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Donkey - Sunday Jul 12, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 140.5

Let me preface this entry by saying that I do not know what I weigh today.  I am feeling extremely bloated and LARGE.  I am extremely aware of the extra weight I am carrying around on my frame, and it is uncomfortable, to say the least.

However, I am not going to beat myself up about my setback, but rather pick myself up and keep trying.

You know, moods come and go.  Life can be good; life can be hard.  And even though I am not doing very well emotionally right now, I'm not going to let that derail my efforts THIS time.

So good or bad, happy or sad, laughter or tears, I'm putting my physical self back on track.

Progress as of today: 39.5 lbs lost so far, only 10.5 lbs to go!

grumpy on 07/12/2009:
You may have 10 more pounds around your body than you'd like. Think back when you started your weight journey who those +40 lbs felt, and be kind with yourself and greatefull you love yourself enough not to be there.

As for me, both baby! I find the walks and build them myself. I probably put some barb wire on top of them too. I am not smart and love a pity party. This needs to change now!

xoxo


Catepillar on 07/13/2009:
Thank you for the welcome. I am finding that Overeaters Anonymous is a great place for compulsive overeaters like myself, food addicts (like myself) and a myriad of other food addictions, even exercise addictions, and everything else that you could imagine. Nobody gets down on you or tells you what to do. It really has helped me the last two days, I'm new to it so can't say very much else about it. I know I like it. Good luck today, we only have one day in front of us, yesterday is gone, tomorrow isn't here. Take care.



Donkey - Friday Jul 10, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 140.5

It has been a difficult week.  Just bad all the way around.  Stress, depression, tension, bloat, weight gain, discouragement.

I am stuck.  I have tried and tried and nothing has worked.  I don't know what else to try. 

I am tired.  I am hungry.  I am sad.

Progress as of today: 39.5 lbs lost so far, only 10.5 lbs to go!

loveray on 07/10/2009:
whats been going on for you? get out of your own head somehow...maybe go buy some flowers and bring them as a surprise to a friend! i love you- hope you are better soon


nenak on 07/12/2009:
seems like a fairly big hole youve dug yourself! try being with others or doing something nice and different, concentrate on other things and find the ladder to get you out of that dark place. good luck



Donkey - Sunday Jul 05, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 138.5

OK, now I know what I weigh, and to be honest, I am surprised that I don't weigh more.  I was half-way expecting to see something around 142.  Then I thought, "Gee, what if the scale says 147.5?" 

So this is ok.  And I'm wondering if I am starting another "hit" to my metabolism.  Every 5 years or so, starting around 20, 21, 22 -- a woman's metabolism slows down and everything "shifts" a bit.  I doubted the person who told me this initially, but over the years, I have come to realize that she was right.

(This bit of wisdom spoken by my very first Exercise Buddy.)

And now that I am approaching 39 this month, it seems as though this is what might be happening to my body.  130 seems **impossible** to reach at this point.

But it's not.  At least I don't think so.  I'm not giving up.  But I will say that with this "shift" in body has come a "shift" in perspective.  I'm not so hung up on the number on the scale.  I'm much more focused on athletic pursuits.  Not that I'm indifferent to the number or that I wouldn't L-O-V-E to be at a lower weight. 

It's just now I can see that it's just a number.  It won't bring me love or acceptance or self-confidence or anything like that.  It's me, as I am right now, just less.

Anyway, my point is this:  If what you're doing isn't working, be patient.  If it's still not working, then it's time to try a new approach. 

Progress as of today: 41.5 lbs lost so far, only 8.5 lbs to go!

grumpy on 07/05/2009:
haha i will! thanks for looking that up. i also dont think i am small frame, i mean look at that a** hahahahaha! thats was just curiosity though, I plan on doing exactly what you said, get to my goal, maintain for a while, reevaluate. I am pretty sure I will be very happy when I get to 150. Now at 174 already feels so much better! A year and a half ago (and some other times in my life) I was at 200, so this is great already and now that i see my work paying off, i get calmer and feel better. btw, ill be in chicago on july 18-20. Im going to Pitchfork Music Festival! How are you Donkey? I read your entry below. I feel a lot of pain at times too and then they disappear. I was devastated for the last 3 weeks and I feel so much different now. And I don't even have a loving husband wanting to help me feel better. You offer such strong support, sane advice for all of you, you should treat yourself as you treat us. You fall, you pick yourself back up. You have a family that loves you, embrace it and the rest has to come into place. love xoxo.


