17.00 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
May 16th: (if not paid previously without a request by me), request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days that i didn't take and was accrued by me for last cycle.
Lookahead!:
busy all morning, home at 3pm...
Saturday eats
earlier goldenberries 100
9:30 breakfast lox 50, cream cheese 100, toasted roll 150, coffee 50, 350
12:30-1:30snacks chocolates 150, fruit 100. 250
2pm late Taco Bell lunch chalupa 350 low cal drink 50
...home to read for my class, will make a new entry once at computer later !!lots going on today thru 2pm - home for the remainder of the weekend most probably
back at home...gummies 25, coffee iced 25, wafers 150...200
6:30 asian salad, higher cal dressing 300, taco from taco bell 250. golden berries 50.
10:30 2 dark chocolates before bed 100
2000
all homework to be done Sunday and if necessary Monday...though that sounds bad already...so i'll try to wipe it all out Sunday. I've decided to rest tonight, read a book for fun (romance novel) and bed early.
Sun 4/18/21:
Monday, 4/19/21:
Friday, 5/7/21:second dose covid-19 vaccine after work.
Saturday, 5/8/21:NYC Walking Tour of "High Bridge". Will take subway in. It was $30 but it's bringing me a learning experience of a place i'm not familiar with and 1.5 hours of exercise. Bring it on!....taking a chance on this, the day after my shot the evening before. I don't want to miss this tour & can relax Sunday as MOM knows i'm getting a shot on Friday night as well.
Sunday, 5/9/21 Mother's Day - parents know i'm getting the shot Friday night before this; so; may go see them the following weekend...that's the good thing about family, we can probably celebrate Mother's day the following weekend.
Sunday, 5/30/21:1-4pm Queens Farm Volunteering on the County Farm!
ivermectin shots maybe in late April for other two guinea pigs for mites so I can in the future house all guinea pigs together (other affected guinea pig's skin has healed and hair begun to grow back now) ...just need time to do it without other weekend plans too bc it gets to be too much for me if it's a lot of running around and no relax time!
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
15.50 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
May 16th: (if not paid previously without a request by me), request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days that i didn't take and was accrued by me for last cycle.
Lookahead!: Friday 4/16/21
Saturday eats
9:30 breakfast lox 50, cream cheese 100, toasted roll 150, coffee 50, 350
12:30-1:30snacks chocolates 150, fruit 100. 250
600
2pm late Taco Bell lunch chalupa 350 low cal drink 50
1,000....home to read for my class, will make a new entry once at computer later !!lots going on today thru 2pm - home for the remainder of the weekend most probably
Upper body only workout :) did it fast this morning before work bc i didn't lay in bed and wanted to get it done so i can relax tonight after work!
Supermarket on way home for veggies for my pigs (totally out except for carrot) - buy a large or two small lettuces, 4 peppers, 2 large carrots, grapefruit,
DONE!
Eats: Breakfast nut butter bar 240, banana 120, coffee 40. 400
Snacks: add a hot chocolate into leftover coffee ha 50, later a coconut chocolate granola bar 150
Lunch: easy microwavable small grain and beans bowl 300 with leftover grape tomatoes 50, 1 clementines 50 400
1,000...
Snacks: none- 100
1100
add the following - banana of 150 before work in AM, ginger lemon gummies before dinner 50, 8 oz golden berries calories tbd 200 for now, butter popcorn 200, kombucha 50, 1 chocolate before bed 100...total add here - 750
1850, excellent
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Weekend Sat 4/17/21 & Sun 4/18/21:
Monday, 4/19/21:
Friday, 5/7/21:second dose covid-19 vaccine after work.
Saturday, 5/8/21:NYC Walking Tour of "High Bridge". Will take subway in. It was $30 but it's bringing me a learning experience of a place i'm not familiar with and 1.5 hours of exercise. Bring it on!....taking a chance on this, the day after my shot the evening before. I don't want to miss this tour & can relax Sunday as MOM knows i'm getting a shot on Friday night as well.
Sunday, 5/9/21 Mother's Day - parents know i'm getting the shot Friday night before this; so; may go see them the following weekend...that's the good thing about family, we can probably celebrate Mother's day the following weekend.
