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horn_of_plenty - Monday Dec 08, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

thank you all for your comments from the bottom of my heart...

breakfast, snack, lunch, snack were healthy. 800 total

dinner: not so much. one large apple, one small orange. 200 plus, some chocolate soynut butter (like peanut butter flavored with chocolate flavoring). i finished off the container that i just bought on saturday. i will not buy this again so soon! 5 tablespoons...so 500. total dinner: 700

total today: 1500...and CHOCOLATE: 1940! haha. it's under 2,000 and that's a great thing. 

i could have easily eaten only 1200 calories today with dinner for 400 instead of 700...and then 440 in chocolate after that not cool.

went to yoga and it felt good.


Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

loveray on 12/08/2008:
yay! you seem a little bit clearer today- let each day bring you the best. love to you, always!

thinnside40 on 12/09/2008:
That's better!..... : o )

skinnyjeans on 12/09/2008:
Glad you made it to yoga and cals were under 2000. Keep up the good work!

cybermom4 on 12/09/2008:
Congratulations on a very good day! :)

horn_of_plenty - Sunday Dec 07, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

do i have the motivation to succeed??? yeah.

will i use it and not get caught up in the now (the fact i'm fat so i can keep eating since i'm already fat....) yeah, i'll use that motivation.

will i see that i am ONLY 26 and i'm wasting my existance? yeah, i see it.

will i realize that i'm ruining my life by eating and acting so destructively. i do.

not sure what else it takes for me to do what is right.

plan for monday (that i will NOT change even if my lack of sleep causes me to yearn for fatty sugary foods....because sleep is something i will lack all this week due to the fact that we get tests up the whazoo in this program...)

breakfast: tofu w. bran cracker. but, this time 1/4 block (instead of 1/2 block) and 2 pcs bran. so: 120 cals.

snack: i don't have a green drink for tomorrow. so....sugary apple and....i'm going to buy milk i think. approx. 200?

LUNCH: i will BRING lunch. veggies and a teriyaki flavored tuna pack. gotta look, but i think it'll be around 250.

snack: green drink for sure. and that's it.  i know this will be hard for me...i will want more.

get reading for the gym, at home since it makes more sense. i like so close, i should come home. sadly though, this means temptations. ugh.

dinner: eggs. at least that's what i'm in the mood for now! haha. yeah, eggs with veggies and some greek yogurt. tea.

these are the tentative plans...as it seems plans are always tentative with me. i did take the time just now to plan them so i might as well give them a chance.  if i stick to eating this way, i will lose weight like i want to. its just the time. i need to let myself get into a healthy cycle and see that i can succeed again.  it will not happen right away. and if i binge, it will happen slower, or not at all if i binge like i have been.

i have a long, long way to go. i haven't weighed myself and don't plan to. i know where i need to be at and it's not worth the trivial #s of the scale right now.

please, g-d, help me get over this horrible health crisis i've put myself in. the extra weight is something i did and it would have been better if i got obsessed in going to the gym, rather than eating. i do not want my weight to control my life. i yearn to have my other life back. the one where i was IN control, confident, and admired.  the one where i looked on the outside how i felt on the inside. where people appreciated my efforts. they may still, but for some reason i had to put that in.

i don't know. i've always been lost - unable to sometimes even pinpoint what i want for myself. i am actually not depressed as i write this.

i just want to be a different person. i wish i had a different life. but i can't.  i'm in school to hopefully get a career right away after i graduate. i have a path that i'm following. there is nothing else.

i feel NO control btw. none. i don't need a psychologist...or rather i don't have any money i want to spend on one. it might be good. but i'd rather just write everything here.

anyway, no control. how would you feel to have a different job EVERY single year for FIVE years in a row! it sucks. that's why life sucks for me right now. and this year, my JOB is SCHOOL. it's not even something i'm being paid for. i am thankful, yes. but there are NO WORDS to describe the feeling of not knowing what is coming next. constant change. nothing is the same. my body, my mind, obviously is having so much trouble with this. and, for the next 2 years things will be the same. and then i will be looking for a job, AGAIN. when this program is done.

