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legcramps - Monday Oct 25, 2004

Weight: 132.0

I forgot to look for that scale. Actually, we didn't even have time to stop in at Wal-mart, so there you go.

This was the first weekend in a long time where i've actually written down everything that I ate! And my totals each day were good, below 1600, except for Saturday. I don't know what happened on Saturday, but I ended up with around 1900 calories. That's still not bad though. I'm happy with it anyhow.

Friday was wallyball and it was a good night, although I was terribly sick with TOM. Going to wallyball was probably the best idea i've ever had while with TOM. The rest of the weekend was much better for me than it would usually be, because I exercised so well on Friday.

Breakfast today: 1pc 9 grain toast with 1T peanut butter.

Plan for the rest of the day: salads at meals and carrots and popcorn for snacks.

Exercise today: A short walk with Chewie.

I'm starting to get bored with all of this. Right now, i'm bored with everything, not just my diet. Things need to change.

Becca27 on 10/25/2004:
It took me 5 minutes to figure out what TOM was. LOL. I can't move when TOM is at my house. Good for you! Change something! Mix it up a bit. You'll get through this slump. Has Chewie (and have you) completley recovered from his kidnapping?

legcramps - Friday Oct 22, 2004

Weight: 132.0

132 even this morning.

Yesterday: I didn't eat that apple, just couldn't bring myself to take a bite, so Gain, you can have it! I had a french vanilla capp in the afternoon while still at work, and 2 cups of potatoes (1 for lunch, 1 for dinner). Potatoes, toast, peanut butter, caffiene and sugar is probably not the best diet....

Today so far: 1 pc toast with 1T peanut butter

Plan for today: 1 cup yam for lunch, 1 cup yam and 2 oz chicken (which means two thumbs) for dinner.

Exercise: 1 hour volleyball. One team we were supposed to play last night didn't show up. Sure enough, when we got to the bar afterwards, there they were. Duh. Tonight is wallyball for 2 hours.

I'm going to have a chance to buy a food scale tonight because i'll be at Wal-mart for a quick minute. I hope I remember to at least look for one.

Becca27 on 10/22/2004:
You're getting there. It's headed in the right direction. Have a great weekend.

monet0329 on 10/23/2004:
wo0o0ho0o hope you got your scale heheh.. you'll love it.. :O).. then you will be used to eatting that amount .. it does help.. expecially when you go out to eat.. youll know how much to eat.. or go to families and friends.. just by looking :O)..

hope wallyball was fun for you :O).hugs

legcramps - Thursday Oct 21, 2004

Weight: 132.5

Yesterday: I had everything I said I would, plus two servings of nacho chips. Yup.

Today so far: 1 pc toast with 1T peanut butter.

Plan for today: 2 cups potatoes, 2 oz bbq chicken, a gross sour green apple that I mistakenly bought and now have to eat, lots of water.

Time to tone down my plan, because I always seem to add something to it.

No exercise yesterday, but today I have volleyball for 2 hours.

I was surprised that my calories only added up to just over 1700 yesterday, especially because of those chips. I wonder if i'm calculating wrong. I used fitday, but for the chips I chose, they don't have servings and I have no idea how many ounces I ate. Most of the time I think a tiny piece of chicken the size of my pinky finger is an ounce, so what do I know? A little research might not hurt me at this point. I might be starving/gorging myself and not even know it.

Becca27 on 10/21/2004:
try calorie-count.com They have a lot of foods on record. All last month, I was continually "surprised" by my daily totals. This month, I'm writing it/subtotaling as I go along - it's been much better for me.

monet0329 on 10/21/2004:
hiya... you can go to wal-mart or somehwere and get you some food scales .. :O).. just a thought for ya.. I know its hard to tell without them.. good luck hun and have fun with Volleyball.. I love that game.. :O)

TheMother on 10/21/2004:
Boy, I go away for a couple of days and come back to your saga. I can only imagine what you went through while your sweet little "baby" was missing. Fortunately, he was found - that's what counts but I wouldn't let him out of my sight from this moment on. Your BF's neighbors sound anything but neighborly and I'd keep a close eye on them. It doesn't hurt to file a police report just to be on the safe side. Hopefully, this won't happen again but I'd rather be safe than sorry. Is Chewie's leg getting better? If it doesn't within the next day or so, I'd bring him to the vet. Glad he's safe and things worked out OK. I'm a cat lover and I know how much Fluffy means to me. She is family in every sense of the word.

