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innerpeace - Sunday Jan 12, 2020

Weight: 328.9

Another day of eating meat!

B: French toast toast


D: half of DH's ribeye, brocolli and Brussel sprouts.

He cooked me a steak but he cut his in half and we both ate it. There is a steak I'm supposed to use for beef stroganoff tomorrow...so meat again.

I told him after that...we are no more meat. We were doing so well...or I was.

Tomorrow though, he did say he would go walking with me, he even dug his hat and gloves out, so we will see if we can actually get up and do it.

Did 4 loads of laundry today and watched a lot of TV got hooked on some Crossword Puzzle mysteries.

I'm ready for Monday!

Have a great night IP

Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

bearcountrygg on 01/13/2020:
D and I often eat different meals now........you could go meatless and just eat the side dishes....but I can attest...it's not always easy resisting. Beef provides iron and there is that.....

Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/13/2020:
the one good thing about living in my apt is i can do all my loads of laundry at one time by using most of the machines!!! hahaha i hope DH walks with you!

innerpeace - Saturday Jan 11, 2020

Weight: 328.9

 Complete bust of a day.

up at 7:30 we ordered breakfast. I had 2 eggs over easy and bacon and French toast. Ate a lot. Then we watched a movie and took a nap.

we went to our Zentangle class and it wasn't what I thought it would be it was more of a coloring class with nature sounds. It was ok.

DH and I went shopping and I bought the Ezekiel bread I love and then I bought some more leeks and radicchio lettuce and other veggies.

for dinner I had a big fat cheese burger and a blondie brownie. Just really screwed up today but I'm ok with it - I enjoyed the good.

DH mentioned he wanted to start walking again. I'm up for it and see if he keeps his word.

when we started out it was 68degrees when we got home it was 41 degrees this temperature drop seriously did a number on my head and I've had a headache for the past four hours and I'm hoping it goes away before bedtime.

tomorrow will be a better day with food!

have a great night! IP


Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

bearcountrygg on 01/12/2020:
Hope today is better for you...maybe you ate meat because you were low on iron?

Donkey on 01/12/2020:
I have a friend who does Zentangle. She says it's very relaxing. I'm not really sure what she has to worry about, since she stays at home and knits all day, all but one of her kids are out of the house (and the youngest is a Junior in high school), nice home, handsome husband with an executive job... I guess we all have our stressors...

Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/13/2020:
wowwww! what a temp drop! we've been having temps like that too!

innerpeace - Friday Jan 10, 2020

Weight: 328.9

Rain is here for the weekend. It makes everything so damp and dreary.

Why you don't have dogs. Rocco puked on my bedspread last night, and then he jumps down and runs into the living room and pukes on the new carpet. I cleaned up the bed and DH cleaned up the living room carpet. Oh DH was home so this is well after midnight. There is nothing like waking up to your dog heaving on the bed.

Just when I think I am back to sleep, my cell phone goes off with an Amber Alert! Seriously...it is 1:30 in the morning, I'm wondering how many people got up to look out for the tan Dodge Caravan. I hope the child was found anyway. The last time, the mother did an amber alert just because her ex took off in her car. No kids involved.

Told the girl she could see Cats, but after reading some of the reviews...I'm like meh never mind. I don't want to see cockroaches with human faces...EVER!

The girl opted for Chipolte tonight. This is fine I can get vegatarian there, but we just had this two weeks ago. I think I am chipolte'd out. DH said he wanted it to, democracy rules.

