forums directory search about DD
or Join for Free!
Recent Diary Entries
Horn_Of_Plenty 1 hrs
Donkey 3 hrs
BearCountryGG 4 hrs
InnerPeace 9 hrs
legcramps 11 hrs
graindart 11 hrs
Maria7 12 hrs
OhioRaven 15 hrs
happy-1 13 days
pinklatte 15 days
DDwebmaster 12/15
chidogs 10/22
Duaa123. 10/12
smilewithkatie 5/28
Puddles 5/18
52LivingLife 4/16
Jayhawkjen 4/14
trishpiglet3 4/12
thinkpositive 3/21
onceagain 2/01
KathyBlue 1/08
xanthe 11/28
jazzstorie 11/27
Cybermom4 10/31
jabockov 10/06

Recent Forum Topics
Slim Fast - 7:15A 20-Dec

spam removed - 7:15A 20-Dec

DD Future - 2017 - 12:34P 30-Apr

My First time! - 6:19P 7-Mar

Can't post replies to journal posts - 2:14P 17-Sep

WEBMASTER: Replies to comments on diary - 6:16P 12-Jul

view graindart bio page
graindart - Tuesday Aug 21, 2018
(30 days - weigh & post daily)
Weight: 213.9

Day 1 completed successfully.

It's amazing how quickly one's resolve / determination can fade.  Yesterday morning when I posted here, I was 100% ready to jump back into controlling my eating.  I was 100% ready to fully commit to a solid 30 days of conquering food.  I had made a conscious decision and it was going to be easy this time. 

Twelve hours later at 7pm last night, I was once again questioning whether it was worth it or not.  I was actually sitting there reasoning with myself that it would be ok to change my mind and put it off until after Labor Day.  Of course if I put it off until after Labor Day, then I'll convince myself to put it off until after my birthday.  Then I'll put it off until after my wife's birthday.  Then Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year.  Then I'll weigh 283 again and be so depressed that I'll just keep eating until I weigh 300 lbs.......

On to day 2.....

Progress as of today: 69.1 lbs lost so far, only 38.9 lbs to go!

BearCountryGG on 08/21/2018:

horn_of_plenty on 08/21/2018:
TAKE IT DAY BY DAY. LOWER your expectations. SLOW DOWN YOUR BRAIN and your thinking.

take some deep breaths. you are anxious about it.

the act of eating takes our minds out of commission...it's the same as smoking or drinking. we do it for the act of eating / chewing - when you keep overeating you are just doing the motions bc you said it can be any type food you just want to keep eating...its the repetitive motion, the habit that you crave...the full feeling and then the upset feelings that follow...same as drinking, drugs, alcohol...

The reason i said that, is because i have lived it and everyday i fight it! I fight it with planning and food choices that i've changed around - so i can enjoy my eating...so i can continue to feel full...so i can indulge but not suffer consequences (as much as i used to!).

i am giving you advice because i have been EXACTLY in your boat. I have been (slightly) overweight..and too fat for my own body...i have been so completely misproportioned that i hated how i felt in my clothes. fast fat i gained while i had some life changes going back to school ages 26-28, no paycheck/depleting my savings, living still with parents and lessening of my own olbigations falling back to acting and behaving like there were no consequences. I had given up my career completely and felt depleted. I allowed the food habits to once again take charge of my life. In order to study, i overate. I used food for comfort and to provide a mental relief to being in school and studying. Those two years were not spent right...but, in that last year, i began working again and i began exercising again.

...sometimes more life challenges and responsibilities can HELP with scheduling better eating. Though my life is more complex now and free time is limited, it's generally good for structured eating...as long as i am prepared usually and can being my lunch & snacks to work so that calories are pre-planned.

back to you, i am successful for the same reasons you say you become successful - with a plan. with some personal control.

also thru your past dieting and experiences, YOU ARE LEARNING what works and what doesn't.

you are already on the right road. but you cannot be 100% successful all the time....AND you cannot be successful WITHOUT FAILURE - YOU GROW AND LEARN AND ACCOMPLISH MORE based on what you LEARN FROM FAILURE.

how did i do it!? i learned from my failures. I learned what works and what doesn't.

it can take many falls to finally be more successful or for you to finally have better goals with better plans.

you are DOING GREAT.