Sunday, 5/30/21:1-4pm Queens Farm Volunteering on the County Farm!
ivermectin shots maybe in late April for other two guinea pigs for mites so I can in the future house all guinea pigs together (other affected guinea pig's skin has healed and hair begun to grow back now) ...just need time to do it without other weekend plans too bc it gets to be too much for me if it's a lot of running around and no relax time!
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
YAY! Friday!
14.50 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
May 16th: (if not paid previously without a request by me), request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days that i didn't take and was accrued by me for last cycle.
Lookahead!: Thursday 4/15/21
Eats: Breakfast nut butter bar 240, banana 120, coffee 40. 400
Snacks: hard candies 100
Lunch: tofu with tomatoes 100, leftover pizza 300. 400 good!
Snacks: clementine 50, chocolate 50. 100
Dinner: leftovers- 250 rice, eggplant and other sauteed veggies 300, wine x2 400....950
1950....
Upper body only workout :) tonight, will try to do it fast and go to bed as early as possible, last night i worked 1.5 hours late and also notarized someone's things back at my apt...didn't go to bed early at all, so i need to push thru and sleep what i can tonight...
EDIT may need to skip working out tonight and do it tomorrow night, too much going on today, very rushed and stressed. may just take a walk going home, go to bed early.
Friday:
Weekend Sat 4/17/21 & Sun 4/18/21:
ivermectin shots maybe today for other two guinea pigs for mites so I can in the future house all guinea pigs together (other affected guinea pig's skin has healed and hair begun to grow back now) ??
Monday, 4/19/21:
Work Reminders:
Friday, 5/7/21:second dose covid-19 vaccine after work.
Saturday, 5/8/21:NYC Walking Tour of "High Bridge". Will take subway in. It was $30 but it's bringing me a learning experience of a place i'm not familiar with and 1.5 hours of exercise. Bring it on!....taking a chance on this, the day after my shot the evening before. I don't want to miss this tour & can relax Sunday as MOM knows i'm getting a shot on Friday night as well.
Sunday, 5/9/21 Mother's Day - parents know i'm getting the shot Friday night before this; so; may go see them the following weekend...that's the good thing about family, we can probably celebrate Mother's day the following weekend.
Sunday, 5/30/21:1-4pm Queens Farm Volunteering on the County Farm!
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
There's around 25 people total in the main office as well as a few other managers (maybe up to 10 of them) mostly working in the field now or from home.
so like 35 people in the office, TOPS. 150 electricians, Tops.
small company, and those numbers in the office include the owners, 3, that work in the office.
Did you add the 20 minute walk to your routine?
:)
I did get the walk in, even though i went home late and i needed to notarize a neighbor's stuff, i still had enough time to have a 20min walk and let the neighbor know i'd be over his apt a little bit later. it was good to get the walk in and was a good amount of time, no overdoing. :)
i have so many thai leftovers :) i am not really ashamed that i do not cook, i know there's plenty like me in NYC! i would if i wanted to use my time that way, but i do not right now!
13.75 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
May 16th: (if not paid previously without a request by me), request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days that i didn't take and was accrued by me for last cycle.
Lookahead!: Wed, 4/14/21:
Eats:
banana 120, coffee 30, wrap 100 with lox 50 and cream cheese 100: 400..
Almost 10:30am snacks: choc dipped coconut granola bar 150, some sour apple mentos to cut hunger, still work around noon. 50.
12:30pm lunch healthy: rice 250, curry beans/corn/peas 200, tofu small amount 50, clementine 50, hot black coffee. 550.
Worked late 1.5hts late
snacks:chocs 100
dinner: Thai - rice 250, calamari and veg 250, wine and kombucha small amount wine 150...650-700
1950, good
Thursday:
Upper body only workout :)
Friday:
Weekend Sat 4/17/21 & Sun 4/18/21:
ivermectin shots maybe today for other two guinea pigs for mites so I can in the future house all guinea pigs together (other affected guinea pig's skin has healed and hair begun to grow back now) ??
Monday, 4/19/21:
Work Reminders:
Friday, 5/7/21:second dose covid-19 vaccine after work.
Saturday, 5/8/21:NYC Walking Tour of "High Bridge". Will take subway in. It was $30 but it's bringing me a learning experience of a place i'm not familiar with and 1.5 hours of exercise. Bring it on!....taking a chance on this, the day after my shot the evening before. I don't want to miss this tour & can relax Sunday as MOM knows i'm getting a shot on Friday night as well.