so i obviously cannot keep on gaining weight due to frustration. i know that. for some reason, i'm having trouble doing that.

i want to weigh around 115. i have to do it. for me. i weigh so much practically as much as my dad. its not all about weight, don't get me wrong.

but i guess i'm focussing on it.

life sucks right now. it has for awhile. you'd feel the same way if you were in my place, trust me.

i know we all have our trials and tribulations in life. but right now it sucks for me.

i know some of you have it bad, maybe even worse, i don't know.

but i never envisioned for myself an unfortunate life filled with so much lack of success as this one has proven me.

boy does this suck. it really, really does.

no, i'm not going to kill myself or anything like that.

i'm just ANGRY. MAD.

i'm pissed off that this is where my life has left me at. that i'm 26 and back in school for a 2 year certificate program where i am studying more than i ever have constantly and continuously week to week.

everything right now is pure torture and writing it all out has left me exhausted. there's more, but i can't even think of the details.

Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

skinnyjeans on 12/07/2008:
Hi HOP! You do have motivation and you will succeed!

selina on 12/08/2008:
Hey HOP, going back to school and to do well academicaly, as you have been doing, is no easy task, be very proud of it! Unfortunately, the stress that comes from wanting to get perfect grades, as well as innumerous other factors, does seem to take a toll on people like you.... And me. As I probably mentioned to you before, I did gain lots of weight when I went back to school when I was about your age... I did get perfect marks and got on the dean's list every single semester, and I did put on a lot of weight, too.... I did go back to school for a full 4 years. However, If I were to do it again, rather, if I could go back in time and do it again, here are a few things I would do differently: I would NOT go to the restaurants at lunch time. There were so many restaurants in the vicinity of the campus that were so cheap - student oriented and the food was delicious - I remember trying many of them until I narrowed down to my 6 or 7 favorites. If I could get back in time, I would pack my lunch. I would pack my snacks and lunch and make it a rule not to eat anything aside from what I packed - a balanced meal for the day. I would not visit the restaurants - except for especial occasions - and I would save my money and my sanity. I would also go for walks when I had some free time, even if it was 15 minutes. Rather, I would make time to go for walks because we can always find time if we want to. I would not carry money in my pockets so I wouldn't get tempted to buy food stuff on the streets - those pretzels and hotdog stands are eveywhere... I would concentrate on my walk and enjoy it. I would make the exercising my "job", along with the "job" of school. I would take bike rides or take long walks to clear my head everytime I got annoyed at a family member, a teacher, a classmate.... I would not eat my frustations away... I would concentrate on things that I have control over, such as packing my food and exercising more strenuosly on weekends. I would avoid putting emphasis on problems that I have no control over, like a moody teacher (who was so evil, and a womanizer, uggh) or a string of exams towards the end of semesters. I would reward myself with a hair cut or a spa treatment or a massage if I could afford it, instead of rewarding myself with a fancy dinner at a restaurant.

hindsight 20/20... easier said than done, blah, blah... I did have a friend who played tennis every other day, it worked for her, not for me - I didn't like getting sweaty... We are all different...and we do change.

I do hope you can find something that might help you in there, though... writing is good therapy, too. Warm hugs to you my friend.

Donkey on 12/08/2008:
Selina up there has some really good advice. I especially like the part about packing meals so that things are planned out ahead of time. It kind of forces you to STICK to an eating plan.

One thing I was wondering... I'm wondering if there is some connection between your feelings from when you were in school before to your feelings NOW that you are back in school. Or maybe the connection is that you are dreading job hunting again once you are finished with this program. So you put so much pressure on yourself to do well now in (subconscious?) hopes that job hunting will not be hard when you graduate school this time around? (I think job hunting will be much easier with this degree, btw.)

I can see how the uncertainty would eat away at you (in general). Add to that a toxic home environment (at times) and it must be very hard to find constructive coping mechanisms.

One thing about uncertainty is that it won't be this way forever. I mean, nothing is certain, but it's Newton's Law of Motion: objects that are in motion, stay in motion. Objects that are at rest, stay at rest. So eventually you WILL find your niche and you will find your comfort zone. It may not feel like it now, but trust me, as someone who has lived a little longer than you have, things eventually come to a holding pattern. You (in general) just gotta hang on until ya get there, I suppose.

