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Horn_Of_Plenty - Saturday Jun 07, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

The day was not totally destroyed. i went on a 1.5 hour stroll. ate a quart of pickles (way too much sodium).

Total calories: 2250

Big breakfast. I felt very hungry as well as bingy upon waking up probably due to the large dinner I had.

7am B: peach, 2 cups fiber one, milk, cinnamon, cc: 440.

10am S: too many carbs: 2 peaches, 2 light activia yoguts: 220

11:15am L: tuna, bbq sauce, lettuce, tomatoes 175 apple 130, 11 chocolate milanos 1020 total, not in the mood to eat light today...3 servings chips 500 and i really want a burrito.

2180...

definitely need to rent a movie or two to keep my mind off food later.

goals for the rest of the day: eating: minimal. i will take today off from most exercise unless i feel inclined for a short walk. perhaps return the clothes that don't fit my grandma.

goals for tomorrow: 1200 cal. be successful. don't give in at the drop of a hat. lose the weight and don't stay stagnant. yoga in am. walk in pm.

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

rlovell on 06/07/2008:
morning! see my comment below, too. fortunately, i have a couple guy friends with trucks, some great girls who offered to help me pack and i have movers coming tomorrow morning to move the "big stuff"...i will post some pix of the new place when i have a chance. xoxo


jon'smom on 06/07/2008:
Hang in there. The day has just begun and you can do this. Take care! Great food choices, by the way.


selina on 06/07/2008:
your chocolate milanos are like my dates.... let's enjoy them but not all the time, though.


Soon2BThin on 06/07/2008:
Well, you're not alone. I did my 3 mile walk and then rewarded myself with breakfast from the drive-thru at McD's. Yum! But I will try to eat right the rest of the day. I think you deserve a day off anyway! Have a good one!


maria777 on 06/07/2008:
I admire you SO MUCH for buying clothes for your Grandma. I loved my Grandma VERY MUCH but you know what? I don't remember EVER buying her anything. She was always there for me and was such a wonderful person. You are a FANTASTIC Grandaughter!!!

You know what, Horn? I don't think the hours of walking yesterday helped the scale any this morning...it was still at 152. So...I'm still 'sailing' to Island 151...oh well. That's the way it goes sometimes, huh?

Hope you have a real good evening! Big smile to ya!


legcramps on 06/07/2008:
Hey HoP,

I read yesterday's entry and I can SO relate to things in the workplace getting you down. My workplace gets so tense sometimes and I have to remember that it doesn't involve me and I need to do what's best for me - in which I end up ignoring their behaviours and continuing on with my day as cheerfully as possible. Sometimes it doesn't work as well as it is written though, and that's frustrating. I hope things get better for you!!!


thinnsidenotout on 06/07/2008:
Have a great weekend!


madreof6 on 06/07/2008:
smiles have a great weekend


shadetree on 06/08/2008:
Glad you got out and walked yesterday! A quart of pickles, huh? Don't be surprised if all that sodium has you retaining a bit...Drink that water to flush it out! Hope you have a great sunday!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Friday Jun 06, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

Breakfast: strawberries, cereal, milk: 230.

snack: fruit salad in faculty room 100

snack: cc 120

lunch: yogurts, cc: 270

snack: cereal/milk. 230

snack: peach 40

dinner: I will NOT call dinner a binge. instead, i will say I splurged on dinner. Soup, salad, dressing, 2 cups strawberries: 400, followed by: 2 tbls pb, 2 servings of ritz crackers (an extra 350 cal) total 750.

total 1740. I will say that I do not mind this calorie count for today mainly due to the awesome exercise i did.

i know i walked more than five miles. I am not sure exactly what my mileage is, but i'm hoping it's between 6.5 and 7. :) probably closer 6.5...I hope it's this much!!!

so, I probably burned at least 2200 cals today. hopefully.

My goal is to have calorie counts in the 1500s during the weekend - and not more.

in terms of yoga, my plan is to go on Sunday morning and probably not tomorrow morning especially bc its 10pm now and i just finished dinner. i'm full.

if there is a happy hour, i don't plan on attending after work. mainly, i will not be seeing ANY of my coworkers next year and I would rather exercise than have to sit around while people drink.

i spoke to a friend last night and she helped me realize how important it is NOT to let the actions of others in the workplace affect me so much. It'll only make it harder for me and who wants that!? so i have next week, then i might have jury duty the week after, and then it's the last week of school! 3 more weeks!

