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Soon2BThin - Tuesday Feb 13, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 164.0

Good morning!! Yesterday was a very good day! I ate well, had some exercise and drank water all day. And I plan to keep this up. It's funny how sometimes I have that feeling like this will never work and I can't stick with it and then, other times, I feel so positive that I can do this! Hard to explain. It just clicks sometimes, ya know? Like right now, I have such a positive feeling inside and I feel very strong about it all. I'm ready to work hard at it and do the best I can. I have no deadlines for any goals, I'm just going to take it day by day, hour by hour. If I deviate from the plan, I won't go too far. No binging, no being lazy about the exercise. I will JUST DO IT!! But how long this feeling will last is unknown. I hope for a good long time.

I kept really busy yesterday, I think that's the secret to success. I bowled in the morning, then it was after 11:00am and I headed to the mall. I walked all over, looking for purple clothing, found a new store that sells Koret clothing, women's sizes, petites, and regular sizes. Found lots of purple! Tried on 6 items, bought 2. And the prices were good. Since the weather is cooling down some today, only going to 60 degrees, I needed something with long sleeves. Found 2 tops with 3/4 sleeves, that will do, I guess. Not sure which one I will wear. Now that I think of it, I should have bought one of the purple jackets they had. I'll need to go back, although that will be too late for today's thing. Duh! Of course neither of the purple tops matches my purple slacks exactly so I may just have to go with the black slacks. I think I'm still going to try on the other fancy purple top I bought last month to see if it may fit anyway, it probably won't, although I'm down 1.6 pounds from yesterday. We'll see. It's so darn pretty and I'd really like to wear it. Oh, well. At least I do have a fancy red hat that's big and has lots of feathers. And red shoes too. Or I may wear the red and purple shoes, I don't know. And it may rain today too so I will take my purple umbrella! I'll be picking Mom up about 11am. And she's buying my lunch too, lol. Anyway there will be no exercise this morning, I've already showered and washed my hair and it's only 7:30, got up before 6. I'll let you know how it goes tomorrow. Then Saturday we have a big Red Hat Ladies convention at the casino where we will be served lunch and be entertained and there will be vendors selling Red Hat Lady items, jewelry, clothes, hats, things that every Red Hat Lady needs, lol. Should be fun. Oh, and that other Red Hat Lady group that I have been a sub for their Bunco group, asked me to be a regular member last Saturday so now I'm a member of 2 Red Hat Lady groups! So I shall have lots of fun things going on now. I really enjoy playing the Bunco (a dice game) with them and it's great to get together with ladies around my age. We have a great time and so much in common. So all is quite well in Soonieland!

Okay, I do run on sometimes, don't I? Anyway, things are going well again for me. I'm ready to do all that I can to make this weight loss thing happen now. So I'm sending you all good vibes and lots of strength to fight this battle. Chin up and smile! Have a good one!

Progress as of today: 7 lbs lost so far, only 24 lbs to go!

WorkingIt2 on 02/13/2007:
I love those positive days! Have fun with your groups =)

greengirl on 02/13/2007:
Its great when you go through a positive time isnt it. You Red Hat Lady group sounds like fun. Keep up the good work:)

sharklover on 02/13/2007:
Wow, what a great day! It really does help to keep busy, and it sounds like you kept busy with active things, which is doubley helpful.

Hope you ahve fun at your event today!

Soon2BThin - Monday Feb 12, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 164.0

Woohoo! At least I didn't gain a bunch this week, although that's what I deserved! I have not been doing as well as I did in January but that's all going to change now. I feel like I've been given a reprieve with the weight gain so I'm going to take it and run with it!! I will do better now. Starting right now! I have the bowling in the No-tap thing this morning, then on to some shopping. I need something purple to wear tomorrow for the Red Hat Lady thing. The pretty purple top I bought last month will not fit yet I know. I have not lost the weight I needed to lose. So now I pay for that! I do have some purple slacks and a pretty red hat but I need something to go in between, lol. We're going to a fancy, schmancy place tomorrow and I need something nice. So, shopping today. I know, nothing like waiting till the last minute! I do have a purple sweater I could wear that would probably do but I'm going to go look anyway. At least I have back up.