Know that I am thinking of you, and I read every entry you write/update. HUGS

thinnside40 on 12/08/2008:
Frustration stinks!... How well I know, cause frustration for most is within one's self and most of the time about situations we have no control.... To learn to actually control the things we can is even harder....

You do well in school, cause you put in the effort & time to get the good grades..... You know how to reach obtainable goals... You prove it!

Best wishes for a successful week.....

horn_of_plenty - Saturday Dec 06, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

for tomorrow, i'm going to make my lunch. possibly...

sunday: breakfast = 900. ok. lots of chocolate soy butter, green drink.

lunch = 700 ok... egg white flatbread, small package of cheese and pb crackers, package of animal crackers. at grandma's.

snack = 400 getting bad... coffee ice cream. at grandma's. prob should have turned it DOWN.

dinner = 250.... + 250 ....+ 450 = not ok. soup w. a bowl of lettuce, sandwich with turkey and american cheese, 6 lindt chocolates.

total for today: 2950. not good. nope. it would have been 2250 if i stopped with just the soup for dinner. but no! i had to go for a sandwich followed by 450 cal of lindt chocolate.



i wish i could go back in time. go back about 5 years...or even better, 7 years. but i can't. so i have to make due with what i have.

 plans for today include a walk in the park later. and some homework for school and  a movie tonight. no big plans i'm glad actually.

breakfast: 1200

snack: 200

snack: 50

late lunch: 200, 150, 500 = 850

total so far: 2300

4,000 cal today. haha.

Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

thinnside40 on 12/06/2008:
Hope you were able to get the walk in & enjoyed the movie.... I just got in from walking a 6 miler and now getting ready to shower & get gussied up......

Check on ya tomorrow!

hopinforachange on 12/06/2008:
I hope you were able to get in your walk today. Have a good time watching the movie & with the homework. :)

selina on 12/07/2008:
Have a good day, HOP!

loveray on 12/07/2008:
love, kisses, happiness and peace. be kind to only yourself this sunday. xoxo

horn_of_plenty - Friday Dec 05, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

breakfast: lots sugary oatmeal, pb. 700

snack: apple 80

lunch: green drink, apple, coffee 200

late snack: fruit/nut bar: 170 mostly in carbs/fat but healthy fiber

dinner: mcdonalds 900, lg apple 130, cookies 450 around 1500 total here.

2650....plus soup, 3,000 on the dot.

3400 (biscotti, jello)

Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

thinnside40 on 12/05/2008:
Best wishes for a good weekend my friend!

horn_of_plenty - Thursday Dec 04, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

4500 calories.

Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

thinnside40 on 12/04/2008:
H_O_P ~ Maybe do some yoga routine in the privacy of your room if at all possible... You don't have to look at yourself to do it.... Try to focus & channel as much positive energy as you can... I know you WANT to combat your struggles,stresses, etc....... Struggle was on my plate today, due to the week before monthly hum-drum appearing... I know that is what it is and still didn't resist the ice cream (with extras to boot).....

Hope that you can feel better, be under less stress, feel your desire to get this done so badly that resistance occurs....

Get some rest!

loveray on 12/05/2008:
i love you- i have some great yoga home practice guides if you are so inclined. i hope you have a restful weekend and are able to get back to your essence. xoxo

WI3 on 12/05/2008:
Hey there HOP! I just finished a book called "Former Fat Girl" and I really got a lot of good information out of it. One thing she talked about that was a very good idea, was to purchase seven days worth of workout clothes (not all at once obviously if you can't) and then have them put together so that they are always ready. She also gave some good information on other issues. It is worth a read. I think she has a website as well..something like formerfatgirl.com

horn_of_plenty - Wednesday Dec 03, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

hey. much better, no. little better, possibly.

breakfast: 2 packages oatmeal (flavored) and almond milk. 400

snack: apple, green drink: 160

lunch: hot pretzel w. ketchup/mustard: 400

snacks---dinner: (unhealthy) popcorn 260, iced lg coffee 90, tofu175, celery20, salsa40, romaine20, (salad), (around 600)the entire package of SIX carob coated rice cakes (now i need to replace them bc they weren't mine...)...720 for the rice cakes total here: 1320. hahahah stupid???!