B: toast with cookie butter/chocoloate hazelnut spread

L: left over onion, mushroom roulade, banana

S: sweet and salty bar

D: chipoltle something

Short to do list this weekend

*wash comforter and make spare bed up

*finish bed linen in the basement

*Empty DH's box of CDs and put them in a shelf

Maybe put the wooden kitchen set on Facebook Market and get it out of my basement (depending on the girl...it's her stuff)

*Go through the three craft boxes and keep or donate

That should keep me busy - oh and we have a 2:00 zentangle class tomorrow and grocery shopping today.


have a great weekend in! Stay dry out there IP

Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

bearcountrygg on 01/10/2020:
We turned our amber alerts off for the same reason......don't need the phone waking us up at night unless it is friends or family and we watch the early morning news so we see any amber alerts on there anyway. We do keep weather alerts and national alerts on for the sake of safety. The sound of a pet barfing does seem to get everyone on their feet fast...LOL

Horn_of_plenty on 01/11/2020:
oh no! now the new carpet!!!! at least you guys cleaned it all up! :) there's always something going on at your house :)

Donkey on 01/11/2020:
I discovered cat barf on the treadmill last night. It had been there for a while.

innerpeace - Thursday Jan 09, 2020

Weight: 328.9

I was so busy at work today, I didn't have a chance to make an entry.

I picked up the girl and fed her. She had brocolli cheddar soup and a crescent ring with brocolli and canned chicken. She spent the night. She was able to get her room straightened up.

Busy day.

B: toast with a cookie butter/hazelnut spread

L: left over crescent ring

S: sweet and salty bar

D: I made a mushroom and onion roulade. This is good and quick.

DH has to work only 4 hours tomorrow and he will get the girl.

We have a zentangle class scheduled Saturday and the girl has orchestra on Sunday...along with three days of rain. I can feel it in my bones.

Have a great Friday!

Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

happy-1 on 01/09/2020:
LOL, you're going healthy vegan and she is going in the other direction!

Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/10/2020:
Sounds like everything is getting back to normal at your house! Wow she's in the orchestra! She must be loving all the music in school :)

bearcountrygg on 01/10/2020:
Rain came here and it's freezing........and we have another 2 days after that.....

innerpeace on 01/10/2020:
Our weather is crazy. It is supposed to be almost 60 degrees tomorrow...with lots of rain. I feel like I should be living south of the Mason-Dixon line.

innerpeace - Wednesday Jan 08, 2020

Weight: 328.9

When I got home from work, I didn't want to do crap...I watched a movie - Out of Time

After I finally decided to cook - one thing about this WFPB thing, I sure mess up a lot of dishes and spend a lot of time in the kitchen. I made black bean balls. They turned out better than expected.

1 can Black Beans (Drained and Washed)
5 Garlic Cloves Minced
1 Onion Chopped (I used the other leek I had)
1tbs Worcestershire Sauce (use a vegan brand)
1tsp Sea Salt

1tps Black Pepper
1tsp Cayenne pepper
1tbs Paprika
1tsp Onion Powder
2tbs Dried Parsley -
didn't use

1 cup Shredded Carrots
1 Cup Flour - only added 1/2 cup
1 Cup Bread Crumbs - only used 1/2 cup
1/2 Plum Tomato - used eight cherry tomatos
*1/4 Cup of Cold Water- didn't use at all

Blend all ingredients (Except Flour) until mixture is smooth. Remove mixture from blender and place in a medium size bowl. Mix in sifted Flour. Form dough into balls. Deep fry or Pan fry until brown. Serve over Spaghetti with Sauce and enjoy - I used my food processor and the air fryer, I didn't use grease of any kind.

I added these to the angel hair pasta and spaghetti sauce - it was nice and tasty.

In bed by 11:15 - I didn't hear DH come home but the dogs let me know when he came to bed.

Debating on getting the girl today.

Work is crap

People s*ck.

Other than that, life is good. Have a great day! IP

Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

bearcountrygg on 01/08/2020:
Those bean balls sound really good!!!!

legcramps on 01/08/2020:
Oh, those sound really good! I wish I had a fryer so I could make them without using any oil. I suppose I could try it in the pan with just a little spray oil...

Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/08/2020:
OK....! Black Bean Balls sound AWESOME, lots of ingredients and spices make for a great recipe! very cool, IP!

happy-1 on 01/08/2020:
Love trying a new recipe... Extra good self care today!

Donkey on 01/09/2020:
I might try that recipe! Great meat alternative!

innerpeace - Tuesday Jan 07, 2020

Weight: 328.9

Back to the old routine. I get home and sit a few minutes and get the dogs calmed down.