Okay, I hope you're all doing well. Happy Abraham Lincoln's birthday today! Have a good one!

Progress as of today: 7 lbs lost so far, only 24 lbs to go!

sandrella on 02/12/2007:
Good luck finding a top! Shopping is always fun! Have fun at your dinner tomorrow!

borntocry on 02/12/2007:
I was wondering where you were. Have fun at your RHL thing!

Moody on 02/12/2007:
Your Red Hat thing sounds like alot of fun! How often do you guys get together?? Have a great time!

sharklover on 02/12/2007:
Have fun shopping! Especially since you have a backup, it can be fun pleasant shopping, and not stressful shopping.

Soon2BThin - Wednesday Feb 07, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 164.2

Good morning! Not much to say today. I forgot to mention yesterday that I am staying off the scale until Monday. It's not easy for me but I hate all the ups and downs lately, mostly ups. And I'm sure I'm up again now because I haven't done well the last 2 days. I think I'm rebelling, lol. But that will stop today! I think I'm going to head out to the casino today for a little gambling. I've never driven there before by myself so we'll see how that goes. Don't worry, they have valet parking and I will be safe. Wish me luck with the winning. I would take Mom with me but I know she has a couple appointments today so that's out. So, just me. We have a Red Hat Lady thing there a week from Saturday so I will have to drive then so I thought I'd practice first, by myself. Anyways.....That's it from Soonie, so boring! Have a great day. Oh, at least I did do my 40 minute walk this morning on the treadmill. Now I just need to control the eating. Have a good one!

Progress as of today: 6.8 lbs lost so far, only 24.2 lbs to go!

borntocry on 02/07/2007:
Haha, it's the driving there that you need to practice, not the gambling, right?

Hope you win a ton of cash!

sharklover on 02/07/2007:
Good luck on the gambling! Its so fun sometimes! Have a great Thursday!

Soon2BThin - Tuesday Feb 06, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 164.2

Okay, I've decided to drop out of the February Challenge! Not because I earned 0 points for yesterday but I just don't like it as much as the January one. It's just not for me. Sorry. I will go on counting calories, water, exercise and all that though. Yesterday I did end up taking myself to lunch at Macayo's and all that did was make me depressed, after the food enjoyment though. I mean, I was practically moaning out loud as I ate!! Lol. As I said yesterday, I don't want to make this a habit. So no more of that. If I want to go out for lunch I will choose Mimi's Cafe for salad or Applebee's for the WW menu.

I'm off to a good start today---just did 40 minutes on the treadmill, 80 ab crunches and some bicep curls with 10 pound weights. I will try to do more later. I have a thing with the Red Hat Ladies this afternoon, a crafty thing, so I will be busy there for a couple of hours. Then I need to go to Super WalMart for some birdie seed and a few other places. Oh, I saw a good movie yesterday, "Derailed" with Clive Owen and Jennifer Anniston. Really goooooood! Okay, you all have a great day and I'll see you tomorrow!

Progress as of today: 6.8 lbs lost so far, only 24.2 lbs to go!

borntocry on 02/06/2007:
Hey Soonie,

You are doing SO well to keep up your good work despite the lack of progress on the scale. Keep in mind that it has only been a few days since your illness. You were probably dehydrated and you may still be retaining water. That always happens to me after a half-marathon, and you can imagine how unfair it seems to gain 2-3 pounds after running 13 miles! So hang in there and I promise you, it will be worth it. You will see a big drop when you least expect it.

Tourguidebarbie on 02/06/2007:
Hey good job with the treadmill and crunches and curls! I LOVE Super Walmart... it makes my day... haha Have a great night!

WorkingIt2 on 02/06/2007:
Awww, will miss you in the challenge! But you gotta do what works for you! Keep up the great work!