grumpy on 07/05/2009:
Totally agree with your point there. BTW, if your scale says 147,5, send it to me. hahaha xoxo


biscottibody59 on 07/06/2009:
Hang in there--I hope you have a good week!


nenak on 07/06/2009:
have a great week


thinnside40 on 07/08/2009:
I like reading your "acceptance" of where your at for the moment, but knowing that reaching for a goal the right way/speed is something you can work towards.... Good Job!


CritterMom on 07/09/2009:
I agree. It's not the actual number that counts. It's how you feel and what you are able to do that you couldn't do before...and striving to improve on both.



Donkey - Saturday Jul 04, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 138.0

I have no idea what I currently weigh.  I guess I'm sticking my head in an oat bag and hiding from reality.  Most of my days are sorrowful.  You would try to hide too.

I was doing well, until most recently.  Both Thursday and Friday did not end well, foodwise.  Thursday, I let it slide, but last night I finally had to admit that I was self-medicating with food.

My husband says, "What can I do to fix this?  What can I do to help you feel better?"  But truth be told, nothing can be done.  The past can't be changed or fixed or erased. There's just too much pain.

I'm glad I have had this opportunity to say that. Thank you, Diet Diaries.

Progress as of today: 42 lbs lost so far, only 8 lbs to go!

MoodyMe on 07/04/2009:
Awwww Sweet Donkey~reaching thru this screen and giving you a big hug~keep your chin up hon~God bless...


evaopala on 07/05/2009:
Ive made some terrible food choices these past few days, and I felt horrible! But it passes, I promise you. Keep your mind focused on what your really trying to achieve and why your doing it. Make sure its for you and for YOU only!! It shouldn't be because of somebody else wanting you to be a particular way. You've come so so far already! The homestretch, don't stop now.


nenak on 07/05/2009:
sending positive, happy thoughts your way x x


Horn_Of_Plenty on 07/05/2009:
at least your husband is wanting to help? so sorry you feel this way, again. it had sounded to me as if you were feeling better just recently, too. if there a major even coming up that is stressing you?

don't hide. the more you hide, the worse your eating/binging will get.



Donkey - Monday Jun 29, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 138.0

My weight shot up today.  Feeling very bloated.  So hopefully this will pass.

I started running again today.  It was either that or sink deeper into depression, and I didn't like the thoughts I was starting to have.  So I went for a run.  It was good, but my lower back hurt.  It is very windy here today, which makes it hard to run, too.  I would have rather have run in the morning, but due to my 9yr old's social calendar, I had to put it off until the afternoon.

On the happy side, 7 days binge free!  And I'm in the 3rd? 4th? week of weight training, with visible improvement in my arms & chest, perhaps abs, too, if I didn't have loose skin from having had 2 huge babies a decade+ ago.

Progress as of today: 42 lbs lost so far, only 8 lbs to go!

grumpy on 06/29/2009:
Thanks for the suggestions. I am actually on Match.com. but not a lot of luck there. I think I am not too much of a mainstream girl, so i find it hard to meet a mainstream guy and still be excited about it. So Match is like anywhere else, most people dont have a lot in common with me. Activities is a good idea. I will think of something. I thought of photography classes or improv classes. Should be fun. I am joining my company's gym, it's cheaper and better than other gyms and there's a bunch of girls going at lunch which can help me start going more often. I will def give it a few months to see if JC is working. I think it will. I am not too worries about the money, because honestly I end up spending less than I would normally if i was going to eat out every weekend and even lunch at the cafeteria plus the other meals. Plus I live alone so I don't have to buy food for anyone else. We;ll see, my dear.. xo


grumpy on 06/29/2009:
7 days binge free is great! Congrats. Why did you stop running? And watch out for your lower back, you don't wanna injure yourself