I then go into the kitchen to make my bean stew and then, I'm freaking out over the instapot and decide to use it with adult supervisor - yeah, ok...I'm afraid of the instapot. I'll let DH mess with it. I sliced up my leek, carrots, celery and put that on to soften. I then added tomotoes and mushrooms the stock and beans and let that just cook about 2 hours.

I got hungry way before the stew was read so I had left over flatbread pizza - naan with the spinach, mushrooms and onions.

I did taste the soup, it was delicious.

I had things to do, however, I didn't get to them and just watched cooking competitions on TV. and I had a few too many mini lemon cakes - these are all gone now.

D: flatbread pizza

S: mini lemon cakes (4) and taste of soup

Went upstairs at 11:15, finally in bed about midnight.

I heard DH get home, dogs and I may have finally goten to sleep about 12:30.

Looking at the calendar and days off, have you ever noticed there is so much time between President's Day and Memorial Day I think someone should invent a new holiday to break that long three months up!

Have a great day! IP

Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/07/2020:
I agree! What's with there being no holidays in March & April!? CRAZY!

bearcountrygg on 01/07/2020:
Don't have an instapot...but the pressure cooker I have scares me......

happy-1 on 01/07/2020:
I love, love, love my instant pot. Don't be afraid. Just cook beans and rice without salt for first cook then salt and keep an eye of how full you make it... You only have half the capacity to fill because the other half is for steam.

innerpeace - Monday Jan 06, 2020

Weight: 328.9

Last night I went to bed at 9:45...I was thinking I would get eight hours of sleep. My body is wde awake at 4:00 - thinking hey...you've had enough sleep, it is time to get up and get started. I tried to go back to sleep, but between DH snoring and ODD in the way - I almost sat on him when I got back from the bathroom sleep did not come, I did lay in the dark and listen to DH snore, he definately needs to go to the sleep clinic and get evaluated for sleep apnea.

Here are the pictures of the carpet (i have yet learned to add photos from my phone) the before picture includes the very bad patch job we did a few years ago - we put the coffee table over this spot.

Here is the after carpet, it is a silver/gray color and so, so soft. I just love digging my toes into it.

Kinda busy at work today, which is a good thing, sure helps the day to go by faster.

B: cinnammon roll

S: sweet and salty bar

L: flat bread pizza with spinach, onions and mushrooms - very little cheese (maybe 1/4 cup if that)

D: I am going to make a northern bean stew. DH went and bought me a leek for this stew, so I will try and use my new instapot and get this made.

Have a great evening IP.

Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

happy-1 on 01/06/2020:
Pretty! And somehow the walls look cheerier now!

Horn_Of_Plenty on 01/06/2020:
leaks are so tasty....

your new carpet is soft and shiny! very nice, congrats to you! and good luck with your new instapot. I must cook some new things...soon.

bearcountrygg on 01/06/2020:
Love new carpet...it's always so cushy!!!

legcramps on 01/07/2020:
The carpet looks awesome!

innerpeace - Sunday Jan 05, 2020

Weight: 328.9

 Happy Sunday! Logging on from phone again...I don't like at all!

Up at 7:00 this morning and hung out with DH until 10:00 we went downstairs to the basement and go all the linens folded and put back in the shelves we have down there. I started laundry. Then DH and I went and stored all the Christmas decorations back into the attic. I didn't realize we had so much. We swept and got the garage back orderly. My favorite thing is using the leaf blower to sweep! So quick and thorough.

DH then headed out for shopping and I finished laundry.

B: toast

no lunch

D: almost sausage dogs will never have this again. Not a fan of any kind of pretend wannabe meat! 
2 mini lemon cupcakes

im ready for work tomorrow! 
Have a great night!


Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

bearcountrygg on 01/05/2020:
Boy...that is just about like moving!!! Hopefully that is the end of the bedbugs.....I feel for you!