REMEMBER - IT'S DOESN'T HAVE TO BE ALL OR NOTHING! Halloween and those holidays makes it hard for me, too. I struggle a TON personally with Thanksgiving.

On these days, you can eat to you are content...but having the veggies and stuff to fill you can help you...trust me!...but eat what you want.

beacuse like i said in your earlier entry yesterday....it's how fast you recover from a setback, not the setback itself that slows progress.

setbacks we learn from. how fast we recover and get back on the road to success is even more important.

you can fall often, but when you get back on the saddle is extremely important.

setbacks come, but it's your choice if you want to stay in that mindset or keep pushing toward success. success comes easier with experience and knowledge.

I've learned about myself thru dieting / lifestyle for appprox 15-16 years now. so, i don't think you've been at it that long.

only in the past several and really past 2.5 years have i been injury free and maintaining a weight i am quite pleased with.

graindart on 08/22/2018:
I am having to take it day by day right now, like you suggested. I'm not good at rebounding from food failure quickly right now, so I just have to concentrate on not screwing up until I can get back in the habit of eating better.

Looking back, when I'm in the habit of eating better daily, my screwups usually only last 1-3 days. This summer my daily habit has been overeating, with my healthier eating only lasting 1-3 days at a time. I just need to get back in the habit of eating healthier the vast majority of time, then the brief screwups don't have much of a lasting effect.

Thanks for suggestions.

Donkey on 08/22/2018:
I used to struggle with after-dinner eating. That's how I regained weight. That's when you must rely on your resolve and determination. Going to bed early helps too, lol...

The struggle is real.

graindart - Monday Aug 20, 2018
(30 days - weigh & post daily)
Weight: 217.9

Moderation without a plan just doesn't work for me.  Maybe it will someday in the future, but right now it's not an option.  For now and the near future, I'm either on a plan or I'm just heading back to weighing 283 lbs again.  

It's been a fun Summer full of eating whatever I want, whenever I want. 

I like to stuff my face with food.  I don't care if the food tastes great.  I don't care if it makes me feel great.  I just like to continually eat.

I'm going back to a 30 day plan of my own making.  I do well with set goals that have set time periods.  I haven't decided the exact parameters for this first 30 day plan, but have been considering a couple different options that have worked well for me in the past.  I'll probably have a set plan in place by the end of today.

When I fall off the wagon, I have no desire to post entries here.  I don't like broadcasting my "failures".  Today is the first day of my new 30 day plan.  I will post here everyday during this 30 day plan, whether I'm successful or not.  I will weigh myself daily, whether I'm successful or not.

I have a certain bodyfat percentage that I feel comfortable at also look decent at.  I just need to make a daily conscious decision between which I want more.  Do I want to eat junk or do I want to feel / look better.  For the long term, I can't have it both ways.  I can't eat junk and expect to feel and look healthy.

I'm glad that moderation works well for some people.  It just doesn't work for me at this time.  Having a set plan for some people makes them feel overly restricted and makes them dwell on what they can't have.  For me, having a set plan takes the extra thought process out of the equation and actually allows me to not dwell on food thoughts as much.  Since I know what I'm going to do daily, I don't end up trying to justify indulgences daily.

Have secretly been telling myself that I can keep putting eating plans off until after Labor Day, when school starts.  But today I woke up and decided to quit putting things off anymore.  The calendar doesn't appear to have too many holidays or events during the next 30 days, so that's a plus.  Youngest daughter is playing volleyball.  There's a volleyball bbq this Thursday, followed by a tournament this Saturday.  Have Labor Day get-together and a family birthday party for a nephew in a couple weeks.  Probably not too many other events that will test my resolve.

On to conquer day 1, even though I haven't solidified the exact plan as of yet.......