Horn_Of_Plenty on 06/29/2009:
sooooo happy you are doing better you have no idea! i am thankful you are still on here and also thankful for your comments. lol, it's really nice to know you enjoy reading my diary. i insist that the positivity you are begun to read is not over and i am serious in my efforts to better myself in all aspects this time around. i will not settle to let days pass without being a success anymore. :) and i am so glad to read you are doing the same. i have not reinstated weight training in my regimen. probably will not till i have lost some significant weight. like, for instance, perhaps septemer. i don't really have time for it right now, i figure pushups, backwork, and abs are enough. when i finish school i'd have much more time. but it may not work till next summer if i feel i cannot balance it with studying and the cardio i enjoy in the semptember/the fall.

i know i'm babbling to you...i don't think you'll mind lol.

i don't know...congrats on your binge free days. something that helps me not binge is not always eating too little...like, i know it may NOT be feasible for me to have many 1200 cal days in a row and i don't aim that low. but, if it works out that way, great. if it doesn't, i've just been happy for it to work out to whatever "low" number i can. i am trying to be happy with my efforts and not be too judgemental or harsh with myself. that's not a life i want to live - to degrade, punish, harrass myself. it's not good. and i know you agree.

so i'm working at it, slowly but surely.


nenak on 06/30/2009:
youve come along long way! ehat is your secret to binge free days? I always struggle with binges especially at weekends after a fab week! but your weight loss is fabulous! well done!


h82bfat on 07/01/2009:
You were right. I had to just ease off the exercise for awhile (had no choice really) and I've been focussing on what I've been eating more. I actually changed an old recipe around - got rid of the spaghetti & used WW rotini & replaced the hamburger with turkey burger & everyone liked it. My husband has been a big oponent to the WW switch, but he liked this recipe so I may be on my road to making a permanent change.

I really push myself when I exercise and at my current weight, that is a problem becus this body just can't handle it. Part of it is that when I'm exercising - I'm in control, you know? Anyway - gotta work up to, got to accept I can't do it all overnight.

Hope you're having a good week!



Donkey - Saturday Jun 27, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 135.0

My current weight is approximate.  This is what I weighed on Friday morning, after not eating enough (or my usual amount) on Thursday.  So perhaps my weight is up a little.

Like biscottibody, I most recently had a reality check with my scale.  After a "lost weekend" of eating chips and salsa -- which are NOT my favorite foods at all (I'm more of an ice cream or chocolate or sweets person) -- my scale reported to me that I weighed 140.5.  And this was after a day of getting back on track.  So I am guessing that my weight reached even higher numbers after the weekend.

But a week of getting back on track has brought me back to the very edge of maintenance range.  I've readjusted my progress bar, because I think I should give myself credit for all that I have accomplished in this journey.

So let me begin this entry with an update of where this month has taken me:

1.  I won the cardio contest at the gym with 7950 minutes of cardio exercise in 60 days.  First prize was a free 6-month gym membership!

I did not lose any weight during this contest.  The carb cravings at the beginning and end were awful.  The pains that I was feeling at the beginning of the contest (foot, knee, hip, back) eventually cleared up, with the exception of my back, which is a long-standing injury and will rear its ugly head now and then regardless of exercise.

So I am happy to report that I am injury free!

2.  I recently ended therapy.  According to the therapist, I was pretty much done, but then at the last session, he said I didn't have to quit if I felt there was more to work on.  WTF?  First you tell me, done.  Then you say, maybe not?  No, no more.  After 2 weeks of crying and feeling lost, while coming to terms with "this is as good as I'm going to get", then he pulls this trick out the hat?

No, no more back and forth.  I think I need to live my life and accept my New Reality (as Elizabeth Edwards calls it in her book, "Resilience" -- which I highly recommend if you are trying to overcome a life-changing tragic event in your life).

All the therapy in the world isn't going to change things.  And no, I haven't forgiven myself for what has happened, but I don't know that I ever could.  And I have to live with that.  That is my New Reality.

Enough of that.

3.  I have not yet resumed running, due to the awful heat and humidity in the Chicago area.  However, I do plan to do so soon.   A new challenge.  And cathartic as well.  Nothing cleanses the soul more than running.