Soon2BThin - Monday Feb 05, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 164.2

Challenge Points for Feb. 3: 36

I made all the goals for the day! But the scale said I'm up another pound! Even after being sick a few days, even though I've stayed under my calorie goal every day, even though I've drank plenty of water, even though I've gotten back into the exercise, even though I didn't cheat during the SuperBowl, even though I've weighed, measured and counted every bite of food and written it all down every day, my weight just keeps steadily going up!! You know, I knew it wouldn't stay at the low weight I had just after being sick a few days. I expected to see it go back up a little but this is ridiculous!! I keep searching for reasons: yes, I have been eating quite a bit of salt but I've been drinking lots of water and exercising and keeping the calories low. The one thing that I think it may be is that recently I have quit taking the diabetes meds, along with the cholesterol meds and the Nexium. My blood sugar readings have been fine and I read that the med I was on for the diabetes usually causes weight gain. So why, when I have quit taking it, has my weight gone up so much?? I'm sure it has something to do with it but just can't explain it. Okay, rant is over, I'm fine!

I'm thinking maybe I should go back to counting points for WW like I used to. Although the counting calories worked during January. Well, I'm just going to stick with it and keep hoping. As for my exercise yesterday, I just counted the 6 games of bowling I had in the morning, I never got in anything else later, I was too busy. So I hope that's okay.

So I have more bowling this morning. What a boring life, huh? I was thinking of taking myself to Macayo's for lunch again but I don't want to make a habit of that every week and since the weight is up, I'd better not do that. It's going to be a great day---temps up to 78 degrees and sunny!! I hope it's not too bad where ever you are. Have a great Monday!

Oh, forgot to say something positive about myself: let's see, you know how hard this is for me.....even though DH left me to watch the SuperBowl alone, I didn't eat a lot of junk. And earlier I had gone to the grocery for a few things but didn't buy any junk food. How's that? Does that count? Good ole Soonie! Lol

Progress as of today: 6.8 lbs lost so far, only 24.2 lbs to go!

greengirl on 02/05/2007:
Sounds like you had a great day Soonie!1 I can believe you have 78 degrees when we are having frost. Life is unfair sometimes LOL. Talking about unfair, I cant believe you are being so good and not getting a result on the scale. It will come soon I'm sure. Good luck with tomorrow :)

Adam on 02/05/2007:
Speaking of meds, a little over a year ago I found out my thyroid wasn't working right so the Dr prescribed Synthroid. One of the effects of an under-working thyroid is weight gain -- which means a "side effect" of getting n thyroid medication is a weight loss. Uh-uh, not for me! I kept waiting for the "more energy" and "weight loss" that the Dr talked about and it never came! That was really depressing. =:)

Even though you didn't see a loss like you thought you should, keep it up. In December I started walking and it was about a month later before I saw any visible results. Sometimes we don't get what we want right away, but keep doing what you know is right and it'll come!

WorkingIt2 on 02/05/2007:
I second what Greengirl and Adam have both said! You are doing great and the proof of that is the fact that you don't have to take your diabetes meds because your sugar is under control. You might have gained a little weight for an unknown reason, but you are helping yourself so much more by taking care of your health. I think you are doing fantastic!

Soon2BThin - Sunday Feb 04, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 163.2

Challenge Points for Day 2: 36

I made all the goals and all the bonus points!! And the scale says I'm up even more this morning!! So I'm having a bad morning. Even though I get to go do my favorite thing---bowling! The only reason I can think of that my weight keeps going up is that my "pipes" still aren't back to normal function. And I even finally exercised yesterday too. Ate just under 1400 calories, kept busy all day. I don't know. And now this morning, I have this awful ache between my shoulder blades that wants a good rubbing so badly!! Waaaahhh! Poor Soonie! NOT! I refuse to let these things get me down. Ouch! Maybe I'll eat some refried beans today, lol. That should work. Sorry, TMI. But, and here's the great thing about me today, I will never give up!! I will think positive and keep up the fight!! Even with the SuperBowl today. Not a reason to go pig out, right? You all have a great day! I'll see ya's later!

Progress as of today: 7.8 lbs lost so far, only 23.2 lbs to go!

