- Wednesday Jan 05, 2005
Yesterday: 3pc toast, 1 bowl soup (wasn't bad), 1c salad, 3oz pork roast, 1c cooked potatoes and carrots, 2 cheesecake cups, 1/2 liter of water, one serving tacos.
Plan for today: 2pc toast, 1 bowl soup, 2c salad, 2oz pork roast, 1 liter of water.
Yesterday I did two more loads of laundry and finally cleared off the steps. I am so relieved. I also did dishes and cleaned up the kitchen a bit. Still no exercise though. Someone told me yesterday that they thought I might have bronchitis. I have to see the doctor, but i'm putting it off because it seems so unnecessary (sp?). Although i'm dead tired at night and go to sleep really early (9:30pm last night), I still don't think i'm THAT sick. I tried watching the Passion of Christ last night but I was so tired I couldn't keep my eyes open. I did watch Rabbit Proof Fence - it was quite moving actually. Anyone ever seen it?
Today I want to accomplish: cleaning the bathroom, dishes, take things over to grandma's. I might have a meeting tonight, but hopefully I don't have to go to it. I need to get my butt downstairs and onto my bike tonight. I'll crawl if I have to.
- Tuesday Jan 04, 2005
Yesterday: toast, egg salad sandwich, 1c fries, 1c coffee with 1t sugar, serving of tacos, serving orange juice and 8oz gingerale.
Plan for today: toast, soup, serving of tacos, 1L water.
Dishes were done yesterday, along with three loads of laundry (yippee, although we're not even close to done yet). I also picked up something that my grandma's been waiting for FOREVER, and dropped off some movie's for my mother. It was a productive day, but I didn't get any exercising done. I dread eating this soup I made for lunch - it's not very tasty. Have a good one!
- Monday Jan 03, 2005
Happy New Year everyone!
I was sick on Thursday last week, and i'm still quite sick but at least i'm able to make it to work now. So my New Year's was spent with a headache, but all in all it was still good. We went to a dance held in town, then to the bar afterwards. Not the usual crowds, but I guess everything changes.
I haven't had time to think about anything, much less the trip I want to take next year. I've spent the last few days feeling extremely sorry for myself. I'm pulling it all together as of today though. I've noticed that when my work situation is going well, my home life is usually all out of whack. Well, my work situation is starting to get messy, so i'm hoping that life at home will start to be a little more organized. One or the other, you know.
Can't talk much today as i'm very busy, but i'll try to get back here and comment later on. Have a wonderful day.
Meal plan: toast, soup, chicken with asparagus.
- Wednesday Dec 29, 2004
Yesterday went by very quickly. I remember having 2 pieces toast, 1c soup, 1c french fries, 2 little pieces of chocolate, then passing out on the couch. I was pretty tired and the whole day seemed to go by in a sort of haze. Oh, I had 1L of water and about 6oz wine.
I feel a little more awake today, but I could probably have slept for another few hours for sure. This morning i've had a piece of toast so far, and i'm working on 1/2 a liter of water. I hope to be able to finish the soup today, as long as my BF doesn't get into it. Other than that, i'm not sure what i'll have for dinner. There will be relatives down again today, so I might be forced (!) to eat homecooking. Of all the rotten luck, huh? Or should I say eh?
Anyhow, I purchased a digital camera with some money I received at Christmas, and i'm sure loving it! I still have some money leftover, so i'm going to try and look for a winter jacket. Either that, or pick up a few sweaters and maybe a pair of jeans. This year i'm not using the money I get for Christmas to pay my rent or my car insurance. This money is for me! I'll figure out how to pay my bills later.
As soon as January hits, it's time to start planning for a trip i'm taking in 2006. I can't wait to hit my travel book and make some final decisions!
- Tuesday Dec 28, 2004
Wow, what a weekend! It just flew by so fast that I can't remember a darn thing! I'm very much out of sorts this morning, being back at work and in this environment after four whole days off is a little dizzying to say the least. I hope each and every one of you had a wonderful christmas holiday and were able to spend time with your loved ones.
I ate little at each sitting, but there were a lot of sittings in each day - so I probably fared much the same as usual, with the exception of it being much more fatty and high calorie food. We'll see come Friday what the damage is. Hopefully for the next three days I work hard and faithfully. No New Year's resolutions for me! Forget it!
Have a great day today - stay strong!
- Thursday Dec 23, 2004
Well, somehow I made my way down this week. Probably from stress.
Yesterday was a good day, although I was foolishly stricken down by the temptations in the office. I ate 2pc toast, 2 oranges, and 2c chicken noodle soup with cooked carrots. That's the good news. The bad news is that I also had 6 pieces of chocolate and 2 servings of sour cream and onion chips. Legcramps, we need to work on this. I did drink my water though, and for that I am grateful.
