I've been bad about writing on here, I know. I was out of town for 4 days though, so I have something of an excuse. I'm doing ok. Back up to 154, but I was up at 156 so I guess that's better anyway. I'm aiming for 150 by monday and then on that day I'm going to exercise ALL day except when I'm actually in my classes and hopefully I'll be 148-9 by tuesday. Problem is that my roommates are going to make me eat once this weekend, and I haven't been the greatest about it so far this week either. I went out to lunch on monday and tuesday, and tuesday it was to this burrito place Chipotle and I only ate a little bit of this huge HUGE burrito...but then later I scarfed the rest and had a piece of cake with it! ACK! Wednesday was the worst though, when I had two pieces of cake in the morning after I ran. I don't know what I was doing!! I just...did. It was dumb, but that was the only solid food I allowed myself that day, I have no idea how many calories wthat was, but I'm sure it wasn't pretty. So far today I've just had water, coffee, and I'm just about to have some green tea with mango. I think I'm a bit impacted though, it's not cool.

Devon is gone, he's been dumped. I think it'll stick this time. I've blocked him and although I check every so often to see if he's online, I have no desire to talk to him. I don't really miss him, but I mourn for the vision I had of us together. The vision was so completely different from reality it was kind of absurd, but it was still a beautiful vision!!! Oh well, now I'm just going to be single and not even think about guys till next fall. Cuz it's kind of pointless to start a relationship with someone now, when I have less than 2 months before I go home (8 hours away) for the summer, and it would be just as pointless to start something with someone from Davis too. Especially since most of the people I know in Davis I either have WAY too much history with, or have no desire for. We'll see, I am going to try to expand my circle of acquaintences while I'm there. I need drinking buddies!! Nobody's going to be 21, neither am I, but I'm going to have a fake ID that would beg to differ! :)