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My First time!
- mommieof4 on 22-Jun-09 09:52 AM

Hi everyone! I am new at this, but not new at struggling with my weight! I am 30yrs old with 4 children! My youngest are twins, that are 2yrs old. After having my first kid, 11yrs ago...I have struggled with my weight. I can't do this anymore! I want to be thin and healthy for myself, husband and kids! I am going to be BRUTALLY HONEST with you guys and to myself! First, I love food and the joy of eating! I know this! I eat way beyond the healthy portion! I NEED to stop. I am out of shape..I can't even walk up stairs without being winded, breathing heavily! I am TOO YOUNG to be achy and out of breath! LOL!!! I am 5 feet 10inches...pretty tall girl...I weigh 237lbs! Within the last year I put on the xtra 17lbs...my weight that seemed steady since having my first kid...11 yrs ago was 220lbs, but over the last yr I put on the xtra 17. So Im 237lbs...this is my HEAVIEST...I haven't even been this heavy while pregnant! I LOOK pregnant! LOL! This isn't funny, but it is! How could I do this to myself??? You would never guess I weigh that much, I guess being tall has benefits..I carry my weight well..physically, but NOT emotionally! Anyways...I don't want this to be tooo long of a blog, so My goal is to get fit, thin, and healthy. I plan on doing this by better controlling my portions, what I eat and working out! IAM BEGGING FOR A SUPPORT GROUP, ENCOURAGMENT AND A CONSTANT FRIEND ON HERE, THAT WILL RESPOND WHEN I NEED THEM TO! I will be brutally honest! Please be there for me...I can be there for you!  I will log in daily to tell u how my day with food/exercise went....If I get tempted to eat inappropriately, I will login and blog! I need a sponsor...just like in AA. "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can...and the wisdom to know the difference!" Amen!

mommieof4 on 22-Jun-09 11:58 AM
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thinnside40 on 22-Jun-09 12:06 PM
Your best thing to do is go to the "my diary" page and post an entry daily on there...It is for the daily entry purpose on doing it that way.... A comment section is given there too and you will probably get more correspondense...

I started out @ 237 myself too.....


mommieof4 on 22-Jun-09 12:29 PM
Thanks, Im not sure how to move around on this website...where is the "my diary page"? I was checking in every hour and wondered why I havent had any support. LOL..thanks thinnside!


mommieof4 on 22-Jun-09 12:35 PM
ha...found it! thx anyways


nita51 on 21-Dec-09 11:39 PM
I am a new kid on this block, so i may make a few mistakes but please look over them. Now, if i could only push rewind, I would have taken charge of my life when i was 30 or younger. Ive let so many years past......years of remaining morbidly obese. Ive lived in pain, men cheating on me, body increasing pain,in my legs, knees, now diabetes,& a host of other problems. People told me, when i was your age,, that the day would come, when my knees would give out, but for years, I horsed around. while u are still young, bless yourself,by taking care of your weight. God bless you. keep on keeping on.


summer1142 on 01-Aug-15 07:00 PM
Hi. I just joined this site tonight and stumbled upon this post. I haven't done a diary entry yet, but our situations are very similar! I am about to turn 33, I have an almost one year old, I'm 5 ft 10 also and probably pretty close to your weight. It has been a little while since I weighed in, but plan to do so tomorrow. Dieting is nothing new to me, but I just got back from a beach vacation and decided it was time to make some changes. I weigh more now than right after baby was born! I am feeling incredibly determined. I'm actually reading a book about mindset for a class I'm taking and it kicked me into gear. I'm willing to be an accountability buddy if interested.


imsoon72 on 16-Aug-15 01:01 PM
I don't understand what's going on. When I try to put a message on my private diary, nothing shows up except the weight and weight lost so far. No place for me to add to my diary! Can someone tell me what's going on???


feardfear on 27-Apr-16 02:11 AM
Excellent mommieof4. I am mommieof2. I love brutal honesty. Let's do it!


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