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

maria777 on 06/06/2008:
Good on the exercising! YAYYY!!! Hope you have a good day, Horn of Plenty!


rlovell on 06/06/2008:
happy friday!!! yay.


Beth201P on 06/06/2008:
Enjoy your exercise. Have a wonderful weekend. ((hugs))


selina on 06/06/2008:
You must looking forwrd to the vacation. i hope you are planning something fun! my daughter has vacation in 3 weeks as well. she is going to take sailing lessons.


thinnsidenotout on 06/06/2008:
Have a wonderful Weekend... Doing Good!


mmuraro on 06/06/2008:
arent you a fan of cereal and milk just like me? hahaha. i would have it in every meal if i could. xoxo.


maria777 on 06/06/2008:
You're right (what you said to my entry)! We both walked for miles and so our 'little' 1700 calories was probably more like 1000 or less, after subtracting the calories we used, hehehe! Glad you pointed that out, hehehe! Have a FANTASTIC nite!


WI3 on 06/06/2008:
It seems like just yesterday you were starting school! YAY for summer vacation! Have a great evening!


rlovell on 06/07/2008:
most of my salads during the week are, unfortunately, from restaurants. luckily i work for a company in which i can pretty much control the menus and they can be fairly healthy if i want them to be. i am always able to find grilled protein and steamed or salad veggies on most menus. portion control is hard for me too- i like volume eating since i am a binge-er by nature...when i make my own salads i really try to just cut everything methodically and slowly-enjoying the art of it. try not to pop things in my mouth while standing because that is a huge trigger for me. sometimes if i am making a meal at home, i try to eat an apple, yogurt, or a handful of nuts first if i am preparing something that will take a long time. salads are a sure bet though and that is the ONLY way during the week that i would get some semblance of all of my veggies. hope you have a great weekend!! xoxo ps- what are your salad tips? any other toppings you add?



Horn_Of_Plenty - Thursday Jun 05, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

Early AM snack: peach 40 LOTS of tea.

Breakfast: fiber one, 1 cup milk low cal: 170. :)

snack: CC 120

lunch: yogurts, cc: 280 :)...and some honeydew 50 left in the faculty room! why not!?

total so far: 660

snack: apple and large cereal: 370

total so far: 1030.

dinner: bowl minestrone soup, salad, dressing, marinated peppers 350

total 1380...little high but overall a good day

i am officially going to win the DD award for most complaints! I am so sick of teachers who regard Teaching Assistants as being INVISIBLE. today i'm in the faculty room and a teacher i work with ALL the time came in. He said hello to the nurse and ignored me completely, as usual. I just though it was so obnoxious. If you say hello to one, don't you usually acknowledge the others. boy do some of these teachers (not all of them of course) need a MAJOR wake up call. I may say things or outwardly say hello to those who never really even look at me when they pass. that's really why i don't say hello either - these certain teachers even make it more obvious by turning their heads down or like walking the manhattan streets, making believe they've never even seen you before. what a disgrace...it gets to me now and again.

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

glycrina on 06/05/2008:
Re: eating more veggies: I love veggies too! I am definitely eating more veggies than I used HOWEVER since I started going my wholistic counselor, I noticed that I felt guilty about eating veggies that weren't organic, un-microwaved and grown locally. I get so discouraged that I freak out and head for processed foods likes chips and guacamole (LOL). I know that it is not perfection but progress, right?

People are so RUDE! Imagining having to pretend you don't see someone just to get out of saying "hello" . . . that is sad and pathetic.


thinnsidenotout on 06/05/2008:
Well, it is their loss to not get a smile or just a head nod in a simple gesture...Society has gotten to where they are too busy being busy and to heck with everybody else who can't do something for them.....

Have a wonderful evening!


maria777 on 06/05/2008:
People are only big in their own eyes...And certainly people should not be valued according to their worldly positions they hold or don't hold, however in this world, that IS the way it IS sometimes with some people...not saying it was that way with that person who you felt ignored you...only the Lord knows...we have to be very careful to not judge anyone...but just know that you are a very valuable person regardless of what position you hold or don't hold. (Which I know you do!)