Sunday, 5/9/21 Mother's Day - parents know i'm getting the shot Friday night before this; so; may go see them the following weekend...that's the good thing about family, we can probably celebrate Mother's day the following weekend.
Sunday, 5/30/21:1-4pm Queens Farm Volunteering on the County Farm!
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
12.75 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
May 16th: (if not paid previously without a request by me), request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days that i didn't take and was accrued by me for last cycle.
Lookahead!: 4/13/21 Tuesday:
Eats: banana 150, smoked salmon 50, cream cheese 100, whole wheat wrap 100, coffee 50: 450..
Snacks: oatmeal raisin granola bar :) 150
Lunch, healthy: Sri Lankan leftovers veggies/beans in curry 250, rice 250, tofu not more than 100. 600. diet coke bc it's free at work while i'm in this spot which will end soon so i'll take advantage of the soda - i wanted it today!
Snacks - couple Dove choc pb sweets 100 :)
Dinner: cauliflower pizza pie 1/2 300, raspberries 100, grape tomatoes 50. 450...kombucha, 50
1800...
Exercise:
Thursday:
Upper body only workout :)
Friday:
Weekend Sat 4/17/21 & Sun 4/18/21:
ivermectin shots maybe today for other two guinea pigs for mites so I can in the future house all guinea pigs together (other affected guinea pig's skin has healed and hair begun to grow back now) ??
Monday, 4/19/21:
Work Reminders:
Friday, 5/7/21:second dose covid-19 vaccine after work.
Saturday, 5/8/21:NYC Walking Tour of "High Bridge". Will take subway in. It was $30 but it's bringing me a learning experience of a place i'm not familiar with and 1.5 hours of exercise. Bring it on!....taking a chance on this, the day after my shot the evening before. I don't want to miss this tour & can relax Sunday as MOM knows i'm getting a shot on Friday night as well.
Sunday, 5/9/21 Mother's Day - parents know i'm getting the shot Friday night before this; so; may go see them the following weekend...that's the good thing about family, we can probably celebrate Mother's day the following weekend.
Sunday, 5/30/21:1-4pm Queens Farm Volunteering on the County Farm!
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
also, i am excited for the work to be done next weekend :) i will then move onto a different use of my time on the weekends and not take any more days off unless something extraordinary comes up during Spring as I've taken a bit of them in March and yesterday. so it's time i come to work everyday :)
thank you for caring and insisting i take it easy....i will do that for the rest of that weekend xoxo
for me, work is just to pay bills and live happily enough. :-D
for me work is NOT to get rich off of. i'd never be a good self-boss...i'd never want to own my own company or be an investor, so, i will hopefully learn what i can here at this company, but move forward in the future out of this company!
For me, the stock market is to make as much $$$ as possible. I donate bigly to 3 animal rescue groups, one in Africa, one in Colorado and a local cat rescue. Investing is exciting! Bought more EBS today, premarket. Significant dip due to pause of J&J vaccine. Up already. My Moderna stock is doing well too.
12.00 April Sunshine Hours; (hour of sunshine added for driving out to Target and walking around, shopping there!)
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
May 16th: (if not paid previously without a request by me), request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days that i didn't take and was accrued by me for last cycle.
Lookahead!: Monday April 12: Vacation Day #1 :-D mostly a chily, rainy day spent mostly home doing my homework which makes me Happy :D
SO THANKFUL NOT TO BE AT WORK TODAY, AROUND THE EVIL PAYROLL LADY and just to in a negative environment. So glad for yesterday & today's downtime. Will go back to work much more relaxed tomorrow...and with a vision to just do my job and trying much harder not to take things personally. And to say as LITTLE as possible to the owners as they don't accept my thoughts as another adult and see me more as a child, although i'm turning 39 this year. If i have to, I will remind the owner that i'm not in my 20's and that i'm almost 40. I will use this if i HAVE to. because he's unfortunately not aware of it. I hope not to have to use that statement, but I will if he continues to say anything about me being "new..." or anything related. because "new" is now being associated with "young," as i can tell. so, if i have to bring my age into the mix, i will. Most employed are more late 40's-60's and that's the reason for so many difficulties and confusions moreso at work. There are a small amount younger than me, but i obviously don't fall into the 50+ crowd...so there's that - where i'm grouped with the younger crowd and any misconceptions that age group gets in the workplace.