This afternoon our office will be getting together with cake and chocolate galore. I will stuff myself full at lunchtime with soup and toast, and eat an orange during the celebrations. I've had enough chocolate to last me probably an entire lifetime. But at least for today.
I have so much going on today! BF can't find enough people to play volleyball tonight, so he's asked me to play and I can't say no. So I will be playing 1.5hrs tonight after dinner, then going to grandma's to visit relatives, then packing up for my trip to see my father tomorrow, then going out with friends, then hopefully there will be some 'us' time for BF and I. Tomorrow we're heading into the city in the morning to see one of BF's friends, then my father, then coming back to grandma's. On Christmas, we're going to a friend's place to drop off gifts and pick up ours (we do a gift exchange with my friend's family, but unfortunately this year there's no time for us to open gifts with them), then going out to BF's family's farm. After that, we should be home free for the rest of the night. BF wants to open gifts tomorrow night but i'm not sure if we'll have the time. On Sunday i'll be shopping with my mother and aunt. Monday will be my recovery day, and by God i'm going to need it!
I truly, truly wish all my friends here at diet diaries a very Merry Christmas. Please stay safe and strong throughout the holidays. I will be back on Tuesday. Have a great weekend!
- Wednesday Dec 22, 2004
Yesterday went fairly well, actually. I've been in the failure mindset lately, which hasn't helped my efforts much, but I think having a fairly decent day yesterday will help me poke my head up out of this hole i've sunk into. I had an awful day at work, and ended up crying afterwards because of some little thing BF said to me. I was just so stressed out. We went for a long walk though, and that seemed to really help me thaw out.
Yesterday I had 2pc toast, grilled chicken, potatoes, tossed salad, and three mandarin oranges. I snuck in a piece of gum in the morning too. No water and no tea, but I didn't say I was perfect....
So today i'm working on making good choices and drinking some water. Slowly, i'll get back into it. Just in time for christmas. Have a great day to all of the diet diarists and to those who may not be updating but who are still 'checking up on the rest of us'!
- Tuesday Dec 21, 2004
I didn't have the best day yesterday, as usual. I did make a wonderful dinner of pork, brown and wild rice, and baked vegetables. I must say it was one of my better creations. Oh, if only borntocry was around to hear that. Anyhow, I then did the dishes, started laundry, picked up my mail from the post office, took the dog for a walk, and watched the rest of The Swan. By the time I got to it, there was only about 20 minutes left of the Season Finale. As soon as that ended, I went to sleep. I did not want to get up this morning, at all.
I got a lot of my baking done on Friday. I made mini cheesecake cups, brownies, and carrot cake. I have to still make sugar cookies and nanaimo bars. I have tried two of the brownies and one cheesecake cup since Friday. My goal is to maintain 130 throughout the holiday season, but if I start hawking on my own treats, i'll blow that right out of the water.
All kidding aside, I really will need to work my butt everyday in order to maintain. And I still haven't made it to the library to check out those audio books. Well, I DID make it there, but the library was closed that day. Figures....
- Monday Dec 20, 2004
I fell from the Cedar Tree (the Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions. ______________________________________________________________________
The weekend was okay and for the most part I kept it reasonably under wraps in regards to eating (no pun intended). I had fun, but now it's back to work and time to keep plugging along for christmas. Tomorrow is the first day of winter. Saturday my car died on me and is sitting just outside a burger joint in town, rotting away in the snow and ice. And it's staying there until it apologizes.....
Have a happy day.
- Thursday Dec 16, 2004
While both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, according to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers until after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to every historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, every single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen - had to be a girl.
We should've known.
Only women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost! ______________________________________________________________________
At this rate, i'll never get to my goal. Someone make me step it up a notch!
I was sick yesterday (TOM), and while remembering that I said I was ready for it, I blew a few too many gaskets and that theory went all to heck and back. I got so sick I eventually had to make a mad dash to emergency where they gave me two shots - one being gravol. Suffice it to say, I didn't eat much. A cup of soup here, a bite of a sandwich there, no tea, no water and a jolly good whollop of bad cheer.
The good news is that i'm crazy-thirsty today and i'm almost done a liter of water already. I'm going out for lunch today with my co-workers so I need to make good choices. It's going to be hard because i'm feeling so sorry for myself, but I know I can do it and I will.
Tonight is volleyball. Although my stomach muscles have been through a lot lately, I WILL go. I WILL play.
Things to accomplish today and tomorrow: finish gifts, pay bills, clean kitchen, living room and back porch, finish laundry, baking, test camcorder for wedding, prepare a dish for christmas party and buy some wine.
I get to have some fun tomorrow night and Saturday, depending on how i'm feeling. I have a christmas party tomorrow night that i'm hoping will be a blast, and BF's brother's wedding on Saturday that should be a lot of fun as well. I get to videotape it! Woohoo! I hope the battery doesn't die out on me....
Since i'm not at work tomorrow, I wish you all a very happy weekend. Later gators!