Take care,


CountryGain on 10/21/2004:
I'll take that green apple if you don't want it! Just kidding. I'm told that an ounce of cooked meat is the size of your thumb. Five ounces is the size of your palm.

feeleebubs on 10/21/2004:
I've had that problem with calorie counters. I have no idea what an ounce of anything is. I know 8 flui ounces is a cup, but that is the extent of my knowledge. I think I'll do some research on it as well.

legcramps - Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

Weight: 132.5

Yesterday: I didn't have leftover chicken and potatoes. 1 orange, 1 cheeseburger, 1 cup fries, root beer float and 1 38 gram bag of corn nuts.

Today so far: 1 piece of white toast with 1T peanut butter.

Today's plan: 1 orange, 4oz chicken, 2 cups potatoes.

I didn't get any exercise yesterday. I need to lose a few pounds before the holiday season starts. I ate out yesterday because darn dinner was taking too long (I had to make more potatoes because they had been eaten, I forgot we had the rest for breakfast) and BF was 'starving' apparently. Anyways, it was a great excuse and now i'm paying for it. I had a stomach ache all night!

legcramps - Tuesday Oct 19, 2004

Weight: 132.5

Once we talked to the mother, we were able to find out why Chewie was limping. Apparently, they took him out to their farm, where someone brought the garage door down on Chewie and caught his leg. The mother denies that the kids would have placed the puppy into the container in which we found him, but i'm not quite sure I believe her story. When I told her and her daughter where we found the dog, her daughter kind of looked around, smiled and said 'I don't know how he got in there'. And the mother, best of all, said 'maybe he jumped in there'. Yeah. He jumped in there and then closed the lid on himself and placed a big red wagon on top. Yeah, sure. Well, they're denying the fact that they put him into that container, but they did say that they had him all day on Sunday and that they didn't know whose dog it was. I find that to be a crock as well, because BF took the puppy over there a few weeks ago and showed them, and the girl has been watching when the puppy's outside in BF's backyard. The mother had already bought dog food for him and everything. If they weren't thinking of keeping this dog permanently, they sure as heck wanted to keep it for a couple of days.

I'm still very upset, but I know that there isn't much more I can do besides keep Chewie the heck away from that family and that yard.

We still believe that someone stole him from inside BF's house, but when we said this to the mother, she told us that 'her kids would never do something like that'. I told her that we might still call the police and give them a report. She didn't say anything to that. I also told her that if our dog goes missing again, her place will be the first place i'll look for him. I hope she understands that if her kids were responsible she needs to make sure that they don't do it again, because next time there will be much heavier consequences.

Well, I didn't have anything for breakfast or lunch yesterday, but made up for it at dinner. I had two slices of pizza and a cup of ice cream. And lots of water. For some reason, I really felt dehydrated last night.

It's been snowing here for a couple of days now, everything is icy and getting to work is taking twice as long! The snow is nice, but I sure wish it wouldn't be so cold. It's still just October, it would be nice if we didn't have any snow at hallowe'en, but i'm not sure it'll happen.

Plan for today: two eggs, two pieces toast with peanut butter and some fried potatoes for breakfast. One leftover slice of pizza for lunch, and leftover chicken and potatoes for dinner.

Becca27 on 10/19/2004:
You have some nasty neighbors there, hun. I would definitely call the police just to have a running record in case something else happens. The mom sounds like a genius. Cheer up. He's safe now. Do you have dog tags on him or is he microchipped? Make sure he's wearing ID. Be healthy!!

monet0329 on 10/20/2004:
oh wow.. I have missed alot.. I am so sorry about chewie :O(.. I cant believe a mother would not believe you.. I mean I love my boys but I am not gonna cover my eyes and act as though they are innocent ... that is the worst ting you can do.. what happens when they get older and start doing drugs or something.. she gonna say.. oh no not my kids.. my kids would never do such a thing.. wake up and smell the coffee lady..lol..

and she knows Chewie didnt jump in there shheeesh.. some people.. I am just glad she is ok.. her little leg will get better.. :O)expecially now that he is at home with people who love him :O)..

you have a great day sweetie and give Chewie alittle hug from me :O)..

legcramps - Monday Oct 18, 2004

Weight: 132.5


My Chewie has been found.

Saturday nights are now officially evil.

BF had a party after the bars closed on Sat night (early Sunday morning). So, lots of noise, rowdy people, etc. etc. Chewie was awake and stayed up with us most of the night (morning). Finally, around 7am (I know, you don't have to tell me that having a party was not the best thing to do when you have a new puppy in the house) I left his place and went back to my apartment. When I left, Chewie was sleeping in his bed and the gate blocking the hallway was up and closed. I didn't make it back to BF's until 4pm on Sunday afternoon. When I got there, BF jumped up from the couch right away and asks me if I have the puppy. I say 'why would I?' and he drops his head and tells me that the puppy is gone. Without thinking, we immediately run outside and search for three hours. It had just snowed, so there were plenty of tracks to follow. No luck. We get back to BF's and split up, driving around looking. Nothing. When we finally sit down and start factualizing everything that happened, we realize that the gate had been knocked down and the front door left unlocked. We go back outside and realize that, indeed, there are no tracks in BF's front or backyard. We determine that our puppy has been stolen.