Tuesday, i'm heading in with an open mind, yes, but i'm also not going to walked all over. I'm being paid LOW. and being treated Lowly, so, at this point, I have nothing more to lose besides my job. I'll just tread carefully, but will not be fully walked all over. I just can't, not now, not at 38. I'm not a kid and i'm not going to stand to be treated constantly like one. So, i'll hold back, hold my thoughts inside, answers brief to owners, and just try my best to hold myself together come Tuesday. If the owners ask me to do things that aren't ready and I can foresee or I knew it wouldn't be possible, i'll just say it in as short a sentence as i can and not involve my feelings, just the facts.
small load of guinea pig fleece hides that i hang in the corners of the cage and act as their hideaways / homes. I hadn't washed them since i bought them and realized they were dirty - so took the advantage of being home to put them in the wash....DONE!
home dying of my hair - roots only...Love how easy clairol is to use. plus, on amazon, it is just about $4 to buy whenever i do my roots. DONE!
more relaxing all morning...just resting, cleaning, eating well, guinea pig snuggles!...for now, DONE!
12;30pm start: Week 5 Bankruptcy Due Monday, 4/12/21, bankruptcy chapters 7,9,11,12,13: DONE!
Target, picked up some great goodies along with some kombucha, yogurts, veggies, fruit.
Week 6 (FINAL week):
Eats:
8am breakfast lg banana 150, coffee 50, some honey negl., 2 pancakes (2 servings) made from a Birch Benders just add water buttermilk mix (someone gave me an unopened bag, but i may not finish it, there's not much flavor). 250. 450.
10:30 pb 100 spread on the remainder of a pancake above
Noon Lunch: leftover sushi grade tuna with salad and seaweed salad, some dressing, 350, plaintain chips 200, coffee 50. 600.
1pm small amount of wine shortly after lunch while starting work 100. lol, the leftover strawberries were modly, so wine was my second choice!
2pm 2 small clementines 50, lots of stevia sweetened seltzer today...cravings persisting all afternoon bc i'm doing work and food has always been a crutch...but i got a hand enough over it to help myself this time around :)
3:30 wafers, pineapple greek yogurt 250
dinner: more poke leftovers tuna and some greens 250, plantain chips 200, 6oz raspberries 150. 600
2150
4/13/21 Tuesday :
Drop off affidavit at union hall on way home from work
lower body strength in AM, if i get out of bed a little earlier :)
upper body after work :)
Weekend Sat 4/17/21/ Sun 4/18/21:
ivermectin shots maybe today for other two guinea pigs for mites so I can in the future house all guinea pigs together (other affected guinea pig's skin has healed and hair begun to grow back now) ??
Friday, 5/7/21:second dose covid-19 vaccine after work.
Saturday, 5/8/21:NYC Walking Tour of "High Bridge". Will take subway in. It was $30 but it's bringing me a learning experience of a place i'm not familiar with and 1.5 hours of exercise. Bring it on!....taking a chance on this, the day after my shot the evening before. I don't want to miss this tour & can relax Sunday as MOM knows i'm getting a shot on Friday night as well.
Sunday, 5/9/21 Mother's Day - parents know i'm getting the shot Friday night before this; so; may go see them the following weekend...that's the good thing about family, we can probably celebrate Mother's day the following weekend.
Sunday, 5/30/21:1-4pm Queens Farm Volunteering on the County Farm!
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
Enjoy your day!
I'm hoping that you won't have to "go there" with the owner.... Is that the wisest course of action? (a sincere question, not a snarky comment)
11.00 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
May 16th: (if not paid previously without a request by me), request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days that i didn't take and was accrued by me for last cycle.
Lookahead!:
Sunday, April 11th:
did lots of laundry and some cleaning. also went out to pick up something for dinner. might do a little work tonight, but saved it for tomorrow since i wasn't feeling energized today and spent most of the day just cleaning up and relaxing.
sunday eats:
kombucha 100, last 1/8 slice coconut custard pie 210, large banana 140.
450....
snack chocolate 100
lunch teriyaki tofu 150 not great, chips 300, dried fruit 100. 550
snacks blueberries 100, chocolate 100
Dinner: part of a poke bowl with tuna and some dressing 350, also some Chinese wanton chips 100?, side of pita chips as well 150, 600
8pm small amount choc and wine 150 total.
