Hello friends. Still not feeling too great. I haven't been able to focus on dieting but I also haven't been eating lots. I am going to make this a better day...yesterday was still a sad one. My boyfriend is acting like a jerk. I confronted him about something that was bothering me about our relationship and ever since then he hasnt been the same. He's acting indifferent and like a real freakin' jerk. Last night I called him back because he had called me and left a message on my cell phone and he was very short. I am sick and tired of trying to be Ms. Nice and Patient. He is giving me nothing but anxiety and heartache these past three days and I'm sure he's going around like nothing. I'd hate to let go, I love him, we have a great time together and are very close, but I'm not going to suffer anymore or let him feed me insecurity with his behavior. It breaks my heart, but if he continues to act this way, I will have to build the courage to call it quits.

I will try my best to have a better day. Thanks for listening friends and any advice is welcome. Hugs. God bless.