Progress as of today: 65.1 lbs lost so far, only 42.9 lbs to go!

BearCountryGG on 08/20/2018:
The old saying..."Strike while the iron is hot"...makes all of the sense in the world. You have to do what works for you...when you are motivated to carry it out. I know what you are fighting...I went from 169 to over 250....and just refused to deal with it in any meaningful way.......now...I'm having to do it all over again.....no fun in that. It does seem that keeping tempting things out of the house is important for you...eating lots of veggies also seems to be your best bet for filling up......a low carb diet is probably your best bet.....we all fall down...regularly....I can guarantee you that you are safe here.....if it helps YOU to confess a slip up then do that...if not...then don't mention it if that works better for you. My husband keeps reminding me that the more I think about food...the more I eat...and he is right....so I feel the need to get a little bit quieter when that happens......but I miss the gang here...and get back into this again.

graindart on 08/20/2018:
I don't like admitting to slipping up or failing at something. When I screw up, my usual pattern is to just avoid this site. In deciding to post here daily for the next 30 days, it's just added incentive to not let myself go off the deep end.

BearCountryGG on 08/20/2018:
Agreed......if that works then do that.

Donkey on 08/21/2018:
If that means you'll be posting more often, yay!!!

horn_of_plenty on 08/21/2018:
I agree with donkey...woohooo to having you back at our community.!!

also, its good to hear you say that you don't want moderation now, but that's how you feel NOW and not forever. I think in terms of both my own dieting and lifestyle, i started off VERY structured and VERY rigid...and could only go towards my way now based on what i learned and gathered from the previous years of structure and rigidity.

I get you completely. it's good to hear you are on track and on board!

horn_of_plenty on 08/21/2018:
i was reading something by a favorite speaker of mine, James Clear.

The difference between the amateurs and the pros is how fast we recover or rebound from failures and hardships.

so keep on. and when you get off track, try to keep your rebound close by.

graindart - Monday Aug 13, 2018
(just getting back in control)
Weight: 202.7

Camping in the mountains was good and we had a couple friends swing by to eat dinner with us.  Dad's birthday party went ok.  Church block party went ok. 

This past week has been unbearably hot.  It hit 100 for two or three days in a row, with one of the days hitting 104.  Where I live we only usually have a 30% chance of hitting 100 in any given year, with most years topping off in the high 90's.  Thankfully today's high is only supposed to be 77.  After the past few days, 70's feels downright chilly.

Getting back into the groove with work and watching what I eat today.  I might be missing something, but don't think I have any parties, birthdays, picnics, or other special occasions for the next couple weeks.  Maybe I can actually just get back into a semi-normal routine.  The girls and wife head back to school after Labor Day, so know that I'll be able to get back into a regular routine at that time again.

Progress as of today: 80.3 lbs lost so far, only 27.7 lbs to go!

BearCountryGG on 08/13/2018:
Back into the old routine will be good.

Donkey on 08/14/2018:
I echo what Bear says; I thrive on routine... but you've had a wonderful summer with amazing memories.

horn_of_plenty on 08/16/2018:
Wow! That is hot!

We had hardly any 90 degree days this year in NYC..today will be around 90. Instead, it's rained a lot, which i guess is good for the plants !

I sooo do not look forward to our school season to begin, same time as yours, after Labor Day. There is so much street traffic and congestion, i'll have to leave around 15 minutes earlier in the mornings! at least.

graindart - Wednesday Aug 08, 2018
(just getting back in control)
Weight: 202.7

Dirtbike riding went well yesterday.  Have some regular work to get done today and tomorrow.  Heading to the mountains again on Friday for an overnight short camping trip.  Have to get back on Saturday for my dad's birthday party.  Sunday is a block party event after church.  Monday my youngest starts full day volleyball practice camp.

The lazy days of summer appear to be over.  Now it appears to be a quick dash until school starts for the girls, just after Labor Day. 

Progress as of today: 80.3 lbs lost so far, only 27.7 lbs to go!

happy-1 on 08/08/2018:
Good exercise and getting outdoors, enjoying being physical. The beach did that for me sat.