4.  I have resumed my focus on weight training now that my time at the gym is mine and not the contest's.  I can definitely feel (and see) changes in my arms.  I do not see changes in my "fat donkey" or my "tree trunk legs", but perhaps I can no longer be objective about them.  I know that running will help with their appearance, assuming I could ever see them realistically.

5. I have not made any progress on job hunting or returning to school.  I have done quite a few volunteer activities though, which has helped me somewhat, although I still feel as though I am part of the Living Dead.  Not really alive, but just going through the motions of life until my physical being catches up with my inner self.

No, I said enough of that, now.

One thing I have learned is that this is truly a journey.  And when bad things happen, it simply means that we are meant to take a different path in life at that time.  I have also learned that for myself, I don't learn so much from the successes in life, but more so with the failures.  I think it is the failures that guide my path more than anything else.

I have wanted to resume my writing here on DD on a more regular basis, but just didn't get to that point, but now I think I am ready to utlize this site more, and see where the rest of the year takes me.  Then I will re-evaluate again.  I am wondering if perhaps this year will mark the end of my weight loss and that again, I need to accept my weight for what it is.  Just as I need to do for so many other things in my life.  Accept.

Progress as of today: 45 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

grumpy on 06/27/2009:
I would say yes and I have been thinking about it for a long time now. It's less in the past than you think. I still have to get over him. There were lots of things that were great for me and made me happy in being with him, BUT overall it wasnt working and i just put up with it that long because of my feeling half-worthy. So yes, absolutely. I am looking fwd to feeling better about myself and finding someone else with whom it is worthy and who loves me and respects me, not in a twisted way. I have to go back to reading your entry, I need to leave now. Will comment more soon. xo


biscottibody59 on 06/27/2009:
Ya' know I could accept (at most) 150 for the rest of my life assuming I get back to that. To be honest I feel better about achieving it and keeping it this time.

You "sound" so good in this entry--thanks for the heads up on the book--I'll add it to my list! I saw/heard her interviewed and I wasn't too hep'd up to read it, but I always appreciate a well-written thoughtful book!

That old saying "time heals all wounds" is such crap on some level. Time and work and thought and distraction begins to heal some wounds--that's what my experience might say! We can be sooo very hard on ourselves and at some point we have to find a way to let up!

Have a good Saturday!


loveray on 06/28/2009:
life and health are truly a journey- nothing is ever set in stone. what a spiritual awakening! xo


nenak on 06/29/2009:
sounds good to me!!!!



Donkey - Wednesday May 27, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 134.5

I thought I would just check in before the month ends.  I check in daily, but I have felt uninspired to write anything with relation to weight loss.  I guess, maybe because I haven't really lost anything.  I've struggled to stay away from the 140 mark, as a matter of fact.

But I have noticed that now that the weather has turned warmer that I am not eating as much.  It's just easier to restrict calories in the warmer weather.  I wonder if my ED is seasonal, like SAD.

I am winning the cardio contest at the gym, but I felt like I have sold my soul to the devil for 2 months.  It was very, very painful at the beginning.  My foot hurt, my knee hurt, then I started having hip problems....  But believe it or not, after 2 (or 3?) weeks of pain, I started becoming resistant to the pain.  And now I'm feeling nearly injury free.

And I can do 3 hours of cardio (at a lower intensity) and feel like I could go another hour if I wasn't hungry and stinky.

One thing that this contest made me realize is that I have been overtraining my body for nearly 2 years, if not more.  I really need to tone it down and use my heart rate as a good indication as to whether I am doing effective cardio or working too hard.  Exercise should not be punitive.

So once June gets here -- or maybe after the contest is over (june 15th), I plan to cut back on the cardio and pump up the weight training and maintain the nutrition.

I don't want another summer like I had last year.  OK, that's a lie.  I would *love* to be 116, but it's not healthy for me to be there.  So I tell myself these lies so I don't go insane....

Progress as of today: 0.5 lbs lost so far, only 4.5 lbs to go!

grumpy on 05/28/2009:
It's only a lie if you want it to be, girl. You know it's not healthy and with all this workouts, you KNOW you have to be looking healthy and great! I am glad you don't 'want to' go back there. Good to see you back here. I have been away for a while myself, but i am slowly getting back into it. I changed my ticker also to have my starting weight on what i am at now. having the starting weight at 202 and the 30 lbs lost yellow bar was kind of a lie to me, or permitted me to settle. I haven't really lost weight in a year (los a few pounds here, gained there), so it's time. xoxo


omahagrl on 05/28/2009:
You do what makes Donkey happy but keeps her healthy!


