Okay, writing in plain old black today to fit my mood. I can't believe that eating so good, and exersizing, I can gain a pound! I was so upset and depressed, I got to work and ate a bagel with cream cheese, and for lunch I threw away my chicken breast, and bought a chicken ceasar wrap! If I had any chocolate in the house I would surely eat it! This is what gets me so angry, I am good, I try very very hard, I exersize, and I gain weight. With the amount of food that I eat, ANY NORMAL person would certainly lose weight, probably alot and fast. But no....... not me! I just don't get it!

Well fortunately I don't have any chocolate in the house, and it's too rainy nasty to go out and buy any. I didn't even go to curves today, and it's one of my early days at work. Too upset I suppose. Plus the rain is such a bother.

Sorry for bitching and venting. I just hate myself sometimes (actually all the time)

Tomorrow is another day! Robin šOš