Menu is looking good, including dinner! Have a nice evening!


alexis6100 on 06/05/2008:
A lot of people like to hold onto self-made, meaningless hierarchies. They can only feel good about themselves if they see themselves as above someone else. It's so silly.


rlovell on 06/05/2008:
im sorry that someone did not notice the wonderful person you are...but i do! nice work on avoiding the bingeing and incorporating more variety. xoxo


rlovell on 06/05/2008:
ps- i went on a client lunch to a little trattoria and they had the swordfish as an appetizer. it was that or pasta/pizza so i asked for a side salad ;)


selina on 06/06/2008:
Sorry you had to put up with rudeness. it's allright to complain if it helps you afterwards - we are all ears. Your food looks great, I love melon. have a good day!


selina on 06/06/2008:
hey, thanks for the explanation as to how you calculate your walking mileage. lucky you paths are marked. nothing like that around here....



Horn_Of_Plenty - Wednesday Jun 04, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

Thursday AM entry:

I woke up an hour early today! AND, I didn't even go to bed early. But, the only exercise I did end up doing was walking at the mall so my body might have had some leftover energy to use from yesterday! Not a bad thing I suppose.

Early AM snack: peach 40 LOTS of tea.

Breakfast: fiber one, 1 cup milk low cal: 170. :)

snack: CC 120

lunch: yogurts, cc: 280 :)

snack: i'm thinking a fruit and cereal or something along those lines.

dinner: i'm thinking brown rice, tofu, veggies, dressing, fruit.

Wednesday entry:

I have an interesting plan for this afternoon. I'm going to go to the mall that I would NEVER run into anyone at instead of the other mall so that i can dress in workout clothes. i need to get the clothes i promised for my grandma and then i will go workout for a little at the gym.

Thank you to all of you for rooting for me despite not being perfect!!! Like all women should learn, perfection doesn't exist!

Today may not be a 5 star day but I have managed to pull through. I had a binge during breakfast...

Breakfast: watermelon, oatmeal with some added fiber one on top, peanut butter sandwich, extra 4 tablespoons pb, cup raspberries, and haha, not a breakfast food: 2 marinated and grilled yellow peppers. haha, they were in the fridge from a bbq. don't ask! i'll eat anything when i binge. it totaled around 1200.

snack: cc (even though i didn't want it bc of my full stomach, i could tell my blood sugar would get too low if i didn't).

lunch: yogurts/cc: 270

snack: a bad choice, diet Monster drink: 20

cereal: 150

1710...

dinner: 2 cucumbers with light dressing, chicken filet, lg. apple, tea. 330

total: 2040. alright based on what i had for breakfast!

ok. moving on tomorrow forgetting about today.

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

maria777 on 06/04/2008:
Just have something 'lite' for dinner and let it go.

Your walking at the mall and looking in stores to buy clothes for your Grandma (how sweet!!!) will work off some of those binge calories.

YOU CAN DO IT!!!

You'll probably come out 'even' for today after all you are going to do with the shopping and working out at the gym.

Have a good evening!


thinnsidenotout on 06/04/2008:
I did at first dread the scale like the graphic I posted, but didn't want to spend the time to look for another picture.....

Forget about today.....Check in on ya tomorrow... : - )


alexis6100 on 06/04/2008:
I think it's really admirable that you were able to get things under control after a minor binge. For a lot of people it would have turned into an all day binge.


WI3 on 06/04/2008:
Going to the mall in workout clothes takes a lot of guts! Good for you! Yay!


Soon2BThin on 06/04/2008:
It sounds like you're having a good day in spite of the little binge. BTW, what is "cc"? Sorry if I'm a dunce.


maria777 on 06/04/2008:
Wonderful dinner!


Beth201P on 06/04/2008:
Hope you had a nice time at the mall. Thanks for pointing out my boo boo. lol Sometimes what I type is not what my brain is saying. LOL Have a great nite. (Hugs)


thinnsidenotout on 06/05/2008:
Happy Thursday.....STAY ON TRACK!..... RooooootRoooooootRooooootin for ya!


mmuraro on 06/05/2008:
See, when I read about you saying that about mall in work out clothes, I wonder why. You're at 129 and you're young, I am sure you have a cute little figure, so i dont understand why not going to the mall in work out clothes. I go anywhere, I even go to brunch in workout clothes on sundays with my friends after we take belly dance classes. We need to stop caring about what others will think. And in this case, they will only think "oh she's working out, she's being good, i wish i was too". That's what i think when i see a cute girl in workout clothes at the mall. xoxo


Beth201P on 06/05/2008:
You enjoy your day!!! (hug)



Horn_Of_Plenty - Tuesday Jun 03, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

I hate doing averages of multiple days because that means i have been binging and that i'm just trying to make the average of a few days acceptable before beginning again on a diet. But i had to because of Saturday. So, the average of these past 4 days is approx. 2070. I think that now I can finally continue on my weight loss journal after working through this first half the week. :) I'm ready!

