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legcramps - Friday Apr 11, 2008

Weight: 147.0

I've been sick for the past couple of days. I swear, if i'm not working i'm sick and if i'm not sick i'm working. To add to it all, my boyfriend decided that today was the day to start ripping apart the bathroom so he shut off the water and I can't use the toilet or bathtub! NOT the best day to have done that to me! So i'm driving around town looking for places to go to the bathroom 'cause it's the only bathroom we have, and wouldn't it be my luck to drive past one of my co-workers! Oh great, now she probably thinks I just called in sick in order to have an extra long weekend. I guess I can't concern myself with what she thinks but it sure isn't making me feel any better.

I don't really feel like writing much today, so i'm going to sign off now. I can hardly look at the monitor without my eyes going buggy.

thinnsidenotout on 04/11/2008:
Sorry!.... Never fails to not be feeling well and all other things that seem to go wrong compiled, just make ya feel worse....

HOpe you are feeling 100% better soon....

I wrote about your chocolate bunny today... {*:*}

mmuraro on 04/11/2008:
Hope you feel better. It's so frustrating when you can actually do other things instead of work and then you get sick :( boo. feel better soon.

Beth201P on 04/11/2008:
I hope you are feeling better real soon. Yes don't worry about what everyone else thinks. You have a good day and get lots of rest. ((Hugs))

smiley2 on 04/13/2008:
Dont worry....sometimes Murphy's law cannot be stopped hehehe. Just focus on gaining your strengh and hope you get better soon! Wx

legcramps - Wednesday Apr 09, 2008

Weight: 147.0


.75 L water (again, but at least i'm consistent)

2 cups flavored coffee

1 cranberry oatmeal bar in the morning (breakfast I guess)

1/4 chicken ceasar for lunch

I snuck a caramel chocolate in the afternoon (1 pc)

I went on a mini chocolate binge after work (easter bunny - I ate the body 'cause the head and neck were already gone; otherwise I probably would've eaten the whole darn thing)

6" sub (turkey and ham) on whole wheat with mayo, mustard and lettuce

trail mix snack (and I can safely say that I ate two servings)

The chocolate snack in the afternoon really jinxed me. Today if I feel like having chocolate again, i'm going to buy another cranberry oatmeal bar instead. It took me so long to eat that bar yesterday! I like eating things that take a long time; it makes it harder to stuff a lot of food in your face in a short period of time!

I need to get groceries, but it's not going to happen anytime soon. I have another meeting tonight after work so who knows what we'll do for dinner today. Nothing is structured and it's driving me insane! I love planning my day out and absolutely hate it when things get in the way. I suppose that's called life! Well, maybe i'll get a short burst of energy after work (very highly doubtful) and make it to the grocery store before my meeting. Then what do I do for dinner??? Well, i'll figure it out.

thinnsidenotout on 04/09/2008:
I like raw roasted cashews & almonds for snack...No Sugar, No Salt, just pure energy and good fats... I like snack bars too though....

Hope you can savy up the energy to get to the grocery store, so you can feel better about what you are eating...cause you make healthy choices...

Have a super Wednesday!

crstarlette on 04/09/2008:
Is your easter bunny gone now? If so, at least now that you've eaten it that's one less thing you have to worry about eating later, and one less thing to sit around and crave because you know it's in your house. Hope you have a good day and make time for the grocery store!

Beth201P on 04/09/2008:
Hey we all have our slips....Have a good day. No more chocolate bunnies. LOL

Mommy of 5 on 04/09/2008:
I know what you mean with the chocolate cravings. I have some sort of chocolate every day. I've been eating these Snickers Protein bars that only have 4g fat and about 200 calories. Pretty yummy too. They seem to be doing the trick. You'll get back on track. Have a good afternoon.

mmuraro on 04/09/2008:
Good luck! I have been eating way too many simple carbs and thats why i am getting cravings again, i was NOT gertting them when i was eating more complex carbs and very little simple carbs and sugars, I def wanna go back to that xo.

Maria7 on 04/09/2008:
I love chocolate, too!

Maria7 on 04/09/2008:
Especially caramel chocolate, YUM!!! Have a nice day! Big smile to you!

legcramps - Tuesday Apr 08, 2008

Weight: 147.0

It was a long day yesterday; I worked my regular workday, then had another meeting on top of it all later in the evening. It wasn't a long meeting though, so that's good.