total calories today: 2280. i did wake up. i've been up. stop eating this way jackie. just stop!

my goal: 115 is still my primary goal. but how will i do it???? it keeps getting further away. it's ONLY 25 lbs away. it's NOT hard. why am i making it that way?  i want to get BACK into exercise in the am. on the treadmill. like workingit, i should have the goal of losing FIVE lbs a month. that's FIVE months. soooo...by MAY i should reach my goal. that sounds good. and some time to spare before summer. five pounds is NOT that hard. and i'll prob lose some extra weight the first month. i'm practically crying, well not really, but this can be done and i need a better hobby than to eat after work. for now on, i shall go straight to the gym...i'll pack my clothes? i shouldn't stop at home - anymore. so yea, i'll pack the gym clothes tonight and go straight to the gym tomorrow. feeling to big for yoga.

sorry for the rambling, but it helps me.

food plan for tomorrow, before i get even more obese:

breakfast: oatmeal, almond milk 200 WATER

snack: TWO green drinks: 170

lunch: SUBWAY turkey extra meat 350?


early dinner: salad and microwavable meal. up to 500.

total: 1200-1300 just fine. planning is everything, i guess.

Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

loveray on 12/03/2008:
good work on the planning front- its so hard to check in with ourselves realistically. i am proud of you!

selina on 12/04/2008:
hey jackie - you did well today, hang in there, we can do this... hugs!

selina on 12/04/2008:
I read this article and it's very interesting... it's about meditation and one's diet http://health.msn.com/health-topics/mental-health/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100227263>1=31016

mcwoo40 on 12/04/2008:
Just passing to say hello.I'm struggling over here.I was due to see the dietician tom but she cancelled till after new year,i suppose this gives me more time to be naughty or not???New year new start again!!!Take care Julie

horn_of_plenty - Monday Dec 01, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

i know everyone on here is busy! i will make time for you guys soon.... :) 


another poor day. i think being tired forced a bad decision. actually, i made the decision to eat poorly.

breakfast: 440

snack: 100

lunch: 200




tuesday breakfast: very carby. slightly healthy. banana, two packets high fiber cinnamon swirl oatmeal. very sugary breakfast. 430. eh. i may allow for a sugary lunch too...we'll see...



400 extra cal more....1/4 cup pb. so, instead of 1550, 1950. still ok but no weight loss. ummm, i can only be happy it wasn't a full out binge. i didn't have much fat today anyway, so the peanut butter was probably a healthy addition. i have to get used to lower cals.

it's kinda late and i chose a late yoga class. now it's 9:30 and i have yet to study. i plan on studying at least one hour if not more tonight. or i can fail. this particular test it wednesday. but i need to learn a majority of it tonight so i don't have to stress it....

food was so-so. ending on a good amount. 1550 approx. today. :) i am happy for that.

i went to yoga and was nauseated by my horrible appearance in the mirror. it's a cross between an obese person and a body builder. so nasty.

i can only forge on ahead....

Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

thinnside40 on 12/01/2008:
Thinking of you as you study & try your best to not stress..... : o )

thinnside40 on 12/02/2008:
You CAN make a good decision for more than 2 days in a row... You HAVE done it before! You can,m, but to believe that you WILL, more than you "think you can" is something to work on... I have lots to work on too, but we ALL have to believe in ourselves first before this can even come close to being a successful healthy lifestyle 90-100% of the time....

Positive thoughts are sent your way!

WI3 on 12/02/2008:
Hey there girlie! I was having a great deal of difficulty with trying to control my carb cravings, and I started drinking the benefiber in the morning, just one heaping teaspoon with 8oz of water and it helps me in the morning. I don't do it at any other time during the day but i bet it would work for all three meals. Anyway, just sharing what worked for me in case it might help.

