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Horn_of_plenty - Saturday Aug 11, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

SNacks 200, granola bar 100.

Late small lunch: thinking to have beer or alcohol and a knish out in city we'll see

I think 2100...fun day!

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

BearCountryGG on 08/11/2018:
I want to reply to a post you responded to yesterday about adderal and it's generics......You are absolutely right to stay away from it...it is an amphetamine and highly addictive not to mention that it has awful side effects. You also mentioned that you think the drs get paid to prescribe it....RIGHT ON!! My years spent as a medical secretary put me in contact with hundreds of drug reps and their goals are one thing and one thing only....talk the drs into prescribing their med. I dealt with drug reps asking if the drs skied, liked baseball, and wanted to know where they liked to vacation.......ski trips for entire extended families were totally paid for....boxed seats at sporting events....a drs infant was supplied with Enfamil formula for her entire first year....plus...they brought in meals for the entire staff totaling $400 a meal...( I signed for them) at least twice a week....now that adderal is old enough and has generics.....it will get the drs less kick backs.....but the habit is still in place.......drs have 2 ways to treat patients.....cut on them...or drug them......and believe me...a patient that walks out of the drs office is one UNHAPPY patient...if they don't get a prescription...and they rarely come back....so drs are programmed to prescribe...it makes the patient happy.....and the drug companies happy...and the dr can rely on that patient returning to get their refills. As long as I worked for that large medical group...all of my medical visits there were free..plus I was given free presc samples from the DRUG ROOM.....when I retired....I slowly weaned myself off of all drugs ( steroid asthma inhalers, thyroid pills, blood pressure pills, and cholesterol pills)....it took me 9 months to do that...and now it has been 16 years with no prescribed meds....and I haven't even had 1 drs visit since then......I take Tylenol for pain and even anxiety as needed..it also works to make me sleepy....and occasionally use a over the counter antacid type of thing...If needed.....if something crops up...I use over the counter things......and I'm no worse than before...........I take vitamins when I think of them...( and I need to start eating better again)....but I have found that coffee works just as well as an asthma inhaler.....and self talk....can calm me when I get anxious....and Tylenol as a back up is just right for me.......So often people are enamored with drs.....well I saw them in their daily lives....and believe me...they are just like everyone else...I saw one come in with big green rubber boots...because they were handy, one lost his comb so he stopped bothering to comb his hair, one liked to ogle any female that was up on a ladder getting files.....one ate oysters straight from the can daily...and he smelled like it all of the time...one never would get his lab coats washed ( or use deodorant)...so someone had to grab them out of his office when he wasn't looking and wash them and put them back before he figured it out...he also used the plunger that had been in the toilet...in the kitchen sink...and when I gasped when I saw that...he looked at me and asked what was the matter...I told him that the plunger had just been in the toilet hours before ( we had a patient caused flood)....and he asked me if I actually believed in bacteria...I told him I thought I did....he turned around and kept plunging the kitchen sink.....working there taught me a lot....I don't respect doctors anymore.

horn_of_plenty on 08/11/2018:
Valuable insight thank you - on bus so this is all I will write for now :) I'm glad I thought right !


BearCountryGG on 08/11/2018:
You did exactly right...once you start adderal you will be quickly addicted.

Horn_of_plenty on 08/12/2018:
yes, it seems his goal was to get me on something quite addictive. so i'd keep wanting more. that's what i think, since, even talking with this dr he didn't seem to think i had ADHD at all, it wasn't apparent at all. he just keep suggesting it. i def do not need ANY MORE stimulants, i don't think, other than my coffee and caffeine lol.


BearCountryGG on 08/11/2018:
No knish like a NYC knish....I was actually ordering them from the lower east side for awhile back about 15 years ago.......but since I was the only one eating them I stopped.

Horn_of_plenty on 08/12/2018:
they were nothing special at the place we went, i was soooo unimpressed. mostly potato and hardly any veggies. they had so many flavors but basically they all tasted just potato - they really could have put MUCH more variety and flavor into each bite. i had to LOOK for mushrooms in the mushroom knish. nothing special. i had to find the jalepenos in the jalepeno knish and then there was a cheese one which i just stabbed my fork in to taste, it was wayyy tooo rich.

