- Sunday Jan 01, 2006
Happy New Year!! Weight is down yesterday, up some today. You know, the usual fluctuation thing. But I am seeing the 150's again, yay! I'm thinking I should quit this weighing every day thing now and only doing the weighing on Thursdays, which is what I'm counting here. That's why I haven't changed the weight here. Friday I went to the gym as planned and had a great workout and ate well. Saturday I did 4 times around our block, walking, so that was 3.2 miles in 48 minutes. Eating was okay, not really great, could have been a lot worse though since it's the weekend. So I'm doing okay. Bored today, wanting to eat everything in the house, good thing there are no chips, candy or cookies, all the bad stuff is gone. Had a diet Coke (Zero, love those things) and a Slim Fast bar since breakfast and it's only 12:45. Usually I don't eat anything between breakfast and lunch since I have a pretty big breakfast. Just bored. I need to take down the Christmas decorations and put them away but don't have the heart. Must force myself. Waaaah!
Okay, let's get busy on this weight loss thing now. No more excuses. 2006 is our year! See ya tomorrow.
- Friday Dec 30, 2005
OMG! I actually did it! One whole day of perfection! I can't believe it! I had 24 points (not enough fruits and veggies though) and bowled 3 games and, in the afternoon, I walked around our block 3 times! I took the van and measured it after and it's .8 of a mile one time around. So 2.4 miles of walking in 38 minutes. I felt great! And feel better right now too. I weighed this morning again and am down 2.2 pounds from yesterday. Can we say "water"? You're right, BTC, I WILL do this. Although, last night I was so hungry but I didn't eat a thing after 7pm. I think that helps too. It wasn't easy. Oh, and we went to lunch at Red Lobster too. I ate the shrimp cocktail, salad and 2 cheesy, garlic biscuits *yummy*. And was totally satisfied. I know I just have to change the way I think of food. When we went to the grocery store after, looking at all the bakery goodies I never said "mmmmmm" once. I controlled myself and thought "no, I don't need that". But I only ate 2 veggy servings and one fruit so I must do better on that.
So the plan today---go to the gym and do an intense workout. My left leg is hurting some from all the walkiing and bowling yesterday and Tuesday too, I guess, but I really need to do this and keep it up. Time is running out, heh. And I really need to strengthen my legs because last year in Maui, the waves kept knocking me over, hehe. Can you just picture it--fat lady on her hands and knees in the surf. So embarrassing! I know you're all thinking, as am I, why didn't I do all this during the past year? I knew I was going back there since last March. If that's not incentive, I don't know what is! But we won't think about that, right? Okay. So on to another great day!
I've been reading all your entries every day and it looks like we're all struggling through these holidays. We don't do anything for New Year's Eve so I don't have to worry about that one, just another night for us. Then--January and a new year for us all, a new start, along with all the other people who will be keeping their resolutions, right? The gyms will be crowded again, darnit! So Happy New Year to all my friends here, I wish you all the best! See ya tomorrow!
- Thursday Dec 29, 2005
Weigh day--up 2 pounds from last week. Oh, well. Could have been worse. I WILL get to 155 or below by Jan. 30, Maui vacation. That's only 4 1/2 weeks away. Can she do it? I think so if I just put my whole mind to it. And to think I did weigh that only a month or so ago. Darnit!
Yesterday did not turn out the way I had planned. I didn't go to the gym. In fact, after breakfast, I changed out of my workout clothes and back into my nightshirt and went back to bed!! I was just depressed and teary all day and I didn't feel like crying in public and I knew I would. Just a very bad day. I spent most of it in bed. Don't you wish we had a switch to turn our minds off sometimes? I could have used that yesterday. I just wanted to sleep away the bad feelings and thoughts so most of the day, I did. And I do feel somewhat better today. Just tired since I didn't get much sleep all night. But I'm going bowling anyway this morning. It's almost 7am here and I've already had a shower and washed my hair. My back is aching, must have pulled something bowling Tuesday and laying in bed all day didn't help it any. But I will struggle on.