WorkingIt2 on 02/04/2007:
Great job on sticking to your plan! And yes, the pipes may need to be regulated lol. Have a great day and have fun bowling!

Horn_Of_Plenty on 02/04/2007:
Hello!!! yes, the "pipes" must be the culprit of a higher weight. I remember a few weeks ago that was definitely my entire issue!!!!

Soon2BThin - Saturday Feb 03, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 163.2

Oops, forgot to add something positive about myself to my entry: well, what can I say? Yesterday......I didn't get upset about regaining the pounds I lost by being sick. I'm not panicking about it, I'm staying calm about the scale. I know it will happen, I just have to be patient. How's that?

Progress as of today: 7.8 lbs lost so far, only 23.2 lbs to go!

borntocry on 02/03/2007:
Wow, how did I miss THREE entries since I last checked in here yesterday?

Funny, I was also just thinking about how one of the biggest obstacles when it comes to dieting is that we somehow don't believe that it will really work. Because I think that most people would be willing to put in six months or a year or two years of hard work if only they KNEW that they would reach their goal weight at the end of it. You know? I think the reason we cheat is that at the back of our minds we think it's not going to work anyway, so what's the point?

Anyway, I think you're doing great not to let the scale upset you. You know how it goes... sometimes it takes a while but our hard work is rewarded in the end. Just keep on keeping on!

Oh and thanks for your comment. You are so right - I shouldn't feel that bad about eating more than usual if it's in response to actual hunger. Especially considering the number of times I've done it in response to nothing at all!

And it's also good to see another person who prefers pop to beer, hehe! I'll be cheering for the Colts tomorrow, what about you? I never liked the Colts before, but I think Peyton deserves a Superbowl. (Also I saw this one clip of him playing peewee football when he was a little kid and he was just so cute - that won me over!)

Soon2BThin - Saturday Feb 03, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 163.2

Challenge Points for Feb. 2: 4 points regular, 30 bonus points

Okay, did good but no exercise for the day. I had 1033 calories, still low, but the appetite is coming back. 72 oz. of water. Did all the bonus things. Yay, me! I'm feeling better today so did 40 minutes treadmill this morning along with my stretches and 80 ab crunches. I always forget to mention these. But I have been doing them, maybe an average of twice a week. I'm trying to do better than that. I also do some bicep curls with my right arm to strengthen it for bowling but can barely do any with the left arm, that's my "bad" arm. I hurt it years ago and it just gets worse. I had made an appointment to see an accupuncturist last Wednesday that I saw a few years ago for my neck pain but had to cancel it because I got sick. He really helped my neck so thought I'd give it a try. The worst he could say is he can't help and I need to see a surgeon. I'm hoping he can help though because I sure don't want surgery. Okay, lost my train of thought, Mom just called me. She's doing better, BTW. She's had this awful headache for weeks and the doc's assistant weeks ago thought it may be sinus infection, gave her prescription spray, but she still had it; this time the doc said it may be a severe sinus infection so gave her antibiotics and it's gone already today. Anyway....

I feel so badly for those people in Florida! I was watching CNN this morning and it was just awful! Also the suicide bombing in Iraq! 102 people!! I just don't know what to think!

Okay, gotta go. Hope you're all doing great! I'm trying to keep busy today and not eat too much. I hate weekends! I gained back another pound of that phantom weight I'd lost being sick. At least I'm still down from Monday's weight. And since I've started back to exercise, it should stay off now. Stay strong, peeps! Loves ya!

Progress as of today: 7.8 lbs lost so far, only 23.2 lbs to go!

Horn_Of_Plenty on 02/03/2007:
glad you're back to exercising! stay busy, unlike myself who had another binge!