That is awesome that you went to yoga. I really want to learn more about it but I am not flexible enough right now and most of the poses hurt LOL. Keeping you in my thoughts! Have a good evening and don't beat yourself up too much. =)

horn_of_plenty - Friday Nov 28, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

sunday: breakfast cals/snack around 1210 not so hot.

calories for sunday: approx. 2250. most being on the not so healthy side. i am looking forward to a much better week compared to the sickening way i spent the past 4 days.  cheers to that. i hope everyone has a good week!


thursday cal: 2650

fri: 4,000

sat: 4,000

If only i stayed on track on fri/sat i would have really not messed up my weight loss progress. but now i am back a few steps in the game. how many? let's calculate. i haven't done ANY exercise on thurs,fri,sat. so, the necessary calories could have only been around 1700-1800. if I subtract 1800 from each of those days, i'm left with 5250 total EXTRA calories = 1.5 pounds of actual weight in 3 days. hahahahahaha. i sure know how to become a sumo wrestler. now, i am somewhat taking control even though it doesn't appear that way. I feel like i've been off from school a week and it's only been 3 days.

I do realize, still, that i have my whole life ahead of me.  i can be the hottest woman out there if i only allow myself to be.  this is so sad - to what i'm letting myself become.

i was doing good on the eating front until Thanksgiving. I was breaking through the cycle but my momentum suddenly STOPPED. i think having too much free time is not working. hmm, next time i can USE it wisely - go to yoga twice - instead of not at all. blech. i was glad to have a few days off but i think all the pent up emotions caused my eating to go haywire.


saturday morning:

 pb on bread w. large banana 600....followed by eating leftover fast food from last night - YUCK! so nasty 700. pretty sad i did that. followed by slice of cake. 300

total so far for saturday: 1600. so it's my choice...i can go crazy, buy a pumpkin pie and eat the whole thing - which i really might do.

sorry to all of the DDers. i am just going through a REALLY BAD spell.

a lot of a whole sweet potato pie (there weren't any pumpkin ones left. i'll never buy sweet potato again. it wasn't as tasty but it seems i still did i good job polishing it off.)

whole pie 2000, stuffing 40, soup 80, lots of grapes 150

total: around 3900-4000 sheesh, man.


friday night: huge fast food binge (mcdonalds/checkers).

i ran into an ex-supervisor today in the mall.  i couldn't believe it. of all people, it had to be her. she was nice....but didn't hire me back which lead me to choose a different field and go back to school. it wasn't all her, but then i had trouble finding a job. she says to me "i'm glad you found something you want to do..." i didn't personally take that well (in my head) because i did enjoy the teaching. it was challenging but isn't everything? but i wish she wouldn't have put it that i didn't want to teach - because that is not it.  I want to email her, to tell her that. bc it is seriously bugging me. bugging me like CRAZY. i'm so angry.


so today's a new day, right? of course.

breakfast: tofu/bran...and also 1/4 cup peanut butter. 600

snack?coffee, bar 200

lunch: chicken w. salad and salsa and big bread muffin thing 650??....AND a cake w. some bites of pumpkin pie.500 more...AND stuffing 600...two cookies...4 biscotti 560...pint ice cream920

late night: mcdonalds large fries, burger, chicken nuggets, checkers fries: total guess (i didn't eat it all) 2200

total on friday: 4,000

Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

loveray on 11/28/2008:
thank you for your words of encouragement! its so hard to get out of self defeating mode. i feel like crap...eww. hope i can move on and remember the success i have had in the past!! xoxo hope you had a great time with your family

Donkey on 11/29/2008:
Oh HoP... :-( Hugs to you. I'm so sorry. I know, this must be a very rough patch for you. Eating won't solve anything though. Sooner or later you'll get to that point.

Have you considered this? It would seem to me that peanut butter seems to be a trigger food for you. On days where you start with peanut butter, they seem to go downhill afterwards. Sometimes, I have to swear off peanut butter for a while, until I have more self-control. Thankfully, I don't have to eliminate it entirely but there ARE foods that I DO have to give up and banish from the house FOREVER because I cannot control myself (potato chips fall under this category).

Hang in there!