The plan today is to eat clean, thus, counting points religiously and eating the good things--veggies and fruits and all that. And lots of water. Maybe a good walk later, I'm not promising. But if I'm going to reach that goal, I really should do it. So tired right now. I'm also trying not to think about the fact that I had all year to lose the weight since the last trip to Maui and told everyone who would listen that I was going to be skinny on this trip. Hah! *hiding head in sand* so embarrassing! Me and my big mouth. Now no one believes I can do it. Well, it's up to me, no one else. This is it. Have a great day. See ya tomorrow.
- Wednesday Dec 28, 2005
Okay, I went and bowled 4 games by myself yesterday, took an hour. Then I went to the gym for 2 miles of walking and 48 ab crunches on the machine. Eating was not good again. But I'm over that now, I think. I'm so p'd right now I don't think I'll eat ever again, heh. So today will be another workout at the gym. Weight's up .4 today, I know why. I look at myself in the mirror and say why am I doing this? Why am I even trying? I never did it before, what makes me think I'm going to do it this time? Why even try? I'm not fooling anyone but myself. Everyone knows I won't do it this time either. But still I keep on. This is my life and that's it. Okay, going now, feel terrible. Bad day. Have a good one.
- Tuesday Dec 27, 2005
I'm pleased to announce that I'm down a couple of pounds from yesterday. I'm 163 but I was 165.2 yesterday. Sheesh! Water weight! I drank 128 oz. of water yesterday. And I went to the gym and worked for 80 minutes, including 2 miles of walking on the track. Not too shabby. On a scale of 1 to 5, 5 being perfect, I'd say I did about a 3 on the eating though. I was going great until dinner at 6. I was really hungry by then and I caved and ate some more of the leftover potato salad and baked beans with a ham sandwich. I did keep the portions down though and I also ate half a slice of my sister's pumpkin-chocolate chip bread. But nothing after 7pm. Could have done better but could have done worse. So on to another, better day. Maybe I'll go bowling later, maybe on to the gym for some cardio. We'll see. I'm not in a really good mood so getting out and doing something would help. I didn't sleep well, I'm cold, I'm hot, I was up 3 times to go. Just kinda tired. Okay, let's do it! I hope you're all having a great day. See ya tomorrow! BTW, it's 8:30am here right now. Buh-bye!
- Monday Dec 26, 2005
*MOAN* Can we say "water weight and bloating"? I won't even mention what the scale said this morning! I know it's just the water weight. I had more salt than the Pacific Ocean this weekend! I'm just glad it's over. I allowed myself to have whatever I wanted all weekend and now IT'S OVER!! There are still dangerous things in the house but I'm all junked out. No more for me. So now it's just water, water, water and diet and exercise. Going to the gym today. So how did you all fare this holiday weekend? I hope you all had an enjoyable holiday. We don't do anything for New Year's here so I'm not even going to count that. The junk fest is over! Can't wait to go read your entries for today.
Okay, that's it for me. Not much to talk about. I'm sure you all know how I feel *fat* but now it's all going to be good, right? Monday, Monday, the start over of a new me. Heh. Let's get going!
- Saturday Dec 24, 2005
Back up to 160.8 this morning. I think my scale likes these numbers, heh. Not trying to lose right now, just sorta maintain. I did walk some yesterday, just once around our block, plus a mile on the treadmill, so I know that's at least 1 1/2 miles. I need to measure the block again. The reason I quit after once around the block is I needed the bathroom. I'd eaten some sugar-free cake that had maltitol in it, heh. So I was afraid to try any more walking outside just in case and got on the treadmill instead. Well, at least I did something. Eating wasn't too bad, depending on what you compare it to. Heck, I'm hungry right now since I didn't eat after 7pm. So I'll have my trusty regular breakfast soon. Today I don't think I'll exercise unless I change my mind later. Feeling lazy. But I do have to make the baked beans for dinner at Mom's to go with the ham and potato salad and macaroni salad. I made the 2 cheese balls and cranberry-cherry pie yesterday. There will also be chips and bean dip and salsa and who-knows-what-all. And of course, the Christmas cookies. What a feast!