Horn_of_plenty on 08/12/2018:
but it was my friend's bday and we were going with her where she wanted to go. you know i'm big on veggies, lol, she isn't. she likes all food...for my bday maybe i'll plan something totally about what i wanna do with friends :) it would involve an aphrodisiac mushroom restaurant haha.


BearCountryGG on 08/12/2018:
LOL


happy-1 on 08/12/2018:
It helps me a lot.

If you go for it, make sure you always get it refilled 3 days early so you can build a small stockpile. Red Cross doesn't stock it so if there is an emergency you need to have enough to taper off then go without. It doesn't feel like anything to be on it, at least to me. I just magically keep a hold of my car keys... But withdrawal is nasty. Ask your doctor how to taper off on your dosage in case of emergency. Don't stroke out.



Horn_of_plenty - Friday Aug 10, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

Happy Fri!

Kombucha just a little bit 50

Bar and Coffee 220

Snack: wrap 100, avocado 100, egg 80 salami 70. 350.

Lunch: veggies 50-100. wrap 100, chicken burger half 100, avocado 100. 400 tops. now craving coffee at 3pm.

Snack: coffee and small baby plums

1150

 

Before gym: maybe indian food - egg and egg white 100, rice cakes 100, indian food 300? 500, whipped cream 150

1800 :) so tasty.

After gym: tbd :) it's def important i get to the gym 

2300 today and excellent weekly average happy :)

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

legcramps on 08/10/2018:
Happy Friday! What's up for the weekend?

Horn_of_plenty on 08/10/2018:
a friend's bday - so going into the city :) and doing fun things....a bar with a bull to ride that i learned about bc it's close to my job, seeing an off-broadway show (still great!) and perhaps dinner after. a party of a saturday and back to the gym sunday...still working on getting out to the gym tonight...i'll get there around 7:30pm!


Donkey on 08/11/2018:
Sounds like a fun weekend ahead! I think the most exciting part of my weekend will be doing laundry, LOL, unless perhaps a trip to the.... public library!!! ;-)

I love living your New York life vicariously! Thank you!



Horn_of_plenty - Thursday Aug 09, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

1920 4-day 

kombucha 70, later blueberries from coworker 30. 100.

coffee 50 and coconut choc bar 170. 220.

wrap 70 with avocado 50 egg 80 and sausage 50 250

lunch sooo healthy from home: cabbage roasted 30, tomatoes 50, tofu 100, roasted potato 50, pepper 50 300...is there more? oh, avocado 50...i think this is it? 350...And some chocolate candies 150 

extra snack at work: not sure if i need it...fruit

1200.

snack before biking: fruit and granola bar i think with seltzer

1400 tops...

dinner after biking: gonna get some hot food on the way home...veggies and eat before i bike

rice cakes and veggies i think and tofu 500

1900 today i think

 

bike ride is the plan, it can be short..and possible jog on the track

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

legcramps on 08/09/2018:
Yum, your lunch sounds delicious!

Enjoy your day today :)

horn_of_plenty on 08/09/2018:
yes, it was pretty tasty.


happy-1 on 08/09/2018:
Yum!


Donkey on 08/10/2018:
Added comment below...

Horn_of_plenty on 08/10/2018:
you got me completely..i may say more at another time, just too tired to put my thoughts in words right now :)



Horn_of_plenty - Wednesday Aug 08, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

1920 3-day :)

kombucha 80

Coffee and bar 220

pb and sf j on bread: 300

lunch from home: peppers 50, wrap 100 with avocado 100 and chicken burger 100...350  have a meeting...candies 150. 500 total.

snack: fruit / almonds? or nothing

before gym: 300

after gym: 300, plum 50

1850 perfect.

GYM and dr appt - leaving work half hour early and home on time/little early. perfect for gym tonight, Friday night, Sunday of this week. 

Everything worked out - maybe i'll ask for advice regarding dr appt...not in mood right now though!

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

Donkey on 08/09/2018:
Yay the gym!! Whatever happened at the doctor, you didn't let it stop you!

horn_of_plenty on 08/09/2018:
i got the dr (psychologist) to agree to every 3 months instead of 2...he wants me to try different drugs out...and i don't feel like being a guinea pig...that has to do with my question..i'll write it some other time, i'm still thinking about it.