B: strawberries, cereal, milk: 220

S: cc 110

lunch: yogurts, cc: 270

snack: large apple, cereal/milk: 280

snack: peach

dinner: amy's tofu rice and veggies, 8 ounces cooked mushrooms, cherry tomatoes, one whole cucumber, and 1/2 cup watermelon. i ate past full because the amy's meal was too good to waste and i didn't want to save or throw it away. still a low calorie meal. 400

total: a good 1320. very little exercise though. just 1.5 miles. maybe i'll lift weights or something later but i can't guarantee that!

its been a good day, but i am still lethargic. i cannot dream of not walking my 6 mi walk today! i will go soon - or maybe i'll just go to my other favorite park to walk AND bike! :) before i go, i need to clean up around here and also iron all my pants. i keep having to iron each pair every morning as i wear them because i haven't done them all at once which would make mornings a little less complicated! :)

as this year progressed, i noticed a DEFINITE DECREASE in arm muscle mass. some of it i have lost and with the wait gain, i have increased the amount of fat on my arms. I don't ever want to have issues with my arms since i never really had issues before. i am looking to start lifting weights, just small weights, while watching tv at night! uh huh, that's my plan hehe. just arm weights. i used to do weight workouts 2-3 days a week but stopped last year so that's a major why my arm muscle decreased. i used weights for my lower body, too, but i'm not interested in doing that right now.

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

Donkey on 06/03/2008:
Listen, you want to change your arms? Do push-ups every night. Modified (girl-style), boy-style, incline, decline, whatever. I did this for one month as a challenge to myself. I had to do at least 2 sets of 15. And I usually did more than that. Let me tell ya, by the end of the month, my arms were looking mighty good, if I do say so myself.


selina on 06/03/2008:
how do you figure out your walking mileage? good luck with your arm muscle building!


maria777 on 06/03/2008:
Your menu is looking good...That is a good plan with the weights workout. Have a nice day and hope you feel better.


rlovell on 06/03/2008:
yoga is so great for your whole body- always helpful...menu is good, but you might be lethargic from all of the dairy and sugar and no real grains or veggies. maybe alternate with some whole grains (quinoa, oatbran, 5-grain cereal with b vitamins), tofu, veggie patties, chicken or fish- some steamed or raw veggies. always give me a LOT of energy. love you


thinnsidenotout on 06/03/2008:
Have a wonderful Evening and hope you get in a walk of somesort... Use the weights and swing your arms when you walk or carry a water bottle in each hand, also swinging your arms... Pump! Pump! Pump!.....


Soon2BThin on 06/03/2008:
Thanks for all your comments to me. I wish I could do some arm exercises. I used to do them all the time and my arms were a lot better. Now I have a lot of shoulder pain so I don't do them anymore. I try to swim in the pool but that makes my shoulder hurt too. I hope you have a nice walk. Guess I'd better go do some too. Have a great Wednesday!


thinnsidenotout on 06/03/2008:
Nope Nope Nope...Only medical field for me is Pharmacy. Even then , when I did work in that field (8 years)...If I saw someone bandaged ot in pain...I had to sit... The thought of ANYBODY in pain, just sets me off...Sometimes that changes with having children, but most of the time I am weak kneed... I can get through the treatment in an emergency situation, but after it is all said and done the let down sets in...Get me a gurney! : - )


balloonlady on 06/03/2008:
weight training is great for weight loss,,, I love it...


thinnsidenotout on 06/04/2008:
Bring it on!..... I want to see you make it Horn....I REALLY DO!!!!!!!


legcramps on 06/04/2008:
You and me... we just really can't guarantee much these days, can we?!!! It's funny, but we always seem to be on the same path, good days and bad days seem to come to us at the same time. Other than today, of course, because you're having an awesome one!!! Go Girl!


maria777 on 06/04/2008:
1300 cals sounds REAL, REAL GOOD!!! WTG!!! And your 6 miles walk in the park...YAYYYYYY!!!