Soon2BThin - Friday Feb 02, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 163.2

Okay, here it is, after noon and I'm just getting here! I'm starting the challenge today even though the exercise is doubtful. I spent 2 1/2 hours this morning taking Mom to the doc and going to the store for her prescriptions and a few things, and I'm beat! I barely made it, walking around the grocery store, looking for her bottled water and Alka Seltzer and milk while waiting for the scripts to be filled. Whew, I guess this thing I had is still knocking me out. And the appetite is still not back to normal either. I eat a little something and then feel sorta yucky again. Well, that may be a good thing, keeping my calories down. I did go up a pound this morning as expected though, since I did start eating a little yesterday and hydrating my body again. Those "while you were sick" lost pounds never stay off completely. So anyway, I'm very tired, only slept about 6 hours last night but I will stay up all day today so maybe I will sleep better tonight. It was really weird, woke up at 2am and my mind just wouldn't shut off until I finally fell back to sleep around 5am. I was thinking of old things, things that made me cry some, just things that I haven't thought of for awhile. Also couldn't get to sleep last night either. Thus only about 6 hours of sleep. Not enough for me, especially since I still feel so bad.

So anyway, I'm counting the calories again, plan to stay under 1400 each day again, measuring and counting the water and I hope to get the exercise started maybe tomorrow. I think I would have fit it in today except for being tired after going out for so long. Well, at least there should be no binging or mindless eating today for me *yuck* and I plan on doing the commenting for bonus points, not just for the points, I do love ya all, and, let's see, what good thing can I say about myself today??.....Oh, I was strong and helped my Mommy even though I didn't really feel up to it and I didn't stop at a fast food joint on the way home even though I was starved by then. I'm thinking about my choices more now and d****it, I want to lose this weight NOW!! You know how when you think about getting down to a lower weight than you've been for a long time and it just seems too strange to believe?? But you're sure it can be done, other people do it and you know that if you burn more calories than you take in, it HAS to work, it's just pure science? But you still find it very hard to believe? How do we get rid of that way of thinking? I'm sure giving it a hard try, that's for sure! I know I can do it, it's worth the effort, but what is different this time than any other time?? I don't know, I just feel different. I hope this feeling lasts this time. There I go, still with the doubt! Well, we're all here to help each other so that's the good part. Thank you all!!

Okay, I'm rambling again. Good luck to everyone in the February Challenge! Hope you're having a great day! See ya tomorrow!

Progress as of today: 7.8 lbs lost so far, only 23.2 lbs to go!

greengirl on 02/02/2007:
Good luck Soonie. You seem pretty darn determined to strive for your target, and I'm sure you will do it. i too feel different about weight loss this time. It's some years since I bothered to try and lose weight so the people I work with now (who i've worked with since 2000) have never seen me at the weight I am now. They find it strange too!!! I think the difference for me this time is down to exercise. I worry about what happens when i get too old (!!?!) to keep up the exercise. Right, now I'm rambling too. Anyway keep up the good work. I, for one have total confidence in your determination :)

maria777 on 02/02/2007:
Hope your Mom is doing okay! I did some errands for my Mom today, also!

WorkingIt2 on 02/03/2007:
Hope your mom is ok! I know what you mean about the science behind the weight loss as I do believe I've hit a plateau lol. It would be sooooooo easy to just throw in the towel, but then I always think about what if I miss a day and that was the day that things were going to click after being consistant? You are doing great with the momentum behind you and the desire to win and you will be great!!

Soon2BThin - Thursday Feb 01, 2007
(Weight Watchers)
Weight: 163.2

Challenge Points for Day 30, Jan. 30: 6

Challenge Points for Day 31, Jan. 31: 2

Okay, how can I put this? On day 30, I came down with that bug that everyone seems to be getting, so, of course, my calories were pre-e-ety low for that day. I knew when I had no appetite at lunch time that something was wrong. Soonie doesn't miss meals, lol. At least I was fine that morning and did 60 minutes treadmill for exercise, drank 56 oz. of water but didn't get in any veggies or fruits that day. Day 31, I spent pretty much in bed, no exercise, no fruits and veggies *yuck*, not much water but the calories were very low again since I didn't have any appetite. So I don't know if I can even count those days but anyway, the January Challenge is OVER!! I made it through! And, really, I have to say, the challenge really did help me stay pretty much on track all month. But I don't know if I'm up for another one, lol. Right now, I'm so tired, still not much appetite, the scale said 159.8 this morning and I did those measurements and lost a total of 8 1/2 inches for the month---2 1/2 off my waist!! Whoopee! So today, no exercise (hey, I got up and made my bed, that's improvement!) calories are very low so far, mostly soup and ginger ale and Gatorade, no veggies or fruits, maybe later and not nearly enough water. So I guess I'll go check out the info on the next challenge anyway, after all, they do me so much good!! Oh, BTW, I'm not recording this morning's weight in the little square, I know that is an illusion that won't last once I start eating and drinking normally again. So I'm just recording the weight on Mondays. Still if you count today's weight, I lost 11.2 pounds for the month. I just wanted to see what that would look like in print, lol! I kill me!