Donkey on 08/09/2018:
(I hope you're ok!)

horn_of_plenty on 08/09/2018:
very ok...just strange dr recommendations and attitude!


Donkey on 08/10/2018:
Ah I see... I think you are right to be concerned. Just be careful. I understand where you are coming from. Many years ago, I was prescribed Prozac for depression. It didn't help and made me very anxious, so then they prescribed Ativan too, for the anxiety, but that lead to uneven moods, so then they prescribed a drug I don't remember the name... thorazine? ... which is an anti psychotic and can cause irreversible damage.... anyway after having so many drugs that weren't really solving any problems, I decided that stopping the prozac was the right decision.



Horn_of_plenty - Tuesday Aug 07, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

1950 2-day avg

KOMBUCHA 100 :)

coffee (half decaf) and bar another type of atkins 300

Snack: 170 choc covered coconut bar atkins (really loving them now though too much, not interested in my typical avocado wraps...)170, 50 cals in siracha almonds yum. 

Lunch: nice, from home!  :) lots of fresh (well been in fridge couple weeks but tasty!) peppers 100?...tofu 100 and potatoes i roasted 150, avoacdo 100 tops. 400.

Snack - coffee/almonds 100

Dinner Before Gym plum 50, 1/2 chicken burger 100, 1/2 avocado 150, wrap 100, roasted veggies 100, dessert: 

Ice cream 150, granola bar in middle of night, interruped sleep lately, but i do go back to bed.

1900

 

it's late - and i'm going to skip the gym tonight...i'll go tomorrow as i get out early. one more skip this week & totally ok...this summer it's more about convenience than anything else...i'm still doing a great job sticking with my goals.

gym tomorrow wednesday! :) - i will be more refreshed and home early after dr appointment.

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

happy-1 on 08/07/2018:
Good job bringing meals from home! Frugal.

horn_of_plenty on 08/07/2018:
And usually healthier / less calories due to less sauces.


BearCountryGG on 08/07/2018:
Bars ( cereal,choc type...not alcohol type) of any kind,.....literally...have an addictive quality for me...ever since they first came out...I remember fighting that monster way back in the 1990's......it was my one glitch in my ww program back then...

horn_of_plenty on 08/07/2018:
SAME here, they are made with flavors i believe stronger than natural food...purposely. :) that's why i like them too!

horn_of_plenty on 08/07/2018:
i at one point had a problem with QUEST bars...i'd be eating 2-3 a night...nothing nutritious about it, that's around the time i was suffering from leg injuries.


happy-1 on 08/07/2018:
And I just added 4 agreements to my audible queue

horn_of_plenty on 08/07/2018:
yes, i do recommend it to you too. great reminders of life is how we make it! :)


Donkey on 08/08/2018:
Yummy meals!

The gym will be there when you're ready. Better to go when you can have a great workout than to go when not so ready or convenient and have a mediocre output.

horn_of_plenty on 08/08/2018:
yes, i just have to do what i have to do....scheduling with few days off means i should just make the best of it...:) and have a good workout when it's possible and skip when it just seems not worth it....yeah, trying not to let it bother me as i'm doing my best in my mind :)



Horn_of_plenty - Monday Aug 06, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

midnight granola bar 100,

kombucha  120

coffee and bar 300

Snack:coconut bar chocolate coated, atkins 170 - not in mood for my avocado / wrap / turkey burger.

Lunch: Matzah 100, wrap and avocado and half chicken burger 200, veggies light sauce some corn 150 450-500

Snack:salted sunflower seeds, couple cashews 200

Dinner:tofu 100, lots of yellow zucchini (yes, that is what it was, not a summer squash!) 100 at least, toast 100, and some light caeser dressing 100. 400. and a chocolate 50. and some light ice cream.

1950-2000 :) overall EXCELLENT.

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will see dad tonight briefly regarding car stuff.---transfer of title...needs to be done ASAP or i lose my garage..new NYS laws!!!!!!! nutz! 

vehicle must be registered in my name, not my dads, or the garage will not be mine anymore at my apt housing! I have a week from today to fix it.