2050. goodnight all...no homework done today, just relaxing.
bed early
Monday April 12: Vacation Day #1
possible at home dying of my roots
Do Week 5 Bankruptcy Due Monday, 4/12/21, review of bankruptcy chapters:
& Do Week 6 (FINAL week) Due April 19, but hand it in early - be DONE with it!
Weekend Sat 4/17/21/ Sun 4/18/21:
Do Housing Affidavit income statement worksheets this weekend, if i want to notarize, i will do it Monday at a bank by me. Notarization is optional this year, but, I like to get things done right.
Notarize Housing Income Affidavit at citibank or any bank that has a notary working
ivermectin shots maybe today for other two guinea pigs for mites so I can in the future house all guinea pigs together (other affected guinea pig's skin has healed and hair begun to grow back now)
Food shopping at Target using my gift card for this week or next weekend on my way home from parents if i visit them?, whatever i prefer...
Friday, 5/7/21:second dose coivd-19 vaccine after work
Saturday, 5/8/21:NYC Walking Tour of "High Bridge". Will take subway in. It was $30 but it's bringing me a learning experience of a place i'm not familiar with and 1.5 hours of exercise. Bring it on!....may have to cancel this as i now see it's mother's day...
Sunday, 5/9/21 Mother's Day
Sunday, 5/16/21:1-4pm Queens Farm Volunteering ...may also cancel this...too much in these two couple weeks, unfortunately..
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
catch up with you again soon!
11.00 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
Mid-April:, request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days...that should amount to a good amount of money, approx half a weeks pay. so, i'm looking forward to requesting it, soon, approx May 1.
LOOKAHEAD:
Saturday, April 10th: VOLUNTEERING!!!
NYC Parks Stewardship Volunteer - 9am-12pm Goodhue Park, Staten Island...I'm excited to drive back to this area as Staten Island is a borough of NYC that people who do not live there do not ever drive to unless it's to do something speciifcally on Staten Island bc Staten Island is out of the way from everywhere.
Possible Sri Lanken veggies / meat? on the way home :) found a restaurant while researching the area.
Breakfast lg banana 150, coffee 40, slice custard pie 210. 400.
snacks thru volunteering and early afternoon fee chocolates and hard candies 200
3pm lunch back at home :) bigger size mcdonalds fries 400, nuggets 200, some sri lankan veggies in curry 200. 800. black coffee cold sweet.
5:30 blueberries 100; greek yogurt 150
one of my fave snacks late at night, i buy them every so often - chocolate coated greens bar, almost 300 cal.
1950 total and great exercise.
Sunday, April 11th:
Do Week 5 Bankruptcy Due Monday, 4/12/21, review of bankruptcy chapters:
& Do Week 6 (FINAL week) Due April 19, but hand it in early - be DONE with it!
Monday April 12: Vacation Day #1
Do Housing Affidavit income statement worksheets this weekend, if i want to notarize, i will do it Monday at a bank by me. Notarization is optional this year, but, I like to get things done right.
Notarize Housing Income Affidavit at citibank or any bank that has a notary working
Food shopping at Target using my gift card for this week or next weekend on my way home from parents if i visit them?, whatever i prefer...
back to shoe repairer to reglue the other shoe now ugh!
possible at home dying of my roots
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
Perhaps once your BK class is over, your overall stress levels will come down. Well, that's my hope for you anyways :-)
I do think once the course is over things will feel a little differently :-) thank you for your comments
7.00 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
Mid-April:, request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days...that should amount to a good amount of money, approx half a weeks pay. so, i'm looking forward to requesting it, soon, approx May 1.