Horn_of_plenty on 01/05/2020:
sounds like a great day, InnerP!!! :)

have a good day back to work, tomorrow!

Donkey on 01/05/2020:
I'm logging in on my phone too, and like you, I HATE it. But unlike you, I am not ready for work tomorrow.

Doesn't it feel good to have everything put away?

innerpeace - Saturday Jan 04, 2020

Weight: 328.9

 My alarm went off at 6:30 but I didn't get up until 8:30.

we started with the girl's room at 10:00 and we didn't finish until 3:45. I broke her bed standing on it to put in a new light bulb. DH has to get tool to fix it. I then went into her bathroom which was a big mistake...because then I needed to clean it. She is such a slob. When we had the house treated she said a bottle of shampoo exploded in the tub. This girl has taken two or more showers since then but couldn't clean the dried shampoo off the rub! WTF?

This made me mad and of course DH hears the worst of my ranting and raving. 

hopefully I'll get more done tomorrow.

B: toast

no lunch 

D: gyro and onion rings 

S: PB&J 

I will try again tomorrow to ge my todo list finished.


Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

happy-1 on 01/04/2020:
I can't help but think military school...

bearcountrygg on 01/05/2020:
Kids brains do work differently but most likely she is repeating what she is seeing at her mothers house.

Donkey on 01/05/2020:
IDK what it is about kids and bathrooms.

Horn_of_plenty on 01/05/2020:
i think when i was a kid i was prob just like girlie! LOL.

on another note, good job getting started tackling your list! i hope you are feeling better at home now! i have to do some laundry and cleaning the guinea pig cage today :)

Horn_of_plenty on 01/05/2020:
regarding PB&J, i'm enjoying PB&J flavored ice cream by Halo Top...it tastes nice like PB&J even though it doesn't look anything like it or have a large jelly swirl...but the taste is there :)

innerpeace - Friday Jan 03, 2020

Weight: 328.9

Day 3...already planning a cheat.

Last night I got home with good intentions, but the carpet installers had just arrived at 3:15, so they were no were near finished. DH and I went to the bank to have some papers notarized and then stopped at Wendy's for dinner. For some reason I felt I needed to feed the carpet installers and also bought them a hamburger meal as well. They seemed to appreciate it. They left around 6:45. My carpet looks fabulous and is so cushy compared to the last carpet.

B: baked mixed berry oatmeal


S: sweet and salty bar

D: salad, french fries and 1/2 frosty and half a piece of warmed Naan.

After the carpet installers left we put the living room back together and then talked about all the stuff we still have to do. I will have a busy weekend....if I do my todo list.

1. Get girl's bed cleaned and moved.

2. Get my bed cleaned and put back

3. fold and sort out all the bed linens that are still strewn around the basement

Onward to my less cluttered life.

4. shopping and laundry on Sunday

Tonight, I have decided to eat Jersey Mike's one last time, because I have a gift card and I don't need it burning a hole in my pocket. I will be back on the meatless wagon tomorrow, because it was a good thing and it made me happy.

Today I am t thankful that I can work, even though there are times I hate it, I'm just glad I am able.

I have a great day! IP


I meant to share this with everyone earlier...i forgot...It could be a progress chart of anything good...



Progress as of today: 9 lbs lost so far, only 118.9 lbs to go!

bearcountrygg on 01/03/2020:
I'm sure that the carpet installers appreciated the meal.....happy that you are happy with the new carpet......always so soft and luxurious.....Good todo list!

legcramps on 01/03/2020:
That's a cool visual!

bearcountrygg on 01/03/2020:
I'm going to print that out...it looks like fun...THANKS!!!

happy-1 on 01/03/2020:
Aaaaw a little generosity goes a long way. You will feel good and stick to your habits and self care.

I like the visual.

Horn_of_plenty on 01/04/2020:
once again, you get an A for your creative progress chart!

i used to order lots of salads with fries, so good :) lately i just am not going to those restaurants that have exactly that!

can we see a photo of your new carpet?

innerpeace on 01/04/2020:
I will show you when I’m back on the computer.

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