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

Donkey on 08/06/2018:
Understood! The car my daughter drives now is in our name, but depending on what car insurance rates will be for her, perhaps the next car (old & used) will be in her name only. Ownership isn't the problem - it's the dang cost of insurance!

horn_of_plenty on 08/06/2018:
Geico is cheap even if you use the same offerings as another company, that's what i did with my parents yesterday, i selected same options we have with other insurance under geico and it's still way cheaper.

horn_of_plenty on 08/06/2018:
they were using travelers, that's what i had before.


happy-1 on 08/07/2018:
Ok, now I need to try the coconut atkins bars... If you are eating them this often they must be good.

horn_of_plenty on 08/07/2018:
VERY! They go good with a coffee following to fill up my stomach as they are small but extremely tasty high fat and some protein. Kinda like a keto diet! Love their taste !

horn_of_plenty on 08/07/2018:
They are the 170 cal ones like the almond Joy but no almonds just the coconut and choc coating :)



Horn_of_plenty - Sunday Aug 05, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

Very happy with weekend calories, gonna do my averages this week for Monday-Friday and not include the weekend, because it was very good and i don't want to give myself leeway to overeat M-F.

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blueberries 150, whipped cream 120, cocoa powder 30, whole grain cream of wheat with almond milk 180, 480... 

fell asleep couple hours...

12:30 strawberries 100

1pm toast 140, salami 100, egg 100, avocado 100, salt and garlic , balsamic dressing lil bit...450

peanut butter choc cup atkins 80 yum and leftover coffee in fridge :) 50, rice krispie treat 100, whole small 100 cal? baked then slightly roasted potato with rosemary and butter spray and smoked salt. yummmm. tops.

1400- today i'd say was way more healthier than not!

Biking to gym :) banana 150 1550

dinner after late gym session: chicken burger 200, avocado 80, wrap 80. 360 and soooo sooo good! mayne have a little snack after it...and plums 100

2000...

today was spent relaxing, food prep just a little, cleaning up & organizing a little bit to start the week better than last week. this week entails some special errands - and forms to fill out to transfer title of car from my dad to myself...i may have to push off dr appt again this week, until next week i'm thinking...or just do it all in one week. a lot still going on. glad i had friday off. may have to do it again, soon.

i will go out for a big gym session later. was thinking to even bike there :) after resting and food prepping a little (cooking some chicken burgers, potatoes, that's really it unless i decide to cook more tonight...).  i'll bring lots of fresh veggies all week to work for lunch. and start the week with avocado...and when i run out i'll get some indian palak instead (spinach) to use in my sandwiches.

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

Donkey on 08/05/2018:
Sounds like a lovely day and a lovely menu! I confess that you had me at "peanut butter choc cup atkins" --- I might have to try that! :-)

Horn_of_plenty on 08/05/2018:
they are good and sold as single packaging in the box...around 75 i think cals per pb cup. just like reeses but without the sugar. pretty good. some fiber so you gotta watch it with them. i love them. seem to lessen my appetite. :) change of pace, i don't see myself buying them all the time but a nice change :)

Horn_of_plenty on 08/05/2018:
today my body and mind chose to eat a lot of health rather than i think my typical weekend. i yearn to feel better and at least i'm set up with some healthy protein for much of the week, fresh veggies, healthy avocado...happy about it.


BearCountryGG on 08/05/2018:
Good plans to set up your week ahead to make things faster and easier.

Horn_of_plenty on 08/05/2018:
Yes, food wise and just Mind-wise, i'm heading into it a bit more organized. and that feels GREAT compared to last weekend.


happy-1 on 08/05/2018:
Good job!!!!

Horn_of_plenty on 08/06/2018:
ty happy!



Horn_of_plenty - Saturday Aug 04, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

9am Strawberries and blueberries 150, whole grain cream of wheat with almond milk 180, whipped cream 120: 450. little bit of kombucha: 

noon Chocolate pb treat 100

Late 3pm lunch: Coffee 50, nasty protein bar 200, lots of tasty ripe strawberries 100 900

6pm Dinner: LEFTOVERS :) broccoli and veggies 100, spinach 50, butter bread with vinagrette 200, egg 100 yummmmmm 450 yummy healthy!

want a light couple days :) did gooooood today....

snack: maybe.ice cream 300

1650 today.

easy day. no gym until tomorrow which i'm trying for a BIG session in the afternoon.