selina on 06/04/2008:
I love eating fish: tuna is the canned sort, salmon is fresh from Alaska or Norway. Mostly Norway, because it's closer, I guess. I also love dried cod from Norway. It's great with white beans.... hope you are having a good day!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Monday Jun 02, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

i cannot believe it is already June! where has the time went! My legs are tired but i'm heading out to go on a 6 mi walk. my body needs it. :) it really, really does. :)

breakfast: cereal/strawberries/milk: 260

snack: cc 110

lunch: yogurts, cc: 270

large snack when not really hungry after school: piece of chicken, large apple: 260

dinner: rice, beans, salad, cucumber, dressing, peach 410

total: 1310 :)

total after dinner: i am planning for around 1350 again. 1200 is too low for today i think.

i feel like i am becoming very moody lately...but actually its lasted quite awhile. since not this past weekend, but the weekend before! time to think more positively again! :) at least most of the weight i lost has not been regained with one day of bad eating.

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

rlovell on 06/02/2008:
you know, just remember that feelings come and feelings go! i had a whole week of anxiety and discontent and i am back track for the moment. it is always an ebb and flow in life- the mastery is trying to stick with it whether good or bad! i hope that you have a great night and you are really so powerful. xoxo


maria777 on 06/02/2008:
Looks like you are doing real good!!! YAYYYY!!!

Good on the walking, too! Big smile!


thinnsidenotout on 06/02/2008:
Trying to "be good" through the PMS (pre) PMS (process of) AND PMS (post) ~ We sometimes just don't feel we have a chance at being unmoody do we?... Just know that each time we pass through the B.M. (bad mood) and tighten up our sinches on the reality of what food is intended for (life sustainment), each time after that will be a little bit easier to go through.... It is called a "track record" or "reputation"....Make a good reputation WITH yourself and feel good about it!


WI3 on 06/02/2008:
Congrats on all the great walks and the healthy food choices! When I get healed up, I am going to check on yoga. thanks!


selina on 06/03/2008:
I never liked the idea of alergy shots but this spring was really bad for me. The doctor says that if I take shots for 2 months - once a week - before Christmas, then I'll be in much better shape to face the tree polen (oak, ash, and half dozen other trees that grown prolific in the area) in the spring. I hope he is right. I don't like the idea of taking shots, though.


selina on 06/03/2008:
And I think alergies and weight control do not go together. I tend to eat more to ameliorate the miserable symptoms of allergies. Another reason to take care of my allergies.

have a good day!



Horn_Of_Plenty - Sunday Jun 01, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

although i spent most of the day sitting around and cleaning just a little, i did go for a wonderful 6 mi walk! :)

breakfast cereal,milk,pcc,yogurt: 430

lunch: peach, tomato, teryaki salmon: 240 and cucumber 270

snack: cereal and milk w. cinnamon: 150..and strawberries: 200

dinner: microwave amy's lasagna, yogurt, cucumber with light dressing, small peach 450

total for today: 1350 - very acceptable, especially after yesterday's free for all!

sunday entry:

arg. a little upset about yesterdays binge. i don't think yoga is a great idea today and if i do feel better i'll go to the park for a walk later in the day. I allowed myself to feel stressed out for little reason this weekend.

on Friday, the i got a very unspecific, but detailed enough review of the work I have done this year as an assistant teacher. Basically, I was rated 1 to 4 based on how I performed certain tasks. I mostly got the highest mark, 1, for everything. I got a 2 on two things, one being assisting with lesson plan preparation. The teacher I assist does most of that! duh! or i'd be a teacher. The other 2 i got was on organization. i thought i was fully organized so i'll bring that up with the teacher i assist to see what she means.

then, at the end of the review, there were a few comment sections. one of them was "improvements for next year." well, the principal/teacher that i assist wrote that I should continue to work with kids and follow my desires. lol! That stressed me out bc this whole year i have been preparing to go to radiography school in september. And that's what I am still doing! Of course i still do this job well and sometimes feel like i'm putting on an act (just like everyone does at times in life) to be the best i can be and so the kids enjoy being with me. what else is new.

my whole life i feel like i'm being pushed and pulled into careers and other things i just don't want to do. many times i don't even know what i want to do.

i woke up a little later today which is great. went shopping at the supermarket and had breakfast and now i want some fruit. so i'm having it. have a good day everyone.

