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horn_of_plenty - Friday Feb 22, 2008

Weight: 124.0

so, like i do when it snows and i'm stuck inside, i binged. I don't think i want to go to yoga tonight bc i want to study and just walk on the treadmill. today's not a great day lol.

I've not lost all hope though! My goal for calories today is not more than 3100. It could be much worse, trust me! Also, I'll stick to my usual goal of 1500 cal per day on the weekend.

I didn't end up volunteering bc of the snow...so I will definitely go this coming Tuesday!! :)

calories 3150.

exercise: 1hr

total ex: 19hrs, 55min

Progress as of today: 3 lbs lost so far, only 4 lbs to go!

legcramps on 02/22/2008:
Get through it!

MsKitty on 02/22/2008:
Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use. Hang in there

leeumom on 02/22/2008:
How many calories are in one pound? You can do it. Do something around the house that will be a sense of accomplishment. Then you will feel good and perhaps be good to yourself and body. Remember the goal.

horn_of_plenty - Thursday Feb 21, 2008

Weight: 124.0

...i had a binge just now. 2520 calories so far, 11am. I had cookies, cinnamon bread, chocolates. my goal for the day is 3000 or so cal.!!!

**Important Yogurt Discovery...**

***I have been eating plain non-fat yogurt often, like 2-3 times a day, recently and have discovered it really helps digestion/elimination. Anyone that has ever been constipated (sorry for being so explicit) will benefit COMPLETELY from this. I usually do not have that problem but I find the power of yogurt amazing. I didn't buy any special brand, just a nonfat or lowfat PLAIN yogurt. I eat it on/with everything! It's a good spread/dip/sauce. You should definitely try it...after a day or two, you'll be amazed!***

So, everything that yogurt claims it can do is totally true! :)


Friday AM entry: I woke up this morning to beautiful snow covering everything which is still falling. I actually don't like snow, but I also couldn't believe it really hadn't snowed all year yet. I figure it's good for the environment!

I woke up hungry and had one of those new lean cuisine flatbread pizzas with a half cup of yogurt on top...and some tea. Overall, 420 calories. I just have to keep an eye on my eating throughout the morning. I would have went to volunteer, but the streets aren't even plowed. I think I will walk on the treadmill and head to the library later. When the roads are better, I plan to do a few returns to the stores.


Thursday evening entry:

I wrote a HUGE entry, then it was deleted! yuck! No way am i typing again!

anyways, the interview went well. I did many errands and studied. I don't want to go to yoga...i have a hunger feeling in me today and i'm tired. Perhaps i'll nap. Usually i don't, but it's worth a shot.

I'm so happy about my weight and the fact that it is steadily decreasing. When it was at 130 there was also some major bloat in effect too from all the bulky food. I cannot wait to be out of the 120s!!! :)

1550 cal, no exercise.

Progress as of today: 3 lbs lost so far, only 4 lbs to go!

thinnsidenotout on 02/21/2008:
Ohhh....Take a nap for me to pleeeease.... Glad to hear the interview went well and you got things accomplished....HAVE A GREAT EVENING!

mmuraro on 02/21/2008:
Yea, nap! I don't usually do it either, but every once in a while it's nice. Glad to hear the interview went well. Haha. I love that pic.. seemed perfect for us here. xo.

leeumom on 02/21/2008:
Good luck on the out come of your interview. Keep up the good work.

MsKitty on 02/22/2008:
Congrats on the gradual weight loss.... its nice to always see the numbers coming down.

MsKitty on 02/22/2008:
thought you might like this joke I found

When Mozart passed away, he was buried in a churchyard. A couple days later, the town drunk was walking through the cemetery and heard some strange noises coming from the area where Mozart was buried. Terrified, the drunk ran and got the priest to come and listen to it. The priest bent close to the grave and heard some faint, unrecognizable music coming from the grave. Frightened, the priest ran and got the town magistrate. When the magistrate arrived, he bent his ear to the grave, listened for a moment, and said, "Ah, yes, that's Mozart's Ninth Symphony, being played backwards."