Donkey on 08/09/2018:
We start school here August 15th. My friends in Indiana already started this Monday!

This is the first year that I have no kids in school.

horn_of_plenty on 08/09/2018:
that's when our schools start too, day after Labor Day :)

how old is your dad on his bday? how exciting!

enjoy the block party :)

graindart on 08/09/2018:
He's hitting the big 70. The block party is geared more towards younger kids, so I'll just wander around talking to friends and probably be done after an hour or so. The wife and kids are working the bouncy-house and serving food for awhile.

horn_of_plenty on 08/09/2018:
are you looking forward to the block party?

wow, donkey's area starts school so early!

horn_of_plenty on 08/09/2018:
70 is soooo young still ... good for him!

graindart - Monday Aug 06, 2018
(just getting back in control)
Weight: 202.7

Random thoughts today.....

Going to try switching to a weekly weigh-in, instead of daily.

Planning on going camping in the mountains this Friday with the family. 

Youngest daughter starts volleyball practice again next week.

We had a brief dip in the daily high temperatures where the highs were in the high 70's / low 80's for a few days.  Hopefully this week's forecast is wrong, but right now it says it's supposed to hit 104 on Friday (will be cooler in the mountains).  It rarely hits 100 degrees here in any summer, so 104 would be quite the shock.

Back to work this morning.....

Progress as of today: 80.3 lbs lost so far, only 27.7 lbs to go!

happy-1 on 08/06/2018:
Lot's of positive mindset practices here for the new week. I love your posts.

Horn_of_plenty on 08/06/2018:
yes, i'd support your weekly weigh-in as daily fluctuations can be quite unnerving!

camping sounds fun! grilling veggies can be fun...grilled peppers are quite awesome...you can even grill pineapple. light balsamic dressing or other marinades are good on everything or just plain...you can look up fast recipes for marinades...but even plain peppers are GREAT!

wowwww that's hotter than here! we are having 90s and it feels it!

wishing you a FAST day of work!

Donkey on 08/08/2018:
Hey, I don't agree with weekly weigh-ins if it means less posting!

Lol, I just meant that I enjoy reading your entries. A weekly weigh-in might work better for you.

Have fun camping! That sounds lovely!

graindart - Friday Aug 03, 2018
(just getting back in control)
Weight: 202.7

Yesterday went ok.  Really wanted to keep snacking after dinner while watching a little tv.  Ended up eating 4 pieces of toast with butter, a couple small beef sticks, and a little bit of roasted pork loin.  Didn't have any real junk food in the house, so that was good.  It was also fortunate that there were only 4 pieces of bread left in the house, otherwise I can see myself having eaten the entire loaf......

Progress as of today: 80.3 lbs lost so far, only 27.7 lbs to go!

BearCountryGG on 08/03/2018:
Best to keep that stuff out then.....at least you didn't get in the car and go find some!!!

graindart on 08/03/2018:
Yeah. My laziness won out over my food cravings. I guess that's a good thing.....

happy-1 on 08/05/2018:
You're having a total Wallace and Grommit moment with the buttered toast!

Horn_of_plenty on 08/05/2018:
so i'd say you did pretty well...remember sometimes what you are reaching for is for a reason. maybe you were eating very under calories or something or it's a big change from previous way of eating, your body is still adjusting and you should be at least happy that it wasn't an all-out binge-fest. good job getting back on track..

graindart - Thursday Aug 02, 2018
(just getting back in control)
Weight: 206.0

Yesterday wasn't perfect, but definitely more in control.

Due to the weight gain over the past couple months, I'm down to only a few shirts that I hadn't gotten rid of.  I've only got a couple pair of shorts and 1 pair of jeans that still fit.  I know if I just stay focused for a couple weeks, that I'll be able to start wearing my other clothes again.  Just need to stay on track and make it until after Labor Day.  After Labor Day, the kids and wife go back to school and I can settle into a normal schedule again where controlling my eating will become much easier.