Horn_Of_Plenty on 05/29/2009:
i really liked this entry. thanks for coming by and posting one for us to read. :) you are focussed and clear headed. keep up the great work!...


thinnside40 on 06/02/2009:
Here is to a HEALTHY & wonderful June!........

Your ED is "eating disorder" I know... But, at first all I could think about was Viagra commercials..

Happy days!!!!!


CritterMom on 06/15/2009:
Just make sure you're getting enough protein to support your lean muscle mass. No, exercise should NOT be punitive. It should be in moderation. Try getting out of the gym and just enjoy a walk in the fresh air. Look at the things around you and find the beauty in them. RELAX a little, would ya? :)


grumpy on 06/23/2009:
I agree and thanks for the advice. I am okay and pretty sane about knowing I wont lose real weight in 4 days! haha. And I do understand also that it may take the body longer, etc. It just bothered me since this is the first time this has happened to me. But that doesnt mean it cant happen just because it hasnt before. So I'll stick to it and I totally agree on renewing the motivation! Hope you're well. xo


Horn_Of_Plenty on 06/23/2009:
how are you doing?? i miss your more frequent entries. and i miss being able to frequently comment on everyone's diary, everyday. been too busy for that...

you MUST have built some nice muscle, with all that cardio! do you do 3 hours at once? if so, you really SHOULD have like a vitamin water sipping on and off starting 30-45 minutes into your cardio exercise. you will DEFINITLY be able to do more. even drinking water, since i don't do usually over an hour of exercise, helps me do MUCH better with cardio than without.

i want the weight to come off faster, i'm so impatient. i see skinny girls and say, "why don't i just not eat these snacks??" but then i know it'll lead to a binge. so i'm trying to eat the snacks and eat sorta balanced, but more carbs, bc that is what helps with exercise and energy etc.


biscottibody59 on 06/24/2009:
Hey there--keep on keepin' on--I look forward to an update!



Donkey - Tuesday May 05, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 137.0

So the numbers are starting to come down again, slowly....

Tonight the kids have a music concert at the school, and I am really dreading it.  For reasons I'm not going to go into here, I have a lot of trouble with large groups of children.  I also have a VERY hard time doing anything with the school district.

So I"m not sure if it's being around children or if it's being in the school that is bothering me.

But I started feeling kinda binge-y there.  Had my dessert (almonds) before dinner.  And then started thinking about diving into the peanut butter.

But I did not.  I had dinner instead.  And now I"m having a cup of coffee and reading Horn of Plenty's diary.  I think it's a good thing I do not have access to the ice cream.

Having said this about having problems with children and the school district, I have decided to **challenge** myself next school year by becoming a member of the PTA.  My goal is to go to the monthly meetings.  This is definitely stepping out of my comfort zone, but it's something I want to try to do.

Gotta keep challenging myself, even in these small, insignificant ways.

 

Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 7 lbs to go!

MoodyMe on 05/05/2009:
Even tho you are not looking forward to it~I hope you enjoy the concert~


thinnside40 on 05/05/2009:
I dread those types of things too... After I get there I'm glad I went (sometimes just a little,but have to admit it)

Here is to a much better May than April was... :-)


nenak on 05/06/2009:
i am a governer at my sons school and I had to have my arm twisted to join but once i got there it turned into a really good night! enjoy!


Horn_Of_Plenty on 05/07/2009:
listen, don't go overboard doing things you won't like...

try not to let the little kids bother you donkey...it's not worth your while.



Donkey - Friday May 01, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 140.5

Thought I'd check in for the beginning of a new month.  I see the last time I was here, I weighed around 135.  Ouch. 

April was a very difficult month.  Painful. 

I'm determined to see things from a glass-half-full point-of-view this month though.

Progress as of today: -5.5 lbs lost so far, only 10.5 lbs to go!