He listened a while longer, and said, "There's the Eighth Symphony, And it's backwards, too. Most puzzling." So the magistrate kept listening; "There's the Seventh... the Sixth...the Fifth..." Suddenly the realization of what was happening dawned on the magistrate; he stood up and announced to the crowd that had gathered in the cemetery. "My fellow citizens, there's nothing to worry about. It's just Mozart decomposing."

leeumom on 02/22/2008:
Thanks for the reminder. Kopsman has eaten yogurt for years. Usually he will pack one with my lunch. We get the yoplat (sw) with white chocolate. It is maybe 90 calories and soo--------- good. I agree! Have been sick for a week with this darn cold and have not had any. Know what I'm having. Truely, it did help with my weight loss.

mmuraro on 02/22/2008:
Well, you already did it and it's over now. Don't try to fast for the rest of the day to compensate, just try to be mindful of what you eat, have healthy foods, but don't let yourself be hungry. doesn't matter if the calories overall will be too high. Just eat well and maybr go to Bikram yoga tonight? :)

thinnsidenotout on 02/22/2008:
I was taking Fiber Tablets to help me with "back-up" and found it worked the opposite on me.Since I have started eating yogurt/healthier foods and stopped taking the pills..MUCH BETTER!!!!!!

Go on about your day and be cautious of temptations..RESISTING!!!!!!

maria777 on 02/22/2008:
Congratulations on your lower number! The snow sounds beautiful! I like snow...I LOVE to see it falling...we actually DID get a light sprinkling a few weeks ago...it was lovely!!!

desichick on 02/22/2008:
Hey Thanks for your comment. I completely understand about the job shifting causing difficulties in maintaining weight loss. I've struggled with it for years and given a lot of thought to what I can do to avoid that, because well things change all the time and I don't want to be constantly falling of the wagon. I think planning ahead of a change and being aware of the fact that sometimes your routine is going to have to be modified might be helpful. Like the stress and possibly different hours that come with a new job. You could give yourself a couple of weeks to adjust and then get back to your routine, maybe modified to accommodate the new schedule. Hope that helps!

feeleebubs on 02/22/2008:
I'll have to try the yogurt thing.

horn_of_plenty - Wednesday Feb 20, 2008

Weight: 124.0

Today was a very good day overall. I did get a lot accomplished although i wish i studied more at the library since an older woman decided she wanted to talk my ear off!

calories: a healthy 1525. I ate a ton of healthy food today. I tried a lean cuisine I never had before: lemon chicken with brown rice risotto! It was excellent and I was so impressed with their use of brown, not white, rice!

exercise: 2hr, 10 min. yoga and 2 mile walk (i hope its about 2 mi). My mom was actually in the library...haha, i saw her as i was leaving. she said i was nuts to walk the short mile home in the cold. However, i see other people walking and its much colder in other places. I ended up driving with her home...then walking a mere 10min on the treadmill.

total exercise: 18hrs, 55min.

tomorrow i have an interview and quite a few other errands to do. It'll be one busy day!

Progress as of today: 3 lbs lost so far, only 4 lbs to go!

rlovell on 02/20/2008:
yay! i am so proud of you...hope that you are well this evening.

maria777 on 02/20/2008:
Wow...2 mile walk...that is real good and you other workout, too! Your cals look good at 1525, too!

mmuraro on 02/20/2008:
Good luck on the interview! And glad you had a good day! Mine was okay, food was good, but I went to the movies at 7 and couldnt have dinner till almost 10, which is baddddd..... and i didnt work out at all.. yay. hahaha. will be better tomorrow! have a good night.

thinnsidenotout on 02/20/2008:
It was about 32 degrees when I walked last night and a bit warmer tonight...I look like a stuffed bear walking down the road, I swear...Coat, hoody sweatshirt,scarf, mittens and an MP3 burried underneath..oh and water in hand...a couple weeks ago, it was about 25....32 is welcome!...GOod job..I like reading that you are doing better.....

borntocry on 02/21/2008:
I remember once I went out running and my husband said, "Even Carl Lewis wouldn't go running in weather like this!" That was one of the best compliments I ever got!

legcramps on 02/21/2008:
Glad to hear that you're feeling better after getting the flu, it sucks to be sick. You're doing so well on your eating!! What have you been doing to prevent the binges?

