- Wednesday Jan 30, 2008
I'm living on crackers, gingerale and orange juice. Would you believe I got sick only one week before my big trip to Mexico?? And I got a nice whacking stomach flu too, not just your regular everyday kind of virus. Unfortunately, it's knocked me out to the point where I can't even figure out the number of socks I will need while i'm gone. Which is also why I haven't logged on here lately. I don't really have much to say besides that i'm sick. So, I will try to get on here again tomorrow and actually let you know how i've been doing for the past few days, but right now? I'm just going to go lay on the couch and rest.
- Saturday Jan 26, 2008
I got to sleep in this morning until 9:00am, then got up and at it. I went into the city to visit my Dad today, as my birthday is coming up and he wanted to see me before I left on the trip. It's been a long day - I just returned home now. I only ate once today, my Dad took me out for lunch and I had a chicken and rice wrap with fries. I ate half the fries and half the wrap, and gave the rest to my Dad. I'm still full and we ate over 7 hours ago!
Anyways, not much to report as i've been very bad with exercise this past week and it wasn't any better today.
Tomorrow I tentatively signed up for a Belly Dancing class!!! I think I will take the half-day workshop instead of the full day, because my friend and I need to do some shopping in the afternoon for our upcoming trip. But still, that will be 2.5 hours of exercise. Finally, exercise! Yay! Then shopping, then packing and cleaning. Then back to work on Monday. Thankfully, I have this Friday off so I only work a four day week. I'm not counting down the days to the trip, just the days left of work!!! Four more!
Total exercise for January - 21 hours.
P.S. - sorry for my poutiness yesterday. I was feeling a little overwhelmed with everything I need to accomplish this next week. I just needed to vent, I guess. Thanks for your comments!
- Friday Jan 25, 2008
Need to walk dogs.
Still very tired.
Not much more to say.
Bad mood today.
I don't even want to add the stupid exercise hours part of my entry.
- Thursday Jan 24, 2008
I mean, *roar* or something equally impressive and intimidating. Not *rowr* like a cat's meow or something. No, *ROWR* like "Arg!", like "is this week over yet??".
I think i'm getting headaches because a)yes, i'm probably drinking too much coffee, but also b) I haven't been giving myself enough time to eat a proper lunch. For the last three days i've had two pieces of toast for lunch because it was all I could fit in due to meetings at work. I could stay at work and eat a much better lunch there, but then I would come home to dog-pee all over the house and probably have an even larger headache if that's possible. So I guess the positive here is that i've been eating under my caloric intake for the day. But again, alas, no exercise today. Can I move my butt and take the dogs for a walk? I probably won't, as I am having trouble keeping my eyes open long enough just to write this. I'm going to bed. Isn't that pathetic? I miss one night of exercise and it totally throws off the entire rest of the week! Okay, okay, so i'm working a lot and not getting enough sleep and things are stressful and I could just cry, but I could still try to fit something in. Why do I just not care? I should care, I mean, that's why i'm on this website right now, because I want to change and be healthy and be fit. Are you thinking that i'm a failure? Because that's what i'm thinking. Crappy crap crap. If ONLY...this and that and the other. Excuses, it's all just excuses for not forging ahead and claiming what's rightfully mine - my HEALTH.
Yes, I need some sleep. Goodnight all.
Total exercise for January - still 21 hours :(:(:(:(:(:(
- Wednesday Jan 23, 2008
Thanks for the motivation and support about me going to that second class on Tuesday, although I ended up not going anyways. I was too busy and decided to stop in and see the friend i'm going to be travelling with regarding our all-inclusive vacation. We finally booked our vacation package and will be leaving Feb 2 to Puerto Vallarta, Mexico! It will be very much fun and I can't wait to hit the beach and stay there for a week straight. If anyone has been there before, give me some tips and hints on what to do/see/ where to go, etc. I would really appreciate the info!
It took a few hours tonight to book the trip, so that meant not getting in a workout. I'm two days in a row now without exercise and am drinking far too much coffee! I had planned to go with a friend after work, but again I worked late so had to cancel with her. I had a terrible headache by day's end as well. Tomorrow will not be much better. The faster the next two days pass the better, seriously. I will be so relieved when it's Friday. I never usually have the TGIF feelings, but this time it will be a great achievement to have made it to Friday without going bonkers!
