/2011:
Glad you finally got a good night's rest. Sorry you missed Badminton, Yea! for Tennis. How good it must feel to have such passion for something that keeps you healthy and strong. Please let me know if you need more Stevia. :)

KathyBlue - Monday Feb 21, 2011
(Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.)
Weight: 187.3

Morning, Girlies... I wish a warm, sunny day to everyone!

It looks like a sunny day. I'm not feeling so well though. I forced myself to attend the HidroCycle and BodyBalance classes today morning, but I was constantly fainting out because of my spine problem. The world was turning constantly upside down, during my sleep and now it came during both classes... Resumed: it's getting worse. Tonight I will try to sleep on the sofa without a pillow... and I'm still pondering the badminton training for today, maybe I should give it a rest.

Update at 7 pm: No badminton for me today. I'm going to go home and give myself a break. Also, I have to put the papers together so I can show the orthopedist my history tomorrow evening.

Today's menu:

06H30 - a banana (100 kcal)

11H00 - LF milk w/ coffee, two whole cookies (200 kcal)

13H30 - veggie soup (120 kcal), a slice of grilled chicken breast w/ cooked vegetables (500 kcal) and a yogurt (80 kcal) and a small pear

16H00 - an Algrave (Portuguese) orange and a Chile peach (extra expensive but smelled so good, better than it tasted actually...) 200 kcal

20H00 - veggie soup, a kiwi and a LF vitamin D yogurt Danone Densia

Grand total: 1600 kcal

Website suggestion Top 10 Pilates Web Sites: http://www.lovetoknow.com/top10/pilates.html

Update: I go to the orthopedia tomorrow at 7pm. Let's see what they have to say.

Progress as of today: 138.9 lbs lost so far, only 42.3 lbs to go!

nicolette on 02/21/2011:
Oh no :( I hope you feel better after your sleep.

loveray on 02/21/2011:
aww im hope you feel better love!! do you think this is a vertigo thing? i wish you lots of sun and rest. xo

loveray on 02/21/2011:
euro- trip is still on for some time in june i think!!! i will let you know as soon as we make our final plans xo

selina on 02/21/2011:
I hope you'll feel better soon, Kathy. That does not sound very good and you should take a rest. Stay well!

V on 02/21/2011:
Gilr please don't overdo it, I know it is in your nature to get a solid workout, however, easy killer ;) Love you!

waydesmommy on 02/21/2011:
I hope you will feel better soon!

mylilsista on 02/21/2011:
Hope you feel better soon. Your progress has been remarkable! I lost around 178 lbs but gained almost 40 back. That is what I'm trying to lose now. Good luck! I agree with you...perhaps you do need to take a break until you feel better (hugs)

tangalyn on 02/21/2011:
hope u feel all better soon, try to have a good day!

sweetpea1977 on 02/21/2011:
oh no!

I hope the doc can give you some answers. You have been doing everything in your power to strengthen your back (lose weight and exercise) so you deserve to be free of back pan!

Umpqua on 02/21/2011:
You are doing an amazing job, I agree that you should maybe take a rest until you talk to your doctor. I hope you get it sorted out XO

chidogs on 02/21/2011:
I'm so sorry you aren't feeling well. It is best that you go to the doctor and find out for sure what it is and what you can do! I am wishing for you the best. Hugs.

thisisit on 02/21/2011:
I am sorry you are having such pains! I hope you get better soon. Let us know how the doctor's visit goes.

lifestylechange on 02/21/2011:
Will you please send some of that sunshine my way.....PLEASE!!! Have a good day and hope all goes well for you today....

I love Vanilla too....It's my favorite "flavor"

moogy on 02/21/2011:
Doesn't sound good Kathy. I hope the specialist can work out what is wrong with you. Please look after yourself and if you can give the exercise a rest until you know what is wrong with you. Hugs for you today!!

biscottibody59 on 02/21/2011:
I hope you find out what's going on. Maybe it has nothing to do with your spinal issues.

RYN: My plan is to be more consistent equally with both food and exercise (wt trng needs special attention). I'm doing well with the cardio, and it's getting better on a weekly basis.

Actually I'm not really doing as much exercise and at the intensity I'm used to. I'm not as fit as I should be, and I simply can't do as much as I'd like. However, I'm getting there--it's been slow, but as long as I'm seeing progress I'm not gonna complain too much:-)

I'm 51 yrs old and I refuse to roll over for gravity OR health stumbling blocks!

moogy on 02/21/2011:
What a lovely suprise, just received your parcel in the mail. The top is beautiful but I need to wear 3/4 length sleves at my age. I took the book and top down to Donna and she tried on the top, perfect fit and looks lovely on her. How kind of you to think of us, kisses and hugs to you Kathy, you are a gem!!

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