I'd love to try yoga in a 100 degree room - I think that would be very cool. Or, hot. I don't know, I wasn't trying to be literal. I've seen it on tv a few times, and it actually looks like a lot of fun! Congrats on your progress HoP!

horn_of_plenty - Tuesday Feb 19, 2008

Weight: 125.0

Evening edit:

I observed and it went well. It was really informal, no interview or anything. At the end of the hour observation, I had to write a short essay on my experience there. Not too bad at all.

I walked to the library to study today. It's a mile each way so I figure it's a GREAT way for me to get my minimal cardio in. I also fit in yoga, finally. I'm so glad I went and I feel like I sweated profusely (I do yoga in a 100 degree room), more than normal, to let all these sick germs out of my body! LOL!

Total exercise: 2hrs, 10min.

Feb ex: 16 hrs, 45 min.

total cal: about 1650.


Morning entry:

I'm definitely feeling a little better with much less aches and pains compared to yesterday. Also, I think my fever is gone since I haven't needed to wear a bazillion layers of clothing this morning. I will probably volunteer today, but only if I am feeling 100%. I also want to go to yoga since I haven't gone in a long time.

Today, I have to go to the hospital around the block from me to observe the radiagraphy department since they have invited me to do so. I wish I were feeling 100% because this will be the first hand impression they are getting of me. I am confident that it will go well.

I was up practically all night from being nervous and also sweating badly on and off because I think I still had a fever. When I weighed myself, I was greeted with a wonderful number, 125. I hope that tomorrow the scale will NOT jump up. I am on track with my weight loss goals and I guess I will lower my goal weight to 120.

Progress as of today: 2 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

thinnsidenotout on 02/19/2008:
Tada!!!!!!! Have a wonderful Day....Glad to hear you are feeling better...

Soon2BThin on 02/19/2008:
Congrats on the weight! Hope you continue to feel better. Have a great day!

hollybelle on 02/19/2008:
Have a good one. Glad you're on the mend.

leeumom on 02/19/2008:
Hope you feel better. I have had it for almost a week now. Caught it from Kopsman. The yorkies must think it is strange to hear all this hacking with the coughs. Maybe they think it is a new bark!! Get better and keep up the good work.

mmuraro on 02/19/2008:
Aw, too bad, I thought I found another member of the grumpy team. Hahaha. But you're right, we need to write more when we're not doing great than when we are! I am sorry you have the flu but glad you're feeling better. I'm glad that you lose the pounds too. It's good to see you're back on track. I love this website too! xo.

thinnsidenotout on 02/19/2008:
Goodness...I prefer the warmth anyday..yesterday was about 57 or I would not of went on that long walk... I don't like walking in all the cumbersome coat/sweater/scarf/mittens at all, but have had to a couple times this last 2 & 1/2 weeks...better than snow/rain I guess. It was down to about 12 degrees this a.m. when I got up @ 5....then now it is sunny and warming up to 50's again..ridding of the frosty grass...hoping I can get in the walk before 6 p.m. tonight...

borntocry on 02/19/2008:
Hey! Nice to see that lower number up there. It was scary to think that you might be venturing into the 130's!!