Horn_Of_Plenty on 05/01/2009:
hi. i had a strong feeling that i was going to read something like this on your entry. i am in your "sinking" (but let's turn it around right now!) boat right now. you have no idea. painful doesn't even start to describe it. i never knew that life can be so cruel at times.

i say let's try to ignore some of the stupidity out there. let's realize that nobody's perfect and feel sorry for those people that get you down and upset you.

i tried the half full deal this afternoon. i exercised at the park, got pretty wet from the rain that all of a sudden came down at mile 2.5, drove home, went to the GYM and exercised on the elliptical for 30 minutes with wet pants in the front only thankfully and keeping my sweatshrit on. i had to do it, for me. it felt good.

keep going. don't stop. for when you do, it is VERY hard to go back. we all want to succeed....and you know what, we are succeeding. even if you don't see it, you are. you definitely did all these past few months. sometimes we are at a hault, and bridge we must pass which is difficult. we cannot always continue to improve without some stones in the road. let the stones make you stronger. i am speaking positively to help you realize there is a rainbow beyond this storm. trust me, i'm there with you all the way. the students i'm in class with this year and unlike anyone i've ever went to school with in the past. and i guess the goal is just to get though it. deal with the punches. life is not always what we expect. it is tough. :(


nenak on 05/02/2009:
you done it once you can do it again!


WI_HashiHypo on 05/02/2009:
I'm sorry you had a painful month :( that sucks. Here's to a new month and a new opportunity. (((hug)))


MoodyMe on 05/04/2009:
Donkeeeeeeeeeey!!! So sorry to hear that your month was a rough one, but am very glad that you checked in with us!! Wishing you a wonderful wonderful May~huggz!



Donkey - Sunday Apr 05, 2009
(Calorie Counting & Exercise)
Weight: 135.5

I didn't want to leave my diary on a low note, so I thought I would post today, since I am feeling much more optimistic and hopeful.  And I am grateful because I truly believed that I was headed towards a very, very deep depression (again). 

I think this shows that I've become more resillient.  I have my husband's support to thank for that, this time around.

My gym is starting up a cardio challenge after Easter, and I have signed up.  So as far as this weight loss journey is concerned, I will be focusing 90% of my efforts on cardio -- hey, first prize is a free gym membership!

This is exactly what I needed, because nothing gives me a can-do feeling more than cardio (although lately, weight training has been stepping up to the plate).  After the gym challenge is over, I plan to return to weight training.  In fact, I may pare down my cardio WAY DOWN and really pump up the weight training.

But I'll cross that bridge when I get to it!  Here's to a great weekend!

Progress as of today: -0.5 lbs lost so far, only 5.5 lbs to go!

thinnside40 on 04/05/2009:
Crossing bridges before we reach them doesn't do us any good, cause they aren't there yet.... Taking 1 day & step @ a time is wisest and set aside the "what if's" of tomorrow......

Best & happy thoughts sent your direction Donkey.... I truely mean that, as I hate to see anyone suffer or have difficulties when they are trying so hard to be on top of their game....

Good Day!


loveray on 04/06/2009:
awesome! you totally turned around your attitude. you are welcome for dinner any time!! xo


WI_HashiHypo on 04/06/2009:
How nice to have a challenge that you enjoy! I hope you win!! That would be really cool =)

I had popcorn the other day, but it was dry air popped stuff, I put some spray butter on it, at least the salt stuck to it LOL.

I hope your plans are a little clearer now and you are feeling stronger. I know it goes back and forth.

I hope you had a fantastic day today.


legcramps on 04/07/2009:
Have a good week!


starfish on 04/07/2009:
HI there :-) Good luck on your challenge! I'm glad you are pulling out of depression. I have been in a similar spot lately.


MoodyMe on 04/07/2009:
DONNNNNNNNKEY!!!! HIHI U!!!

I am glad that you have pulled yourself up outta your funk~I HATE funks..really, I know how you feel..and I HATE knowing Im in a funk and wanting to climb out of it..Sometimes I succeed and sometimes I succumb..I'm glad you Succeeded!!!! Yay!!!!

And good luck on the Easter challenge at the gym!! I love that idea~and I bet you will kick some major ass!!! Keep us posted!! HUGZZZ!!!!



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