total exercise minutes so far in June: 430
total exercise: 45 min.
total calories = 1795. lol. could be worse! Breakfast was big, 750 calories, got me off track to start with!
I need to realize that stress shouldn't mean eat!
i need to decide and figure out how many days i have left of work...and if i'm allowed to work a full 90 days so i can be paid as a teacher. if that isn't the case...i don't even want to finish out this week: i have enough things to do (which doesn't include sitting in school pretending to work...i'd rather go to yoga!)...especially if i'm only being paid as a sub, anyway. oh, and especially if i have to be in the same room all day with the other band teacher! then, i can't even study for my last grad class or practice horn...because there'll be someone else there with me! so, unless i can stay a full 90 days, it is not worth it to me. i'd be wasting my own time. i love it there...but i can't just take up my own time from more important matters.
Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 5.4 lbs to go!
edit:...oops. i binged at breakfast and dinner: total = 2800 calories.
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hey all!
exercise: 60 mintues :) (1/2 hr weights, 1/2 hr cardio)
calories: still counting.....edit later.
so, this morning was a rather large, unnecessary breakfast, but i watched portions throughout the day. breakfast = 930 calories.
i've been taking care of business today. making a hair appointment, dropping off some things to the cleaners. catching up with phone calls, paying bills, etc.
now i just need to motivate myself to practice for my class this summer....will do soon!
oh, i plan on leaving you all some comments tonight as well!
Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 5.4 lbs to go!
Have you tried to eat a little more at meals and then a 200-300 calorie snack 2-3x a day? Instead of feeling out of control when you eat, you will be more in control and keep your metabolism stoked throughout the day???
At any rate, please forgive yourself. Keep trying! To me, eating more but feeling in control is better than the bingeing. I *hate* that feeling.
exercise: sad, none! i didn't have time and didn't want to do it before bed.
calories: 1555
the interview today went well. however, i am not very skilled in general music/chorus. Those are both part of the job, along with band. the interview lasted 45 minutes, which is good. but, we'll see.
I really hope something more geared towards just band comes along.
have a good weekend everyone!
Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 5.4 lbs to go!
calories: 1365
exercise: 65 (35 elliptical, 30 weights)
the concert this morning for the parents went well...but not as well as yesterday's school concert for the students in the school. ahhh, i'm glad its over...its one less thing to have hanging over my shoulders.
I tried to go to the demo lesson in another school district and come back to school after...so that i'd get paid for a full day. but, that didn't fly - i did come back, but a secretary told me i'd get a half day. yeah, that looks pretty bad on my behalf!
so, it seems that my "90 days" will not come to be. so, for the 80-something (probably 88 or so) days that i will work, i'll be paid as a substitute teacher. if i work 90 days, i'd be paid as a teacher (and backpaid for all 90 days!). honestly, i'm pissed.
If i didn't have to take off what now adds up to two and a half full days because of interviews, i'd have the 90 days! i'm so frustrated about that. tomorrow, i have another interview about a little over an hour away at 4pm. I get out of school at 2:30. obviously, i'd be cutting it close to get to the interview straight from the end of the school day. so, i have two options:
1. tell the principal i'm taking a half day because of an interview.
2. ask if i can leave school at 2pm - instead of 2:30.
well, i'm going with option 1. whatever! I don't want to come off to the school as someone just there for the money. so, i'll have to take another half day. I'm so sick of running my life around school to interview to concert to school to interview. this means that i'm lowering my chances even more for the 90 days.
you see, i haven't been given a certain day as my last one. therefore, i don't know if they will let me stay on when the teacher returns for the last 9 days of school (or, if he didn't, he wouldn't be paid all summer). everyone's in it for the money. well, almost everyone.
i'm frustrated, pissed, angry. I don't have a job for next year. I've been running myself ragged with interviews. I have a course in the summer that I should have been studying for like crazy - and i didn't start because of all these other things. Nothing is really going smoothly.
the demo lesson went well. one girl told me, in front of the class AND the teachers/administration observing me, that i was a good teacher! I told her she was a good student!
we'll see what comes of today's lesson...if they like me enough to hire me.
i just want a job, one that i know i can perform well. one that is suitable for me...too much to ask? it seems that way. well, i guess nobody said it was easy.
we have to work for things. but, still, for how long?
Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 5.4 lbs to go!
exercise: 10 minutes walk
calories: 1660
I thought i'd have around 1300-1400 calories but i ended up having a rather large dinner at almost 800 calories. It was healthy, though. Everything I ate today was healthy.
The concert today ran smoothly. I'm glad the 4th graders had a positive first experience ever performing their instruments!
I was sooo tired after the concert, just because i haven't been sleeping well. tonight i plan to exercise, because even though i put 10 mintues down as my exercise today, i have yet to complete it! also, i need to practice for my demo lesson.
then, i just found out that I have an interview on Friday, too!
whoa.
2 concerts, 2 interviews, and a demo lesson in one week!
bye everyone.
Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 5.4 lbs to go!
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Congrats on the concert! And good luck on your interview tomorrow!
exercise: 30 min.
calories: 1150. healthy foods.
once again, thank you all for helping me feel a little better about the situation i'm presently in!
I went shopping today because of necessity. I must look presentable at my two concerts tomorrow and the next day. also, i must have another top for the demo lesson after the second concert.
i also had an interview today. I knew i was an unlikely candidate because i am not a string person...just band instruments. but, the job was both. obviously, i can learn. i just presumed there would be people there that do have both qualifications. one of the parents on the committee didn't seem impressed by me. i know i DON'T have that job.
i'm off to take a walk...because otherwise it'll turn into an entire week without exercise..and that doesn't have to be.
hollybelle, you're right. i feel like i'm at that point where sometimes i don't believe that i don't have to eat the way i do - the binging.
i feel like i positively can't binge for awhile...just because i will not fit into ANYTHING. and, really, i don't want that to be the case. In a month and a half, i'll be conducting in front of peers and faculty. in july, i certainly want to feel better about myself...and not worse.
Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 5.4 lbs to go!
calories so far: 1420 exercise: 50 minutes (30 for weights, 20 elliptical)
lots of work to do...
i'm stressed out. my clothes don't fit well right now. i've gotten to the point where i know i need to do something about how i look. it's gonna take awhile for me to loose the weight. i have a job interview and also a demonstration lesson this week. i hardly have clothes for the concerts i have to conduct. i don't have time to look for new clothes. i'm a mess.
Progress as of today: -2 lbs lost so far, only 5.4 lbs to go!
i started out with a big breakfast, 540 calories. however, the rest of the day went well.
exercise: 30 minutes treadmill.
calories 1490.
i'm off to go do the exercise...haha, and then do work!
have a goodnight!
Progress as of today: -1.2 lbs lost so far, only 4.6 lbs to go!
i messed up today.
exercise: 80 minutes (60 yoga, 20 walk)
i went out to do yoga, which is good. but, i came home and binged. today was my first day in awhile with less errands to do. I was supposed to call this teacher i work with to go over a lesson plan i'll be doing at my demo lesson next week. but, i procrastinated in planning what i would be talking to her about. this is what i do when i'm unsure of myself. dumb. however, it was the same as usual...i was binging slightly slower, and totally understanding that i didn't have to. weird.
goodnight all, and thanks for your comments! :)
Progress as of today: -1.2 lbs lost so far, only 4.6 lbs to go!
hey everyone!
exercise total: 60 minutes (30 weights, 30 treadmill)
my interview went well! yay. i do not at all have the job yet..there's at least one more round of interviews with many other candidates.
work went pretty well too.
i have so much to do next week...i could hardly believe it. Tuesday I have an interview, wed and thurs i have 4th grade concerts, I'll have another interview hopefully Thursday or Friday. I had to call to change the interview because it was Thursday morning...the same as my concert.
life is not dull right now. it's too busy!
oh, and i have to get my car side mirror fixed...probably next weekend...the part is on order!
Progress as of today: -1.2 lbs lost so far, only 4.6 lbs to go!
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Thanks for the nice comments. I keep my exercise going. I am a junkie about it now. That makes everything worth while. plus my kids and husband and the fun we are having now. Keep up your great work!!
greengirl on 06/11/2007:
Fitness and healthwise sounds like a good day for you HoP!!! My photo yesterday was after the race, after we picked up our finishing medals!! We had a great time. I hope you get your days sorted out. it sounds comlicated!! Take care :o)