Okay, I'm going to do my best to keep this weight off and go on from here. Less than 20 pounds to my goal weight. I can do it, right? Right? Anyone? Lordy, I haven't weighed 140 in years and years!! I want it so bad. When you get as old, er, mature as I am, you start to realize that there's not that much time left. Too late to wear the cute little clothes (they would look ridiculous on someone my age, right, maybe just around the house,lol) too late to be young again, but---I still need to get healthy. I'm much too young to feel this old and to be taking all these meds that I take. Away, I said, AWAY with all that!! I'm going to do this, yes, I will!!! I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it anymore!! Please, if you're reading this and you're still young, don't waste your youth being the fat one, staying home, having no fun because you're not comfortable with your weight. Don't end up like me, feeling old, taking meds you wouldn't need if you'd just taken better care of yourself all these years. Don't keep putting it off, you don't get to come back and do this over, you know (well, unless you believe in that sort of stuff, heh) Do it now! Life is out there, why are we letting the skinny people have all the fun??

Okay, off my soapbox! I just wish everyone could feel like I do now and know what I realize now without having to waste years of their life learning it. I've wasted too many years!! No more! Whew, okay, I'm tired now, need to rest. After all, I'm still recovering. Time to go drink some more water. I hope you're all doing great! Hey, who won the challenge? Well, we're all winners, right? See ya tomorrow---I hope!

Progress as of today: 7.8 lbs lost so far, only 23.2 lbs to go!

WorkingIt2 on 02/01/2007:
Congratulations on completing the challenge!!!! ((((((((((((Soonie)))))))))))) Yay!! I am so sorry to read that you caught that bug :( It is awful and I hope you feel better soon!

And I agree 100% with your soapbox! Thank you for saying it, I needed to read it this evening!

Don't worry about the challenge..if you decide to jump in at some point...it'll be there lol. I'll post the points for the January challenge tomorrow. Have a good night, stay warm and comfy!

monet0239 on 02/01/2007:
Hiya Soonie.. wanted to check in on ya.. looks like your doing awesome.. congrats on the 11.2 pounds.. your rockin lady.. :)..two thumbs up for you!!

keep it up and you WILL hit your goal!!.. hugs

borntocry on 02/02/2007:
I think you'd still look cute in a sassy outfit! There are lots of women your age over here who wear really cool and sexy clothes and still look really hot. You're lucky you have such nice calves, so you could wear an outfit like the one Umpqua had on in her last picture - a knee length dress with boots - that would be killer!

Honestly, 20 lb is not that much to lose. You could definitely do it. If you could lose 11 lb in one month (granted, part of that may have been an illusion but still!), how long would it take you to lose 20, if you really put your heart into it? It wouldn't even take that long. Just a few months of effort and you'd get years of satisfaction and fulfilment in return.

I know it's tough - I am hardly the poster child for sensible eatings habits myself! - but it's just a question of doing the best you can, every day. Some days are harder than others and on those days we may not be able to do as well as we would like but we can't use that as an excuse to chuck it all in. You often say that you KNOW what works - it's just a question of doing it. Well, I feel like I'm in the same position myself, and in a way it's a good position to be in. I feel confident about the future - like even if I slip up from time to time I do know how to get myself back in the right direction. And so do you!

It's a new year, and a new start. Don't allow yourself to question whether or not you will really do it this time. Believe in yourself! I know I believe in you...

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