.75 L water throughout the day (not very good, but it's a start)

3 cups coffee throughout the day with cream and sugar (suprisingly, this is cutting back quite a bit)

croissant for breakfast - plain, white bread (this was actually around 10am because I missed breakfast)

one slice leftover pizza for lunch (I had to, otherwise it wouldn't get eaten!!)

3/4 chicken ceasar salad with one slice garlic toast (do you think I need to cut down on the bread???!!!)

one package oreo cookie treat (I think this was around the 300 calorie mark)

I have the leftover chicken ceasar salad for lunch today, with some leftover chicken breast to add to it. I don't think I did terribly yesterday, but I sure know I can do better. Well, first day back on the job you know...

Beth201P on 04/08/2008:
YUM your menu sounds so good.....I think I need to start eating more of different items....I may be getting burned out on my food choices. Have a wonderful day.

mmuraro on 04/08/2008:
I wouldn't cut down on the bread, I learn if i do that I am never satisfied, so i never just go for a salad in my meals. If you wanna cut on anything, i would be careful with the caesar dressing, it's very fatty. but a good way to go is ordering it on the side, so you can just control the portion. if you use a spoon it's not that bad, but restaurants usually put a lot of it! xo

thinnsidenotout on 04/08/2008:
I have to be very careful with the bread....Very addicting and I could have a 1/2 loaf of fresh white bread and 1/2 jar of crunchy PB gone in one sitting.. That is why I go for the No flour (Healthy Way) kinds..It satisfies the bread want, but doesn't call out for me wanting to eat way more than I should..

You did alot better than some would of and you will do better as each day goes by.....

legcramps - Monday Apr 07, 2008

Weight: 147.0

I've been very calorie-conscious over the weekend and I think I might be starting to get back on track. Baby steps! The weekend was spent doing a lot of cleaning, but thankfully it all was accomplished so that I can start SPRING cleaning in a few weeks! Yay. We are also reno'ing the bathroom this week (it will probably take two months with our luck though), and so there will be a mess in the house for a long time to come. It was nice to see it cleaned up a bit before that happens! The snow is slowly melting and it feels damn good to see the grass again in the backyard - it is starting to make me think of my flower gardens and that's wonderful because gardening puts me in a great mood - even thinking about it does.

I drove into the city on Friday to pick up a few pairs of pants for work because the ones I have now are too small. I managed to find a few pairs; one pair is even really funky - like the kind only small people can get away with. Not that i'll be able to get away with it, but I liked the pattern and usually wear whatever the heck I want anyways! I also found a few shirts that I can wear while working out or walking outside. My friend and I got together on Thursday night and waxed each other's legs so that makes me feel a lot better too. Sometimes just looking after yourself a tiny bit can make a huge difference. I'm not pleased about having to purchase clothes in a bigger size - don't get the wrong impression here - but I AM feeling better since buying them because now at least I can wear something that actually FITS.

Yesterday was designated as my 'rest' day. I want to plan at least two of these days in each month, but maybe even once a week depending on how the work week goes. I just lounged around in my sweats and tank top, read, wrote a bit, watched a movie on tv; I did things I don't normally take the time to do. Granted, I still did laundry, but I actually find it a little relaxing to have that structure - wash load, dry load, fold load. I stayed away from the computer and slept in until 10:30am! I refused to think about the next week of work (but it did manage to slip into my thoughts every now and then) and I feel pretty good today because of it. I feel rested, actually rested and ready for this week or the next couple of weeks (or maybe just for today).

workingit2 on 04/07/2008:
I agree, taking care of yourself in the little ways does make a big difference! Glad to read that you are getting back on track YAY!

legcramps - Thursday Apr 03, 2008

Weight: 147.0

Last night we went out for dinner for a friend's birthday. I ordered steak, baked potato, a tossed salad and garlic bread. I took home half the steak and half the potato. I didn't add butter or anything else to the potato, either, which i'm very proud of :). However, I couldn't stop myself from eating the garlic bread...

My boyfriend actually took the dogs for a walk last night after we got home from dinner, but it was already 9:30pm and there was just no way it was going to happen for me. I'd been tired all day and hadn't gotten any sleep the night before, so I was in no mood to still be awake at 10pm! I crawled into bed and I think I got a pretty decent night's sleep last night. So far, i'm not incredibly tired, but it's only 11am so who knows!

