Comment left by pushedtothewall on 05/30/2001: A woman's heart is a magical gift. I am so sure that it speaks to you and is your most perfect guide. I am glad that you were able to spend time with your love. I am glad that you got that chance to speak. Day by day.... :) Please continue to eat and care for yourself. Your friend, Connie

Comment left by Miss Piggy on 05/30/2001: Hey there. Beautiful pages you have. The orange was a little hard to read though. Men, aren't they frustrating? I've been told I was a bit of a drama queen also from time to time. Nothing wrong with that. Aint no law against it yet. Hope you are having a super fantastic day today. Keep up the good work. Hugs.

Comment left by pinkus on 05/30/2001: You are doing great in the weight loss department. I hope Freddy comes around, it's so hard to yearn for someone who is not responding enough. Meanwhile I am glad you are feeling better, you should just keep living your life and having fun. Maybe he'll respond more if he has to chase you a little bit. Good luck. Pam

Comment left by kscmeg on 05/30/2001: Hi-

Well i can defiantely relate to what you are goign through with freddy :) Except that mikeal and i dont talk anymore---i thought that i just wouldnt be able to go on without him in my life because he hasbeen such a big part of my life for the past 2 1/2 years......but im still alive and standing.

I really hope that things move in the direction that you want them to move in with you and freddy, you deserve nothign but the best!!! All of us on here do!!

Have a great day! :)

Meg

Comment left by pastagal on 05/30/2001: Sounds like you have got things in the right frame of mind ,,,and it really shows how much you care for this person,,,,and who knows,,you both might end up together married one day,,,but for now,,enjoy the time together and just make the most of it,life is so short and sounds like he cares as much:}} i mean if your both happy,,really thats all that matters:} Have a great day ok;}

Comment left by diva on 05/30/2001: Hello again today, I have been sitting here thinking about your situation and I think that no matter what anybody else sais, you have to do what is is your heart. Nobody can tell you to forget what is in your heart. This is your life, your one and only life and you have to do what you want. Remember how short it is. This is the only one we get. Be happy in it. Do what makes you happy, not miserable. Right this minute I am crying because my husband is a psycho and I am miserable. We always fight, like right now. I am going to have to go. Men can't live with them, can't live without them. Good luck in whatever you choose. Sherri

Comment left by muggg on 05/30/2001: Love is tough..isn't it? I am learning to live all by myself without being attached to a man. It is hard just to think of yourself as a lone woman. I have been someone's wife and mother for the longest time. But I want to be the best I can be and know who I really am before I become involved with another person.

I agree that your heart is the wisest advisor you can have.. be sure to listen well. It is the only way you will be truly happy.

Comment left by diva on 05/30/2001: It's not the men in my life that count, it's the life in my men.--Mae West

To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others.--Madame Swetchine

Comment left by thatmochagirl on 05/30/2001: Hey DOLLFACE, Well ultimately you are the one who makes the decision on who you spend your time/life with....BUT, A BIG congratulations for standing up and telling him how you feel. Goood girl....It is so hard and I have been where you are... one day things are great the next he won't speak to you... it is tough believe me... I know!! Sometimes in these situations we can be reduced to feeling elated and great and the next like we are invisible.... BUT ultimately hun we HAVE the power to stop, or continue what I call torture!(LOL) THE POWER is inside you and I think in your heart you know the answer.... down the road you'll see it.... ALL the best sweets... you remeber to STAY SWEET! Mochs!

Comment left by breakaway on 05/30/2001: His sister's are so cute! I think that is so sweet! And Freddy is pretty sweet also. He sure knows how to make a girl feel good huh? Good luck with him and I hope things turn out for the best! Your doing great on your diet too...keep up the great work!

Comment left by mommyof two on 05/30/2001: hey girl, i did what your doing for about 8 years...i got me know where. not that it wont work for you, but the signs are all there. he wants you, when he wants you.. honey, it has to be a 50 -50 thing.my first son was from this man... well boy... i say boy because he wasnt a man .. age wise yes, but not emotionally. or other wise for that matter. i dont know your freddie, so i cant say that he is like my ex mike...oh he clamed his love, said that he wanted to marry me, all that stuff...then would go away for about a week... but i stayed with him, hoping he would change. for my korbey i stayed. then one day when korbey was 6, he said that he didnt want to go see daddy.so korbey and i had a long talk, and i told mike that i was done...and i was... after 8 years. then not long after that i met my husband... the LOVE of my life!!!but i had to let go. it hurt like hell. and for many nights i layed awake in ded and just cried....why couldnt he be like he was when we started out...i,d pray to God, please lord help him..but the good lord had better plans fo me..so now i say " thank God for unanswered prayers" sweetie, i know the pain you feel, and you will be ok... you take care and take some time for you, think of the pros and cons of this man.. only you know the real him.. good luck, lisa