Hope you're feeling better. I think it was you who left a comment on someone else's diary (maybe Donkey's?) about everyone being sick lately. Well, it's true, about half the people where I work are sick and now my husband's really sick too. I feel like I'm wallowing in germs all day long. It's only a matter of time!

mcwoo40 on 02/19/2008:
Hiya,well done on your weightloss,Great to see you are in control of your food again.Hope you get better soon,I've caught my daughters cough and it's so annoying.I dare not have any cough medicine incase it's loaded with cals,how sad's that.have a great day,Julie

rlovell on 02/19/2008:
yay! hope you are feeling the benefits of your labor.

workingit2 on 02/19/2008:
Stopped by to show support! Stay strong!

mmuraro on 02/19/2008:
Ahh so when you say 'yoga', you mean Bikram? I am a huge fan of it and practice too, even though lately I haven't been going much, Im going to the dance classes. But I was thinking this weekend I may go back. Sooo great for you!

want2be_happy on 02/19/2008:
Hope that bug goes away soon! I have no idea what radiagraphy is but it sounds exciting^^!

mmuraro on 02/20/2008:
No kidding, I always have discovered Bikram maybe around 3 or so years ago. I had times when I was going 4 or 5 times a week and I felt just amazing, like nothing could go wrong in my life. It's just hard to do, because it does take most of your night on a weekday, so now I understand when you talk about finding time to do it. It's the best form of workout I ever tried in my life, though. I have a whole new appreciation for you now!! haha Namaste.

borntocry on 02/20/2008:
Hi HoP! Thanks for your comment. I think you were the only person who told me to run the half-marathon right from the start, when I first found out I was too late to register for it. I think I am still leaning towards doing it. I told my friend that I might be busy that day, so she should plan her trip around that! As for my brother, I am hoping that the reason he's so desperate to see me this weekend is because he has a birthday present for me - I will be pretty upset if I make the effort to go over there to see him and that's not the reason (just kidding)!

Oh and yeah, of course I know there are millions of people who say that water helps them lose weight... I'm just not convinced of the science behind it. Plus my lowest weights have always been when I was drinking hardly any water, whereas now I'm drinking tons of water and my weight is up. But I'll admit that my complexion does seem to have improved! At any rate, I'm sure water has more benefits than disadvantages, so I am just going to keep at it regardless...

horn_of_plenty - Monday Feb 18, 2008

Weight: 130.0

1450. no exercise.

Progress as of today: -3 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

shadetree on 02/18/2008:
Good calories so far...Hope you have a good evening and a good day tomorrow!

mmuraro on 02/18/2008:
Not bad at all. Kinda makes me laugh when you have this one-line entries. Does this mean you're busy or do you also get grumpy? I get grumpy sometimes and it makes me laugh, i think it's such a funny and endearing feeling. :)

workingit2 on 02/18/2008:
I hope you feel much better tomorrow when you wake up =)

thinnsidenotout on 02/18/2008:
You are feeling better hopefully and not real sick.... Check in on ya tomorrow!

horn_of_plenty - Sunday Feb 17, 2008

Weight: 130.0

Monday entry: EVERYONE in my house is sick, including myself. Luckily, it's nothing too bad. Kinda flu-like symptoms. Some chills, aches, pains. My sister also might be sick, she's living in New York City though. So, it's myself, mom, and dad. We are all off for President's Day.

I've been eating tasty foods and trying to watch calories. Even though i'm sick, I still like to eat! :)

I'm not sure about yoga...I want to go but not if i'm feeling very sick.


Sunday evening entry:

I'm taking a good guess and saying that my calories for today are 2100. I did a TON of walking around NYC. I am going to list 3hrs for exercise...I walked way more than that, but this is generous enough!! :)

I met a friend of mine for a mini-reunion at Penn Station which is where the Long Island Railroad comes into NYC. We went for lunch at a VERY inexpensive chinese place, my entire lunch costed just $3. Crazy! I got a huge plate of vegetable dumplings and a pint of beef wonton soup. Of course I ate it all, but that was all the eating I did with her. I like having a change of pace and eating things I usually wouldn't!