I've had too many meetings this week. The only day that I didn't have a meeting was Monday. Thank goodness i'm off tomorrow; I don't think I could handle another meeting, or even an office day period. Stick a fork in me, i'm done!

thinnsidenotout on 04/03/2008:
Have a wonderful day! Get some omre rest tomorrow on the day off.....

mmuraro on 04/03/2008:
I need a day off too. hehehehe have a great night!

Beth201P on 04/03/2008:
I am glad you got a good night sleep it helps. Enjoy your day off and get a lot of rest. Have a good nite.

legcramps - Wednesday Apr 02, 2008

Weight: 147.0

We went for another walk with the dogs last night. Monday night didn't work out because we had a last minute birthday dinner to go to plus my aunt came in to visit from out of town so we had a bit of visiting to do. We didn't even get home until 10:30 that night! That's really late for me - way past my bedtime :). Anyhow, the walks i'm sure are helping, but my head is still in the clouds and I can tell that i'm not ready to do anything about it yet. I need to learn how to calm down and de-stress - maybe that way I would find the time required to do the things that are really important to me. The first step would be to tone down the coffee. I like me my coffee.

Tonight is another birthday dinner (I can't believe we have this many friends), then tomorrow i'm going over to a friend's place to get my legs waxed and to watch Survivor. Should be fun! (at least, part of it). I have Friday off so I think i'm going to head to the city because I desperately need work clothes that fit me! Everything I have except one pair of slacks are too SMALL on me! Now there's an eye-opener if I ever needed one! I can still wear the sweaters and long shirts, but I really need a few pairs of slacks to tide me over until I lose this weight. Or, I should say, until I find the motivation to lose this weight that i've put back on. Right now the bigger size is an absolute MUST get. Quite honestly, I can hardly fit my butt into anything anymore... it's really depressing.

Okay, enough...

My goal for April is 9 pounds. I am off to a great start by having walked yesterday. I can do this. I don't need ice cream, chips or soda. Or burgers, fries and ketchup. Or salt, popcorn and cheesies. Well, whatever.

thinnsidenotout on 04/02/2008:
Oh the ever so dreaded dundrem of giving up those (or at least keeping them to a "treat") ice creams, fries (my favorite of ALL TIME), soda (another favorite of mine), salt, burgers & cheesies..... Nope!...Don't NEED it, but sure tastes darn good doesn't it?..... You will get back on track.... 9 pounds is a great goal.....DO IT!

Beth201P on 04/02/2008:
Have a great nite. Hang in there it will get better.

legcramps - Sunday Mar 30, 2008

Weight: 147.0

I am well rested today and feel quite a bit better than I did on Friday. I still have a bit of a cold but I persevered and still managed to go for a walk today. It felt good to get outside - lifted my spirits a bit. I'm hoping for a repeat tomorrow as well, but will wait and see depending on how the workday goes. I'm getting tired of working so much :( but I suppose i'm not in any worse position than anyone else, so why complain?!!

I really want to start running again. I seem to put so many obstacles in my way though. It's all about mind over matter, I need to visualize and be clear with myself about how I feel now and how i'll feel once I start living a healthier life. I can do it, I just need a little help! My boyfriend I think will help give me that extra push i'm needing. I'll update again when I have accomplished something!

Beth201P on 03/30/2008:
Glad to hear that you are feeling better. Have a good Monday.

thinnsidenotout on 03/30/2008:
When you are 100%, your perspective will be clearer and I hope that will give you that xtra umph!

mmuraro on 03/30/2008:
Well, you don't need to wait to accomplish to update your DD! If you update it often, you may find more motivation to accomplish it! But take care of your cold first. Feel better and have a great week!

legcramps - Friday Mar 28, 2008

Weight: 147.0

Nothing much has changed in the last week or so since I last journalled here. I'm still stuck in a rut that I can't seem to get myself out of - it seems never-ending. Lots of other things going on in life, but on the exercise and diet front - well, like I said - nothing much to say. I've had a cold for the past few days (I was even off work for a day because of it) so i'm waiting for it to pass. I can't even think straight. Is it just me, or does everyone's brain go fuzzy when they're sick??? I catch myself making mistakes almost every hour on the hour at work. Sometimes I don't even catch mistakes, but they're brought to me by other people. I didn't think one person could make this many mistakes, honestly. I'm doing fine at home, but that's only because i'm not doing anything!!!