Progress as of today: 77 lbs lost so far, only 31 lbs to go!

happy-1 on 08/02/2018:
You can do it!!!!! Does one of your tshirts say "No Hugging?"?

graindart on 08/02/2018:
The link I posted on yours was for a shirt that stated: "No Hugging. Please do not encircle me with your sweaty meat sticks."

horn_of_plenty on 08/02/2018:
usually it takes a few days to get really back...

remember, a lifestyle isn't only about "control." you should be HAPPY with your choices that you make with your own control, but shouldn't be controlled like in restrictive. that can be very much a struggle.

the past is done, if you were focussed on not doesn't matter. start here fresh and allow yourself some wiggle room and know you are HUMAN and prone to human error.

plan and food shop to do better. if you like takeout, get takeout but get veggies in that takeout. doesn't need to be steamed, you can have flavor. 1200 cals is too low for any man..so don't feel you have to be too restrictive. Even you can lose on 2000/day. take it easy, little by little.

graindart on 08/02/2018:
I do need to take some time and figure out a way of eating that I can live with for the next several years.

I'm very "happy" with the rest of my life (family is great, job has pluses/minuses, but overall works ok), but seems like I'm never happy with my food / health patterns.

I'm not happy with an overly restrictive food plan. I'm also not happy when I go nuts and eat several thousand calories in a day. I'm not happy with repetitive exercise (walking/running/weights/etc). I'm not happy when I have too many scheduled commitments for other types of exercise (softball).

For food / exercise I know what makes me "unhappy", but don't really know what makes me "happy". Would be nice to figure that out.....

BearCountryGG on 08/02/2018:
Too many restrictive rules make me rebel. Finding the exact right way to do this is so difficult.

Donkey on 08/03/2018:
Sometimes we have to forget about what makes us happy and just do it because it's the right thing to do.

Donkey on 08/03/2018:
I realize my comment above might not convey the support I was intending to express. My recommendation was to "fake it until you make it", by making choices that you logically know are "good for you" until you can find what really clicks for you. My "love" for this journey comes and goes but I stick to the routine through good and bad. Consistency above all is what I think has made this time around more successful than the other times I've lost this same weight.

I apologize if my previous comment offended you.

graindart on 08/03/2018:
It takes a lot to offend me, and that wasn't even close. You'll have to try harder next time...... :)

I enjoy reading different opinions and different plans for accomplishing the same goals. Like most people here, I'm just trying to find something that works for me and allows me to stay at a comfortable body size/shape/weight with the least amount of effort.

Donkey on 08/04/2018:
^ Thank you for your understanding. Actually, your response was a real eye-opener for me, as far as putting things in an appropriate perspective for me. Thank you - very helpful!

graindart - Wednesday Aug 01, 2018
(just getting back in control)
Weight: 211.7

August 1st......time to get back in control of my eating.  Most of this post is for my own records.  I'll sum it up so you don't have to read it all.  I've overeaten the past 2 months.  Today I get back on track.

For me, there always seems to be a reason or event to feel like celebrating by overeating.  The food rarely tastes good, but I still consume mass quantities of it.  June and July saw me take in boatloads of processed food that had little actual good flavor.  Over the past couple months I've eaten a ton of chocolate chip cookies and donuts.  The first usually tastes decent, but by the time I get to the 10th cookie in a row it really doesn't taste good at all.  Yet, I continue shoving them in my mouth until the package is empty.

Yesterday we took the girls to the state fair.  I knew it was my last day off-diet, so planned on eating every possible thing I could think of.  I succeeded in stuffing my face all day and am sitting at the computer with a very uncomfortable bloated belly this morning.  First thing I ate at the fair was a pulled pork bbq sandwich with mac-n-cheese.  It tasted good and would've been fine if I stopped afterward.  I walked up and down the food section and nothing else seemed overly enticing.  Went and watched the girls ride various fair rides.  Out of boredom I went back to the food area and settled on a corn dog.  Didn't taste impressive, but I finished it.  Ate some mediocre ice cream a little later before heading home.  I knew dinner was going to be my last pigout for awhile, so took the family to a buffet.  Ate a lot.  The steak was actually good, but most everything else was pretty bland.  After dinner, before bedtime, ended up eating cookies, chocolate covered pretzels, cupcakes, bananas, and some other stuff I don't even remember.  None of it sticks out as tasting good, just kept filling my face with sugar.