LOOKAHEAD:
4/9/21, Friday Work: another very stressful horrible day.
make adjustments to log master list - in progress waiting on two people for more information- add more on Monday - one last entry
Done - MUST do by noon: 38/39/131 docs...and anything else i can finish between today and tomorrow...has now been put off along with all MWDBE...fnish first out of ALL the mwdbe projects....in progress at same time as above...done
Friday eats:
lg banana 150, coffee 50, custard pie 200. 400
snacks: keurig hot choc 50, peanut butter spoonful (keep at work) 100, 2 apple mentos, included.
lunch very healthy: some rice and bean sautee with kale mix 350, tomatoes 50. 400. some black sweet coffee.
sucking candies 50
1100
snacks (late afternoon, maybe extra drink/snack to get me home?
dinner: i have some tasty leftovers so i don't need takeout tonight - roasted oiled cabbage 200, 2 slices munster cheese 120, on a roll 200, one black garlic, dried fruit/candy mix 230..750
1850.
leave work at 3:40 - After Work: 1st dose covid vaccine - for 4:30pm appointment across town, takes at least a half hour from work to get to vaccine sight at a high school upper west side of Manhattan and i was texted to be at appt 15 min earlier than i scheduled it for.
Saturday, April 10th: VOLUNTEERING!!!
NYC Parks Stewardship Volunteer - 9am-12pm Goodhue Park, Staten Island...I'm excited to drive back to this area as Staten Island is a borough of NYC that people who do not live there do not ever drive to unless it's to do something speciifcally on Staten Island bc Staten Island is out of the way from everywhere.
Sunday, April 11th:
Do Week 5 Bankruptcy Due Monday, 4/12/21, review of bankruptcy chapters:
& Do Week 6 (FINAL week) Due April 19, but hand it in early - be DONE with it!
Monday April 12: Vacation Day #1
Do Housing Affidavit income statement worksheets this weekend, if i want to notarize, i will do it Monday at a bank by me. Notarization is optional this year, but, I like to get things done right.
Notarize Housing Income Affidavit at citibank or any bank that has a notary working
Food shopping at Target using my gift card for this week or next weekend on my way home from parents if i visit them?, whatever i prefer...
back to shoe repairer to reglue the other shoe now ugh!
possible at home dying of my roots
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
Did you get weights in last night? I thought of you as I tried, pathetically, to do leg weights.
I appreciate your comments to me yesterday :-)
i got my weights in...started late but did them fast and i'm so glad i got it done. it's ok if you struggled with your legs. it gets better with repitition.
i'm glad you found my comments to be helpful in some way <3
let's enjoy our weekend!!! :) celebrate!
Interesting how the Amazon workers in Alabama voted not to unionize. A big factor was union dues, but the article didn’t say how much. I wonder.
gotta pay dues if you want a union to back you. otherwise, with no funds, how does a union operate. they don't get it.
So I get it, as far as teaching unions go. And I’m sure they are not unique.
6.00 April Sunshine Hours;
24.50 January "Sunshine Hours"; 20.25 February Hours in the Sun/Outside/Cardio/Commute/Moving! 28.75 March Sunshine Hours :-D
Mid-April:, request pay for both 1 unused vacation day as well as 1.5 sick days...that should amount to a good amount of money, approx half a weeks pay. so, i'm looking forward to requesting it, soon, approx May 1.
LOOKAHEAD:
Thursday 4/8/21 work: I'm getting thru the week one moment to the next. It's a week I will not miss once it's over. It's not worth writing more about, except that I know in my heart that I am not wrong this time and that although I won't be listened to or acknolwedged for it, i can know in my heart that what happened here at work wasn't my doing. I know in my heart that a the payroll woman who refused to work with me continued her harassment and complaints of me even after i wasn't working with her.
I can know in my heart that although i can't amend the situation because management has told me they are not on my side (in other words, same meaning), I can know in my heart that these things happen, life isn't fair, and love myself more for being myself. It's been a very tough week and I am sure the bullying and badgering will continue, although I will not say a thing.
I won't complain no matter what she does to the owner and only to my boss if it's worth it. Like most office status quo, what has always "been right" is "right." I'm not looking for advice. I've been thru similar things before. There's age discrimination in play. The woman who's bullying is payroll and knows my age, salary, where i live. nothing's good enough for her. she wants me out. Hey, if it happens, it happens. I've been told by the owner, "you are the low one on the totum pole." and let me tell you, if those words aren't hurtful coming from an owner, when you go to them for help because you are concerned, i don't know what is. I didn't go to him, until she didn't stop, only after it kept coming to me, from the owner and my boss.
it's over now. but just to know it's not ok here to stand up when someone is hurting me - because they've been here a long time - and that i'm automatically wrong because i'm new (and younger), is not right. it's not right because the woman is a bully and trying to hurt me, on purpose, instigating all situations. And when i stand up because i want to say i need help, i'm told not to come to back tothe owner, to take care of it with my boss...even when the payroll lady goes straight to the owner. i'll always remember this, like i remember other extraordinary workplace scenarios in my mind, for life.