I hope to rest and get over this cold on Saturday and Sunday. I don't have a lot planned for the weekend, so I shouldn't have a problem resting. I think I might head to bed early tonight, but I can't say for sure. Things just don't go quite as well as I say they should these days. Throughout my cold and throughout the days where i'm feeling a little like a stuffed pig, at least i'm hanging onto my sanity and humor. I am not in a depression and that is a good thing. It means there is hope out there on the horizon; hope that I will soon turn it around and start making better choices. My hope is that it will happen sooner, rather than later.

crategrl on 03/28/2008:
Hope you start feeling better. I get the fuzzy feeling all the time when i have a head cold. Not a good thing.

thinnsidenotout on 03/28/2008:
Get some rest and clarity will come.....along with healing....

Have a wonderful weekend!

mmuraro on 03/28/2008:
Rest plenty and seems will look better! Xo.

Beth201P on 03/28/2008:
Darn...I hope you are feeling better real soon. Get lots of rest and drink lots and lots of fluids.(((Hugs)))

mylifechanges on 03/28/2008:
aww..be sure to get lots of rest this weekend...i hope you start feeling better soon! :)

legcramps - Thursday Mar 20, 2008

Weight: 147.0

I'm kind of glad it's Thursday and I have the next four days off work, but if this day doesn't end soon I don't know what i'll do. I might just go off my rocker today. No reason. Maybe too much coffee.

I can't believe it, you guys, my friend ditched on me yesterday and then I ditched on myself. No gym, no walk, no nothing!! I was thinking about it this morning, how easy it is to say that i'll do something and then afterwards wondering how the heck I thought I was going to accomplish it. I'm so stuck - I obviously care because i'm here, right? But for the last three months i've been formulating exercise plans while eating dinner, complaining about my weight while having a snack and thinking about running while playing games on the computer or watching t.v. I am so sick of this. I don't want to move today; my body feels heavy and sluggish. It's bizarre because I know how to motivate myself and I know what I need to do, but I just can't get to that point of actually doing it. Nike. Just do it. But it's WAY easier said than done! I'm just not there yet.

Rating for Wednesday - 2/10 (might as well stop the rating thing, too...)

thinnsidenotout on 03/20/2008:
The rating thing is just part of who you are....The day is'nt over with yet.... YOu still have time to change something to make yourself maybe feel better.... Hey!....knock it off...Your alive & breathing....Hang in there!!!!

Beth201P on 03/21/2008:
Hang in there. I know just how you feel.

legcramps - Wednesday Mar 19, 2008

Weight: 147.0

I love how i'm just rearing to go every morning at work and can think of ten million things to do to kickstart my exercise routine, but by the time I get home at 5:00pm the only thing i'm ready for is bed. I'm having a busy day at work, but it's going alright, I don't really have much to complain about. My boyfriend's back so he's ensuring that the dogs are getting their exercise. He was absolutely astounded to see our little one, Zoe, had grown to what he called an 'enormous size'. I blamed my mother, saying she spoiled her when I was away on vacation. Then I said that because of my classes I hadn't been able to take enough time to walk her every day. Finally, after all that, I admitted sheepishly that I hadn't done a very good job of looking after the dogs and it had nothing to do with my mother or my classes or my friend's recent misery. I just didn't rise to the plate this time. He was okay with it, but I do recall him saying that she wasn't going to stay the size she was at, and ever since he's been running her quite laboriously. Well, it would be laborious for ME...

I'm walking to the gym tonight, then on the treadmill and walking home afterwards. We'll see how long it takes me, i've never actually walked to the gym before. Anyhow, it's over a week since i've been to the gym or done any sort of workout (I feel almost like i'm in confession at church -- Father, it's been two months since my last confession...) and I have a bad feeling i'm going to be sore tomorrow.

Rating for Monday - 5/10 (am I ever going to have a good day?!!)

Rating for Tuesday - 6/10 (only because I didn't have to work yesterday) __________________________________________________________________________

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." Abraham Lincoln

thinnsidenotout on 03/19/2008:
Yes, you are going to have a good day....!! SOME DAY!.....

I have a doggie named Zoee to.... just one more "e" than yours....

Have a wonderful walk/gym time....

mmuraro on 03/19/2008:
it's okay, the soreness will make you feel good for having gone. :)

Beth201P on 03/19/2008:
Have a great day and you can do it. Have a good walk.

CritterMom on 03/20/2008:
Have you had your Zoe's thyroid checked? Sometimes the weigh gain is caused by a malfunctioning thyroid, and not so much the lack of exercise. Might be worth having it checked next time she's at the vet.

shadetree on 03/22/2008:
Say three Hail Mary's...

One day at a time, that's all you can do. Have a good weekend!

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