Afterwards, we took a subway to the building we used to rehearse in with an orchestra. We had an exciting time exploring that area and walked around Central Park for awhile. After that, we took a tram (overhead trolly like a ski lift that fits like 40 people standing up) to an island off of Manhatten called Roosevelt Island. It was FREEZING since the island is surrounded by water. The island is so small and there was really nothing on it to do. Roosevelt Island has apartment buildings, a few schools, a supermarket and just about nothing else. People are not generally attracted to move to this island, but it is cheaper for those who cannot afford Manhatten prices, even though it's close to Manhattan. We were glad to have seen it, since I've seen Roosevelt Island at a distance so many times, but I will probably never go back. The tram was free for me because I had bought an unlimited subway card which can also be used for the tram, which i thought was VERY neat! After, we went to a few discount stores, haha my friend loves discounts. It was a GREAT day.

I got home around 7:45 and made dinner.

exercise: 3hrs

total ex: 14hrs, 35 min. I'm happy to see this number improving! :)

calories: 2100

Progress as of today: -3 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

mmuraro on 02/17/2008:
Ahhh, awesome. 2100 with 3+ hours walking is really good. I love NYC, and how cool are you that you were part of an orchestra before? what do you play?

mmuraro on 02/17/2008:
OMG, Carnegie Hall? I am totally impressed!!! Have a good night!

thinnsidenotout on 02/17/2008:
How fun!......The scenery on my page today is not of my immediate area, but such scenery is within 20-25 miles....Forrest/Evergreen everywhere....We traveled the North Cascades Highway for a week a few years back with my parents and it was all within 150 miles of us.... We live at the foothills of bigger an' better to the West of us...HAVE A GREAT WEEK!

MsKitty on 02/18/2008:
It sounds really interesting there. I have always wanted to take my sister soon to be inlaw to NYC she has ranted and raved for so long about wanting to. Wow I want to go somewhere thats only 3$ a plate...sheeeeshhhh wait... I would probably totally ruin my diet. lol Very tempting

harleygirl79 on 02/18/2008:
I give ya credit, I could never live in that city. I can't stand the crowds. Cleveland is busy, but I stay away from downtown as much as possible. Give me my land in Missouri, 10 miles from town and 81 acres from anyone else. Great job on the walking. Have a great day.

workingit2 on 02/18/2008:
There was a movie that featured Roosevelt Island, came out last year..was a scary movie but I really can't remember the name. Now that is going to drive me crazy all day lol. How nice that you had a great day! Have another today =)

workingit2 on 02/18/2008:
Dark Water, that's the one! Wow 2005 eh? Time flies LOL Hope you are feeling better SOON. When I have the flu, I like to eat chocolate LOL

Donkey on 02/18/2008:
Wow, how did your sister manage to move out of the house finally???

mmuraro on 02/18/2008:
hope you feel better I was like that a week ago. yuck. about yoga, if you don't have a fever, you can go, if you do, you should stay in and rest. I usually don't have energy to workout when I am sick, but some people feel better when they do, so I would say, listen to your body. And drink plenty of water! Get well soon!

horn_of_plenty - Saturday Feb 16, 2008

Weight: 130.0

today I had a good breakfast which i found really tasty. plain yogurt, 1/4 cup oats, 1/2 cup pumpkin and 1/2 cup blueberry topping sugar free. The blueberry topping was GREAT! I had 80 cals worth, but it is like a syrup with blueberry pieces in it and doesn't taste diet at all. 80 calories for a 1/2 cup is excellent for products like that. My whole breakfast was 275 cals.

I'm off to yoga in a little while. I haven't been there in so long it's taking major motivation to get myself there...