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I slept in till 9am ! because we went to bed late around / after midnight. yeseterday was a nice day :) ...it's a rainy day. not sure of plans. will relax now at home. 

schedule to go to a dance concert with ricky but it's outdoors in courtyard. if the rain is minimal i'm going to try to go wtih him and bring umbrella. but we first have to see if it's still even on! - it was cancelled but we walked around and went shopping/browsing & got a few groceries

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

BearCountryGG on 08/04/2018:
Blueberries here too for several days...they are sweet right now!

Horn_of_plenty on 08/04/2018:
strawberries have been delightful even tho its passed their season around here!


Donkey on 08/05/2018:
"Nasty protein bar" -- why didn't you throw it out after the first or second bite instead of eating something nasty?

Horn_of_plenty on 08/05/2018:
lol...you are right to ask and wonder! haha...

there are some reasons: #1 - it was overpriced around $3 - i do think this had a lot to do with it... #2 - i was ravenous bc it was around 3 i think and my calories were so good...i was eating it more like an appetite suppressant which worked out for the day, luckily #3 along with #2, it was really a calorie-counting thing and trying to work things out.

Horn_of_plenty on 08/05/2018:
for #2 i meant it was around 3PM...late....not 3 as in $3 lol.



Horn_of_plenty - Friday Aug 03, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 115.0

Early morning: peanut butter cup 80

Breakfast: cereal Grain Berry 150, almond milk 30, blueberries 120. 300.

Supposed to have lunch with Christine, but just ate now right before 11:30 - wrap 100, turkey breast spicy meat 50, 1/4 lg avocado 100 and veggies 50. 300., bai raspberry tea

2nd lunch: ? not in mood...veggies i guess...maybe ask her to change plans since she might get here late, otherwise i'll get a veggie tofu soup and a diet coke with lemon.700

2 wraps 150,  turkey 100, avocado 150...400, coffee 50.  450 

Small coffee with cream and small protein bar 200 

late when i got home: sf jello and whipped cream. 150.

2200. decent. i could have done better but had like 2 healthy lunches, but it was 2 lunches. still not a bad day.

2200 weekly avg.

 

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Happy Friday slow morning at home :) 

Eating Breakfast, Doing Laundry...

getting set to enjoy the weekend!

I went & put money on my laundry card later & pick up my dress that i got fixed at cleaners for wedding in a couple weeks today.

Went to the supermarket to get food for the week ahead!

Happy to have taken today off.

Seeing a movie & getting lunch with my friend C later.

And in the early evening after 4pm, out to go fishing and see a free concert with R. HAPPY TO NOT BE AT WORK, at my desk, or taking public transportation now!

R was just laid off...they are laying people off. I hope he gets a positition at another company in a week or so...he went to union to fill out the appropriate paperwork. he didn't do anything wrong, the company is just elminiating some workers bc there's less work.

 

Progress as of today: -1 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

Donkey on 08/03/2018:
*Jealous* but my day off will be Monday... Of course, taking Husband to the doctor isn't exactly the way I'd like to spend a day off, but it's away from work, so it still counts.

Enjoy your day!

Horn_of_plenty on 08/03/2018:
yeah, i'm thankful to have taken today off. it worked out quite well and also well for planning things last minute with friends :) i also got some outstanding errands done so i'm happy not to be thinking of them anymore!


graindart on 08/03/2018:
I shouldn't have checked in here before starting work. Now all I want to do is blow off the day and go camping. Enjoy your day.

Horn_of_plenty on 08/03/2018:
lol soooo soooorrrryyyy to tempt you...just kiddin'! haha

it worked out really well with today off :) i was productively busy in the morning and was able to sleep in a couple hours till 8 :) instead of having to be at work at 8!