Okay, I hope you're all having a great Christmas Eve. It looks like a beautiful day here today. Peace to everyone, stay safe and Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, and Happy Kwanza! See ya Monday!
- Friday Dec 23, 2005
I saw 159.8 this morning but I'm not officially changing it, only on Thursdays. But I feel I have to check it every day now to make sure I'm not getting up in the danger zone, hah. Yeah, like I'm not already in the danger zone but I try not to think that way. Borntocry, you've got it exactly, just what I was trying to convey to you, enjoy the weight you're at now, you have that right. You're at a good weight. 30 years ago I was at a pretty good weight but all I saw was fat and wish now I could enjoy that again (the weight, not the fat part). I think we're all too hard on ourselves and things could be worse, ya know? And for me, they did get worse and here I am. I was up to 200 at one time, back in '97. Boy, I sure do sound like an old fart, don't I?! Heh. Anyways.....
My eating is still atrocious, I ate not too badly yesterday (grammar?) except for the brownie bites and pumpkin creme cake I bought from the bakery!! to take to the bowling alley for treats. And I had 2 slices of bread with margarine with my LC spaghetti and meatballs for lunch. But I just realized I didn't eat any dinner. Oh, yeah, and I almost forgot the Fritos I snacked on too. The extra fat is doing wonders for my "pipes" and I guess all the exercise is helping me to not gain. Yesterday's exercise---3 games of bowling and then I went to the gym and walked 1 mile and did my usual weightlifting exercises, which all took about an hour. Not really great but like I've said before, at least I'm doing something. Usually at this time of year I give up the exercise and eat to my heart's content. So old Soonie is finally seeing the light and changing her ways somewhat. Didn't get home til after 3pm for my lunch, thus no dinner.
Okay, it's 8:30am here and 49 degrees and sunny. Maybe I shouldn't be telling all that but I know what you people in the north are going through, I lived there for 32 years. Sorry. I just love it here. It's going near 80 today and the same tomorrow and Christmas day. I don't miss the snow AT ALL! Later I WILL get out for another long walk, even if no one p's me off, haha! I just love the way I can eat some goodies and still not gain. Well, so far, anyway. You all have a great Friday! And if I don't "see" you tomorrow, have a safe and happy holiday. I love you all, my friends.
- Thursday Dec 22, 2005
Happy weigh day! Not much of a change but at least, it's a change for the better again. I'm just happy to maintain right now. I did go for a nice walk yesterday around the block 3 times--45 minutes. I was p.o'd again and just took off. At least, I stayed away from the food. The weather here is great so I'm taking advantage of it. It's 7:30am here and 48 degrees, going up to 77. My plan for today is, ta da, bowling this morning, then probably to the gym for a workout. We'll see. I'm taking my stuff with me. I know, it's so hard right now with all the holiday goodies and they are so hard to pass up so I'm just going to try to get in as much exercise as possible. The DH is down with a cold or something so I may end up with that sooner or later so I'd better do what I can while I'm feeling okay. 5 1/2 weeks until Maui if you're counting, heh.
Okay, that's it for me. Hope you're all doing well. Hang in there and just do the best you can right now. Jan. 1 is just around the corner. Then we'll all be doing better, right?! Have a great day! And thanks for the comment, borntocry.
- Wednesday Dec 21, 2005
Almost 3pm here. Bout time I got here. Thanks for the comments, borntocry and str458. What a difference a day makes! I'm feeling much better today. Sheesh! What an a@#$% I am! Sorry. Just go through this every once in awhile. So today, no exercise. Been waiting to hear from my Sis to see when I should take her home from the hospital. She said she may just take a cab. Doc hasn't checked her out yet. She's feeling better, anyway. I know, that's no excuse and I could do some kind of exercise but I'm giving myself permission to just be a slug today. I don't feel real great anyway. Eating is not good but at least, I don't feel like stuffing myself since my parts don't feel so good. Heh. Still could be doing a lot better though. Okay, just wanted to check in and let ya know how things are with me. Going to check on you all now. See ya later. P.S. forgot to mention: weather forecast for here on Christmas--sunny and 77 degrees!