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saturday late entry:

not really sure why i binged except i was REALLY tired and my sister was making me more than frustrated as she came home from the city for the night. huh. it's up to me to make good choices. now i'll be behind in my weightloss. i'll make up by continuing to do well starting now.

pm edit: shooot! i binged! i'll list it: started with dinner: tofu and canned soup...then: 4 servings potato chips, pb sandwich, chocolate bar, 2 servings ice cream, chocolate candy, 4 servings ritz crackers, cream cheese, 4 milano cookies, dried fruit. if that's not a binge, i don't know what is. ugh. oh well. tomorrow i must start fresh. oh, piece of gum

total calories today: 4300.

last binge of 4500 was May 13 which was 18 days ago. eesh. I can do better than this!

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

maria777 on 06/01/2008:
I know what it is to binge...I have found in the past that I was easy to binge because of stress or hunger caused from exercising or both. Like you, once I get started, I've had the 'oh well, I've done it so I may as well eat ALL I WANT...

I hope you get to feeling better. You've done your best and it sounds like not only that but you've done a good job!

You're young, so don't feel like you 'have' to continue in a career you may not be wanting to stay with.

Hope you feel better!


thinnsidenotout on 06/01/2008:
Have a wonderful rest of your Sunday afternoon.....

Totally know what you mean by push/pull and in EVERY direction...Today is one of those days!


Beth201P on 06/01/2008:
I know what you mean. When I went to college I wanted to go into travel. My father and step mother talked me into going into Paralegal/Legal Assistant. Well I don't like that kind of work. So I am a degree I don't even use. I am not sure where I want to work. I am hoping to get my job back up at the popcorn plant, but I will just have to see. Most important thing is to follow your dreams. What you want to do, not what others think you should do. Hang in there and you will find that job that is right for you and makes you happy. Have a great evening. ((HUGS))


rlovell on 06/01/2008:
im so sorry that you had a rough time of it on saturday night. we all fall down but the most important thing is that you are picking yourself up by your bootstraps. you will do it again because youre committed to this way of life. congrats on the review from your teacher!! xoxo


thinnsidenotout on 06/01/2008:
Yep! 6 miles is a great distance and makes one feel very good to be bale to do it, getting easier each time..... Today seemed to go by so fast, but probably because I was walking off "steam"....Reilieved the H/A !!!!!! YEA!!!!!


balloonlady on 06/01/2008:
don't be too hard on yourself, emotional eating is a hard thing, you feel bad, then you eat and feel worse, really a no win, ........ You know what to do... You can do this!!!


h3llowonderful on 06/01/2008:
mmm 6 miles?! I bet that felt great to accomplish! keep it up!


glycrina on 06/02/2008:
Yeah, there must be a full moon because I got out of control with my eating this weekend too . . .



Horn_Of_Plenty - Saturday May 31, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

i struggled through yoga today and was tired the rest of the day. went for a walk with my 87 yr old grandma and couldn't believe her stamina. I felt like I was going to pass out the whole time.

so i'm taking a break for the rest of the night and I am letting my body relax. I ended up not picking up a movie at blockbuster like i had planned and there's like nothing to watch on TV!

breakfast: cereal/milk 200

snack: greens packet in my water after yoga 35

early lunch: apple and p.cc and yogurt: 320 and strawberries: 380 feeling a bit bingy. :( but i'm stopping now.

snack: yellow pepper, salt/pepper flavored soy chips: 180 two huge bottles of powerade zero

snack: 2 yellow peppers 60 and peach

total so far: 895.

perhaps i'll go out to pick up a video, but it's highly unlikely.

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

Beth201P on 05/31/2008:
Looking good on the menu. Good job on going to yoga. Keep up the great work.


h3llowonderful on 05/31/2008:
Thank you for your advice and support! I realy appreciate it! Great job going to yoga! I wish i took pilates classes, but I just have a DVD that I do three times a week. You really start seeing results after about 2 weeks.


greengirl on 05/31/2008:
Well done on getting to yoga HoP. You are doing great :)


greengirl on 05/31/2008:
By the way, the Wii Fit is great fun but I wouldnt call it a serious piece of kit !! You can get a sweat on, using it, but I dont imagine its as good as a yoga class. What it does do is make you competitive with other members of your household who use it as well. Its good for a laugh :)


maria777 on 05/31/2008:
Don't give in! You are doing REAL WELL!!!! Congratulations!


maria777 on 05/31/2008:
Thank you for what you wrote to my entry...about Mom being where she needs to be with not just one person trying to handle all of her needs but people taking good care of her...and I think that is just wonderful that you and your Grandma went for a walk together! Glad she is doing well! Have a happy day!