Total exercise for January - 21 hours :(
- Tuesday Jan 22, 2008
Okay, now I can breathe. Unfortunately, I schedule myself so thick that I end up getting anxious over every second, and ultimately it's made me miss my Thai Chi class tonight. I should be there right now. Since i'm missing it, i'd hate to show up for kickboxing because it's taught by the same person and i'll feel terrible about missing the earlier class and won't know what to say to him. Argh! I could kick myself, but that wouldn't help the situation. I just know I won't be confident enough to go to that second class tonight. It's not about being lazy, just so you're all aware!! I really DO want to go, it's just complicated! Oh, I sound like a maniac.
Yesterday I went to the gym after work and had a really good workout. I walk/jogged on the treadmill for 40 minutes, then did a 15 minute ab workout with a friend, stretched and went home. It was great, I really pushed myself and i'm glad I did since I probably won't be doing much tonight. I still have to find something to eat for dinner and by the time I get through all the mail I picked up at the post today, it will be time to visit my friend, then go for coffee with boyfriend's sisters. You know, even without the classes tonight i'm wickedly busy. Why do I do this to myself?!!
Holy crap! What a day! I don't think i've even had time to breathe until now! Oh, I wish this week was over!
I will update more tonight (that is, if I have time tonight). My plans: 4:30pm - go home, phone travel agency, eat dinner (leftover rice, chicken and beans). 5:45pm - tanning (Yes, I am a tan-freak, but only at certain times of the year!). 6:00pm - Thai Chi class. 7:00pm - Kickboxing class. 8:30pm - coffee with boyfriend's sister.
Total exercise for January - 21 hours
- Monday Jan 21, 2008
Ho Hum. No, i'm not bored, i'm very busy actually, but you know, it's still sort of 'ho-hum'. I wish I were somewhere else kind of 'ho-hum'. So I was dreading last week and this week but now at least half of it's over and i've only got to go downhill from here. Let's hope it's downhill. I hope it's downhill. Fast downhill, a cliff-like mountain that I can just fall over and then - whoop - be at the bottom. Just like that. Among other things, I truly do believe I am starting to go crazy. I am a crazy-person. I should erase this whole paragraph, but i'm not going to because...well, these are my true colors. Like 'em or not.
I took my small dog for a walk on Saturday and then the rest of the night was spent watching movies in front of the tv. I don't know why I didn't take Chewy for a walk - he was the one most itching to go. My plan was initially to take both of them for individual walks, but I must've been tired. I don't remember now. Yesterday I took both dogs out to my boyfriend's parent's farm. They loved it there, but after a few hours they were ready to come home. Zoe was scratching at the door to come inside and when I let her in she just curled up in a ball in the porch and shivered. It was cold on Sunday, -25 degrees but -31 or something with windchill. A bit too cold for them to stay outside for three hours. Oh well, at least they got SOME exercise. When I got back home, I went to the gym with a friend. It was so hard to get into the workout. I tried the treadmill, but after the five mile walk I put in on Saturday, my calves were NOT in favor of this machine. So I switched to the elliptical trainer but I hate those machines and I lasted about 20 minutes before bowing out. Not a very good role model, am I?!! I finished off my pathetic workout attempt on the stationary bike, with 30 minutes of interval training. Then I stretched a bit and went home, defeated. I didn't eat dinner until 7:30pm and that I know will hurt me today.
I picked up a friend to bring her to the hospital this morning, so am running a bit late and feeling rushed. I am hungry. It's Monday and that doesn't make me incredibly happy. Ho-hum. The good news is that I fully intend to go to the gym after work today. Hopefully this time i'll remember to pack my clothes. And a hairband.
Total exercise for January - 20 hours
- Saturday Jan 19, 2008
The ice-cold weather has finally broken it's way down to a mere shiver this morning, and I am so thankful. Now I can take the dogs for a walk and they will love me again, instead of moping around the house acting like spoiled rotten kids that didn't get the brand new jetta for their sixteenth birthday. But I digress. I had a change in plans last night (as is usually the case when exercise is involved!) and ended up not going to the gym. A friend came over and we hammered out some ideas on all-inclusive vacations as compared to doing a road-trip type thing to the west coast in the States. Ah, it's all so expensive right now - neither of us were able to save what we wanted to save, and we're a little stuck right now about spending too much money on this trip. We'll figure it out, but i'm planning on taking vacation starting Feb 1st, for two weeks, so we need to figure this out sooner rather than later, and then get moving! Anyhow, after she left I played on the computer for a bit and went to bed. This morning I woke up with a little doggie on my head, trying to wake me up. Now my arm is covered in welts from her playing mean.