LOL...no yoga because i went to study at the library.

exercise: walking, 1hr, 40 min.

total ex: 11hrs, 35 min.

total calories: 1605. ok! :)

Progress as of today: -3 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

leeumom on 02/16/2008:
Did you make it to yoga? If so, good job. I should have gone yesterday to work out, but have been sick. Really missed going. Have a great weekend.

thinnsidenotout on 02/16/2008:
A good breakfast is a GREAT day starter....Have fun @ yoga!

mcwoo40 on 02/16/2008:
Hiya,that sounds like a good breakfast.Yoga is something i would like to try once I've lost some more.It would take me all my time to get up from the floor!!and as for putting my legs in funny postions well say no more.Try and keep your diet healthy,bye for now Julie

kkaahh11 on 02/16/2008:
mmmmmMMmmMmm that blueberry topping sounds fantastic right now. =) what is it called? is it healthy?

maria777 on 02/16/2008:
I did as you suggested and talked with my Hubby about us eating at other places instead of buffet...all I got was a smile that told it all...NO WAY!!!

Looks like you've got a good day planned with your breakfast and yoga! Hope you've had a good Saturday! Big smile to you!

mmuraro on 02/17/2008:
I like your breakfast! Yum! And I'm glad you had a good day today. 1hr 40 min walk is pretty good. keep up, girl!

shadetree on 02/17/2008:
I read an article in the Sunday paper about the rise of exorcisms in the Catholic Church, it was mainly about a Polish priest who has done I don't know how many over the past five years or so, and the reasoning for the rise in exorcisms was people turning to alternative medicine, internet addictions, and yoga...I couldn't quite figure out why they pinpointed yoga as a contributor to the need for exorcisms...Good thing you aren't Catholic or they'd be sprtizing you with Holy water:) [Please do not take offense if anyone is Catholic - I myself am Catholic, and I just don't see the correlation between yoga and evil.] Hope you are having a good day!

horn_of_plenty - Friday Feb 15, 2008

Weight: 130.0

total cal: 1635 fine.

total ex: 2 mile walk. 40 min.

total feb ex: 9hrs, 55min.

i plan on yoga tomorrow morning should be good.

Progress as of today: -3 lbs lost so far, only 5 lbs to go!

mmuraro on 02/15/2008:
Awesome, good job! Two good days in a row!

thinnsidenotout on 02/15/2008:
Have a pleassant time @ Yoga....Your doing better..Keep it up!

horn_of_plenty - Thursday Feb 14, 2008

Weight: 127.0

okay, alright day.

my dad got me a little box of 4 godiva chocolates. of course, lol, i had to have each one. that's ok. i had a dessert after dinner, too.

total cal: 2090.

exercise: 2 mile walk 40 min.

no yoga. decided to go to the bank/buy cards/study.

total ex: 9hrs, 15 min. i have to laugh about this and say that over break doing some yoga will spike my hours up a bit.

Progress as of today: 0 lbs lost so far, only 17 lbs to go!

thinnsidenotout on 02/14/2008:
Looks we walk the same pace....takes me between 35-45 minutes, depending on how muddy/wet it is....I live on a county dirt (mud) road....4 days a week I have a bit of an incline the 1st mile, then the other 3 days, I take another route and there is a HUGE incline the 1st 1/2 mile..

Godiva? Yummers!..... Have a great evening!

mmuraro on 02/14/2008:
Yay, I logged on to check on you and I am really glad you had a good day. Not going to yoga is fine if you went for a walk. Tomorrow should be even better, even because the godiva is gone :)

CritterMom on 02/15/2008:
Enjoy those chocolates, then get right back "to it". Have a great weekend!

contessa on 02/15/2008:
I hope you liked those chocolates! Back to work, Missy!

hollybelle on 02/15/2008:
Not so bad - 4 chocolates - and Godiva, at that. I think I had about oh, say 20!!!! I didn't even track food yeterday! Today is a different story, though. I am hoping for a really low cal day today since yesterday was - well - ridiculous!

Donkey on 02/15/2008:
I wanted to comment on the night sweats. I get those too, after eating a lot. I can really feel the "furnace" kick in. Kind of neat to feel your metabolism. Then again, kind of scary to think that it's working so hard in overdrive like that.