Like I said, I always find an event or reason to justify my desire to overeat.  And any time I overeat, it usually turns into a full day or two thing.  If it were confined to only an hour or two every once in awhile, it really wouldn't matter.  The past couple months have been filled with events that I've decided justified my overeating.  But now they've left me in a place where I'm physically feeling like crap......jiggly crap.  

Looking forward through August, there are a few events that are going to be tough to get through without overeating.  Probably taking the family camping a couple times (usually eat a ton of marshmallows, smores, hot dogs, chips, candy, etc).  My dad's birthday party for the whole family will have a lot of carbs available.  Church picnic coming up will have every imaginable type of dessert.  Near the end of the month, one of my daughters will have their first volleyball tournament which will have lots of concession food available. 

I've got a few days to figure out a plan to beat those temptations.  Right now I just need to concentrate on getting a string of successful days under my belt.  I just need to get back in the everyday routine of eating right.

On to day 1......

Progress as of today: 71.3 lbs lost so far, only 36.7 lbs to go!

BearCountryGG on 08/01/2018:
One thing that can be said about that first bite...is that if it is tasty....you will know it.....after that...the second bite will be good....and then...it quickly moves onto just shoveling food in............without tasting anything at all.....it becomes a conquest....of "can I consume all of it?".....bites 1 and 2 are Great...after that...not so much....if we can internalize that concept...we can enjoy the things we love to eat......and eat only those first two bites.....I have always considered myself a human garbage can...because I ate things that needed to be used up...or I felt that I needed to eat things that I didn't like because they were there and waste not want not.....over times...I came to realize that eating things that were not enjoyable meant that I would lug them around with me for life...plastered on my body.....every step I took (take)...I'm carrying them with me...and suddenly...it finally clicked...I could have eaten less...and not cooked so much...or not put so much on my plate...or I could have actually put it in the garbage ( that is the difficult one for me). Somewhere in our lives.....food became way to important...maybe because we didn't have enough...or maybe because it was used as a reward....or maybe because we were taught not to waste anything ( me).One thing we should remember is that there will always be food....we don't have to eat it all right this minute. I hope you have a good day.

legcramps on 08/01/2018:
I hear you about how hard it is to stop or gain control, I just recently went through this myself when I went to the ribfest and gorged on meat. I find it a lot harder in the summer too, when it's bbq season and ice cream is just so nice on a hot hot day!

You can do this. A lot of it is mind over matter.

graindart on 08/02/2018:
In years past, I found my appetite diminish during the Summer months due to the heat. But not this year. And it seems this year that I've got one or two events every week that want to derail my eating goals.

Donkey on 08/02/2018:
I think one of the hardest mindsets I've had to overcome and change is the idea that I have to finish what I started eating.

A few things that helped: Had someone recommend that I should throw out what I don't finish, with the thinking that if I eat the rest, I'm essentially eating garbage. True.

Referencing my latest comment to Maria, I often take one portion and divide it up so that I feel like I'm getting more than just one.

Eventually learning to relish having the control over my portions. Being proud of myself for saying "STOP. ENOUGH" -- stopping the self-abuse of binge eating and standing up for myself. Crazy?

innerpeace on 08/02/2018:
I know all about binging. Just stay active and maybe this will help. It is an ongoing struggle.

happy-1 on 08/02/2018:
Did you grow up with a lot of siblings? Competition for food?

graindart on 08/02/2018:
No, just two younger sisters. Just years and years of bad habits on my part.

horn_of_plenty on 08/02/2018:
I have also ran into these periods were i want to splurge. Only way i'm able to stay in control is my own volume eating. I eat things that literally expand my stomach and make me full. And i plan to eat these things. I plan to buy these things. My lifestyle has totally altered to help me maintain my weight as you see from my entries.