Everyone struggles with something. I've been dealt work struggles throughout my life. I'm not saying i'm never wrong and never could have done better. But this one time, i wouldn't change a thing I did. Because even if i did things not as well in the past, in my heart i know i did it right this time. That is the only thing that matters to me at this point.
I am making XXk, dealing with office harassment and bullying, in a company that goes with status quo becaues that's what's easier for everyone. this is the true world. most people will not be out to help. This situation has been extremely stressful, hurtful and upsetting to me over the past 1.5 weeks or so. It's something that could have been stopped in it's tracks as soon as it started. That's life.
Work:
**LOGGING** to be done today: Jan/Feb/March unpaid DONE!
finish other smaller tasks in last hour of work, leave promptly at 4pm.
Tonight: speedy and quick upper bod strength workout & some leg massaging for preventative purposes.
Thursday Eats:
Large banana 150, coffee 40, coco custard pie so tasty 210 1/8 slice 400
9:45/10am snacks: chocs coated greens bar splurge 300..need fast energy today...little extra, 250.
lunch: few fries 100, mix of rice/sauteed greens/beans 250, ground turkey 150. 500, green sweet tomatoes so good. 50. 550.
snacks: tbd :-D half a pack of sour gummies 100
dinner: the insides of two heavily fried vegetable rolls, large size, 200. the outside of one of them...and i'm very nauteous now from the oil 400, egg 100, and 3 crappy gummy moons no name brand 120. 820, sick to my stomach.
2120.
4/9/21, Friday -
After Work: 1st dose covid vaccine - leave work at 3:40...for 4:30pm appointment across town, takes at least a half hour from work to get to vaccine sight at a high school upper west side of Manhattan.
Saturday, April 10th: VOLUNTEERING!!!
NYC Parks Stewardship Volunteer - check if it's really 9am-12pm? Goodhue Park, Staten Island...try to moderate myself so that i have energy for this opportunity as I have no more days off around this one, LOL, but really!..I'm excited to drive back to this area (staten island is where the funeral was a couple weeks ago; tho i do not think it was by this park) and take out food from a new restaurant on my way back to Queens, i'm around an hour or more away, need to look up directions...so, when i do have time - and i DO for this task! - i'll find a restaurant with good eats to try for Saturday later in the day after volunteering <3 oh, i can't wait for Saturday <3
Do Housing Affidavit income statement worksheets this weekend, if i want to notarize, i will do it Monday at a bank by me. Notarization is optional this year, but, I like to get things done right.
Sunday, April 11th:
Do Week 5 Bankruptcy Due Monday, 4/12/21, review of bankruptcy chapters:
& Do Week 6 (FINAL week) Due April 19, but hand it in early - be DONE with it!
Monday April 12: Vacation Day #1
Notarize Housing Income Affidavit at citibank or any bank that has a notary working
Food shopping at Target using my gift card for this week or next weekend on my way home from parents if i visit them?, whatever i prefer...
back to shoe repairer to reglue the other shoe now ugh!
possible at home dying of my roots
Progress as of today: 5 lbs lost so far, only 0 lbs to go!
Let's focus on getting you through today and tomorrow. Chalk this week up a a rough week, and just get through it.
Having said that, when you are "low man" on the pole, keep your head down, get the work done, and try to keep quiet. They aren't going to change their ways, so don't waste any more energy on feeding this negative situation, with its negative people.
I know it's really hard and not a great way to spend your day. I think it's times like these where the line between work and life becomes so clear.
i write this in regards to your comment about work and life and the line is clear. That vacation day is a definite necessity for this work life balance. And i'm so glad i did take it, planned for it a week ago, and it's in the books to happen for me.
Sometimes I act like I’m too dumb to know someone’s insulting me, Shows I don’t care & can keep the peace. But it’s situational, of course.
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Nice that you had some time to spend with your folks outdoors!
Totally :) and i was able to at least rest on the couch friday night, but couldn't shut my brain off bc i was just too busy from that day and the days before and was trying to understand and digest it all, to learn from it, gather what i can.