Maria7 on 08/03/2018:
Happy you are having a good day. :-)

Horn_of_plenty on 08/03/2018:
yes i am :) but i realized that i put in for vacation but didn't get it approved! Meaning, my supervisor wasn't there to approve it yesterday even though everyone was emailed i was taking vaca. should be OK.


BearCountryGG on 08/03/2018:
Nice long weekend!

horn_of_plenty on 08/03/2018:
Year indeed ! I'm nervous that I accidentally forgot that my vacation is supposed to be approved oops - the secretary urged me to hand it in and I forgot til today when it dawned on me that it needs to be approved lol ah well well see what happens Monday big mistake on my part but hopefully Not treated as major come Monday


happy-1 on 08/05/2018:
You inspired me to organize what I am packing for my next trip a couple of weeks ahead.

I hope R will be ok!

Horn_of_plenty on 08/05/2018:
how did i inspire you????

R is feeling pretty good...seems he wants some time off on unemployment before starting a new job. he's 58 & seems to want some time to relax right now. he's told me he'll wait a couple months at least before going back to work...



Horn_of_plenty - Thursday Aug 02, 2018
(counting calories/walking/elliptical/weights)
Weight: 116.0

Breakfast at work: coffee 50 with milk / stevia, coconut chocolate covered bar 170. 220.

Snack: egg / avocado wrap 250. and these awesome scrambled egg whites from a quick walk with coworker in AM..! yes, really. 100. hopefully not more, it was a big serving of egg whites.

Lunch: another avocado wrap 200, tomato 50 with salt / pepper, leftover beans 100, maybe plums for a snack 50. 400.. roasted veggies? 100, coffee 50

Before gym: caffeine and carbs for sure, banana 350, whipped cream 100/jello

during / after gym: small banana 100, zone bar 200, 2 atkins peanut butter cups 150. 450. good.

 Today: 2050, excellent to say the least.

6day: 2185, excellent.

 took a very long way home, so had some extra snacks as it's late now before gym...relaxing for a few minutes, then out to do my routine. I skipped a day or two this week, which is fine! My plan is to go tonight and then sunday morning i'm thinking - instead of Saturday night as it's pretty late now and i'm better off doing the next workout Sunday, not Saturday afternoon :) 

I decided to take a vacation day tomorrow at the last minute. Will be seeing a movie with a friend and having lunch with her. then going out to the Beach with R.  Saturday i'll hang with R also, to see at least 1 concert (free). and Sunday i'm also hanging with him, another free concert. ...Laundry somewhere inbetween - probably Saturday morning or afternoon.

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I was debating a sick day, but i'm glad i didn't take one and that i made it into work, late by 10min...I'm leaving early today at 4:10...and getting my butt to the gym. I've been working late and not focussing on my own goals for after work fitness stuff...Now that it's August I'm keeping my commitment to do better. And NOT to take any sick days!  I'm trying to conserve all vaca time for during the Winter, to make that season when i don't want to exercise and it REALLY is tough to do stuff after work - it'll be easier. I'll be able to use vaca / sick days then...NOT now.

Also I have Jewish holidays in September, which i'll take off WITHOUT pay.  So these are days off I'll have to exercise and celebrate the holidays at my own pace...probably watch a service at home with my parents (we aren't members of a synogogue to go only 2x a year is not worth it) .  so, I have days off, plenty, come fall / Winter so i'm really looking to BLOW thru summer without taking days when it's easier to push myself, the weather is good to get out to gym later and get biking and jogging in after work..

Like Donkey says, I have to remember my limits...and rest still when i have to, not push too hard right now. I feel better now that i'm here at work.  Now that i'm at work and realizing i can take my schedule at my own pace more, I feel better again. I am in charge of my after work schedule to a degree, and I will remember that! 

Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 6 lbs to go!

happy-1 on 08/02/2018:
Good job! And good job managing sick days!!!

horn_of_plenty on 08/02/2018:
yeah, i'm trying to really save them for the Winter. trying hard.


BearCountryGG on 08/02/2018:
Yup...save those sick days!!!!

horn_of_plenty on 08/02/2018:
right!? i'm trying. i'll show up tomorrow to work. :)

horn_of_plenty on 08/02/2018:
i'm suddenly tired and panicky...i'll take a breather...should be ok. i can sleep in all weekend :)



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