Well, I've finally given in. I'm going to try the diet pill thing. The only way I'm going to let myself do it, however is by eating right and exercising at the same time. And I will not take it for over 8 weeks.

So, day one. I take a pill, and it is making me crazy. Have to sit down with bf tonight and beg him to help me through this. I've been really down on myself lately, and I've been binging. Blecchhh. I'll let you guys know how it's going.