I have been doing the moderation thing with my box(es) of chocolate this year. One after dinner, and maybe one after lunch. My meals don't seem complete without a sweet at the end. :-(

What are your interviews for, during break?

horn_of_plenty - Wednesday Feb 13, 2008

Weight: 127.0

thursday: i feel upset and determined today. how can i have such different feelings at the same time. I'm truly battling many feelings right now. I know its not right to be jealous of thinner people, but i'm feeling a lot of that these days. I'm excited for break. I will have two interviews, volunteering for a couple days, and studying amongst other things. I'm excited not to be working and geat an even better start on weightloss. Now, I said this before Christmas week. This time, I'm more adiment. Enough with giving in. I'm working towards it, I really really want it. I'm ready to take the step. It is not hard. I just have to plan.



This is my problem: the course i'm taking is anatomy and physiology. 4 credits, only 13 actual classes. LOTS of info to memorize, little time to do it. It definitely is cutting into time i could use to exercise/do yoga. I am also EATING because of stress and my inability to start studying right after work. I have so much on my mind with this class that i find it hard to go to a yoga class before studying and i just end up eating for at least 2 hours straight and being full and pissed the rest of the night...with some studying. at least the index cards are all written up. I like index cards because it's black and white...what you know and what you don't know! I can easily sort out what needs more review and what doesn't. I have TWO tests in about a week and a half since my class this Sunday was cancelled due to President's Week!

So this is my issue. I am NOT spending all my time well...binging is wasted time. I'm not really angry at myself...only when i have to get dressed in the morning and my wardrobe fits terribly...and when i have to walk around work feeling fatter and gross. So, I'm working on it. I will spend my break at the library...instead of my house. I may even pack meals and just go there straight from yoga and just STAY OUT of my house. There is a huge possibiliy i will do this. I don't think i can come home anymore after work. I am thinking of BTC as i say this. lol. goodnight.

still having trouble with the diet.

4700 cal today. binge after work.

total ex so far: 15min...

Progress as of today: 0 lbs lost so far, only 17 lbs to go!

thinnsidenotout on 02/13/2008:
Uh oh......

workingit2 on 02/13/2008:
Sorry I haven't been leaving messages and now I am leaving this canned message lol..thoughts are with you, keep up the fight!

mmuraro on 02/13/2008:
No, noooo... Let's think of something for these binges to stop... And I am not even worried about your weight, as I am about this behavior.. It's not a healthy one, but I know you know that. Maybe if you get a friend to study with you won't binge? Or go to the movies, do something to be occupied until you go to bed... Teas will help too, if you wanna have something on your mouth. They're warm for the winter and taste good... Try a few of those tricks tomorrow if you can. I think keeping yourself occupied is a great way to avoid this. Good luck!

mmuraro on 02/13/2008:
Yes girl, leave your house. At least until you feel more in control. I think that may be good for you. And good for you you're not mad at yourself. This wouldn't help you anyway! Good night and let me know how tomorrow goes!

borntocry on 02/14/2008:
Finally!!! Pack healthy stuff - what works best for me is stuff I will eat, but preferably nothing I love so much that I'll just gobble it up instantly and then panic, thinking that I'll get hungry later and have nothing left.

I always find that I waste so much time at home. I'm either eating, or watching T.V. or thinking of some snack to prepare for myself. If I want to do anything productive at all, even if it's just reading people's diaries and leaving comments, I'm better off staying here at work to do it!

crategrl on 02/14/2008:
Are you eating at Fast Food places? If so maybe look at the cost aspect of your binging. Figure out the dollar amount that you spend and this may also help in getting a grasp on not only what this costs in terms of your finances but to your overall health as well.

hollybelle on 02/14/2008:
September is a long way off and you can't go on like this. Take lots of deep breaths and focus on what you want to happen. You can pull it off. I, too, have a hard time remembering that food does not cure stress!

rlovell on 02/14/2008:
Let yourself feel your feelings. Know you are in control of your life and how you want to live it: do you want to life half-consciously or do you want to be involved in your life and therefore the lives of others? Binges mask our pain, our guilt inflames that pain and we become numb. You are bright, beautiful and sensitive! Let your soul shine through!

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