Preparations are made and posters readied for stapling around town. The city manager is phoned and advised that a little puppy is missing, and we have phoned everyone at the party to ask them for information. I have also lined up the police dept's phone number and am ready, willing and able to give them a call the moment I have time at the end of the day. We drive past the pound. Nothing. I tell you, I haven't done this much searching for ANYone in my entire life.

Sleep finally comes, but morning comes even more quickly, and i'm dressed and at work by 8am. I get a phone call from BF at 9:45am, saying that he's found Chewie and to call him back right away. Instead, I drive there during my coffee break. He's been found!! There he is, laying down on the living room floor, sleeping soundly.

You'd better sit down for this part.

BF tells me that he gets a call from his boss saying that they're not working today, so he goes about watching tv on the couch. Then he hears a yipping noise, so walks around the inside of the house investigating. Opens a window and the yipping is even louder now. Runs outside, all through the yard again, then stops and listens. Sure enough, there's that yipping again. Slowly he walks into the neighbors back yard. Quickly now, he runs over to a large plastic storage container, with a big red wagon dropped on the lid. BF lifts up the lid and, there we go, there he is. Crying and shivering and limping. Let me tell you what was in the container. Metal toys, snow, and ice. And my puppy. My puppy for goodness sake! A two month old tiny little squirt of a dog that can't take care of himself let alone when he's locked in a plastic freaking container with no food or water!

BF took him inside and fed him, since he probably hadn't eaten in a while. He was very hungry.

He's still limping, but we feel that he's extremely happy to be home again, and we are so happy as well.

Those kids next door are going to get a talking-to tonight. So is the mother. And if I smell ANYthing nasty, i'm going straight to the cops and to hell with them...

I haven't eaten since dinner yesterday. I'm very tired and very relieved, but i'm so angry right now! Here we are, only one month into owning this bundle of joy, and what do we do??? WE LET SOMEONE STEAL HIM FROM US!!! I can't forgive myself.

Becca27 on 10/18/2004:
Wow! That's quite an adventure. I'd hold off having a baby for a little while if I were you. I'm very glad that Chewie is back, safe and sound. :-) Why is he limping?

legcramps - Monday Oct 18, 2004

Weight: 132.5

My Chewie has been stolen.

Becca27 on 10/18/2004:
NO! OMG! What happened???? Please update!

legcramps - Thursday Oct 14, 2004

Weight: 132.5

Well, like I said I would, I got on that scale and stared right into it's face. Knowing how much work I put in to losing this 1.5 pounds, putting it right back on so quickly is a little heart-wrenching. But, I will survive. Considering that not too long ago I was sitting at 142.5, I think i'm still doing alright. Now, instead of 12.5 pounds to reach goal, I only have 2.5 pounds. Positive thinking!

I have to say that the comments made to me yesterday really helped me to not go overboard and I kept to my plan with two exceptions. I didn't eat the banana, and I had a slice of pizza for dinner instead of cooking something. Still, ending at around 1300 calories is WAY better than what happened on Tuesday! I'll take it, thank you very much...

Today's plan: 2 pieces toast with peanut butter, two eggs, 4oz cran-grape juice, apple, turkey sandwich, banana, dinner - who knows? I can't think about these things so early in the morning...

I've been taking Chewie for an hour-long walk everyday for the last while. Like I said before, not very fast, but a walk's a walk. We jog probably a good quarter of the way too, so that counts!

geevee on 10/14/2004:
Hey! That 1.5lb. is not permanent. Runner and I both have the same 1.5lb. problem. I complain ad nauseum about going from 125 to 126.5, and most of the time can't figure out why it fluctuates. If not tomorrow, then the next day your weight will go down. DON'T worry!

monet0329 on 10/14/2004:
hello sweetie.. 1300.. yay.. better :O)..I am glad Me and the others could help you hun.. just think possitive ok.. you have came a long way.. and we dont want you to gain all that back.. a slip here and there is natural.. just dont let it take you under.. we are human,, there for we are not perfect.. so smile.. and remind yourself just how beauitful you are..and that you are so worth this effort :O).. have a great Friday hun.. I am just getting on here for the first time today.. at 10:24 pm.. busy day here.. and tomorrow will be as well.. but I wanted to come and comment on a few of you :O).. hugs sweetie.. oh.. and I wanted you to know .. if you even have a craving and wanna fight it.. feel free to e-mail me.. and just talk about whatever pops in your head,,, just long enough for your craving to go away.. I am here for you sweetie.. if you ever need me.. hugs

borntocry on 10/15/2004:
Hi legcramps,

I was wondering where you were when you stopped posting for a while there. I'm glad to read your entries again! But sorry to see the small gain. It won't take you long to lose it again. And I'm sure all the walking and jogging with Chewie will help. He'll be a very fit dog with a very fit owner!