WI3 on 11/29/2008:
Hello there! I agree with Donkey...and I know my trigger is chocolate. As soon as I eat some chocolate, I start getting 'hungry' for other stuff. I have no clue why, unless it is because chocolate triggers a serious pleasure rush in my body chemicals and then I spend the rest of the day trying to keep that 'high'. Well, don't beat up on yourself..tomorrow is another day and for that matter, this day isn't over yet. I'm a little high on cals right now and prety disgusted with myself right about now. Thanks for the heads up on that movie! I loved the first one and will have to check out the second. I watched "Meet The Browns" last night...OMG there were some funny things in that movie!

Take care! And don't sweat the petty stuff, and don't pet the sweaty stuff. =)

loveray on 11/29/2008:
i hope you are hanging tough today...i know how hard it can be once we get started, but just remember how one less thing might make it easier to lose the weight you want to lose. i know you are strong enough to resist. love to you! xoxo

selina on 11/30/2008:
Hi HoP! I hope you are having a good day, today! Hugs to you!

grumpy on 11/30/2008:
i didnt do well at all this weekend, either. tomorrow is monday and the festive weekend will be behind us. Xo.

loveray on 11/30/2008:
cheers to a MUCH healthier, saner week. xoxo

WI3 on 11/30/2008:
The way I see it, you are still counting calories so you haven't fallen totally off the wagon. And you are here every day, are honest, and attempting to do what you know is best for yourself. Taking it one day at a time. You are going to be ok!! You already are ok! I think your yoga is good for you because you feel in control and confident doing it. Sometimes it is that one thing that we are good at that helps us move forward and accomplish more.

Thank you for the kind thoughts for Brian and I. He really is a gem and a good man. I am a very lucky woman =)

horn_of_plenty - Thursday Nov 27, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

happy thanksgiving. my plan is to relax basically ALL day. :) 

breakfast: tofu/bran and green drink...followed later by a kombucha: 340

snack: pumpkin pudding made with about 2 glasses of milk, some pumpkin, fat free butterscotch pudding mix, cinnamon. it was alright. 320

lunch: chicken, salad, salsa: 240

snack: 4 bran crackers 50

dinner: i gave in and had what i wanted. only went back for another portion of pumpkin pie-and i don't regret that! it was good. i love pumpkin pie. it's my favorite pie. i'm guessing in total dinner was around 1800.

total: 2650? not too shabby for thanksgiving day.

however, my goal is to LOSE weight. I almost gave into some peanut butter after dinner. glad i didn't.

I MUST succeed in this weightloss. It is my #1 goal right now.  of course doing VERY well in school is too. but i NEED NEED NEED to lose weight. i just must.

so i've learned...and i know...keep the meals SMALL but satisfying. snacks.  i will succeed i know i can. today's calories weren't even bad.  all i have to do is keep chugging along and at some point the weight will be where i want it to be.

in fact, i'm going to weigh myself right now...scared...

Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

thinnside40 on 11/27/2008:
Enjoy your day!

horn_of_plenty - Wednesday Nov 26, 2008
(count calories/exercise/relaxing thoughts!)
Weight: 140.0

 total cal: around 2010

large healthy dinner. tons of veggies, chicken, pumpkin pudding dessert...600

exercise: YOGA. even though i feel out of shape and jiggly. lol. gotta just go through it.

today went well.  I think i got a perfect score on both exams. :)  I did well on week on exams actually! 4 tests in 3 days. thank god thats over. so far, we have 3 tests when we return from break, but there will DEFINITELY be more once we go over material on Monday. but for now, yay! break!

Breakfast: my usual for the time being. getting bored of it though. tofu and bran. 200.  I woke up at FOUR AM today! yes, 4. And thankfully since i accidentally fell asleep studying!

snack: a bran cracker. 10

lunch: party. 3 chicken wings and a LARGE slice of mushroom pizza. all was GREAT. fullowed by several cups of diet pepsi. was filling. 1,000 hopefully not more!

snack: large apple, kombucha. 200

total so far 1410. good for a pizza party. there was lots more food - and desserts. but i said why ruin a good day.

dinner: chicken, salad, other veggies. :) i've been drinking too much kombucha. but maybe a bit more? 


Progress as of today: -15 lbs lost so far, only 25 lbs to go!

Maria7 on 11/26/2008:
Happy Thanksgiving to you!!!

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