Well, I finally got on the scales. It wasn't as close to 300 as I thought it was goning to be. But still, it's not good. I'm just going to keep up what I've been doing. I'm taking the cortislim. My mom gave me 1/2 of her first order to try. I don't feel like it's doing anything, but I'm going to keep taking it. I'm listening to the cd's. I don't know if they are helping, but I do sleep better than ever. I've started doing a mild workout tape each day. And when it's not raining, I've been walking. Now I guess it's finally time to really address the eating. I have notice a decrease in the times I feel out of control and want to binge. That has to help. It's a rainy Saturday. I don't like these kinds of days.

Well, I had a good day. I feel in control. I turned down several chances to buy cokes. I'm taking my son to his baseball game now, so I will write more later.

I didn't get into weigh so I still don't know a number. I know numbers don't mean everything, but I also know I need to face the music. I had a good day. I think I'm going to like this forum. I like getting the feedback from others. I can't access this site from school so I have to write at night. I hope I have a good day tomorrow.

Well, this is my first entry. I'm going to the nurse's office to weigh for the first time in a long time. I know it will be horrible. I really want to succeed in this. I've never really tried to lose weight before. I was small as a teen, then gained a lot when I got married. Now, I know it's close to 300. I don't even want to know, but I know I have to face it. I'll write more tomorrow.