legcramps - Wednesday Oct 13, 2004

Weight: 131.0

Not much to say today. I'm not very happy at all with my eating yesterday. I stayed on track until after work when I just lost any willpower I was holding onto through the day. Sad, just very sad. I added to my already full day a small bag of cheesies (they are my weakness for sure), and a cup of ice cream. I ended at 1722 calories. Oh, what a terrible day.

Today's plan: two eggs, two pieces of toast with peanut butter, glass of cran-grape juice, apple, turkey sandwich, banana, dinner I have no idea yet.

My stomach feels big and yucky.

monet0329 on 10/13/2004:
Hello sweetie.. I guess I missed you yesterday :O(.. sorry.. I am glad you had a great weekend.. everyone needs to take it easy on the exercising every now and then :O).. and I know what you mean about you BF's ex girlfriend.. My hubby had to take his daughter home Sunday.. and of course I had to ask.. has Thonde lost any weight..lolol..He wouldnt dare go back with her.. for one she is married.. but, that all ended years ago anyway .. but Its just the thought..lol..

I would lost to dress Molli up for Halloween.. that would be cute.. but we are taking the kids out and she barks at every thing that moves..lol.. so I dont think it would be a good idea to take her.. I would end up carring her the whole way..lol..If I was to dress her up.. I think I would go with a little tu tu on her.. if thts how ya spell it.. hehehe.. but not Chewy...hehe.. maybe a dinosaur.. or a fireman.. I dunno hehehe.. but we wanna see pictures , thats for sure..

oh and sweetie.. dont get down for testerdays calories hun.. just do better today.. and think od the BF's ex...I have faith in you.. and I know you have faith in yourself.. :O).. hugs..

geevee on 10/13/2004:
What you ate yesterday is probably less than what you ate on a daily basis before you started on DD's, right? The same thing happens to me. We have to look at this thing positively and feeling the way we do, like I did yesterday after my lunch out, look at it as a sign of progress. Before, we never would have felt the least compunction after overeating. It's something we did. We might do it now on occasion but we know better and have developed our consciences. So you'll do better today. That's all there is to it! Onward and upward!

legcramps - Tuesday Oct 12, 2004

Weight: 131.0

Hope everyone had a great weekend! Mine was a long one because of Thanksgiving, so today is my first day back to work since Friday. It was a good weekend, but so busy! I did everything I said I was going to do, and BF and I had a thanksgiving meal every single day of the weekend! Oy!

Of course, I went way off course in eating, and my exercise was practically non-existent, so for the rest of this week, i'm really going to try hard to get back on track. I met up at the dance with a friend of a friend's who used to see my BF occasionally, and she's stick-thin now! She used to be bigger than me, but now she looks like she's a size 5 (although she says she's a size 3). Talk about aggravating! I'll never be a size 3!!! Anyhow, it's given me a little push, not because BF was staring at her all night or anything, because he wasn't, but because she's that kind of person who can just motivate me to be better! It might seem like I have a vendetta against the girl, but I really don't! She's been very nice and respectful, to a point, towards me, and I have nothing terrible to say. You know when you just don't want to think someone your BF used to be with MIGHT look better than you?!! lol, it's crazy I know, but true nonetheless!

Today's plan: 2 eggs with one piece toast and 1/2 tablespoon peanut butter for breakfast, an apple, turkey salad sandwich (toasted, with lite mayo), a banana, one chicken breat (boneless, skinless) with one cup brown rice (cooked in lite chicken broth). Water and cran-grape juice to drink. It's probably too much, because i'm sure i'll sneak some kind of snack in there somewhere, but i'll work on it during the week. Gotta start with small steps!

My plan is to work on lowering my carb intake and upping the protein. Along with that are one hour walk/jogs each day, weather permitting. It's supposed to get cold by the end of the week. I hope that doesn't happen!

Well, i'm really frightened to get on that scale on Friday, but I have to do it. I don't know why I went so hay-wire this weekend. I really hope I can learn to control this part of my life, or at least limit it somehow. It's left me feeling quite disappointed in myself, even though I know that these things happen.

On another note, I want to dress up Chewie for hallowe'en, but i'm not sure as what. Anyone have any suggestions?

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