I went to the gym today though, to make up for yesterday, and spent two hours there. I did an hour and a bit on the treadmill with intermittent jogging spurts, then 20 minutes leg weights and 10 minutes stretching. Wasn't quite what I was going for, but I decided to start a new plan for the treadmill which involved walking five miles on it once per week and timing myself. So this week it took me exactly 86:50 minutes. Not very good, but it will get better...that's the whole point, right?! And besides, before I really hatched the plan in my head I had already walked 30 minutes at 3.0! So that time is included in my total and it shouldn't be hard to beat it next week. Fingers crossed!!
So tanning today, dog walking (I think I may try to take them separately again), and cleaning house. I should be cleaning house right now, actually. But I am here instead. Oh well. Maybe i'll take one of the dogs for a walk now and clean later. Do you really think the cleaning will get done?!!!
Total exercise for January - 18 hours
- Friday Jan 18, 2008
Uh-oh. I'm not feeling well at all today and am sitting here at my desk wishing I could just double over. I forgot to bring any advil to work with me so i'll have to suffer a couple more hours until lunchtime. I can't believe this - the first two days of my cycle were so good, and then - BAM! It just caps the week off so nicely...
I went to kickboxing last night, but again was unable to take the dogs for a walk. Last night with windchill it got to -50 degrees celsius - that's absolutely brutal and there was no way I was venturing out into it. Today is starting out much the same way. It's cold cold cold outside and I could barely start my car this morning. There won't be a walk today either if this keeps up. I really hope it will be nice enough on the weekend to let the dogs spend a few hours outside at the farm. If it stays like this, I won't let them stay out for very long and it will be a wasted trip. They're inside dogs, no matter how big or heavy or thick-coated they may look, they're too susceptible to the cold for me to leave them outside in -50 degree weather. Well, keep your fingers crossed for me because they sure need to get some exercise in!
So tonight i'm thinking about going to the gym, just trying to think of a good time to go when it won't be so busy and I can work on cardio AND weight training since I haven't touched weights for a while now. I'm kind of hoping there's a hockey game tonight so that I can go while the hockey game is on and then be gone by the time anyone arrives afterwards. If I go i'd like to stay and get a really good workout - say, two hours? One hour of cardio, 1/2 of weights and 1/2 stretching or cool down exercises. That would be my goal for today.
Thank God it's Friday. Thank You God. Friday. Yes. Please let the weekend go by incredibly SLOWLY.
Total exercise for January - 16 hours
- Thursday Jan 17, 2008
I stayed at home all night yesterday, with three movies to watch on the tv in my bedroom and snacks to last me all night long. I had waves of sickness here and there, but all in all it wasn't quite as terrible as I was thinking it would be. Today, it's just before lunch and i'm not doing too badly, considering the second day is usually just as bad as the first one.
So, no exercise yesterday and i'm really not too sorry about it to be honest with you. Like I said to my boyfriend last night, I think I needed a good break to just sit and do nothing. Although i'm not feeling the best today I do feel more refreshed and energized than I have in a long time. Maybe the dark cloud is clearing! If so, it didn't last all that long at all! Big'ups for improvements in that category!! (knock on wood). Tonight is kickboxing and I am going to try to be my most determined self and get my butt there no matter if no one will come with me, as is usually the case. Is it nice outside here? I should check and decide whether to take the dogs for a walk or not. I talked to my boyfriend's mother the other day and asked her if I could drive my dogs out to their farm for some extra exercise (not really extra since I haven't done much with them since Sunday). She said sure, so I think that's what i'll do. I feel so bad for them! Usually my boyfriend is here to pick up the slack when I get sick or decide I can't take them for a walk.
Busy at work today with meetings and follow up and preparation and blah-blah-blah. Of course it is busy, but i'm just being pessimistic today and I need to knock it off.
Total exercise for January - 15 hours