Alexis6100 on 05/31/2008:
I love tofu! How do you like to prepare it?


jon'smom on 05/31/2008:
Don't give up! You are doing well:)



Horn_Of_Plenty - Saturday May 31, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

saturday late entry:

not really sure why i binged except i was REALLY tired and my sister was making me more than frustrated as she came home from the city for the night. huh. it's up to me to make good choices. now i'll be behind in my weightloss. i'll make up by continuing to do well starting now.

pm edit: shooot! i binged! i'll list it: started with dinner: tofu and canned soup...then: 4 servings potato chips, pb sandwich, chocolate bar, 2 servings ice cream, chocolate candy, 4 servings ritz crackers, cream cheese, 4 milano cookies, dried fruit. if that's not a binge, i don't know what is. ugh. oh well. tomorrow i must start fresh. oh, piece of gum

total calories today: 4300.

last binge of 4500 was May 13 which was 18 days ago. eesh. I can do better than this!

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

thinnsidenotout on 05/31/2008:
You may not be behind in this...Just don't let your sister get to you like that...Probably much easier said than done...If you know she is coming, go into another room and watch a movie, get out to walk, GO to a movie. Use that frustration energy on something better than "chewing"... You had those 18 days behind you...Just don't weigh in the morning and wait til Monday (if you weigh every day) that way you don't fret about that too.....

Good Sunday to you!


selina on 06/01/2008:
when i'm tired and want to eat, i try to take a snooze. it usually works. i don't know what to say about your sister, though. sibling rivalry is such a complicated thing and it can go on for a lifetime. good luck and try to get some rest.



Horn_Of_Plenty - Friday May 30, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 129.0

Saturday entry:

I want to go to yoga but it's getting late...I guess I should get a move on before I miss it!

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Friday entry:

today was a long, stressful day. It began with my mom screaming at me for doing laundry in the morning before her shower. I didn't think she cared anymore because she did laundry right before she showered this past weekend. I thought she really wouldn't care because she wasn't even showering right after my laundry! whatever. stress. guess i won't do it again since it matters if i do laundry - but not when she does hers.

breakfast: peach, cereal, milk: 240

snack: cc: 110 and cough drop: 10

lunch: yogurts, cc: 270 and diet coke with my tea. it was a BAD day. I had binge symptoms. wanted to eat more after i was full. the teacher i teach with had a long meeting and I was stuck with the difficult kids - which is fine, but they were taking advantage bc she wasn't there. they like me, but they still took advantage and wouldn't be quiet and just do their work! arg!

snack: strawberries: 60

dinner: I was planning on something very large and satisfying and that's what it was! Huge salad w. dressing, brown rice with tofu w. asian dressing, large apple, small peach., piece of spearmint gum 635

total: 1325 which is ok by me. good exercise at the park bike riding for about 1 hr, 40 min. :)

Progress as of today: 6 lbs lost so far, only 14 lbs to go!

Donkey on 05/30/2008:
There's no pleasing some people...


thinnsidenotout on 05/30/2008:
Good Day under ya now....You can keep the tofu though... Never tried it, but know some people love it..... And I will never have any of that seaweed that Manu eats either....

Have a great weekend!


rlovell on 05/30/2008:
im sorry you had a stressful day! looks like you did fine with the food though. i have been eating way to big portions these days and i am not sure how to reign it in...hmm. xoxo


WI3 on 05/30/2008:
Wow you have been busy! It is nice to see you in a more positive direction and taking good care of yourself! Congrats!


balloonlady on 05/30/2008:
Sounds like you turned the bad sistuation around...good job..


selina on 05/30/2008:
You did very well, under the cirscumstances. have a good weekend.


greengirl on 05/31/2008:
Well done on keeping your head , and seeming relatively calm about this sort of thing. Do your best, Hop (I wish my daughter would do her own laundry !!)


mmuraro on 05/31/2008:
Good job on resisting the binge symptoms. I need to be strong too now. But yesterday was better than lately. Lots of catching up to do. xo


rlovell on 05/31/2008:
good work, i love you very much and happy weekend. push yourself just a little bit and see how relieved you feel after you made it to yoga. xoxo



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