The longer i have maintained (basically with small ups and downs) my weight, the more i want to keep maintaining. The longer you keep a plan and lifestyle of eating, the easier it gets because you learn to eat in a way you enjoy and can keep for life.

Try to make a good plan of something you can StICK with. perhaps it's light eating for you all day...like grapefruit, etc. egg whites scrambled at breakfast...etc...and then bigger meal for dinner. ? find somethign you are HAPPY to stick with. If it's a hassle, it is not worth keeping a lifestyle that is a struggle. Mine is NOT a struggle. I honestly enjoy it. that's why i keep it up.

in the end, if you are happy with the lifestyle / diet choices, you'll keep it up. it does involve planning / buying / purchasing and doing things that make it EASIER and less of a struggle to keep up.

lots of takeout places make veggies. it has become easier for me to stick to my eating lifestyle and go out to eat. the veggies i order are mostly in sauces, not steamed anymore. it's very possible to enjoy flavor and not let it be a weight buster.

graindart - Wednesday Jul 18, 2018
(OMAD, LCHF, counting calories)
Weight: 191.4

Yesterday went decent, not great.  Started off great, but ended with some extra bran muffins with butter and a banana late at night that I really didn't need. 

Last regular season softball game was last night.  Tournament in 10 days and then it  will be done for the season.

Dirt biking was decent yesterday for the first few hours.  Then it started raining and got cold fast.  Totally drenched and almost shivering by the time we made it back to the trucks for the ride home.  Still much better than a day spent in the office.....

On to conquer today.....


Progress as of today: 91.6 lbs lost so far, only 16.4 lbs to go!

horn_of_plenty on 07/18/2018:
even if yesterday wasn't perfect, you did better than usual and didn't go totally off the deep end...bran at least is very filling...and a banana is healthy for potassium. better than usual thank a total binge-fest.

i'd also agree you're having a good day...keep on! rememember, success doesn't have to be all or nothing...it can be in the middle. that's my success these days...could be better and could be worst but never the best and never the worst right now.

legcramps on 07/18/2018:
Dirt biking! Fun!

happy-1 on 07/19/2018:
Go you!

Donkey on 07/19/2018:
I hope your Wednesday was a good day. Regarding biking, yes, no matter how "miserable" the conditions, still better than the best day at the office, right?

Donkey on 07/22/2018:
Just checking in to see how you're doing.

happy-1 on 07/27/2018:
How are u doing? Don't forget about us!

graindart - Tuesday Jul 17, 2018
(OMAD, LCHF, counting calories)
Weight: 189.5

Back in control yesterday, for a new successful day 1.

Went to our school's sponsored night at the local minor league baseball team last night.  The girls had some fun, but I was bored out of my mind.  I have some friends that have season tickets and show up 2 or 3 times per week to watch.  I don't know how they do it.  I'd rather just go to bed and sleep....

Going dirt biking today and have packed several zero calorie drinks.  Have a softball game tonight after getting back from the mountains.

On to conquer day 2.....

Progress as of today: 93.5 lbs lost so far, only 14.5 lbs to go!

horn_of_plenty on 07/17/2018:
2-3 times per week is toooooo big a commitment. sorry you were bored with even one night...i guess you didn't have close friends there, i'm sure your daughters were occupied with their own friends too...

Your plans for today sound great! enjoy your time outdoors. it's so healthy and wonderful..!

conquer your plans.

bearcountrygg on 07/17/2018:
Maybe not so much in to baseball????

Donkey on 07/18/2018:
I just can't sit so long to watch baseball any more. If I were playing and getting actual exercise and benefit, then I'd be OK with it. If I'm sitting with the husband while he watches, I'm usually reading and knitting as well. Just sitting and watching--- no can do. Maybe this is a sign that I've said good-bye to a sedentary lifestyle.

[ Previous Page 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 Next Page ]